Strip Me (1)

Three points are talent, three points are thought, three points are endurance. This is the most pertinent, accurate and highest comment on me in the past 40 years. My wife, who likes to talk with me, agrees with me after thinking carefully. It was my mentor who taught and lived that. He also said a very famous sentence as the political simulation test of the college entrance examination in 2012: being a representative should make a difference, make a difference, and make a difference. Of course, with three points of talent and thought, I also understand that there is another point that he doesn’t know clearly, because I can only get nine points at the highest level, and I lose one point of worldly wisdom. If you are talented and don’t have your own thoughts, you can at least manipulate others, swagger through the market for some report-like words and grasp the tail of power with both hands. Bad is bad in those three thoughts, which make people lofty, fearless and even disdain. After being lofty, fearless and disdainful, I realized that I was actually a bookworm. At that time, others must have sneered behind their hearts in a contemptuous manner, and went to an enemy secretly proud of themselves. Soon, scold: silly! The scolding is really good and honest. I admire the classic scolding. Just like my silly habit of insisting on not buying second-hand houses and not renting new houses, although I am a typical house slave and a real poor bookmaker. They were so poor that they missed the bus for more than a dozen miles to go home, and also apologized again and again to reject the taxi carrying passengers; Breakfast was often saved, and they had a free lunch prepared by the school at noon. Three points of talent also gave me some opportunities to change jobs, but I didn’t make it foolishly. I have more authority to think that teachers are better than those who don’t boast of being good teachers, so I stubbornly guard the platform which is secretly sniffed at by some people, the blackboard with white and black hair dyed by chalk Gray kept on the nest. I also secretly picked up the cheap pride. No matter how rich you are, you have to call me teacher, but you went to the shrine in your house. Three points of thought also gave me a lot of benefits. After all, I am a person with my own thoughts. At least, it has been praised publicly by some leaders who have unique opinions in their articles. I am regard uniqueness as praise, and cannot go to others’ stomach to see if there are any other misinterpretations, even if there are, I don’t care either. I am happy to be praised, and have a high level of thought. I am don’t hide my thoughts, so I like to speak loudly, and the masses applaud the leader’s disgusting flat words. What impressed me most was that in order to buy a house with a provident fund loan, a friend and I went to the finance bureau for consultation, and was reported to the director by a good person. The female director called me as a nonsense hindering official business. The director of the Office of Education Bureau called me to interrogate urgently. Although it was proved to be a misunderstanding at last, it also indirectly affected my future of promotion to vice school. Now I doubt that if the female director knew it was me, then she would hate me and her younger sister’s failed student puppy love. Fortunately, it’s gone, otherwise it’s hard to get along with. I’m a bookworm with three thoughts. Three points of endurance is specially told to my wife, which is good to praise me in disguised form. I am free to fall in love, but after marriage, there is no natural lingering respect for each other. The family is often bumping against each other, and the thoughts collide with each other, which is more cruel than the sound. If there was no endurance, the family would have been divided long ago, and there would be no harmony now. Let’s make it late. About all men have such experience, which should not be my exclusive patent. His wife chattered endlessly, kicking you on the floor with feet on the bed and pinching your pain with two hard nails. Maybe your wife’s nails were painted with bright paint. You just keep your two ears open, try to calm your hot heart, swallow saliva, stick to the motionless posture, comfort yourself that you are always better than Qiu Shaoyun, better than Huang Jiguang, better than Dong Cunrui, I am happy. Finally, in her lullaby, she fell asleep in a faint and snored, which made her bored and quiet. She couldn’t help letting her go. Then she turned around and fell asleep. When she woke up, she naturally had nothing to do. If he changed three points of endurance into three points of persistence, he could I am be a writer and an expert based on his teacher’s insight. Of course, this was his prediction from a strategic position. Because I was so young that I could write some poems which jumped and broke lines, and I also thought carefully for some education expert, but in the end, no family did anything. He once asked me whether I regretted or not, and I am shook his head speechlessly. Although history was very close, that threshold could not I am crossed. I didn’t have the ability to travel through the current fashion. The lack of worldly wisdom now seems to be much more important than the nine points. He also once suggested me to be more close to the classmate who knows the world but doesn’t have any talents and thoughts. He has learned half of his points. I always see him having a good life, he should also disdain my inappropriate times, but he was born in his heart, although he laughed. It is only the three of us together, which is also the source of his success as a teacher, with the embarrassment exposed. This point can’t be possessed in this life. He said that even if it is half worldly-wise, I should be the director of education. I think I lost one point, and you should have lost three cents, otherwise you would have been deputy ministerial level. I think he should be talented and thoughtful, so we can be close teachers and students and close friends. But in the end, I didn’t achieve anything. There were people fighting for it. I don’t have to worry about it. Still enjoy the narrow sunshine in this three-point reserved land, and advocate this negative and worldly attitude with words. 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To silence of advertising

