On the other shore, the university is not alone

In middle school, due to the lack of enlightenment of thoughts, the whole day was a mess. Even if I worked overtime every day, my academic performance was still in a mess, until today, I am reduced to learning a major that I don’t like for the future life! But I don’t know what stimulation I have received. Since I entered the university, my life seems to be orderly, no longer empty and confused, it’s just that I sigh with emotion about my life many nights (there is no way to do this, who is called a man of temperament) to be honest, my college life circle is not very good, and I seldom go shopping, eat and chat with my classmates, I act alone all day long, but I also live a vivid life, because I have my own life rules! Classes are compulsory every day. If a college student does not attend classes, then I suggest that he buy a noodle to hang up. After all, college students still take learning as the fundamental goal, god will not give you the capital to enjoy because you set foot on the university. Besides, friends in the society seldom have time to enjoy life. How about you who have just started your life. I should not only attend the class, but also make myself satisfied! There are not many courses in the university, so I have enough time to control by myself. My domination is tailored according to my own needs. I don’t know whether it is similar to you. After finishing the class, I won’t run away from the classroom immediately. I will go through the newly learned textbooks very deeply and leave until I eat or feel really tired. I put most of my professional textbooks in the responsibility classroom of my class, because it feels very convenient. Wherever I go, I can go generously when I think of reading. Besides, I don’t like reading in the dormitory. Firstly, the humanistic environment in my dormitory is not very good. Secondly, the social environment in the dormitory is not very good. The dormitory is mainly a place for rest and entertainment. There is no space for you to read. In general, I will choose about two hours of free time in the daytime to preview and review professional courses. No matter how dull the words are, I still have to insist on reading them. That is a must! When I was in the dormitory, I seldom read books. I would turn on the TV to watch entertainment programs and news programs. To be honest, I love entertainment and news circles most. Before I close my eyes and go to bed, I will lie on the bed and talk about the buttons. This is also a must. The establishment of relationships between friends and netizens cannot be achieved without this guy, this guy not only works fast but also doesn’t cost much. If you ask me to call or send a text message to chat with friends, I can’t do it. As a result, I can’t earn much money by myself, secondly, I am children who are afraid of hearing your words in front of the real you (I am too unintelligent at this point, please keep your own style, or you will never catch up with girls in your life) when there is no one chatting with me, I will use my mobile phone to go to magazine websites such as Youth Digest to read some essays, biographies of celebrities and beautiful essays. When reading to a certain extent, I will be sad, so I will write down my own things in my own space, blog and post bar with constant inspiration, this is also the reason why there is always dynamic space among netizens recently (Thunder! Don’t blame me. If you like my writing style, you can do more. Suggest it. If you don’t like it, I will delete me so as not to pollute your mind space) the most free time in my school is no more than finishing the afternoon classes. Because there is no night self-study, I have too much time. I usually eat at five o’clock (I don’t know why since I learned medicine, the digestive function is very good recently, I am hungry after eating, and I am reluctant to eat when I am hungry, the biggest pain in life is nothing more than this!) After dinner, of course, I took a bath and washed clothes, but I still appreciate the winter. I can take less bath (Hey Hey, it’s beautiful). As long as the time is 6 o’clock, I will shoot into the classroom like an arrow to read, you can read all kinds of books. The books you read most are related to exams and majors. Of course, the books you read least are those books (don’t pretend to be gentle, because people are not gentle, I, the most superficial gentle person, was not gentle. What kind of gentle people would I talk about, especially those who studied medicine. I was even more gentle, so I just messed up with gentle people) it is very necessary for adolescent children to occasionally study something related to physiology! But I will rush into the Internet cafe like a wolf until 2:30. Of course, I don’t surf the Internet to play Chinese dancing or watch movies. The only thing I do on the internet is to go to the end of the world and post posts in Baidu, update dynamic (but sadly, Tianya has been popular with me recently, and unexpectedly blocked my ID for no reason, which