Autumn Heart

Autumn Heart

On Saturday, on a boring night, I knocked the keyboard on the screen alone, and finished the emotions in my heart into fragrant words. Alone for a while, let the melody from the radio play a desolate mood with the waving of fingertips. It is said that it is autumn in the north now, and the climate is gradually getting cooler. I don’t know how it feels to walk into autumn? I don’t know whether my sisters and friends who are far away from the north are still safe or not? I especially remember that at this time last year, I once carried a heavy burden and stumbled on the internet. As a result, I met a group of intimate friends. From then on, online love has accumulated in my heart. Somehow, the feeling autumn gives me is always full of romance and a little melancholy. Every time I see the autumn scene on the screen or in the photo, I will stop and meditate silently to feel the atmosphere of autumn. Maybe it was just my own imagination, but after reading a lot of articles about autumn, it must be not far different. Every time I stand in the wind, I will try to imagine myself walking in the season of falling leaves, seeing pieces of red and yellow maple leaves lying quietly on the cold road. What kind of mood would it be like? In this summer island, there is always a curiosity and yearning for spring, summer, autumn and winter. Perhaps, I would not understand the cuteness of spring breeze without the biting cold of winter; Maybe I would not feel the coolness of autumn, and I would not understand the hateful of summer. However, the Autumn in My impression is either bleak, lonely, quiet or gentle. Autumn is the season for couples to break up. Its bleak will always arouse the sorrow hidden in people’s hearts; Autumn is also the season when two Hearts deliver each other. Its coolness can also evoke the gradually budding emotion in people’s hearts. Therefore, autumn, in my heart, is more full of romantic atmosphere; Autumn, everything becomes gentle like water. Mei Er once told me that she didn’t like autumn, and she didn’t like to see the luxuriant leaves turning from green to red, withering gradually, then leaving the mother body without knowing where they would be located. Autumn gives her the feeling of bitterness, and autumn makes her sigh life. This makes me wonder whether the so-called Four Seasons represent the journey of life and the birth, aging, illness and death of life? When we came to this world, it was like a spring breeze blowing across the faces of our parents, bringing them the breath of spring and happiness in their hearts. And we, like a piece of paper covered with snow, let our parents paint colorful colors for our pale sky; There are rainbows after rain in the day, and stars and moons reflecting each other in the night. Under the careful care of our parents, we irrigated for us day and night, and the seedlings gradually grew into fragrant red flowers and green leaves. After growing up, we are young and frivolous, just like the hot sun in summer, exuding vigorous vitality, full of hope for life and expectation for the future. At that time, we were full of energy and energy, and our hearts were filled with the heat of hot summer. Finally, it settled down in the days of bumping and falling in the sun and rain. It is said that young people don’t know the feeling of sorrow. They don’t know that the past years have flowed into rivers until autumn comes. Autumn comes into our lives silently. In my dazzling eyes, I suddenly found that I had matured a lot in the trance years, and even found that I might have wasted a lot of time. The experience of life and the exercise of life are all engraved permanent traces on our faces one by one. Every script and story was polished into mottled memories by years. Engraved on the face and forehead, there began to be a track of life, and vicissitudes of snow and frost appeared between the temples and hair. After entering the middle age, I gradually know more and more about where will die. Facing the death of my relatives, I have experienced half a life’s ups and downs. The fire that once burned in my heart gradually went out, and I just wanted to let happiness surround me in a plain way. At this time, we occasionally sit at the window to recall the past, and always feel that the older we are, the fewer friends we have. No matter holding the leaves of the branches, or the dead leaves that choose to leave, the shadows of each other are gradually moving away. The coming of winter makes the cold biting. The streets are white and desolate. However, everything looks so white and calm, just like life is about to come to an end. The colorful world has gradually faded. The ruthless time blurs our sight and memory. Therefore, my heart is tired, and I am also tired. Occasionally, I really want to shake off the dust on my body, unload all the disguises and embark on a new journey again. Until the day of death, nothing was taken away, either turned into ashes or buried under the ground, but only occupied one piece of pure land, waiting for the next reincarnation. Life is just like the cycle of four seasons, passing away in a hurry. However, whether it is spring breeze, summer or winter snow, I always feel that only autumn is the most splendid season in life. Because in autumn, we will yearn for the warmth of spring, cherish the warm heart of summer, but fear the loneliness of winter. Tonight, looking through the articles on the prose website again, I seemed to be able to feel the burst of autumn, invisible floating to this green island, and also feel the slight feeling of sorrow. 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Far away, near the end of the world

