Floral gradually far, heart still

At the end of May, gardenia flowers are blooming, and the heart of May stops in the fragrance of flowers. She stood at the port of June, looking back at the dribs and drabs of May, her heart seemed to be very heavy, an unprecedented pressure hit her shoulder, just a little bit, she has become a lot of vicissitudes. If so, no one can understand her mind, and no one can tell her. liu yue! She as if still haven’t been God, always feel that time in circles, okay, baby in her arms in remind her, time is 1.1 points as the years went by, little creature, now she is almost one year old, saying that there is no change, but there are many things changing quietly, only she is forgotten by herself. Life is like a cup of boiled water, light and colorless, just like her current situation. For some things, it was a trivial matter to talk to others, but she was facing it. For her, it was a worry. She was unemployed at home and didn’t know the taste of work for a long time. She devoted herself to preparing for the war at home, but she didn’t get better. On the contrary, the busier she was, the more chaotic she was, and the worse she lived. She, pursuing happiness, married far away from home and came to a city where she was not familiar with. From then on, she regarded this place as a part of her family. At first, she was panic, confused and even more careful, I was afraid that the bright lights of the city flooded her way when she came, and I was afraid that I was indifferent at first. In this way, she walked and didn’t look back, only to find that her heart was so tired, but she didn’t know what she could do. She had to insist on making the choice, where were her dreams submerged in at the beginning? Did she still remember those heroic ambitions that she had promised? She was still so simple that she believed everything was possible. As long as she worked hard, one day, she can laugh like that. She habitually raised her head and looked into the distance. The expression in her eyes was more helpless. Only at this moment, she was still a child, a child who needed pain. Outside the window, the rain was clearly visible, but she didn’t change much. She got used to some things when she saw them too much, and didn’t need too much surprise. Her mind drifted far away again! She will miss her parents and loved relatives in the distance. Recalling the scene of free and easy at the beginning, she would never get rid of the pain in this life. After a long time, she choked and felt sad every time she recalled. There is a kind of complex that only she can understand, just like the last page of each book. At the end, what she understands is always a little sigh, and what she doesn’t understand is reading and reading. And her original choice was gradually understood later. The more she understood, the more painful her heart was. But can I go back again? If I had known earlier, there would not be too many assumptions, or come again. She was a lucky person. Between gains and losses, losing always didn’t get much, because she knew and cherished everything she met. She was happy with her husband who loved her and lovely children. By contrast, the most important thing in her life had been gripped tightly by her. After thinking about it, she also knew that she didn’t complain too much, but she would struggle with something seemingly simple. The reason why she blamed it was that she was so affectionate that, she could not walk out of the shackles of love words, and was willing to be happy and sad inside. On rainy days, her depressed mood would always surround her, and the seemingly sunny look would also be released in such a cloudy weather. She would always encourage herself that everything would be fine and the eyes would also rain. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Time

I suddenly felt that all the previous things had passed, and all the things that couldn’t pass passed unconsciously. The things we did, the words we said, the tears we shed and the poems we wrote in those years were slowly annihilated in less than 700 days. So far, it has disappeared without a trace. Today, the sun came out very well and looked warm. I was cheated by it to open the window. At the moment I opened the window, the cold wind blew on my face, which made me shiver. You see, even the Sun has learned to lie. It is no longer the warm sun in winter long ago. It looks very warm, and it is also very warm when it is sprinkled on the body. No. 1 Middle School seemed to be holding a sports meeting. When I was sitting by the window and swaying on the Internet, I heard the familiar music, which was still the music. I have listened to the music for many years, but I don’t even know the name, and it is still the playground of that school, but the scene is similar every year, and people are different every year. I have to sigh that everything is different. In the past, only four words were said to be beautiful artistic conception, but now there is a moment when there is indeed such a vicissitudes of life. At the moment I blurted out these four words, “things are different from people”, I suddenly felt like an old man in ancient times, with tears while laughing when looking at the yellowed photos. On the surface, it seems silly and abrupt to have such an idea. It seems that if I am well protected, I don’t know what things are different from people. However, is this really the case? Recently, it was probably when the character broke out. Many people who hadn’t contacted me for a long time came to me and talked about the recent situation. They had a feeling of meeting each other after more than ten years. Some strange familiarity. Suddenly heard, Xiaofan, I will tell you a secret. What happened to me. Or, Xiaofan, I tell you, I met XXX again. What happened to xxx? I would feel, oh, I am out of touch. Then everyone will sigh, time flies so fast, thinking about what happened at the beginning. Then, there was a long period of silence. Then, there is no more. Time flies quite fast indeed, just like a book. The previous page was still in childhood, climbing trees, fighting, playing football and playing childish games. The next page was white-haired watching the sunset together. Just to make a metaphor, the reality is not so exaggerated, but sometimes in the midnight dream or lonely sleepless night, I will think of a lot of pictures and dig out a lot of memories buried deeply, then these naughty guys will shake in front of your eyes like running lanterns, making you dizzy, sweet and sad. At this time, you will sigh that the life of the first 20 or decades is really the same as that of a book, with different scenes page by page, while falling into a deep dream. I haven’t returned to Tongliang for a long time. As soon as I came back this time, my father pushed off several dinner parties to prepare food for me. I leaned against the door of the kitchen and watched my father eat happily with a lovely apron and a lovely oversleeves. My eyes rose up and I felt a little I am and unfilial. So I also ate a lot in the danger of being supported to death. When I was picking up the dishes, looking at the happy smiling faces of my parents, I made a decision now that I must make myself fat, we must also arrange food for them happily in the kitchen when they are old. When I called someone LV, I joked that I came back this time like a hero returning to his hometown after winning the battle. The group was still discussing the things of classmates. Some said they would go, some were silent, and some said they were boring. I was watching and following the scene, so I couldn’t help feeling relieved. It is hard to imagine that many years later when we are old, when we are entangled by some things like trifles, garlic, rice, oil, salt, work, family and so on, but we cannot get away, how many people will remember what we said together once a year? We don’t have much time to indulge ourselves like children, and we don’t have much time to just get together in the future. I really miss all kinds of things in high school in those years, such as sports meeting, singing competition, climbing mountain, basking on the handrail like salted fish after class, and the wind time every Sunday afternoon, and my chaotic and painful senior three years, the treasures I am reluctant to forget. I don’t know how many people will cherish them like me? It is the good scene of the unscrupulous party and chat, but I don’t know how many people have the same idea? Therefore, it is inevitable to be sad! I can’t go back to the time I miss very much. I thought it would take a long time to heal the wound. People who once thought they would never forgive each other for a lifetime, but now they can also ask with a faint smile what happened recently. The past has passed, and we are still moving forward. I don’t know how many people will stop to drink tea with me and talk about the past sb years? It is said that it snowed again in Bayue Mountain. I haven’t been there for a long time. This winter, find a sunny day and climb the mountain! (Note: Bayue Mountain is the only tourist hill in the small town of Jiayuan. Snow is rarely seen in winter in southern cities, and only a little snow falls on the mountain with a higher altitude, comfort the heart of southerners enjoying the snow. 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Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…