really made me unable to sleep normally for several days, the thought that I had been working hard for several years was so white that I was really sad. Fortunately, God closed a door for you and opened a window for you. Without the end of the world, I still have Baidu and Sina, there is also room for buckle, hehe, rest in peace!) In fact, I also don’t like to spend an hour or two in the Internet cafe. When there are many couples there, I will be angry when I see them. Secondly, I waste my night snack fee (it’s really a waste of regular script eating regular script and surfing the Internet) if my parents knew that I went to the Internet cafe at night and didn’t interrupt my feet, they thought I was a rascal, it would be even worse if I didn’t make any achievements online, all relatives will point at their noses and scold (you are good, um, not good, so obedient when I was a child, now da Mu! Then I would cry secretly) but after all, there is still no computer causing trouble. How good it would be if there were computers! Next year, I will work as a summer vacation worker to earn more money. I will kill people with knives and clean the toilet. I will do everything as long as I can earn money, except for committing crimes and dishonesty (it turns out that I am a big good citizen, and never do shady, you can earn money by your own ability, of course you can do it!) Don’t spend too much time in that Internet cafe. One or two hours is enough. Just finish the task. Visitors will pass. The time was so fast that it was just twenty-two O’Clock. Tourists outside the dormitory watched the stars, hugged the lawn with warmth, ate midnight snack and even waited for the sunrise. As soon as I entered the dormitory, I was entertained, singing and dancing with the music (it turned out that the cultural commission was not so easy to act. Recently, it was rumored that I would be the president. I was a little afraid that I couldn’t do it, but I still, because I want to publish books at school next year. If I become a relatively large cadre, I can publicize more loudly, which is really exciting.) The school is relatively strict, and the power is cut off at 23 o’clock on time, I had no choice but to run to the bed. At this time, what I hated most was that the button was knocked, and the thread was always dropped off. I could get down as soon as I got up. I couldn’t talk to my relatives and friends (God destined me to be a Bachelor fortunately, I was smart and downloaded several novels, Of course, I never read those novels like crossing, mystery, romance and so on. I usually read novels like “things of Ming Dynasty”, “Ordinary World” and “Wolf Totem” which I think are valuable, after all, those fantastic novels are really of little value. They can’t learn anything, but they have learned how to become worse and unrealistic (it seems that the Ministry of Education has to suppress the current literary market, let the literary world be really active and live more influential than the deductive circle) Speaking of this, I have to say my own articles. Maybe many people can’t understand my poems. It is no wonder that I am not a celebrity, it is of little value to analyze my words. My content is not only beautiful but also emotional (it seems that famous people are always good, and what they say is philosophy, that is, being loved by others, I also want to be determined to enter the market, and time will prove everything! Wait!) In the past, I was always afraid of sleeping late in middle school, but now I was always afraid of not sleeping late in college. I always found various reasons to make myself unable to sleep. When I fell asleep at once, I found that I couldn’t get up, breakfast can be saved, and it doesn’t matter if I have classes (fortunately, I am energetic every day and live like Xiaoqiang). Just finish it in such a day, regular enough! In fact, there are still many loopholes waiting for me to discover. For example, should I fall in love in college at my age. Frankly speaking, I am not qualified, have no courage, no confidence, and can’t control the love that can fly. Who calls me born with short legs, chasing girls is a little slower than others, but it doesn’t matter much. This kind of thing is not necessary. If you lose love, you will be silent. If you are single, there will be festivals, but there is no rose. If you want to love, you can go to the kiln! (Of course, it is joking. It turns out that the more people visit the kiln, AIDS and syphilis are the most likely to be infected. Don’t go to places that are not clean. If you are a gentleman, you will be more careful, if you are a third male, you will cheat more! Like (prose editor: prose online) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. 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Loneliness is the deepest loneliness (E Weekly)

