Dear, you are drifting away

I apologize humbly again. In fact, I knew it would be like this in my heart, but I still couldn’t control it for a while. I despise myself a little. I will do things against my will and say things against my conscience. I am far from as calm and calm as you see. I also have full of grievances, and I also have full of anger. Those grievances and anger were all given by you, but when there was a chance to vent, I still pressed them into my heart abruptly. I know I am not wrong, so I am calm. I face all your provocation and criticism calmly. From another perspective, it also helps me grow up. I often tell myself that tolerance is a kind of virtue, and I have been trying hard to put this virtue through my life and work. When I tolerate others, I feel that I am also redeemed. The peace and beauty in my heart will spread in every tolerant person’s moment. I thought I was beautiful at that time, because of tolerance, with a smile of charity on my face, and because of tolerance, the whole person was shining with the brilliance of friendliness. But for you, I find that I really can’t do it. Even an angel is tired, let alone I am ordinary person, a woman who is ordinary to the extreme. Like you, I was loved by others in front of the treasure at home; Like you, I also had my own distinct personality. I want to tell you that I am neither a saint nor an Immortal. I am the body is ordinary, I will feel tired, I have feelings, and I will also be hurt. When what you have done is beyond my tolerance, I still can’t tear my face. I always feel pain in my heart, but I can’t ignore the friendship. I don’t know, what should I do to redeem myself and you? Looking at your twisted face due to excitement and listening to your fierce words, I found that my eloquence praised by others made me feel ashamed. I even didn’t have the courage to look at you. I bowed my head, bowed my head and confessed that I used to be too tolerant, too merciful and too careful. I cried when you didn’t see me. Crying is not because of my grievance, not because of anger, but because of my sadness. I am sad that you have been in the world of mortals for decades, and you can’t learn simple ways of being a human being; I am sad that in our group, you are getting farther and farther away from everyone; I am sad that I regard you as a trusted friend from the bottom of my heart, but you are losing me. Good, I am calm, most often, that is, indifferent. You will never think that I will cry because of you. Since the fate as a friend is so shallow, how can I let you see my tears? Even if I hurt, the pain has nothing to do with you. Seeing you leave with the smile of the winner, I admit that I was defeated, very embarrassed and completely defeated. However, I was also relieved, totally relieved. The Harmony I worked so hard to maintain and the friendship I cared about and cherished were gone away in an instant. How can you understand such sadness and helplessness? How can you understand? I promised the person who loved me to hold hands with him, that is, to face the sea, Spring is warm and flowers bloom. From then on, I will not be sad any more. Therefore, I will try my best to fulfill my promise. After wiping away my tears, I will still smile at life and treat others with tolerance, as well as you. As for you, you must have the answer in your heart. Then let’s bless each other and cherish each other! Like (prose editor: Rain dancing alone) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Tears all the way

When I first set foot on the job, my father smiled. He said: I started to work again, and I was still in the place where my dad worked. Dad was very happy and proud of you! When my father said this, his face was filled with happy smiles. Looking at my father’s heartfelt smile, I left tears. But I knew it was tears of joy and tears, and I was also grateful to my father. For a long time, father has broken his heart for us; Father has been suffering from evil diseases for us; Father has never said bitter and tired for us. My father just tried his best to give our sisters the most comfortable life. Maybe it was too comfortable to live, which made our sisters’ thoughts lazy. We never asked my father: tired or not? Because in our impression and in our heart, father is an omnipotent person. No matter where we are or what we do, as long as we have a father, we will be confident. Father’s smile and father’s encouraging eyes make our sisters feel that they can do anything. Just so, we ignored that hard father. We only know that father is the most powerful father, and he will always be our patron saint. The real experience of my father’s hard work was neither his father’s illness or his leaving. But on the first day when I set foot on my job, my father gave me a lot of advice and instructions, and then sent me out of the house. When I looked back, I saw the glittering and translucent in my father’s eyes, but the corners of my mouth were clearly pleased with the smile. The doorstep gradually disappeared in my sight, and I knew my father must still be standing there. Because he was always worried about me, afraid that I would have something unhappy when I went to work on the first day. That’s how my father cared for our sisters a hundred times. He devoted his whole life to cultivating our sisters, but he grew old gradually. After getting on the bus, my previous mood gradually calmed down. After about two minutes of driving, I became a little impetuous, and something seemed to be blocked in my heart. Quickly put his head out of the car window, breathing the air outside. But the bicycle figure flashing outside the window made my tears burst out at once. In tears, I saw my father walking on the road to work with his shabby bicycle at home. His body must be leaning forward, because father had to walk a long way, and he had to go to work at a certain time. My father was always on time and disciplined, and never wanted others to speak of him. When I think like this, I hate myself for my ignorance. At that time, I always ran to my father after work and asked him what good things he had bought for me. If there was no one, I would hide aside and get angry again. At that time, my father always walked to me gently and stroked my head with a smile and said, “Dad will bring you good things tomorrow! After listening to my father’s words, I wiped my tears and still sobbed and looked at my father and said: don’t play tricks on my naughty behavior. My father smiled. The next day, my father really brought me a lot of things. I jumped up happily, but I didn’t see the sweat in front of my father’s forehead. I would like to go back to that era and say to my father: Dad, you have worked hard! But time will not go back, my father has gone far away. The window was still flashing green, the sunshine was still hiding in the clouds, and the sky was hazy wet, which was exactly like my heart at this time. I don’t know when it rained outside the window, and it rained all the way in my heart. I never thought that my father was so hard. Every day, he rode a bicycle back and forth, the road I am going to walk now. 70 or 80 miles away! However, my father wants to work like this every day, just for the better life and happier growth of our sisters. Father who comes out early and comes back late! Now I know why you go to work before dawn every day, and you don’t come back until the moon hangs on the treetop. At that time, we complained that you came back too late. I don’t know that you spend 1/3 of your time walking alone every day. What about your rest? What about your health? We don’t think about it at all. We just live in your warm embrace. I still remember that before leaving, my father said, “do a good job there. Don’t miss home! Yeah! How can you be willing to let me go back and forth every day for such a long way? But you? You are never willing to take the bus. You said: Not far away, riding a bicycle, exercising and exercising. Now that you think about it, your smile contains so many hardships. The bus all the way, the sobs all the way, and the guilt all the way. Father, my father, used to be so tired, but he never complained to us. How can this not make me sad? After getting off the bus, the sky was still crying. I rushed into the rain, imagining that my father dragged his tired body every day, walking so far, and bringing us unexpected small things. My heart will be so painful that I can’t help myself. Standing in the rain for a long time, I couldn’t tell whether it was tears or rain on my face. My heart is always in pain. The first thing to go to the residence is to call my father. When that old voice rang in my ear: New, arrived, it’s raining outside, pay attention to your body! Now my tears burst into the bank, I still remember clearly the choking of that day: Dad, you have been tired all your life, and you should enjoy your happiness! Dad has always been proud of you, Dad has always felt very happy! I knew my father’s hands must be trembling, and my father’s tears must be flowing. Because his father knew that his daughter had grown up now, he was sensible and knew the hardships of life, he was pleased. Now, I am still walking on the road my father once walked. Although there will be tears all the way, I have deeply felt that my father has built the warmest journey of life for me with love. Father’s Day is coming, I would like to send my deep yearning for my father in this article! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Time, please wait a moment

