Ten years of trees — the sixth time of time

The wall of the old house was torn down, and the Sunyard outside was even more spacious; Outside the Sunyard, there was a small pond, and four toon trees grew on the wide pond Ridge, which were all planted by myself, however, the planting time is first and then, and the trunk is thick and thin; But all of them are vigorous, with the crown like a canopy and green leaves swaying between spring and autumn. At that time, when living in the countryside and planting flowers and trees in spring, when seeing neighbors, they would plant three or two trees in the open space in front and behind their houses. They couldn’t help feeling itchy, and they also planted two trees every year, let’s join in the fun; The reason why toon trees were planted on the pond Ridge was that the toon trees planted by my father outside the Sunyard were used as building materials when building houses, it suddenly became much empty; The next year, I planted another toon tree beside the pond corner. Although the tender buds of Toona sinensis are good food and vegetables, people are not allowed to pick their buds and leaves when planting trees. In addition, they have not been properly managed and protected by the eight classics; The seedlings grow at the edge of the pond Ridge, and the roots of the trees spread, year Year overstating, year year turn your; Just, those days, busy grab up various, rarely care about. But when spring comes and autumn comes, the sapling grows silently. When there is sunshine, accept the touch of sunshine, and when there is rain and dew, accept the moisture of rain and dew; When the wind comes, talk to the wind, the rain comes, lingering with rain; Anyway, the cloudy, sunny, cold and warm seasons all fall on its branches and enter its root system. There will be two and three. On the pond Ridge with limited length, four toon trees are planted successively, which are arranged almost equidistant; When these saplings grow to the height of several people, the connected Green and tall figure turned out to be a kind of scenery outside the old house. You can see it from a long distance, which makes people feel particularly kind. These kindness stems from the breath of life, the simplicity and warmth of the life in the countryside, and more from the invitation of people around you and the taste of life bursting out from the soil. Life always changes endlessly, and life will also make corresponding changes in the changes of life. When the toon tree was growing just right, my father died suddenly, and he responded to the old saying that the tree was still quiet and windy; Later, I chose to leave and put the plot of the hometown, completely left on this familiar land, together with the thick family affection and deep nostalgia, all buried in my heart, footprints began to drift for a long time. And those trees still grow silently, but I can’t imagine whether they are as lonely as I am when they look at my drifting back; When they feel the birds and flowers outside the mountain, will you think about my stumbling and bitterness on a long road? But they spared no effort to grow up in the corners of rural land; When they returned to their hometowns occasionally, they were tall and straight year by year, and burly year by year. They also felt a lot in their hearts; If people, it should be a good thing to take root and grow in the wind just like trees. In this way, there will be less unutterable embarrassment and constraint! After leaving home for more than ten years, the first camphora tree planted had already become a pillar! Snuggling beside the old house is more or less a manifestation of vitality. It is a deserted scene not because people walk into the empty house; At least, these silent lives, still continue to be full of vitality and green; Although, every time you look at it, you will sigh more, but the existence itself is a kind of unspeakable happiness, people or trees, or all kinds of things in life are like this. Last year, my brother built a new house at home and said that he wanted to cut toon trees. If he felt moved in his heart, he still agreed; Cut it, the purpose of planting trees, isn’t it just hoping to become useful someday? If a tree that has become a material is useless, wouldn’t it have lost its original meaning and practical value? Just think of the words of ten years of trees, trees planted in the soil, ten years, or longer, become materials, complete the cycle of use value; This is its luck, when I planted it, I hoped it could become useful. Otherwise, why did I plant it? People, how long does it take to complete a cycle of value cycle? Has anyone ever thought about it? Like a tree, have you ever thought that you must be a useful person at the moment when you take root? Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. 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Life attitude

Familiar with the environment, close your eyes and know what is placed in every corner and place, what obstacles are there, and you know clearly in your heart. In my room, self-sustaining familiarity with the environment, awareness of safety and vigilance melt in familiarity with the environment, but I do not know that the danger has quietly emerged. The reason is that I ignored a thing I shouldn’t have ignored, which is my fatal negligence. In daily life, when I forget myself, when I lift my legs and turn around, I feel that my body is as light as a swallow and flexible as a monkey. However, I do not realize that the huge hidden danger has been brewing. What do I ignore? It is my illness. At some point in daily life, I forgot my illness, not headache and fever, but what disease? It is a difficult disease: ankylosing spinal disease. The large area of stiff joints of the whole body, the welded joints with lesions, the body that cannot bend, the balance of the body that cannot be controlled, and the danger comes quietly. What kind of danger is it? Falls. Every