20, the years that have slipped through your fingertips

20, the years that have slipped through your fingertips

With the coming of the new year, I grew up one year younger, and it turned 20 in a flash. When I was young, I always wanted to grow up quickly. I could be like my father, without going to school every day or being restrained by my parents. But when I really grew up, I found how naive my childhood thoughts were. Time flies like a shuttle, as if it was just a blink of an eye, 20 years passed away in a hurry, even though I hadn’t had time to taste its sweetness. Time opened the warm bed of childhood and pushed me ruthlessly to the cold flood. 20 not too big, but have to learn to bear, 20 not too big, but have to consider the future. 20 is like a starting line. Everyone is ready to wait for the referee’s shot. But God played a joke on me. Tuberculosis was just like my 20 years, but I had to stop for a year with all my strength.? I have been at home for more than 2 months. This disease comes without warning. There are always many unexpected things in life, and I will accept them unconditionally. However, every time I think of the idle youth, there will always be a little panic. At the age of 20, I can remember clearly for only a few years. Maybe for some people, 1 years is the twinkling of an eye things. But, for young for me, 1 years it equivalent to my memory of a fraction of a, it in my eyes is so long, however this disease but so I do not not standing still Year. At the age of 20, I should have talked with my classmate Gao on campus. However, I, who left the campus in advance, did have been in the Society for 3 or 4 years. Once upon a time, when I left the book, I dreamed of countless possibilities. At that time, the heroic spirit was dry. Walking on the Broad Street, I felt that my eyes were wide, as if I had put down a stone pressing on my body. But at that time, I was ignorant and didn’t know what I would face when I entered the Society in advance. With full of enthusiasm, I gave this big family a deep hug. However, when I really embraced the society, I found that I was too immature to stand the strong arms of the society. He responded to my embrace with enthusiasm and full of strength, and couldn’t kick me down, it seemed that a person who could not know water was suddenly pushed to the bottom of the lake. At that moment, I struggled desperately, hesitating and helpless harassing me, and there was darkness in front of me. I tried my best to tear off the gauze in front of my eyes so that I could see the road in front of me clearly. However, everything seemed to be in vain. So I began to recall the beauty of the past and indulged in it. People are like this. They don’t know how to be blessed when they are in Blessings. What they have is never what they want. Next year 21, and so far nothing done, really don’t know what should I do with future. Maybe I will be another mediocre person, or maybe the future I expect is just a beautiful fantasy. I always think how extraordinary I am, but in fact it is so ordinary. I always feel that I am different from others. In fact, we are all the same. I always look at others from a superior perspective. In fact, I think carefully that I am even inferior to others. When I was young, I would always be self-righteous, and there would always be no one in my eyes. I would always shut out all the persuasion and teaching. It is because of this kind that makes me useless, but I can’t change it. I tried to change it, but it always ended hastily. Gradually began to become numb, and began to let it develop. Walking Dead, a vicious word, is so appropriate on me. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Dragon boat festival feeling

