Amber

The one who often walked in the corridor was a water deliveryman in his thirties. His back bent for a long time, and his temper naturally became soft. He met a picky hostess, maybe he had to squint and complain that he stepped on the dirty floor. Besides explaining vaguely in an incomprehensible dialect, he could only turn back and forth, the little daughter who came to the door respectfully was still waiting for him at the door, so the girl couldn’t imagine the scene in the room. Through a door, he finally held his dignity as a father. What is waiting for them is the next stairs and the next door. This kind of story is still being continued, but don’t give away the overwhelming sympathy casually, because we are used to misinterpreting others’ happiness as humbleness or even pain wishfully, unconsciously, I ignored the expression of love wrapped in a rough coat like sand. The girl is very happy, isn’t she? There will always be a tall guardian in such a big world. Even if he has to bend down to make a living, his father still protects his daughter’s self-esteem with his self-esteem, which is the reason for his father’s self-esteem. In the law of love in nature, male animals’ emotions seem to be labeled as dull and dull forever, like semi-finished products lying alone in the corner. Father is not understood, so we can only yearn for the sentence of Beidao that you call me to be a son, and I follow you to be a father, but I can’t really fight with him; Father is stubborn or even extreme, as a result, we can only see morbid numbness from “medicine”, but we can’t reflect the heart of the son who is almost crazy. Sad parents, give birth to me. After giving us life, father played an awkward role in family life. The daughter got worldly wisdom from her mother, so one day she began to criticize her father’s bad habits; The son got tenderness and thoughtfulness from her mother, so one day I got tired of my father’s silence and irpatience. When eulogizing maternal love becomes a habit, we also naturally freeze father’s love. But Father, willing to be an ornament and decoration, whether you love or not, he is still there, whether you are sad or not, no matter you accept or refuse, his love is still there, neutral. Rilke wrote a sentimental sentence in Duino’s lament: Father/after drinking a sip of my life/your life became so bitter. What father hoped was not only the connection of blood relationship, but also the inheritance of spiritual world deep in his heart, which was the soul education beyond his mother’s life philosophy. Therefore, starting from the encounter with the little life that needed to be guarded, father hid his sadness and weakness, letting his emotional illness exhaust his life little by little, and did not change his independent and strong nature. Protecting the weak is father’s instinct, and there is no word showing weakness in his dictionary. I was wondering whether it was the day to say goodbye to the world that my father could really unload the heavy burden and get some relief. Maybe, he still couldn’t. Because father is always father, how can he be tired and vicissitudes when he shoulders everything silently. However, my father will be old after all. As if yesterday, the person who lifted you over his head proudly, today, he can only climb the stairs awkwardly under your reminder. Time cut the memory into confusion, leaving no chance for father to recall. Maybe it was from that moment that my father stepped down from the altar and became ordinary and fragile. He will start to take care of your plants and the color of your clothes, as if the rough sketch has been reprocessed, adding expressions and clothes; He will start to review the letters in his youth, unfold the yellowed letter paper over and over again; He will ask all kinds of strange questions like a child, and he will love you more, because your youth continues his youth. However, we are stingy and unwilling to share and give. It was us who laughed at father’s cowardice and dullness. It was us who messed up his treasured verses. It was us who blew away his memory of later youth. At last, The Age hastened father’s aging. When we began to confess, the outline of father became clear gradually. At this time, all the abundant withered, and all the arrivals would go far away. My father became the most colorful one in his youth. He also had a lovely side under his steady maturity. Even if he did something wrong, he would cry. We woke up from the old photos, I found that I also became the father or mother of another life. Father’s smile was fixed at the most beautiful moment in each other’s life. There was no estrangement, no suspicion, no regret or sorrow. We hugged at the end of the last bus, one forward, one backward., there are always some people, in the process of almost delay, condensed into a glittering amber. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. 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“Quiet”

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From “My Fair Lady” to “If you are the one”

