After all, young, not suitable for love

Because of Yu binzi, I knew you. For the first time, I knew your name in other people’s mouth. They said your name was Chen Chen. I was in a panic, have you been destined with Chen Chen in this life? You ask me to talk to you. I always ask you if you are joking. Later, I didn’t know why I agreed. You want to send me home, in the car, someone I don’t know, your friend, told me how good you are. Let’s start like this. You send me downstairs to my house and kiss for the first time, when I got home, you added my button and we started chatting like this. I said I fell in love with you at first sight. You said I am big fool, you were a little fool, how about you call me late dear, you cover the night, ask me what time to go to bed, I said I don’t know, you said to accompany me to sleep, I told you fool I’m going to sleep, we said good night to each other. This was our first day. School was over on March 29th. You told me to go back to Luojiaping, call you, and then send me home. I didn’t expect that because of my grinding. You go first, let’s talk about deduction in the evening, I tell you that we don’t have a holiday this week, you said you still want to join me, I said as long as you want to come out, I asked for leave to accompany you. You were in your hometown on April 2nd. You broke up with me. I made friends with you. For the first time, I felt unwilling to give up. On April 3rd, you told me that you were in Yan’an. I was so surprised that you came back in just a few days. Unfortunately, we are no longer lovers. You said you only regarded me as your sister, in the early morning of April 6th, I came out from home. It was the first time I saw you when you came back to Yan’an this time. The reason was unexpectedly that you hung up the buckle for me and fought with others, it was my first time to run out at midnight, April 8th. You lived in binzi’s house, and we chatted in the yard. Finally, I asked you, could you make up? It was our second reconciliation. On April 9th, I washed clothes for the first time, it was yours, but it was okay. I washed it. On April 9th, we were still chatting on the button. I told you that I hate others cheating me. If one day you don’t want it, please be honest, I will not bother you. On April 10th, we will go to my brother’s house, From this day on, we have been together all the time. I said I would take care of you these days, but you have been taking care of me. Take me home and take me back, on the street, he took my hand and hugged me to sleep together. He got up in the morning and helped me wash my face. I felt you were really good. I didn’t want to lose you. On April 16th, I had a fever, you accompany me to hang a needle on April 19th, you don’t know what’s wrong, you treat me hard, the first time we quarreled, you still told me to break up, because you hate stupid women, on April 22th, I celebrated my birthday and got drunk. I couldn’t forget you and vent my feelings. When you came, did you think I was ashamed? You beat Xiaoya because you couldn’t bear it, in fact, I know in my heart, but I have been deceiving myself and others, looking forward to saving you one day, because I don’t believe that you can be cruel to me. On April 23th, we ended completely, I chose to be a friend. Until now, on April 28th, you talked with xxx. I tried hard to destroy him and become a bad woman, because I didn’t want you to belong to others. On April 30th, you broke up, I am so happy, but I promise to give you a school Flower as compensation. On May 1st, I went out to play and came back at night. You know I drank and let me go to bed, I am going crazy, I tell you that I am not drunk, you care about me, but just out of the care of friends, that’s it… this is all our memories, I am not a stupid woman, I just disdain to play tricks in front of you. Others say that I am persistent and silly, because they don’t understand why I am persistent. I didn’t expect that we have known each other for such a long time, I don’t know what I think, whether I am used to your care and your kindness to me. I have no standpoint, no thoughts and no brains, they all say that I have changed for you. From now on, I want to live a good life for myself. After all, I am young and not suitable for expressing love. I don’t need to waste my time, because we should have a good grasp of the present, without efforts, there will be no better gains, Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. 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