The pain left in the station

How many times, wandering in the station, can’t find the way to come, the next stop, is it eternal? It has been almost one year since I came to Beijing. I still remember that last year I came to Beijing specially to relax when I was in the College Entrance Examination. I felt a different breath and the heartbeat of the metropolis, the rhythm is full of contemporary time and years without any gaps. There was no intersection between my life and this modern big city at first. What reason could I ask to let me come to Beijing? Maybe because my father stayed in Beijing for nearly ten years, what could he do in ten years? Familiar with a city? Enough, so I came! But in the end, I didn’t expect that I could come to Beijing and had an incomprehensible fate with Beijing. It turned out that I came to Beijing not only for relaxation, but also for a fate that was hard to forget, I will finally go back to Beijing. No matter whether I like it or not, that road will continue and move forward. However, in the end, I don’t know whether I fell in love with Beijing or Beijing pestered me? If we say that the biggest impression of Beijing is just the bit by bit in the memory, then the indelible mark is still branded in the end. Maybe life sometimes needs to use marks to show what has happened, until the end, it is so profound… On the first day, I went out of the platform of Beijing West Railway Station, carrying two tourist bags, and left the railway station with my father seven or eight turns. Under the scorching sun, I leaned against the bus license plate several feet square, the fatigue of the journey was in a daze in front of my eyes. When I closed my eyes, I seemed to go back to the senior three time when I fought day and night, which was indelible in my whole life… There are dense small characters on the bus sign, and large characters written in red on the top, which are particularly conspicuous and prominent. The lonely license plate Post is covered with small advertisements, which are tightly wrapped! Later, a tall yellow bus took us back. The bus master dressed up very fashionable. Maybe this is the new human beings! A pair of black sunglasses makes me look cool! The way he drove was also very exaggerated. It seemed that he was going to turn himself out when he turned a corner. Anyway, how much inertia he turned in the end, how powerful he was, from time to time, I also looked back at the passengers in the car, showing white teeth, showing enthusiasm and vivacity! In the hot summer, I was still very helpless. The smell of gasoline and human sweat in the car made me feel sick… However, I didn’t make a joke because of my persistence and swallowing the saliva over and over again. After all, in a big city, how shameful it would be to be seen as Carsick by others, for the sake of face, I had to hold back, even if I swallowed all the saliva. Later, it really proved that what I thought was right! Face was saved after all, but the taste of suffering seemed to disappear forever in memory… Bus seems to be my weakness. In the hot summer, I have endured enough! Almost every day, I had to walk a long way, at least when I first came to Beijing, I was always confused by those stations! At first, because I didn’t know how to take the bus in the city and my Mandarin was not so fluent, I was always afraid that if I accidentally took the wrong bus or took the wrong bus number, he got off the wrong station by himself, a stranger who was unfamiliar with his life, then what should he do? Every time I take a bus, it seems that I have to make up my mind, especially careful, without any carelessness! On the second day I came to Beijing, my father took me to the bus card recharge point and set up a bus card for me in Beijing with the words “one card” written on it. I even didn’t understand why it was called one card, is it possible to take a bus casually with only one card? At that time, there was no concept of transportation. I only knew that I had to buy a ticket immediately after taking the bus, and then someone would remind me to get off when I arrived at the station, it’s that simple! Besides knowing little about cards, there is another thing I am know that bus cards are much cheaper than buying tickets. My father once told me that a ticket is 60 cents more expensive than a bus card. As a person in the countryside, he is used to calculating carefully in order to survive better! I was just wondering why there was such a regulation. At that time, apart from being strange, I didn’t have much energy to probe into its deep-seated reasons. Maybe it is because I have been afraid of big cities since I was young! In Beijing, I always like to run around alone, because in my opinion at the beginning, the distance between that station was too close! But later I found that I was stupid… That distance is not coming out at all… From not being able to take a car to taking a car by myself, what I have experienced on Earth is mostly forgotten. What