In recent years, it seems that I have mentioned maniac and said something about maniac more than once, and the situation is different every time. I remember that about a year ago, someone invited me to visit a website community called Mingyue. I made a slight investigation and found that this website was not suspected of being a swordsman, besides, I was also a little flattered, so I went on the invitation happily. That night, I posted a post named “thank you for your spirit” in the prose forum of this website, which was an essay about modern psychology and literary creation theory. As a result, I was shocked by the end of the incident. The next day, I was almost robbed by a literary friend, which could even be said to be the treatment of a massive massacre. That gentleman attacked me face to face and asked me many questions in a row, of course, the problems are all very sharp, to the extreme extent. However, I can also see that his question to me is false, his attack to me is true, criticism is false, and arrogance is true. I was very embarrassed, as if I went to visit others sincerely, but I didn’t expect to be stripped off by others as soon as I entered the door and humiliated in public, it is also like being bitten by a dog just after entering the door (I didn’t know that he was the moderator or the owner of the super moderator until later). With humiliation and pain, I felt ashamed and had to flee, of course, I escaped from that website. A few months later, I still felt lingering fear. After I calmed down, I remembered that I still left an article on that website, because it was something I had worked hard to write, and I really wanted to go back and delete it, but the extremely vicious website owner made me scared, afraid that I would meet in a narrow way. I was always not good at and disdained to fight with others, so I dared not go there. Later, I comforted myself: that website was really a dog with bad wine. In my own article, I lost a shoe when escaping from dog bites, I have to give them as gifts. This is the first madman I met on the Internet. Soon after, in another website called what home, which happened to be a prose website, I encountered another malicious criticism. When I knew that website, it was said that the website was just opened, and all aspects were hyping up with excitement. I am introduced to this website. Because I had a lesson from the past, I almost crept when I went there this time, and I was careful everywhere when I entered, for fear that I would annoy any moderator or owner again, and would be chased and bitten again. After a period of time, the people I worried about didn’t come out, maybe not at all, I think. I think it is really my great fortune that everyone can live in peace here, and it is also the great fortune of literary friends. Of course, I also entered the website portal safely. However, good times didn’t last long, and my pride hadn’t cooled down completely, so I felt that my back was getting cold gradually, because someone began to attack me condescending, although this time it seemed a little softer than before, it’s kind and kind, but the coldness and malice are everywhere. I seem to hear the faint impatient and unsatisfied hum behind me at any time. Sometimes, it seemed that I could still see the sharp teeth, and those teeth seemed to be still shining with compelling cold light. Maybe it was also because of my conditioned reflex, so I didn’t dare to talk and move any more. I tried to calm myself down and behave myself, and then repeatedly checked the critical sentences written by someone for my article. If I didn’t look at it, I was shocked at first sight. Why did I suddenly meet so many masters, who were so high and overbearing, it seems that I am an expert and a giant who has been walking in the arena for a long time. Naturally, I need to look up day by day. I feel tired after a long time, but I dare not show any sense of tiredness and relaxation, I was afraid to let others see that my concentration was slight and my self-restraint was shallow again, so I was always afraid to be more careful, so I almost nodded my head and called my uncle. However, I thought that the road of Sage was not only lonely but also hard, and long-term endurance was necessary. Many famous sayings at all times and in all countries told me that only by learning to endure and even endure can we learn a true skill. However, after a long time, I realized that their whole body solution was only to point out the country, but they would not arouse the words at all. To put it bluntly, most of them are the empty theorists criticized by Mr. Mao Zedong in those years. Several months passed, and I had never seen any written articles written by them at all. This fact was absolutely unacceptable to me. In my opinion, people who love words are mules or horses. They can only be pulled out for a walk. They can’t always make empty noises and say that others are not true heroes, Besides, those people who talk a lot about others’ works are too vulgar to flatter. This situation is no exception for me. Fortunately, no one has launched an inhuman attack on me this time, although some people seem to dream about how to ride on others and make some empty comments. Even in such a situation, I still hold back. After all, it is fate for people to meet each other. I was very lucky that I finally overcame the bad habits that I couldn’t bear, tried my best to live in peace with everyone, and also let others with ulterior motives hide in places where I couldn’t see and pointed at me with fingers. This is the second time I have met a madman. The third time, or the third place, made me unbearable. This guy didn’t give up until he had to modify my works drastically and beyond recognition. Obviously, he took my works as his own platform to show his talents and ignored my existence at all, this reminded me of the borers in the insect world. Of course, I was very angry. What this brother did was ridiculous and arrogant. Every time he taught me wholeheartedly, it seemed that I drew a picture of Lin Daiyu but didn’t agree with his intention instead of unilaterally modifying it into the image of Zhang Fei to relieve his hatred. I had to remain silent in front of him forever and ever. So far, it seems that it is time to answer the question of what a madman is. After thinking twice, I felt it was inappropriate. Because as far as I know, the manifestation of a madman is by no means the only few. Besides those mentioned above, there is also a very good moonlight tonight. Zhao guiweng’s face becomes strange to such a madman, there are also crazy people like me, such as Fengge laughing at Kong Qiu, so I still can’t answer this question. As for someone who wants to question me and ask me to answer, I have no choice, because I really can’t answer. Unless I endure more and appreciate more manic images of other styles and types, at that time, maybe I still have the possibility and hope to answer, otherwise, I could only be stunned and speechless by the hostage, and I would remain silent indefinitely on the question of what a madman was from then on. As for those who are really unfortunate but are among the madman, and they insist on taking the right seat, and they all have self-knowledge and can decide themselves decisively, I have nothing to say, because that is no longer what I can care about. On some topics, in order to remain silent forever, I hereby confess. 2012-9-9 Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. 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