ba yue not Central

People surrounding the city want to escape, while people standing outside the city want to rush in. Whether it is marriage or career, the desire of life is mostly like this. Due to the busyness in July and other various reasons, Yang Jiang reluctantly chose to temporarily give up the dream that had been deposited for a long time. Yes, just give up temporarily. I think, this dream, as long as I was alive, I would hide in my heart, and no one could move away. I stood outside the besieged city of my dream resolutely, trying to rush in with great strength. In August, the rhythm gradually slowed down. I went to the library to find some books, read books, novels, poems, and yuan songs and dramas that I didn’t understand very well. I didn’t read every novel and every opera from beginning to end. I just read some selected fragments and the content overview and contained thoughts summarized by others. It was no longer the same as before, but just watching the plot, I seldom appreciate the social reality or ideal value expressed by the author. Maybe at that time, I had no experience, so I couldn’t understand it thoroughly. Some people in the group were going to leave. Although there was almost no contact after work, they still didn’t give up. The four of us almost came in at the same time. We always had some feelings when we got along with each other in the past year. However, everyone has his own way to go and his own life to manage, so he has to bless her and realize all he pursues in the new environment. The departure of my colleague touched the feelings that had been pressed in my heart for a long time. This job failed to realize the original value of life, and even could not see a clear and clear prospect. Although it is treated with care, it seems that it has not been recognized accordingly. For those parts that are considered to be unstable privately, from the initial query to the present shaking head acquiescence, those edges and corners, it is gradually polished and round. However, there was still something unreconciled in the bottom of my heart. That’s why I lingered on the edge of the siege. I don’t know whether I should go inside, continue the bleak operation, or walk out bravely, welcome to a new starting point? I made up for the missed movie, but I didn’t know whether I passed by those youth who were out. The young and ignorant years have faded and come to an end before knowing how to start, and then they have to accept the growing youth. The casual warmth that the budding youth hopes for may no longer become the lines that can be attached to the heart of the hand. The happiness I had expected was just sorrow after sorrow, but I was still looking forward to it, still waiting, still never stopped, withered flowers and bones, still, and the brilliance of the next season! Whether you remember it, forget it, the city or outside the city, what you can expect is probably an unpredictable tomorrow! The fire broke out in July, but it didn’t end in August. Nothing, nothing Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Far away, near the end of the world

The window in the small room was a little big, and the breeze could blow up the curtains, but I was still suffocated and sweated. The street below is crowded with people. Those long-time songs are played in the shops to their heart’s content. It sounds very pleasant to hear. Because of the ancient and classic, even if it is not a best-selling song, at this time, I would rather listen to those long-standing songs. I think I have been isolated from the world for a long time. I haven’t watched the news for a long time, haven’t written anything for a long time, and haven’t sat in a quiet place to talk to you for a long time. However, I can’t tell you that I miss you. Because it will be a luxury and cruel thing. Second, when I came here, the wheat in the field was still tender when the new buds first spit, and the small hairs were swaying in the wind, floating in my heart, furry. When many days passed, one day I stood by the window and looked at the vast wheat field outside, I suddenly found that the wheat was golden. And I am still here. There is an emotion that has been imprisoned for a long time and has forgotten the pleasure that should have been missed. What do you want to take when you pick up the camera? The lens is stretched but the focus cannot be found. It’s not what I want. Then, I can only turn around and walk away, continuing to forget the inertia track of forgetting time in the week. Barbie later said that I am missed you, but she didn’t dare to call you. She was very nervous. Then I stood on the street, crying at the door of a house. I am not a crying person, but you can’t tell me those missing words. Being alone for too long makes fighting meaningless. Once again, when facing the soft things, those awaked emotions were defeated in the long-lost blockade! Just like my leader told me many times on the phone that he should take good care of himself and don’t keep anything in his heart. There are certainly grievances, but I don’t want to waste space to place those meaningless things, but you can’t tell me that it doesn’t matter, and I can help you solve them. Thinking about independence and thinking about independent transfer turns into a stick fool in a whisper. In this place for a long time, there is still no wanton open embrace. The weather here is still so stuffy, the sky here is still so gray, people here are still too late to have a good look, the food here is still so salty, the water here is still not clear. There are still a lot of street vendors on the roadside, with those little things that are irrelevant to life, shouting around, making a lively corner. I was still holding cola and wearing a thin T-shirt, making an indifferent and guest-starred carnival. I am happy, because I can still find that magical person here and see that legendary person every day; I am not happy, because there are always people asking me those questions that cannot find reasons inexplicably. I want to sleep. If I don’t brush my teeth, wash my face or take a bath, I will lie on a soft bed to sleep. The most important thing is that I have no worries and no thinking. Sleep with impurities is not the way I love to sleep. Only when I suddenly wake up in the most difficult time to do that duty-bound thing is the most lovely sleep. In the open place, the air was full and people lived here, but I was the only one, with both hands and a head. The temperature is low at night, pulling up the collar of the coat and walking hurriedly in such various darkness seems to be a kind of comfort for shelter. They said that I was quiet and low-key. I am was silent, but I didn’t pay. They said hard work, but just listen to it. I don’t want to ask back, do you know how hard it is? The embarrassment. In front of a stall vendor, the name is a small grain of rice, which is a deep love. Sit down without thinking and carve a line I am me, I am little sun. I am very happy. I have always been such a person. With attitude and seriousness, there are still people who love me, and they will still cheer happily because my dear Lord Xu said he would make me something I like to eat when he went back. I don’t care about life, I only care about the state I want in my heart. If things are done well or done badly, I will not comment on who is right or wrong. In principle, I can still stick to that self-affirmation, but people’s foolishness set off my posture outside the exit world. I think this is a long battle. Even if you are alone, even if there is no opponent, on the way back, there are those people waiting for me in the wind. Brother Zhai’s plump body, the generous Palm pulls up the warmth that I fell down. Fu Da legend holds me for so long every day. The people behind me are very kind. Handsome Wang Da runs around the street to buy cat ears with tomato salad flavor, just like I stand at the gate every day, People come and go is their hurry, I enjoy the satisfaction in my heart after seeing your lovely figure. Fu legend said that on the last day, he was very impulsive and wanted to say thank you in front of everyone. You can be so stupid, but I am smart and don’t ruin my reputation. I know you are reluctant, because we are all the same. A lot of things have passed. Even if you are going to face it in the famous Tainan, you can’t waste your restless dull time in the full time. Here, I know the appearance called indifference. Inadvertently, I take it for granted. Sanpeng said that she went home, and her mind was lost in school. You sent a text message in the middle of the night about your weakness at that time. I haven’t slept or returned to you, but I know you will be fine. Barbie said to cheer up, you can miss me. I can’t open many things in the hard disk, but I know that you know I will spend it by myself. It is necessary to go back well. It is necessary. Record countless moments of people. In those moving and revelry, without me, I just gave my smile to the back of the mountains. I am good at being behind the scenes, laughing at life like a play. These days will become the seal carving of my original life. Please allow me not to express myself, because I am also good at hiding and lurking. Four well, good. You know, I’m going back. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. 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