time I fall down, I either hurt my forehead or hurt my waist. A skin injury is a trivial matter. There are many difficulties for me in life. For example, holding a bucket of water is a convenient way for healthy people to raise their hands. For me, it is quite difficult, I had to hold a crutch on one hand and a bucket on the other hand. In this way, I also chose to live by myself and didn’t want to live with my brother. Sixteen years old is a good age, but I am against the disease. It is difficult to ask for a piece of painkiller at the beginning. Western Medicine, traditional Chinese medicine, herbal medicine, my intestines are like the production line of pharmaceutical factory, the disease did not improve but the intestines and stomach were broken. What kind of gastric hemorrhage and acute gastric ulcer? I have been in hospital for several times. When I was 21 years old, my father suffered from liver ascites, and it was already late when I found out the cause of the disease. When my life was dying, my father showed his concern and unease for me, until today, I still can’t face it, and my heart is still painful. My nine-year-old niece is the eldest daughter of my third brother. Since my father passed away, my life has been taken care of by her for a long time. When my illness was the most serious, washing clothes, carrying water and delivering meals all fell on her. Up to now, she has also made some achievements. She works as a nurse in a hospital not far away from home. Although I can take care of myself, most of the time I still need her to take care of me. One day she will get married, I will send my best wishes! Since my father passed away, my mood was extremely gloomy during that time. I remember what my eldest brother said to me that night when my father passed away: little brother, as long as my eldest brother has a bowl of porridge, he will not starve you. Sister-in-law pats me on the shoulder and said: fen, as long as self-reliance sister-in-law certain support you. Ordinary promises contain extremely strong family affection, which is to warm my whole life. There is no medicine for evil diseases, so doctors and experts can’t hear so many words. Experts of Ankylosing spinal disease say that they can’t drink, and they need more sports such as badminton and basketball. In fact, this is even worse. It will accelerate the deformation of joints. The best exercise is to get up and take a walk in the morning. Life always makes unexpected jokes for people. Experts say that don’t drink alcohol for this kind of disease, but my disease starts to get better after drinking medicated wine. It was the pure snake wine that my second elder brother used to soak the wind snake mainly. Since drinking the snake wine, my illness gradually began to improve. The outgoing mood is particularly important for a long illness. At some point, I can live to let others forget I am patient. I am afraid that it is difficult for others to do this. Sometimes I am very forgetful. In life, I often forget that I am a patient. Ha ha, I still feel funny about my careless behavior. I am used to get rid of the scar and forget the pain, and I suffered a lot from it. Every time you fall down, most of the injuries are Waist. Every time you fall down, you have to lie on the bed for ten and a half months. It is painful to move the lumbar spine slightly, A sneeze was so painful that I almost had to carry my breath. I had to take a deep breath before turning around in bed. I was tired of lying in bed and thought of walking. It was difficult to get out of bed, after getting out of bed, breathing can cause chest pain in the waist, not to mention walking. It can’t even stand firm. It takes two or three minutes to move slowly in the toilet several steps away, I felt cold sweat in pain. I couldn’t bear the pain until I thought about it in my heart. I should be careful in the future. I am a patient with stubborn diseases, and I must remember to be careful every moment. I touched the scar on my left forehead, which was accidentally slipped and knocked when I was cleaning. At that time, my forehead hit the floor violently, I didn’t feel any pain, and my eyes were dancing with stars. When my third elder brother came to help me up after hearing the news, a pool of blood flowed on the ground, and the split wound was half finger long. For the first time, the doctor failed to stop the blood, and a matchstick-sized blood oozed out of gauze every three or four minutes. The doctor who bandaged my wound reexamined my wound and said that he would sew it. After that, another doctor was invited. After examination, he said that there was no need for Sutures. It was really complicated enough, and finally there was no sutures. In the next few days, my head was dizzy and sometimes I felt sick. Thinking about it, I also feel a little dull, how can I forget my illness. My heart was thinking like this, and I was grinning again when my body recovered. I seldom remembered that I was sick in my heart in my life, and I often fell down and forgot that I was a patient. My heart is cheerful, and my illness is also difficult to walk with a crutch, so I gradually recover to walk freely in daily life. Therefore, I am want to make a face to heaven. I am happy. What can I do? Night is more dangerous for me than day. People with ambition always say like this: Get up wherever you fall. The way of living should be praised. I was really frustrated. I really fell to the ground and could not help getting up by myself I am my own physical strength. Facing the night, I must keep a vigilance. If I really fell to the ground, I could do nothing to deal with the accident for myself. It is extremely good to be careless. There is nothing wrong with my heart. I am half-respected and invited to the breeze and the moon. I am really, therefore I am happy. 2022.5.20 Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. 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