In recent years, Chinese studies have been popular, from the book of songs to the Analects of Confucius, from the Analects of Confucius to the Red Mansions, all of which have been magnified by people in an unprecedented way without limits. Hundreds of philosophers, Tang Poetry and Song poetry, are also popular with people with supreme value and crazy pursuit. The five-thousand-year history of China is indeed worthy of our painstaking research, but it is by no means blind pursuit that leads to the extreme expansion of culture. Culture should have developed in an orderly way. Extreme expansion will lead to cultural explosion and eventually lead to cultural crisis, forming a series of vulgar cultures that lose essence and are popular. In order to express culture visually, many things are put on the screen. Confucius, Li Bai and Su Dongpo seemed to provide us with an unprecedented cultural feast, but they did not fill our stomach after the feast. Therefore, we began to study history crazily, even tampering with history for some purpose. We attempted to get the ways of doing business, governing the country and dealing with the world from ancient books, but we unconsciously fell into a strange circle. The understanding of culture is also very biased. Nowadays, the most popular one is nothing more than classic remaking, and I have read the new Three Kingdoms intermittently. There are different opinions. Some people say that it is not loyal to the original work and its language is too straightforward. Some people say that the fight is too bloody, and the lines are very shocking. The so-called classic is not what it tells you, but what you have learned. The reason why we think the original version is good is that the original version is deeply rooted. It is easy for us to look at the new version with a comparative or critical attitude. We often think that ancient people have great wisdom, but actually modern people have great wisdom. We can extend a series of truths from some simple words. Isn’t this great wisdom? Classics must depend on the real environment. If they are divorced from the real environment, classics are just a piece of white paper. Some time ago, people had been discussing “if you are the one”, about Ma Nuo, Yan Fengjiao, Zhu Zhenfang, about gold diggers, Yan zhaomen, and the denouncing of luxury women, the government finally couldn’t stand it any more, it was successively exposed on “Focus Interview” and “CCTV News”, and then the State Administration of Radio Film and Television issued a rigid document of program rectification. But I always feel that the effect of government intervention is obviously lower than that of public criticism. American lasted 40 years of dating show not launched less than 1 years of “You are the one” earned ratings are high, not our program of good, instead, we did what America dared not to do and said what America dared not to say. On one hand, it is a fair lady who is desolated by Chinese, and on the other hand, it is the continuous high temperature “if you are the one”. How long can such culture last? Suddenly I remembered a proposition: What Is Literature? According to the explanation of semantics, the art which vividly reflects the objective reality with language and characters is literature, which is more or less profound. To be more popular, all records related to human life are literature. Obviously, if we compare it with flowers, literature should be flowers instead of silk flowers and plastic flowers. Although the latter can last for a long time, it will eventually lose its truth. Another proposition is involved: What is the essence of literature? Essence is the essence, which is also the soul. There is nothing wrong with it. Truth is the essence of literature. Without this truth, this proposition is a false proposition. Speaking of essence, we have to mention Lu Xun. His sonorous and sharp words were like a dagger piercing the chests of Chinese people. If there was no real blade, others would just look at it as a pleasure after dinner. It was no wonder that even the American writer Snowe was shocked by the falling of the meteor. He lamented that the old rain was already gone, and the literary world felt hesitant from then on. With the advent of the consumption era, literature has more or less branded commercial interests. From the initial indifference to today’s vigorous struggle, it is really worrying. What worries me is not the disappearance of literature, but beyond recognition. It is not alarmist talk. Children who have been immersed in TV since childhood are used to watching Shaoxing opera, Qing palace opera and funny drama, it is inevitable to misunderstand history, although there is a completely imaginary reminder at the beginning of the film. The classics are not the treasures of the shelf, but the paper that is wiped diligently on the desk. Go back to the sea of books! This is not to say that books are in the spring of snow, and entertainment programs are xialimba people. As long as they are real, they can benefit people a lot, but this is the key to the problem. Excessive entertainment adds moisture to the real world. The result of extensive entertainment must be vulgarization. I am really afraid of entertaining to death under the title of postman! I extremely hope that there will be a cultural activity similar to the European Renaissance in the nineteenth century in China. Of course, it is not to let people come back to the old pile of paper and say the words of the people all day long, but to let us come back and have a look at the glorious history that really existed in China in the past. Don’t miss a fair lady because of “If you are the one”. If so, how sad it would be. June 10th, 2010 Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Missing Heart

I will continue to stay with this city in another way I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…