I can’t wait for you, I’m leaving

As night falls, the sky is cloudy and calm. The drizzle drizzle occasionally, the coolness and sadness of the silk. I walked alone on the path surrounded by green, unspeakable loneliness or loneliness. The vast sea of people, it is fortunate to meet you; It is fortunate to know you more; It is fortunate to love you most. Originally, you didn’t belong to me, but I transplanted you to the softest place in my heart affectionately. At this moment, although there is no news from you, your eyes are still there; Without your footprints, your voice is still there; Without your smile, your warmth is still there. I am waiting for you. Deep in the night, I always say that music can open the closed mind and relieve the depressed mood. At this time, the music over there became noisy to me. It just pushed me to the abyss of sadness. The wonderful dance disturbed my mind and made my mood more confused. I suddenly thought of the Buddhist saying: life is like living in thorns, the heart does not move, the person does not move, the move does not hurt; If the heart is moved, the person moves, hurting his body and bone, so I felt all kinds of pain in the world. My epiphany was that my heart was moving, and it was that I pushed myself into the whirlpool of emotion, making myself lost in the whirlpool and struggling in the whirlpool pain. I don’t know when the wind is calm or when it will return to peace. I am waiting for you. Maybe I am a little sentimental in the noise of music. Waiting for you is not my duty. But I looked at you crazily through the night in the rain. Maybe you are dancing under neon lights; Or you are intoxicated in pushing a cup and putting a lamp; Or you are busy in writing. Maybe my image never emerges in your mind, maybe my appearance is just a cloud passing by the branch of your life, maybe we just meet wrongly at the right time. And I, perhaps, just wishful thinking, put myself in a messy situation. Looking up at the sky, it was still cloudy, and the light rain was sporadic, carrying my lost pain. At this moment, do you feel a heart-like image floating in front of your eyes? That is me, a lonely heart is turning into powder bit by bit. I am waiting for you. I am ignorant in my messy thoughts and seems to be dreaming a magnificent dream. I am a flower in your dream. You are a person passing by to see flowers. Flowers are also ruthless, and flowers are also affectionate. With your casual caress, you will feel affectionate and delighted. If you really love it, even if it is a flash in the pan at night, it is enough to remember, recall and be gentle. But the dream will wake up, and the scene is gone. I can’t wait for you, it’s not your fault, but with me, with beautiful sadness, I left. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…