Lunar May 5 is the Chinese traditional Dragon Boat Festival, also known as Duanyang Festival. It is a festival to repel the plague in summer and also a sad festival to commemorate Qu Yuan’s fall into the river. The four festivals of Dragon Boat Festival, Qingming Festival, Mid-Autumn Festival and New Year are stipulated as holidays by the state, which shows the weight of tradition. In the Dragon Boat Festival in the past, mugwort leaves and Wormwood were hanging in front of every family’s door, which were used to avoid the evil to get the Amulet of happiness and harmony of the whole family and maintain the happiness and safety of the whole family. Children wear red, yellow, blue, green and purple floral cords around their necks, which are more beautiful and interesting than those of others. It is said that the floral cords are also used to avoid evil and expel the five poisons, family auspicious Ankang of symbol. And the most mouth-watering thing is the fragrant green rice dumplings wrapped in sweet rice dumplings, the hot eggs with the smell of rice dumplings, sent by neighbors, sent by relatives, the shape and taste of zongzi bags are different. They taste and praise each other. People convey and comprehend each other the warmth and friendship. On this year’s Dragon Boat Festival, I went out to collect mugwort leaves in the wild. When I was in a Wormwood, I looked up and saw high buildings everywhere. Where can I collect them? There are few weeds and wormwood in the wild. People seldom see Wormwood in front of the gate. The thick smoke of Wormwood in tall buildings cannot be smelled. People’s pious and solemn expression towards Dragon Boat Festival has faded, the customs that have been passed down for many years, the local conditions and customs are being replaced by flashy, busy and noisy under the change of time and history. The original, ancient and beautiful plots are going to degenerate step by step, the festival atmosphere which has been inherited for many years is lost. I am actively looking for the content behind the festival customs and looking for many fun and wonderful memories left by the Dragon Boat Festival that year. I carefully and meticulously rubbed and weaved the flower rope of Dragon Boat Festival, and only waited for my son to come back and put it on his neck and hands, which made him curious, excited and excited for a while. But when I wore it for my son after he came back, he was reluctant to wear it. He said that wearing a floral cord was a superstitious practice, and he gave a lot of reasons for not wearing it. When the classmates saw it, they would laugh at it, and the teacher would criticize when, the auspicious things are Dai Yutu, Dai Jinniu and Dai Yinlong. There is no reason to wear flower strings. This is a common thing in rural areas where there is no cultural feudalism superstition, so it is fake. My son’s thoughts cannot be integrated into the customs handed down. I remembered that when I was a child, I once disobeyed and rebelled against the conventional rules of tedious etiquette, but I didn’t have any new opinions and opinions, and my thoughts were in chaos. When I came to the age of no confusion, the passing of time, the accumulation of time, the accumulation of emotion, and after experiencing too many life storms and rainbows, I had a deep understanding of these disdainful and fidgety customs, doing every little thing carefully with reverence and reverence, tasting the content behind the custom, how much blood, tears, wind and rain it carries, and how many good wishes of people, how many families are entrusted with happiness and safety. The traditional eating method of zongzi in Dragon Boat Festival is almost continuing. The zongzi is ripe, and the fragrance is full. Eggs and zongzi are cooked together, and the taste is more fragrant when they permeate each other and blend with each other. I put the warm delicious and mellow zongzi on the table, and the whole family ate the sticky and delicious zongzi with a happy smile and unspeakable satisfaction. I personally sent Zongzi to the elderly parents, relatives and neighbor’s house, sent a piece of blessings and greetings, brought a heart of love, and presented zongzi to each other on the morning of Dragon Boat Festival, I would like to comment on the delicious zongzi, the lively and solemn atmosphere, the quiet and harmonious Dragon Boat Festival morning, and the same and warm scene was staged. In the atmosphere of this festival, family affection and homesickness seem to be indulged by people a lot. However, with the transformation of family structure, many traditional cultures of Artemisia argyi flower strings fade unconsciously and even lose inheritance. But people’s good wishes and endless complex are condensed into a kind of pray, a kind of blessing, a kind of yearning, a kind of love, in the season of fragrance in May, in the season when Midsummer is approaching fire, it is spreading, spreading and sublimating. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Heart of tidal surges

The monologue in the heart is all in the pen, and it appears on the paper. At this moment, my disconsolate mood was relieved. At this time, I had a lot of thoughts, as if I had returned to that happy and carefree childhood. Thinking of your kindly smile, I came up with the cropped braid that you made carefully for me and passed through the clothes that you scrubbed with your hands. You always say earnestly: women should read more books. Later, you left. The way to go is still the way to come, empty, except for body and soul. However, you have left us your last wishes, your experience, your model as a human being, and our family, which are filled with my already crowded living space. You look forward to our family and care for it. Even if there are thousands of lashes on you, your blood will flow, and you will also defend this family. I understand that in your beautiful heart garden, there stands the temple, which worships nobility, dignity, kindness, ideals and pursuits, as well as our home, which is inviolable. You always say that where there is love, there is home. Now I am at home everywhere, because there is love in my heart. The little girl in the past is now a mother, and the load on her back is getting heavier and heavier. Over the past few years, my beloved relatives have left, my family has moved, my motherland has been reforming and opening up, and Hong Kong has returned to China ,, and I have experienced many things. I have faced them calmly. Only one day, when he was forced to go south to rush for gold with the University notice, he burst into tears. Because, I want to read more books. I am not a scholar, but a scholar. The quiet appearance, stubborn personality, and kind heart performed a vigorous love. A casual emotion was finally put to sleep by a strong sense of enterprise, leaving a trace of regret to life. I still don’t understand whether I fell in love when I shouldn’t fall in love or when I shouldn’t read. I only know that my life has returned to the starting point from the starting point, it’s still a mess. I didn’t know how strong and kind you were at the beginning. In order to have a happy family, my inner tears also wiped quietly. You have paid a lifetime price for your marriage, and your personality has been sublimated since then. Your sacrifice explains your own greatness. My pen runs on the paper with my thoughts, and my heart essay is jumping. I often think that if you were my client, your life might not be so unfortunate, because I can help you, fight for your rights and obligations, and defend your dignity. If you and my patients, I wouldn’t let you leave so early. However, everything can only be if,,,,,. When you were dying, I will never forget the unjust eyes. I can see your helplessness and reluctance. You help the poor, and you point out the lost because of your noble moral character. Buddha Sakyamuni said that the body form is not important, and the environment is created by the heart. One thought can be a flower, a world and a dust. We are all lucky to see that flower and dust. But you left, went far away, in that beautiful paradise. On the night of langxingmi this month, I threw a pen to burn more dirty notes for grandma. Then, let me cover my deep yearning for you on this small piece of paper. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Life stroke of a

