Summer War ripples

A friend said after seeing a mood I sent in the middle of the night, it was the first time that she saw me giving herself such a big temper. Therefore, I suddenly realized that I am was really angry with myself. Recently, I don’t know which band is wrong. I always feel that there is a kind of sadness swimming in my heart, and I always feel that something will burst out suddenly. Finally, I realized that I was always proud of being free and easy. Actually, I had a lot of tangles. However, these hidden tangles are like unavoidable scenes: there is only one frame when it is vague, but it is like tit-for-tat when it is clear. Therefore, in the deep night after drinking, it was inevitable that the tiger started to embarrass himself like a rose. There is Zen saying that life is a series of determinations: life sometimes. Die sometimes. Poly sometimes. Scattered sometimes. Cry sometimes. Laugh sometimes. Perhaps, it is really like this. Otherwise, how could we laugh and cry inexplicably? After several people were busy that day, they had dinner together in the restaurant under the unit. At the dinner table, everyone talked and laughed, teasing each other. Since that day was exactly Saturday, someone proposed to sing after dinner to relax the body and mind of a busy week. On my way to KTV, I said I must get drunk tonight. Mr. Zhang ridiculed me on purpose and said, “Look, I just want you to invite a guest, and I still feel distressed to get drunk. Therefore, everyone laughed happily, and so did I. In fact, even I don’t know why I said that sentence inexplicably. I think it is a subjective subconsciousness that wants to get drunk. The wine that night seemed to be bitter than usual. When I poured it into my mouth calmly with a smile, the loneliness on the tip of my tongue was self-evident. I knew that I am should wake up another person to talk with him, even if he would confront me, that would be good. I don’t like the bustle, but I am afraid of being alone, which is obviously a kind of pain. When you are in a bad mood, it seems that no matter how happy the songs are, they are all sad. Several songs that should have been sung while laughing were all sobbing by me affectionately. Seeing that I was so unintelligent, Mr. Zhang joked again: Don’t you just invite a guest? As for being so sad? Everyone laughed, and I continued to sensational myself. Then, drink silently. Obviously, the I am that night was too strong to drink. After drinking a few bottles, I started to face each other in a faint state. In a daze, I saw him looking at me contemptuous and reviling: Wen Jinguo, you are an incompetent wretch! I despise you! I laugh. Because I think he is right. I wronged. Because of the continuous misunderstanding these days. I am pleased because I think I know myself better. I finally know that the world is so lonely that no one can remember anyone. Only oneself is the bosom friend who will never go far in life. Being understood is lucky, but not being understood is not necessarily unfortunate. A person who completely places his own value on others’ understanding often has no value. Even if no one gives me a reason, I still deserve to stick to it. So, thinking about these, I felt sad again after drinking. However, this kind of sadness is no longer sadness. But, it is suddenly enlightened. Because I know that I will never feel sad again after this sad time. I will close my eyes and clean up the cache in my heart. Let the past pass. Live a happy life with a willing attitude: Don’t be confused, don’t be trapped in love, don’t fear the future, don’t miss the past. I firmly believe that there is no incurable pain, no endless sinking. All the Lost will come back in another way. Just as someone said: youth is to meet seven oneself. One is bright, one is sad, one is gorgeous, one is adventurous, one is stubborn, one is soft, and the last one is growing. Most of the time, the reason why we are angry with ourselves is that we are really not good enough. Then, instead of embarrassing yourself, it is better to choose a silent posture and be a quiet, subtle and sincere person. Then, walk silently and watch the scenery silently. I think this is good. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

The smile to you is to have

Another morning, I came from the fresh field, picked up a drop of glittering Dew, gathered a touch of gentle morning glow, and placed it in a poetic small room. Until dusk, I counted crystal clear, thinking about the gentleness. Can that figure be you, sitting quietly in the twilight glaze; Can that smile be you, beautiful Spring Branch; Can that swallow be you, waiting for a season, and whether that wave light is you, can it be the fairy tale in the dream to add a little gentle? Can this be the pursuit in the wind? When petals fall down season by season, I will pick up the memory with golden light. Walking in the dusk, I can’t see the stunning scenery at dusk, but I can imagine its exquisiteness, it depicts in my heart: I didn’t hear the final song at dusk, but I can feel its bit by bit, and it sings in my life. In fact, beauty is neither words nor sound pictures, but a kind of connotation brought to you and me, a kind of warm friendship flowing slowly! Some thoughts that are gradually getting farther and farther lie quietly in the infatuated dreams. Loneliness makes the soul carved into wounds. Under the Sun, with the vicissitudes of palm lines, string up seasonal bells, and look for poetic paradise on the road of reincarnation. If you are injured today, can you forget it? If you are tired today, can you let your heart fly? Tonight, the flute is melodious in the moonlight. Please listen, the night wind is swaying, and the insects sing lightly. Tonight, my thoughts are flying under the starry sky. Please feel the moonlight like water and long reverie. Tonight, the wind will accompany you to stare at you, let you pour out your heart, wait for the moon to fall, and the Heart light will be bright. Tonight, Butterfly Dream will accompany you to sing happily, let you stay together for thousands of years, feel the deep love and sincerity, forever! Because of you, I like wandering in the wind, dreaming and listening to a voice with a smile. Because of you, I like to be drunk in spring, thinking freely and letting out a feeling quietly. The reason why the world is beautiful is that you sow the yearning of beauty and expectation in every season. The reason why the world is happy is that you send clear hope in the floating clouds. How much I think, in the innocent heart, carve the Lotus’s heart; How much I think, sow pure seeds in the clear Lotus Pond; How much I think, walk out of the crowd and stay away from the noise, looking at the sea together and feeling the smell of the rolling spray; Thinking so much, moistening the dust in the world, writing down peace and leaving a pure and beautiful smile. Who can use cloud as a word? Who can take the moon as a poem? Who can sing with the rain? Who can seem to live in the world of fairy tales, with a touch of tenderness and love forever, with feelings to form words, with heart to build text? Only you can see through this lonely world with the eyes of poetry, dyed a light purple and blue of love. Only you can interpret the breeze and the moon of the soul in a plain and gentle way, and the lingering feeling of getting drunk. Only you can pour out the red fragrance in your heart with the wind of Tang Dynasty and Song Yu, and dye the wild smoke and rain in the south of the Yangtze River. Only you can cast the past years into classics with romantic feelings and find a soul Garden of Dreams. In the pure world, I simply outline the lines of life with a brush; In the eternal poem, I gently describe the persistent feelings with my heart. The sun shines on your face, can you feel that the days are still sunny. Who says the Internet Sea is ruthless, who says the Internet is virtual, there is real truth in the network, as long as you pay sincerity, you will also get sincerity at hand is the end of the world, the end of the world is at hand, whether it is the distance from the end of the world or the distance at hand, the key is how far that person is in your heart. The falling petals, the strings of wisteria; The green fireflies, the faint window lattice; All are to foil your figure in the sun; You in the sun, open your arms, eager for sunshine bath, eager for the fortress Great Wall built in the veins; Eager for the flying of life, eager for the embrace of friendship, eager for sincere favor; The reason why the world is no longer cold is because of the warmth of friendship, the firmness of smile and sincerity of holding hands. After going through the vicissitudes, I broke the cocoon and became a butterfly. Even if I couldn’t fly over the sea, I was still on the other side. I stayed quietly beside the cliff and engraved two words with wisdom: immortality! You said you would be friends from generation to generation. My smile to you is to have. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…