Suddenly feeling

All of a sudden, I want to say that I am proud of my youth. In the dark, it seemed to be very moved at some time. There was no refreshing corner in the hot study room. Looking up, what could not be seen was the passer-by armour. And I started a strong and fragile life. Spread out the book, points, probability-one by one into my eyes, and those long and difficult sentences that make me headache. In every colorful season, everything is so dull. Only here, the air is free. I can breathe freely and stretch myself freely. Free to laugh suddenly. You don’t have to worry that the noise will shoot me down at any time. Only when you look at me again and again can you know that there is no happiness at all. At least, there is no happiness of someone in a certain place. Life seems to be full of insects, and thoughts are eaten and abused again and again, and finally they are scarred. The night breeze blows gently, who is playing the harmonica in the wind? Then, I suddenly remembered the day when I wrote novels with the harmonica. The campus, which was once young, was very happy. Even if I was tired of studying, I would never worry that my heart would die, even in the cold winter, that kind of pure and sincere friendship will make people feel cold at any time. Now, it seems to suddenly disappear in the sleep and wake up, facing the strange environment, cold face, breathing will make people feel painful, sour to escape. The surrounding air only leaves the gray interliao. Indifferent pale thoughts, ripples no longer exist, the laughter and laughter of the past, and the passion of the past are all strangled invisibly, but I can’t see a drop of blood. I am so painful that I forget how to cry. Missing is the pain of breathing this is a beautiful season, but the wilderness is green, but the heart is withered. As a result, there is only pain that cannot be told. Looking back, I can’t find the dim lights. The stars on the horizon blinked at me. Suddenly, a kind of touch surrounded me. At that moment, I cried all over the floor, as if I had left the baby in my mother’s arms. I cried and burst into tears. The stars still smiled at me. And I understand that this is not an indifferent smile or a cold ridicule, but a warm encouragement to me. Stars hang in the North sky all the time. Therefore, I began to doubt whether I was really suitable to live in this Jiangnan Watertown that I yearned? In the dream, it is as gentle as a cheongsam; In the dream, it is the joy of fish and rice in the Watertown; In the dream, it always wraps me tightly with its warm embrace without cold wind; in the dream, I am coming now, looking for a dream, but I can’t find it all the time. The dream of that season was broken in my loss, and then I began to suffer from insomnia all night, and again, nightmare rife? Once upon a time, I was still looking forward to it, and everything seemed to have gone away for a thousand years. Only after several rounds could I return to the land that made me not afraid of loneliness, struggle or dejection? “Near, near, really near, far, start far, near, my hometown, near, my happiness, near, my dream;, far away, this is helpless, far away, this haze, far away, the indifference here is far away, deep and shallow, thick and light, and finally it is just passing. And the book of life is always a mess, a mess, a mess Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Bleak memories

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Future, we.

I imagined my future life. In the limited time, I met a warm person and had a warm love with a little quarrel but no lack of warmth. The two walked around every place we had longed for together hand in hand, leaning against each other to watch the rising sun and sunset; You wiped the ice cream at the corner of my mouth for me, and I folded the collar of the shirt for you; I was tired, you have to carry me. If you are tired, I will help you wipe off the sweat from your forehead, and then whisper in your ear, dear, hard work. In this way, we firmly held each other’s hands and kept walking until we stepped onto the red carpet which belonged to us. I advocate the feelings of long flowing water, and I don’t need to be vigorous. You know, time can smooth out everything we once believed in together in the past, including love. So, to be ordinary in trifles is happiness. We will have our own baby. If it is a girl, give her a nickname jiuer. If it is a boy, just call him Tao Tao Girl to be gentle, boy to be smart and naughty to be cute. By then, we must get rid of the habit of spending money recklessly. The shoes should be put on until the broken end is broken; The clothes should be worn until the hole is broken before they can buy new clothes; Smoking, only one cigarette is allowed in a day, so a box of cigarettes can be smoked for 20 days; if you say that I am stingy crazily, I will tell you: Honey, don’t worry, I am joking. Oil, salt, sauce and vinegar are indispensable. I like spicy food, so I have to prepare a lot of peppers. If you don’t like spicy food, I will force you. If you don’t want it, then you will be responsible for three meals a day. I don’t need you to succeed in your career, no matter how busy you are, remember to go home for dinner at night. The bottleneck of career, the low tide of life, even if the sky falls down, you should not feel despair, and me. I don’t want to see your frown. I am willing to share all your pain. Anyway, there is me. If you are happy, you must remember to share it with me first. Even if you get carried away one day, you must remember that there is another me I always stand behind you, strong wind and rain, I will not leave, we must bear all together. What I said is just because I love you for one reason. We are a family that still need to walk through more dusk and sunset hand in hand. We should make great efforts to make money, strive to make our children become the second rich generation, and make our parents become the ancestors of the second rich generation. Well, this idea is quite good. If you let go of your career, I will take care of the whole family. I have to do it myself. If one day you have a mistress who doesn’t want me, I can proudly tell you that you want her! I can feed myself. I hope this will always be a joke. If one day you are indifferent to me and fall in love with others, you must tell me. I will smoke your mouth fiercely, then take the luggage and take the child away from there. Finally, I will bless you and sincerely bless you. After all, I once loved you, but you met someone better than me. She makes you infatuated and fall in love with her. I must have something worse than her. I try my best to be an elegant and reasonable woman, so that you can take it out to have a face and stay at home to see what’s going on. You can show me your face in front of outsiders, and I can bear it. But when you get home, you must kneel down on instant noodles, or I will let you sleep on the sofa and wake up the next day without breakfast. We have to live with each other’s parents, so we have to work hard to make money and buy a big house. Children are little babies, we are big babies, and parents are old babies. We can also call it shanzhai Jixiang Sanbao. Only when there are old and small families can we enjoy happiness and harmony. In the future, we are here. In this way, I went through the vicissitudes and tests of the fleeting years until my hair turned gray. Then sat rocking chair talk slowly used to love the past. Much better! I still don’t know where he is. If one day I find you, I will show you this article. By the way, I forgot to say the most important one. You have to repeat one sentence to me every day, and you must say it sincerely. Dear, eat hard, we won’t lose weight! Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…