is fresh in my memory is those tortured images, enduring the pain caused by carsickness. Every time, after taking the bus for several stops, the disgusting feeling that came to my heart seemed to be unable to figure out the time when the car broke out. I always suffered a few stops before I finished the journey… The journey, maybe sometimes, is just that I have been persevering and enduring all the time. I have used all the perseverance I need. Every time, they all hope to end the suffering of riding through the transfer of memory! Thinking about the happy scenes before, sometimes I would laugh secretly. However, those methods were just like viruses, and antibodies came into being for a long time! A method may have its timeliness! But can’t I really change anything? I don’t know… I still remember that at that time, because I was afraid of taking a bus, I would not go to the bus easily even if I was tired and sweating alone… This is the necessary price to reduce hardship! Even if you are tired, you won’t stop, because the next stop is ahead! It’s gone after biting my teeth… In order to get rid of carsickness, I almost exhausted all the methods, many of which were ineffective. I was tired after trying, and then I simply resigned. Since some things have become a foregone conclusion, also resign yourself! Tomorrow is still sunny… Therefore, I secretly put a bag in my schoolbag before every ride in the future. Now, I can’t hide it from the world. What if others see it, just smile, if you can’t stand this ridicule, then how can you walk out of the house and face the world? My husband is aiming at all directions, and I can’t die because of a little setback… However, what makes me strange is that even if I take out the bag, it will not attract much attention. It seems that everyone has their own business and it is too late to take care of others’ business, this result really surprised me. However, I also understood that I was not someone. In this metropolis, everyone had his own heartbeat and breath, all have their own days… It was not until then that I realized how naive I was… It turns out that I have been living in my own world… Endless, dream woven by myself… I always think that living in my own world, living in my heart, is it happiness or my life stranger? Since that incident, I am not afraid of being laughed at by others as always, perhaps because I am in a different place! Who would care about those things that were once on buses in rural areas? Or you have already been used to crawling and rolling in the countryside… I also have a certain understanding of those passers-by in the city. Maybe there is no harmony in the countryside. People are too tired, and everyone is very tired, so those so-called ravines have unconsciously divided everyone… Maybe, in the end, I will be the same as them! The same is like a stranger, and the sacrifice needed to integrate into this city is helpless… Every time, put it in front of the car window, looking at this colorful city, the neon lights are jumping a little prosperous! Life is a reincarnation. After one stop after another, only the corners of the city are left behind. For those high-rise buildings that have passed away, the rain and rain will finally float and sink, leaving no trace… I have also thought about myself whether I am used to being natural and unrestrained in the countryside. In the life of big cities, I seem to have some hands at a loss? The station is still continuing. At that moment, it is reincarnation! A person’s world, facing the reality, a world inside the car, a world outside the car, when the announcer said that the next stop had arrived, what was I doing? I am still thinking about those trivial things in the past, and the loneliness with time… Later, I learned to get into the subway alone. In the underground world, there is no brilliance in the city, leaving only the endless night. Maybe the night is the most beautiful in this lonely metropolis! At least, there are no high-rise buildings in the subway, and the prosperity of life! Sometimes, I will think whether life is just traffic one after another. When the red light is used, I will stop, when the crossroad is used, I will think, when I surpass it, I will accelerate, and I can’t do without the constraints of one stop after another, even if you are willing to bury it… Also can’t escape the reincarnation between stations! In fact, for me, Beijing may be the traffic that will never end. In the traffic, we are thinking about our own worries, and we are locked by each other. Every time, when I go home from school, I will observe the people around me, different people, different levels of riding, when giving up my seat becomes a custom, when respecting the old and loving the young evolves into the everlasting truth… I will smile happily. Even if I am not sitting here, I still have some feelings in my heart. This city really makes people too tired… However, there will always be a blooming spring in the corner of society. When