A person’s whole life is just like a trip, a trip by himself. He will experience many unexpected things and meet different people along the way; And no one can help you, I will accompany you through the whole journey from beginning to end, so during this trip, you have to make your own choices and understandings about how to face and how to walk. And we can’t regret it. Sometimes, people are like a bird without feet. They all work hard for a dream in their hearts. They fly in the sky all their lives and cannot rest on the ground; you can’t stop to enjoy everything around you. But it seems to repeat the story of yesterday and accumulate every day. But what I saw, what I had experienced, and what I had received in the end all passed by in a flash, like floating clouds. They don’t care much about it either. Because in their eyes, what they want is only a result and the next goal Plan. What they want is how to make more money and how to get more. But I can’t remember what I experienced in this process. However, the goal in everyone’s heart is also a goal that has no bottom and will never be satisfied. So people pursue it all their lives. Struggling; Maybe if there is an opportunity, it will become a great man and celebrity that people will remember; A successful person, but this is not the end point, and we have to continue. But among ordinary people. When there is no miracle all the time, I still live in stubborn and blind pursuits without combining with reality, which will make me gradually get rid of society and friends. I remember that there was a monk guarding Duan in the Northern Song Dynasty, which seemed to be called Bai Yun Zen master; He wrote a famous sentiment verse “fly through the window”: it is difficult to drill on the light paper for love, but how difficult it is not to penetrate, suddenly hit lsl, shi jue life is eye hiding. Literally, it can be understood as: flies like to fly to Bright Places. Old windows are covered with paper, and there can be light coming out, but flies knock over when they see them, rushing towards the light, bumping, but couldn’t fly out, desperately drilling out of the window. It didn’t expect that there was a layer of window paper, and it couldn’t get out anyway. After trying so hard to find the original Lu Fei, he suddenly realized that he was cheated by his own eyes. It was a waste of time, and the flies had to drill into the window which had been pasted with paper without going away. The coming time in the poem is compared to many places worth tasting in life, which is just ignored by people. Being concealed by eyes is even a word, pointing out that people are usually blinded by some superficial phenomena in front of them, and cannot find the true meaning of life. Therefore, warn people not to be deceived by appearances, but to carefully experience those undetectable but amazing moments in life. I also lived through the lonely night, thinking about things in my heart alone. Finally, in order to realize the dream that existed in my heart long ago, I flew away from the warm nest that accompanied me to grow up and went out to enter the world. The road has reached half way, but the collision again and again, as time went by slowly like a knife cutting, he gradually got further and further away from the target. To my sentimental. Sometimes, is my idea wrong? No! I have never regretted the step I took out of my home. In the end, although he established his roots and became a family, his spirit was worn out without a trace. When he thought of that dream, his heart was gray; When he wanted to live everyday, when running around day and night to create a better environment for the new generation, suddenly one day, I suddenly realized that sometimes I didn’t have to complete my ideal, it is not perfect, happy and happy to make a lot of money. Everyone yearns for a happy life and has his own ideals and goals. But how many people can succeed in the goals set in their childhood? With the constant changes of people, some extreme people may be depressed because of this. But to take a step back, from another perspective, people may not live for this goal in their whole life, we should experience and feel those ordinary and happy people and things in our life. People have been immersed in many environments such as daily necessities, oil and salt all their lives. If they live tired and bitter life for their goals, it is better to dress up their mood carefully, enjoy the warmth from the sunshine. It makes sense to be busy living or dying. Be a happy free man on an unknown journey! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…