Lost Years

Lost years really, that is confusion, a feeling of being at a loss. I don’t know when the ship of life will berth to the center of the vast river, and the distance is just blue. There is no sun, no moon, no stars, and no date. It seems that everything has sunk into the bottom of the river and evolved into a delicate fossil with the faint silt. His boat had no oars, and even the sail had already been lost. Helpless, can only be helpless. I ran desperately, but still couldn’t run out of the football field. I am disoriented player, he can’t find the ball frame at all. He just runs wildly without feeling of exhaustion or exhaustion of power, but running and running can never escape from the lost ruins. The ball is the only bet of life. Without the ball, you will lose your only chip and have to leave. I have no direction, it should be no direction. People are floating, where to go, I am like a walking corpse, unconscious. Sometimes I think that this may be my own fault, or it is my own fault. Time is like a piece of dust and sand. The lost time is when the wind blows, it is gray, the sand is rolling, and the dust is flying. It is because I don’t have the courage to open my eyes, stay where I am, and have no choice., The time is too long. It seems to be the polar day and night at the two poles. It will always be day or night. Time is a dry riverbed, with traces of cracks covering the whole body, looking forward to the ocean flow all the time. Good memories are the reason to stick to it. In waiting, time slipped away suddenly. The wonderful memory and the reality are desperately torn, and we can’t tell whether it is true or not. The dim street lamp lengthened my Afterimage. I stepped into the darkness and shouted loudly to those sleepy Stars until my throat became hoarse and I was exhausted, the only thing left is that I look at each other in silence and night. I am confused, really confused. My soul is wandering, and it was myself who exiled her to a foreign land. Perhaps, time itself is confused and at a loss, chasing desperately, but there is no way to know what is worth chasing desperately. The same is life. Things that are not known at all still need to be chased desperately. I don’t know whether it is called vain or tragedy. Perhaps, I was born in the confused years, so that my whole body was full of bewilderment and even more pain, so I was doomed to face myself with bewilderment. Perhaps, what is confused is only oneself, and the passing of time only aggravates the degree of confusion. Time itself is not at a loss, still walking under the sound of Horseshoe, still waking up and sleeping between sunrise and rising moon. Maybe ====== too much maybe, so many assumptions are not allowed in life, and so many possibilities are impossible. Conjecture and speculation can only make oneself indecisive, at a loss and more confused. Confused Years, confused years, I am confused. Like (prose editor: Rain dancing alone) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Love and sorrow

I often lose two words on Baidu: Yao Chen, then start searching, and then read some news about her. My daughter saw it and said, “Mom, are you also chasing stars? Yes, I am also chasing stars, although I am about to enter the threshold of 40 years old, although the dream of chasing stars should be far away from me. Knowing Yao Chen, she watched the day of cohabitation with a flight attendant. At that time, she didn’t know that the one who played Lu Fei was her husband Ling Xiaosu; even more, she began to become popular because of Guo Furong who acted in “My Own Swordsman. Later, I had more time to surf the internet and got a better understanding of her. She made a lot of films and also did a lot of public welfare activities; She weaved her scarf carefully every day, with a large number of fans, and became the queen of microblog. She often basks in the happy life of her and her husband on the Internet, admiring everyone. The happy home photos of her and her husband make those men and women in the world of mortals full of yearning for love. Yao Chen became popular, and the film appointment was constant. He became a famous international star, and also became the idol of many people. Especially her marriage, Prince and fairytale, a pair of golden couple. In the film academy, their acquaintance and love each other, and the support and support of their married life became a good story of love, which made people delight in talking about it, and made people still believe in love in today’s society where material desires are rampant. Those people who love Yao Chen are also caring for and blessing her marriage. However, people are not as good as a hundred days, and flowers are not as good as a hundred days. The marriage of Da Yao is still because her acting career is too hot, which leads to the rift between them. What’s more, because Ling Xiaosu starred in a TV play with Tang Yifei, the rumor that there was an ambiguous relationship between the two. They finally chose to divorce, and the love myth between Prince and Princess was shattered, which even led to the loss of love among all people, making many people no longer believe in love. Maybe as an ordinary person, if you get divorced, you will get divorced. Go back to your own life track and find your own happiness! However, celebrities do not have such freedom. Their special occupations are doomed to be evaluated and consumed by the public. Maybe the public loves them so much that they don’t want such things to happen to the actors they like. They devoted all their enthusiasm to participate in and discuss the marriage and love between Yao Chen and Ling Xiaosu. Paparazzi and professional journalists always try their best to dig out even a little bit of their privacy, and then break the news in various news programs, attracting everyone’s attention. After the divorce, the two lived an uneasy life under the bombardment of mass News. However, both of them have their own love. The once Wonderful Life has turned over to them and become the past. On June 7, Ling Xiaosu and Tang Yifei got married in a low profile. I specially looked at the netizen’s message: This couple of dog men and women are finally married! I hope they get divorced soon! Or hope they die! Wait for all kinds of messages, and look at them all the way, which is horrible. Maybe these netizens were so fond of Yao Chen that they would not hesitate to abuse Ling Xiaosu and Tang Yifei. In fact, I am thinking, why is this necessary! Yao Ling and her two people chose to divorce because they had to. Since they couldn’t walk together any more, why should they live in pain? Letting go is also a kind of love. As a superstar, Yao Chen will definitely figure out some things, and finally give Ling Xiaosu a blessing! I also hope that fans who love Yao Chen will show mercy. It should be noted that stars are also human beings, and they also need to be respected as they deserve. In recent years, many entertainers committed suicide, which is worrying. In fact, although they seem to be well-dressed, they also have many unknown difficulties. Due to long-term filming, they can’t get the rest they deserve, it leads to problems in the health of many actors. Fu Biao, Bai Han, Chen Xiaoxu and Teresa Teng are all good examples? If you love them, don’t bother them any more and give them some space for private life. I believe they will make better works and bring more feasts to people’s vision, senses and soul. Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…