The window in the small room was a little big, and the breeze could blow up the curtains, but I was still suffocated and sweated. The street below is crowded with people. Those long-time songs are played in the shops to their heart’s content. It sounds very pleasant to hear. Because of the ancient and classic, even if it is not a best-selling song, at this time, I would rather listen to those long-standing songs. I think I have been isolated from the world for a long time. I haven’t watched the news for a long time, haven’t written anything for a long time, and haven’t sat in a quiet place to talk to you for a long time. However, I can’t tell you that I miss you. Because it will be a luxury and cruel thing. Second, when I came here, the wheat in the field was still tender when the new buds first spit, and the small hairs were swaying in the wind, floating in my heart, furry. When many days passed, one day I stood by the window and looked at the vast wheat field outside, I suddenly found that the wheat was golden. And I am still here. There is an emotion that has been imprisoned for a long time and has forgotten the pleasure that should have been missed. What do you want to take when you pick up the camera? The lens is stretched but the focus cannot be found. It’s not what I want. Then, I can only turn around and walk away, continuing to forget the inertia track of forgetting time in the week. Barbie later said that I am missed you, but she didn’t dare to call you. She was very nervous. Then I stood on the street, crying at the door of a house. I am not a crying person, but you can’t tell me those missing words. Being alone for too long makes fighting meaningless. Once again, when facing the soft things, those awaked emotions were defeated in the long-lost blockade! Just like my leader told me many times on the phone that he should take good care of himself and don’t keep anything in his heart. There are certainly grievances, but I don’t want to waste space to place those meaningless things, but you can’t tell me that it doesn’t matter, and I can help you solve them. Thinking about independence and thinking about independent transfer turns into a stick fool in a whisper. In this place for a long time, there is still no wanton open embrace. The weather here is still so stuffy, the sky here is still so gray, people here are still too late to have a good look, the food here is still so salty, the water here is still not clear. There are still a lot of street vendors on the roadside, with those little things that are irrelevant to life, shouting around, making a lively corner. I was still holding cola and wearing a thin T-shirt, making an indifferent and guest-starred carnival. I am happy, because I can still find that magical person here and see that legendary person every day; I am not happy, because there are always people asking me those questions that cannot find reasons inexplicably. I want to sleep. If I don’t brush my teeth, wash my face or take a bath, I will lie on a soft bed to sleep. The most important thing is that I have no worries and no thinking. Sleep with impurities is not the way I love to sleep. Only when I suddenly wake up in the most difficult time to do that duty-bound thing is the most lovely sleep. In the open place, the air was full and people lived here, but I was the only one, with both hands and a head. The temperature is low at night, pulling up the collar of the coat and walking hurriedly in such various darkness seems to be a kind of comfort for shelter. They said that I was quiet and low-key. I am was silent, but I didn’t pay. They said hard work, but just listen to it. I don’t want to ask back, do you know how hard it is? The embarrassment. In front of a stall vendor, the name is a small grain of rice, which is a deep love. Sit down without thinking and carve a line I am me, I am little sun. I am very happy. I have always been such a person. With attitude and seriousness, there are still people who love me, and they will still cheer happily because my dear Lord Xu said he would make me something I like to eat when he went back. I don’t care about life, I only care about the state I want in my heart. If things are done well or done badly, I will not comment on who is right or wrong. In principle, I can still stick to that self-affirmation, but people’s foolishness set off my posture outside the exit world. I think this is a long battle. Even if you are alone, even if there is no opponent, on the way back, there are those people waiting for me in the wind. Brother Zhai’s plump body, the generous Palm pulls up the warmth that I fell down. Fu Da legend holds me for so long every day. The people behind me are very kind. Handsome Wang Da runs around the street to buy cat ears with tomato salad flavor, just like I stand at the gate every day, People come and go is their hurry, I enjoy the satisfaction in my heart after seeing your lovely figure. Fu legend said that on the last day, he was very impulsive and wanted to say thank you in front of everyone. You can be so stupid, but I am smart and don’t ruin my reputation. I know you are reluctant, because we are all the same. A lot of things have passed. Even if you are going to face it in the famous Tainan, you can’t waste your restless dull time in the full time. Here, I know the appearance called indifference. Inadvertently, I take it for granted. Sanpeng said that she went home, and her mind was lost in school. You sent a text message in the middle of the night about your weakness at that time. I haven’t slept or returned to you, but I know you will be fine. Barbie said to cheer up, you can miss me. I can’t open many things in the hard disk, but I know that you know I will spend it by myself. It is necessary to go back well. It is necessary. Record countless moments of people. In those moving and revelry, without me, I just gave my smile to the back of the mountains. I am good at being behind the scenes, laughing at life like a play. These days will become the seal carving of my original life. Please allow me not to express myself, because I am also good at hiding and lurking. Four well, good. You know, I’m going back. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. 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