Heartsongs

Wall-mounted ticking, echoed in the room. In ticking what, only sometimes wall clock knows your decision. This sound as always, non-stop, curl proudly circle around, like a limpid Yi Jing gentle waves of, impact eardrum, hear and feel it is difficult to catch. Destiny, gods go, take who also come. This world no absolute, everything is relative, and. No optimistic, how pessimistic? No should go, and how should come? Should go, like after sunset afterglow, despite breathtaking, is disappeared front last magnificent. Should come of, also like the darkness before the dawn, although special dark, but leave Dawn not far, Dawn is at front. In fact, life is not no song, is clearly no heart to sing. From heart sing songs are always beautiful, Heart to sing; Song always fascinating:-make people excited, or tears, or leisurely longing, or never forget. Has been in and with a song, along with melody with melody, with sorrows with happy. It’s unusual song, is heart and the heart of the collision, spirit and spirit convection after Spectrum on curved, fill in words. Only with the heart to sing, two people can sing the same tune; Only with the heart to experience, two people can sing the same melancholy, the same happiness; Only with the heart to convection, to song to feeling deep, qing Yin shallow sing, mesmerized. Like a tune, melodious, affectionate slightly sad, soothing and long in Yin romance, flowing out faint dream of a wipe past, lingering as silk, breathtaking, as in clear memory of streams in. That ruo ye xi the banks of the SHA, is on-style spread that square embroidered all with Heart of silk cover, that parting thoughts gently twist became a trace wisps of Acacia fragment, concentrated in memory of a bookmark where, any style grow. Make you want to take that printed on brain forever not vanish of familiar pace, qt in once walked way here, then forget all, desperate way forward. I walking in this deep in, at the foot of the bluestone winding stretch into the distance, red lanterns light up the way, bluestone on both sides of the lilac exudes particularly with fragrance. I along Gateway and line, walked for a long time, and lane hollow non-one person. Suddenly want to found a man, look, smile, deja vu; With she murmured, together evoke past, spend fleeting. In this lane, I will meet who, who’ll bump into my? In unfinished trip, who can expect? Pouring himself a drink, plus some ice, slowly entrance and then slowly swallow; From oral way downstream irrigation to stomach, feel sweet and cool, but mood still cannot refreshing comfortable. Drink or own recipe good, like this mood, strong light, in substandard appetite, only their most clear. Can make your favorite, can have several? Then at midnight flying butterfly, looking for the rest of the flowers; Like my mind, looking for rest harbor. Smells and recreation, butterfly sighed, that smell and butterfly deep miss the smell of a bit like,-careful again a smell, varied widely, I familiar scent in there? My harbor whether also remains? Have a song, ancient and yi jian; I listened to be hard to let go, just like your voice. For me, you lost too many good too much enjoy too much of myself. You said: I met you, not for get, only for can let me in the sun charming, in a landscape this habitat, in mood intoxicated! Let you in gentle, wandering around, in Happiness nestling! Let you I in the scenery tea a cup blooming of coffee. Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Weirdo self-analysis

I didn’t know I was very strange. One day, Changsong, the difficult brother who had not seen me for more than a year, told me, “Your boy is still so strange. At that time, I thought it was a temporary drama and laughed it off. When I returned to my hometown on holiday, I heard the nagging of my mother and neighbors and said helplessly: Alas, he is the strange virtue. At that time, I thought that my mother couldn’t understand her son any more, so she pretended not to ask, but there was a cloud in her heart. Recently, a leader commented: this comrade has nothing to say about his work, but his personality is very strange. Tiger, can not help but vest sweating. When I got home, I asked my wife: Do you think I am blamed? My wife said affirmatively: It’s not strange, but it’s just a little stubborn. I asked my daughter again, and she was stunned: Are you strange? When Pigs Fly! After listening to their words, the vest did not sweat any more. But after all, this is a problem. What is strange? I decided to find the source. I walked into the study immediately, found a yellowed Xinhua Dictionary, and found some strange words destined for me on the left-side top of page 167. I calmed down a little and felt angry in the dantian, I swept down quickly and found that there were four explanations, so I compared them one by one. Speaking, I am not afraid of jokes. Although I am not 1.6 long, if I take a mirror and take a photo by myself, I am also broad and round, with two eyes and gods, but I am far from strange and unusual, therefore, the explanation 1 is boldly excluded. Explanation 3 is an adverb, and explanation 4 is a verb. It is obviously inappropriate to use it on my head. Then, the rest is only Explanation 2. Monsters, deification the legendary demons and so on (even: Demons). It refers to a person who has a bad temperament or a strange shape. With all due respect, demons and so on should be regarded as genuine products with strange shapes, such as green face and fangs, three heads and six arms, but although I am not a great man, I am also handsome and have good facial features, therefore, it is not a person with different shapes. Excluding this point, I’m afraid that what everyone said is not about image. Those who call me strange must mean that they are eccentric. And the so-called perversion, according to the explanation of the updated edition of “Modern Chinese Dictionary” in 2002, is perverse, that is (temperament, speech, behavior) awkward and unreasonable. At this point, I finally found the answer, and felt relieved. However, I still dare not give up. At night, I tossed and turned, with strange words fluttering like snowflakes in my mind. At dawn, I finally suddenly realized that I was indeed a little strange. As follows: a madman at work. In the past 48 years, except for the time when I was too young to do things, no matter