Loneliness is not that nobody cares about you, but that you don’t want to care about anyone; In fact, the most difficult thing in life is to put down, walk in the world of mortals, be willing to put down, my heart was relieved …… — inscription by going to the dawn alone, walking or stopping, wandering in this little strange town. In the autumn when I was 18 years old, I set foot in this land, from the initial rejection, indifference, to the later indifference, acceptance, and then to today’s heartbroken love, lonely walking in the lonely world of mortals, looking at the sky, the ground, watching the changes of the four seasons, looking at the deep shadow of time, the breeze blew across my face and my hair was dancing. I kissed the unique breath in the air of the border, holding my right hand with my left hand, and smiled lightly …… standing still without saying a word; sitting quietly on the lakeside, looking at a vast expanse of quiet water blankly. Someone said that thousands of years ago, the tower was on the foot of Wanbao mountain, but now, it stands resolutely in the ancient garden of Heda, reflecting the tower Lake, I stared down; Could you tell me how many Earth cities are there under my feet? What kind of legendary story is there? If it could pass through to the moment when it was burning, what kind of thrilling would it be? I picked up a stone and threw it into the lake, which stirred up circles of ripples. Under the sun, the waves of water made me unable to open my eyes; I turned back to my mind and spread out my palm. Time went through lonely in the vein, and on the left was the past, on the right is the future full of thorns and longing, among which is the present that I dare not face. After all, I don’t know what I am pursuing and what I want? My heart seems to have been suspended on the nine days. I can’t see the clouds in the sky lightly, nor can I see the flowers bloom and fall in front of the court lightly. I am dragged down into the world, and where will my love go after all? The heart is like a silk screen with thousands of knots. It is impossible to abandon common Love and destined to experience emotional purgatory. However, it is reborn by bathing in fire and reappearing nirvana, or from then on, the soul is gone, diffusion cycle? A thought of persistence, in the end, people are tired, and their hearts are even more tired. How can they be scarred …… I like a sentence very much, Fenghua is a finger of flowing sand, and aging is a period of time; I don’t know when it will start, we have a deep feeling for this sentence, perhaps after many years of stumbling, we can understand the meaning of happiness better; We have been imagining that we are pulled by a pair of hands, looking at his warm eyes, melting in his clear eyes, gently opening his lips and whispering in his ears, the road to happiness is so short, can we embrace in the depths of the blue sky and white clouds like this, and stay? The fleeting time is like water, but it is just between the smiles and the taste. In fact, memory is also a kind of passing by. In the first love like duckweed, passing through without trace …… once warned myself, don’t write any words related to love any more. In the world of love, words are just accessories. No matter where they are placed, they seem pale and weak, and they are just deliberately showing off. Write down a story, and no matter whether it is related to myself or not, I will sink into it and cannot help myself. Finally, I will regard myself as the leading role of the words, which will hurt my mind secretly and sob with my eyes hanging. I have to walk alone in the cloudy rain, I don’t dare to expect the sunshine to be sunny any more, I can’t make sunflowers facing the sun any more, and I don’t even dare to watch the years to be sunny alone; But now, I don’t want to try my best to write such questions and contents unconsciously, there was no Yaxing who sent me into a poem. He retreated to flashy and quietly became a listener. It was also someone else’s story that watched me. More than once, my friend asked me why I am still alone now? I only smiled slightly, but actually there was no answer. Sometimes I sat alone at the lakeside, looking at a daze and thinking about the answer attentively. So I knew that it was not because I would rather lack than abuse, it is not because there is no suitable partner, nor because nobody likes it, nor because the family members disagree, but where is the reason? I once meditated with the yellowish light for a night, but still couldn’t find the answer. The only explanation is that I am used to being single for a long time; I like freedom, I hate the sudden appearance of a person binding myself. I always feel that the right person is still waiting in the farthest place, so I have the courage to give up everything; Maybe others don’t understand how much courage it takes to reject others, how many days and nights you have to endure can you consider a paragraph of words that will reduce the damage to the lowest, but it is often that you fulfill others and wronged yourself; Go back and forth, go around, entangled in the world of mortals can not be left independent! In the 19th year, how many days and nights, and how many years flow? 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