Time is like the dominoes of many strands, falling down and passing. The youth we are about to pass is as gorgeous as smoke and flowers, and is easy to die. In the cloudy afternoon, sitting in the study room, turning over the textbooks that could not be turned over, people’s own thoughts flew wildly. Looking back suddenly, there have been three Spring and Autumn Periods here. Watching the Spring comes again and again, I sighed that the flowers fell and blossomed again. Either we are plain, quiet or passionate, we are about to push our university to the end of parting. I still remember that when we just arrived at university, our faces were full of immature and innocent smiles. With our extremely strong curiosity, we have added another vitality to this quiet school. Now, we are going to walk out of this ivory tower after living here for three years. Are you ready to face the complicated society? Time, please stop your steps, let us have more time to nostalgia to say goodbye, to tell the teachers and classmates what they are unwilling to give up in their hearts, and to see the running water of the school bridge again, come and walk hand in hand with him on every road leading to the playground. Complain that time is too fast, complain that you can’t retain yourself, complain that there is always parting in the world. But, time, it can’t hear our call, keep moving forward, move forward. Ringing the graduation Bell, playing the movement of parting, the song ends. Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Be nice to yourself, don’t be too tired

According to the report of the evening news, a 59-year-old migrant worker went to the construction site to work for more than 10 hours a day without rest after working for half a month. As a result, he died of sudden illness. I don’t know why this person is so desperate to make money. Maybe he wants his family to live a better life, but I think, his family would rather live a less rich life than lose him. Death cannot be a joke. There is only one life, and money can never be earned. But our lives are limited. Therefore, be nice to yourself. Don’t be too tired. People nowadays all value their seats too much. They always think about tickets and toss down the house. They can’t put on airs, can’t tear their faces, and care for their children. So, all kinds of trifles put myself out of breath. Facing the colorful world of red wine, intrigue and intrigue, I was trapped in the world of drunken Gold, flies and flies, surging material desire and agitation, after all, I made myself too tired. Be nice to yourself. No one knows what you will face tomorrow. Maybe it is success, failure, rebirth, death and the world is changeable, you may not be able to use the things you have worked so hard for your whole life. Isn’t it good to live an ordinary life? I have struggled, enjoyed, cried, laughed, succeeded and failed. With such a colorful life, there is no regret even if I face death tomorrow. I can’t make everyone like it, whether others appreciate it or criticize it, as long as I firmly walk my own way, it is enough. In fact, everyone has his own charm and enjoys the existing time well. I always hope that I can have a pure heart and understand human feelings and trivial matters calmly. It is simple and plain, just like duckweed in water, which is a different state of mind; The sight is pure, the years are white and the heart is as transparent as water. Use your spare time to enrich your own connotation. You don’t have to be proficient in all aspects of piano, chess, calligraphy and painting. You just need to let yourself know more about something. Don’t be Madame Curry in a corner and learn to see something through the surface, if you experience more, you will understand more. If you understand, you don’t have to say more. Take your own path and let others talk about it. You don’t have to care too much about others’ opinions on yourself. As long as you have a clear conscience, there is no need to make yourself tired for some irrelevant people, life is really short. Be nice to yourself. Don’t be too tired. There are too many things in this world that we can’t control. Therefore, when there is a chance, we should eat and drink, it should be fun, struggle and enjoyment should be matched reasonably. After all, one’s life is not long. Be nice to yourself. One’s life is actually not long. Never leave any regrets for yourself. Like (prose editor: Rain dancing alone) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…