when I was a woodcutter at home or when I was herding cattle and pigs, reading books, or when I was doing things later, I would devote myself to the pursuit of perfection, when encountering difficult problems or heavy tasks, you must be uneasy to sleep, unwilling to eat, work overtime, regardless of payment, until the problem is solved, you will feel relieved; Especially in the past ten years, you are willing to be plain, as for office work with relatively low pay but very hard work, I still did it with relish. Looking at dozens of excellent or advanced certificates obtained, although it is impossible to have a deputy office in this life, I still feel very happy. I have never thought about finding money, finding another job or slacking, because I am worthy of my position and believe that whether I work hard or not depends on myself, whether you succeed or not depends on yourself, and more on many other factors. Who asks yourself to disdain to master the key of promotion and only know what to do? It is easy to imagine that it is regarded as a pig by some familiar people; A hungry person in learning. As for learning, I am naturally fond of it and keep hungry at any time. Besides studying problems related to work, learning is very complicated and not systematic. Anyway, as long as I have time, I need to know what I catch, especially making full use of network resources to learn and enjoy themselves, which is regarded by some as a pedantic scholar who is not familiar with the world; A hidden person in life. In addition to work and study, try to hide from the world of mortals, stay with family members as much as possible, and reject parties such as eating, drinking, playing, and social parties. They are not involved in the red and green places, and hate people who have relationships everywhere, the social atmosphere is to make these people bad, so they often refuse people thousands of miles away. For private affairs, try not to find acquaintances to do it. If you can do it according to the rules, you can do it. If you can’t do it, you would rather not do it; I am proud of my simple life. I am rich in tea and light food. I can wear clothes and hats and make do with it. My daughter laughed and said that my father is really good-keeping, which is considered by some people as a low-skilled person who doesn’t come, an ascetic monk in the world of mortals; Pay attention to family life, take responsibility as much as possible, tolerate the shortcomings of family members as much as possible, be a good son, a good husband, a good father, a good brother, a good brother, and a good brother, it is considered by some people as a failed man who has nothing to achieve; A rude person in character. Although he was nothing, he was always equal in my eyes when he was in the world, holding his chest high, holding his head high, all kinds of people and so on. He would never get involved in anything that authentic scholars disdain, I can’t bend down, I can’t be short, I can’t say hypocritical words, I can’t lower my humble head, so that many things that can be done are not done, and things that can be done are not done. Even so, I have never touched the idea of smearing my tongue and removing the hard spine like iron. I firmly believe that people are as big as people who don’t ask for help. As long as you ask for help, you will be smaller than them, which should be avoided as much as possible; You should keep an independent personality at any time, there is no need to do what you don’t want to do for a little benefit, and be led by others by the nose, unless if you don’t do that, you will die. In addition, there is no sand in his eyes. In case of injustice, ordinary people dare not offend people. They often shout when they are not calm, clap the case and challenge alone, so that they can burn themselves without regret, it is considered by some people as an inflexible stubborn old man and an ignorant treasure. Of course, there may be other strange places, so we will not delve into them any more. In general, it can be said that in the workplace, learning and actively joining the WTO may imply Confucian behavior; In addition, stand aloof and naturally, try not to be fettered by fame and wealth, and try not to be restricted by common things, being born initiatively, cultivating oneself and cultivating oneself, not deceiving good and not afraid of evil may coincide with the thoughts of Taoism and Buddhism. Such a person, such a living treasure, is a bit strange to ordinary people. Since the split, my heart has been clear. I think Changsong said I was weird because of sincerity; My mother said I was weird because of love; The leader said I was weird because of love. I am happy when I hear it, and I am grateful. As for my wife and daughter, they don’t think I’m weird, because we are the same kind of people from the bottom of our hearts, I feel very pleased. However, it’s weird. Why do you think so much? Everyone has his own way of living. As long as this way does not hurt the kind people, this existence is reasonable. Why should we live according to others’ opinions? It is their own monsters that make up a colorful life. If there are thousands of people, I think this is probably not a blessing for human beings, but sorrow. The nature is hard to move, and there is no need to move, especially when it is close to the year of knowing the destiny. Life is too short to disturb yourself. Care about the next people, Weiren this box is polite, please forgive me. The sky turned white when I pushed the window to look out. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

I ‘ve been here, and I’m very good (selected writers)