Loving People scatter great and selfless love… That corner is the pure land of the world! Usually, if I go out, I will take the bus at that station with my father, looking at the outside world, the traffic in Beijing, everything in Beijing, and those high-rise buildings outside… For the sake of common things… When the subway passes by, the cold loneliness will also reveal unconsciously… How far is one stop? At least even if I was sweating, I wouldn’t catch up with the missed stop. Next stop, would I forget the pain on those cars? I spent most of my time waiting for the bus that should come, watching the corners of the city falling down. It turned out that I had never left… That stop… The pain of reincarnation continues, Beijing, the forgotten corner! Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. 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Charity, tolerance is

Life is alive, and I suffer some kind of injustice and injustice all the time. Mr. Ma said, wronged again Big than the “Dragon Eight” in Qiao Feng, wronged again Big than the “Swordsman” in Linghu Chong. How can a person judge his mind without being wronged. Because the measurement standard of mind should be the performance when a person is facing difficulties. When you encounter setbacks, opponents attack you, you are hurt, and you are misunderstood, under such circumstances, only your face, choice and determination can you show a person’s mind and measurement. It is undoubtedly the best result for a person to have a broader mind after grievance. But under what circumstances can grievance make people stronger instead of shrinking? There is no doubt that sublimated people are willing to bear this grievance. The main reason why I am willing to bear is the firm direction and goal in my heart. I have a dream in my heart. What are the pains and injuries I have suffered? On the contrary, it can become a kind of beautiful memory, and then become the driving force for progress, just like the wound is the medal of a soldier who has fought bravely! Suddenly Looking back, all the wounds that had been left with indelible marks one by one. On this bumpy road, if you set your goal, don’t stay, no matter how difficult it is, all have to go through hardships and hardships. Because all the experiences of Yesterday and Today are the experiences of your life, a kind of experience and an intangible wealth. It is said that a man’s mind is supported by injustice, and a woman is not! I am glad that I have been wronged, sad and confused. All of them have made me who I am today. I know what to cherish, what to abandon and what is worth remembering. I got hurt again and again, got frustrated again and again, climbed up again and again, dressed up again and again, transformed into today’s calm me, living in the present with gratitude! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Classmates graduation 30th anniversary party stone carving couplet and pen holder couplet

▓ Yang Wenfeng this year marks the 30th anniversary of graduation from two classes of 78-level agricultural meteorology major in Nanjing Meteorological Institute (now Nanjing University of Information and Engineering). Classmates at home and abroad all hope to go back to their alma mater to get together, and specially established preparatory group. Level 78 is the second batch of freshmen after the reform of college entrance examination, which is only half a year away from the first level 77 entrance. The reform of college entrance examination has changed the fate of our generation as well as China. The reunion of classmates is a very rare and grand event. In 2002, classmates once held a party for 20 years after graduation. In this party for the 30th anniversary of graduation, everyone thought that a commemorative pen holder should be set up with a copy of lettering on it. I wrote a copy for the commemorative pen holder before and sent it to the preparatory group for comments. Yesterday, Xie Chunming, a classmate from Beijing, and Gong Peihua, a classmate from Sydney called one after another. Lv Jiang, a classmate from Yun, presented a strip stone embedded in the ground to his alma mater at the party, which was engraved with words, I hope it is 8 to 10 words. Many classmates recommended me to write couplets, so I assigned this task to me. Classmates of Zheng Xiaobo in Guiyang also talked about this in the email. I dare not violate my classmate’s order, so I have to write a copy in a hurry. As a suggestion, I will send it to the preparatory group together with the previous commemorative pen holder (revised version), which may not be suitable. Please revise and decide. [Engraved stone characters]: The Grace of alma mater, students of grade 78 majoring in agricultural meteorology from the high mountains and rivers. Party to present alma mater [engraved pen holder characters]: students who graduated for 30 years, Qiuguang party South Gas Academy 2012.7.13 Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…