As always, Love Yourself

Another silent late night, loneliness arrived as scheduled. Huddling on the bed, looking at the night sky through the window and listening to the sound of the city, I felt helpless. Every night, my heart was as relaxed as if I was relieved. Facing this peaceful night sky, I finally had no need to hide myself, and let my thoughts spread everywhere, even if that beauty was just a glass of red wine in a flash, light a cigarette. How good it would be if red wine were accompanied by cigarettes, and cigarettes were accompanied by red wine. The clothes are indestructible in the daytime, and you can only get drunk alone at night. Strong enough to shed a tear in front of no one. Even if someone smokes his mouth, the corners of his mouth will still rise. It is such a person who sometimes shed tears because of a line and a song. I like things that can move people’s hearts, simple and profound touch the heartstrings, let them ferment with the touch, and then go out of control. From ignorance to maturity, it is really the pain of peeling meat layer by layer and going deep into the bone marrow, which is unforgettable to me forever. I am grateful to everyone who loved me, hated me, helped me and laughed at me. I am a grateful person, I will not forget the kindness to me, and I will pay my heart out. I don’t hate those who are bad to me. I respect everyone. People with strong appearance are actually extremely fragile inside. They use all their strength and thoughts to package their exterior and surface and make themselves a solid wall. Who knows what is inside the wall? No one knows, only that the wall is very solid and difficult to break through. I love those strong people, including myself. I hide myself deeply every day, and my joys and sorrows are never easily revealed. My life cannot live without wine, which is a tool for I am to vent my emotions. When I am in a bad mood, I will drink it desperately and then cry loudly. After crying, I will feel relaxed. I can endure all my grievances and accumulate them together until I feel really tired, so I choose a dark night to get myself drunk. I was really satisfied when Releasing. I chose a way to release myself without disturbing anyone. Dear myself, thank you very much! I have been with me for so long, accompanied me through so many difficult days. Without you, I really don’t know how to survive. I will love myself as always and never think of changing my mind halfway. Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…