That day, when his foster father went to work in the field and passed a small bridge full of grass, he heard the baby crying, which was already very weak. He looked around, and as expected, he saw a baby who had just been born for a few days lying in the grass, already dying. There was a note inserted in the small package, which said at 12 o’clock on October 20th. Looking at this young kitten’s crying life, his foster father hesitated for a moment, but finally decided to take her away. He sighed and said, “Son, what do I eat, you can eat whatever you want. Her foster father named her she Yan, and she grew up slowly under the careful care of her single father. Without milk powder, dad took her to the house where there were breast-fed children and begged them to feed her. More often, he fed her with rice soup, therefore, little she Yan was always thin and often ill. Under her father’s fear, little she Yan grew up to be a very lovely little girl. She was very sensible. When she was five or six years old, she knew to help her father cook, wash and mow. When she was in primary school, she knew that she should study hard and take the first place in the exam. Only in this way can she make her father happy and laugh happily. As expected, she always ranked first in the exam. Every day after school, she would tell her father interesting things happened in school, which often made her father laugh happily. She was very happy when she saw her father laughing. The days are flowing quietly like this. However, misfortune came to this lovely girl. That day, she left school and was about to help her father to work. However, somehow, there was a nosebleed. She hurried to wash it in the washbasin, but the washbasin was dyed red soon. Dad had to take her to the township health center, but after a shot, the blood flow was bleeding. The doctor said, “I can’t see her here, so go to a big hospital quickly! The father and the daughter hurried to the big hospital. Due to the large number of people, she had to wait there, but her nose was still bleeding. The small spittoon basin was almost full. The doctor saw that things were not good, she was busy taking her to check. It turned out that Xiao she Yan had leukemia. This poor child! So hospitalization doctor told requires a minimum of 300,000 yuan, where get so much money! My father borrowed all his relatives and friends, but there was still a long way to go. He decided to sell his adobe house, but it was still a drop in the bucket. In the hospital, little she Yan looked at her father’s thin face, said, dad, my illness is not good-looking, and it is incurable, let’s go home! I voluntarily gave up treatment, and my father was also very helpless. Without money, how could I cure the disease! In this way, they returned home. If it were not for a journalist aunt named Fu Yan, she Yan might float down from the wind quietly like a leaf falling quietly. This little flower on the withered vine, because of a report of Aunt Fu Yan, her humble life had the reason and hope to live again. Many people see the report, domestic and, or foreign, have helped him, ten days have 540,000 yuan of donor money is. The operation cost of little she Yan was settled, and the hope of life waved to her again. She was received from home to the hospital for surgery. This strong little girl, when doing the puncture examination, the needle was pierced into her rib. She didn’t cry or scream, and her tears didn’t flow or move. She did the same when she was doing chemotherapy. She spit out all the food she had eaten without saying a word. She went through nine gates one after another, including septic shock, sepsis, haemorrhagia and massive hemorrhage of digestive tract. Everyone thought that little she Yan was saved, But she was too thin and ill to eat for a month. Finally, she couldn’t help eating a small piece of instant noodles secretly, which aggravated her illness due to gastrointestinal bleeding. Her abdominal pain was unbearable, and the doctors all wanted to share the pain for her, but there is nothing we can do about the menacing illness. Little She Yan said, aunt, tell me to die. She took out three chapters of letter paper from the bottom of the pillow, which were densely filled with words, some were pinyin, and there were also many typos. Aunt alone appeared 16 times, and she said goodbye to aunt, we dream see you. Aunt, my father’s house is going to collapse. Dad, don’t be angry, don’t jump off a building, aunt, you should watch my father. Aunt, give me some money to our school. Thank you, aunt, for telling the president of the Red Cross that after I die, I will give the rest of the money to patients like me to make their illness better. Doctors gave her blood transfusion to rescue her, but little she Yan still stopped breathing in pain and died peacefully. The doctor tried his best to save her for 80 minutes after she stopped breathing, but finally she failed to save her life. This beautiful and poetic girl, the pure and water-like fairy, finally stayed away from everyone. The Internet became a sea of tears. Everyone felt very sorry and heartbroken. The doctor’s aunt once said a word to Xiao she Yan, if you like, just call me mother! Little She Yan called her doctor’s mother timidly. The doctor’s aunt felt shocked and soon calmed down. She said, “good boy, see a doctor well. When the disease is cured, my mother will take you to KFC, a miserable child, she didn’t know what KFC was like until she died! The next day, the doctor aunt brought her a pair of socks, which were white. She was so big that she had never worn the socks. The aunt asked her what else did you want, mom bought it for you? She said she wanted a pair of red leather shoes. The doctor and aunt went to the children’s clothing store and spent 80 yuan to buy her a pair of red leather shoes. She was so happy and happy! However, due to the injection, she had to take off her shoes and socks. In this scene, everyone in the room cried. She once asked a journalist aunt a question. She asked, why did they donate money to me? The journalist’s aunt said, “they are all kind people, so they donate money to you.” she said, “aunt, I also want to be kind. Little She Yan, she didn’t break her promise. She really became a kind person. This girl with a pair of sparkling eyes and a transparent heart, her last sentence in this world is: I have been here, and I am very good. She hoped to die in autumn. Her slim body was like the process of a flower blossoming naturally. When yellow flowers piled up and fallen leaves dancing in the air, she would see swallows who traveled far and wide, she volunteered to give up treatment, World Chinese gave her 540,000 divided into seven, to life as a hope of divided the cake among seven is hovering between life on the Little Friend. Many citizens attended the funeral of this little girl. There was a smiling photo of her in her graveyard. The inscription on the front side said: I have been here, and I am very good (2012.11.30-2010.8.22). Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…