Meet in the crowd, forget in the arena

This fleeting few degrees change, face remains unchanged. Time flies in the wind and rain, you and I miss it in the beautiful years. Nowadays, that long-sealed emotion can only be used to pay tribute to the lost time with a hint of sad words. Walking in the wind and rain of the world, fate makes me meet you; Feeling makes me like you; Time makes me lose you. We gathered and dispersed in a hurry, and there were countless feelings. This feeling often hung in my heart and sighed with endless emotion. The beautiful scenery at this time reminded me of you and the man that made me fall in love at first sight. However, you are not around me. We are separated from each other. You are at the end of the world and I am at the corner of the sea. The illusion that missing you always comes in a hurry at midnight is an untouchable distance. Thinking of this, there was another burst of sobs, but there were too many entanglements, too many tears and heartbreak between us. I could not feel your tenderness and the hot soft feeling, the love you gave me changed from warm to cold. We changed from being unfamiliar to being familiar; Then from being familiar to being unfamiliar; From meeting each other late to not seeing each other. The heart is originally separated by thousands of miles, and staying together is also self-deceiving. Where is the emotional end-result of deep sorrow and sadness and wandering from place to place? The last two pieces of love became hurt to each other. Deep in the soul, people always thought that what they missed was the best. They were waiting for each other to lower their heads, and they didn’t know who would return to the starting point, it will only become more tangled. Perhaps the pain must be experienced, leaving a deep impression. Time is the most effective medicine to cure injuries. We just meet by chance. It is enough to have it! When the vast sea of people meet, they finally return to the original point. How sad and unrestrained life is, I believe that the wound will eventually heal, and there is no need to waste time in grief and anger, because prosperity will eventually end. I choose not to worry about the past or struggle in the whirlpool of love any more. I want to say: Actually, I can live well alone! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Greed

I will continue to stay with this city in another way I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Learning to let go

She is a good friend I have known for many years, and she has been together for many years. Maybe because of the similarity of personality, she always feels like appreciate each other. There are many things, there is no need to hide. As for her feelings, although they hid very well in the eyes of outsiders, these close friends around her were still in their eyes. In fact, there are only a few love stories. The perfect one is that you love him and he also loves you. When you love each other, you never owe anyone. However, the imperfect ones have various situations. Just like the description of happiness, the happiness in the world is the same, but unfortunately they are different. The same is true for the imperfection of love. There are only two reasons. The one you love does not love you, while the one you love is not the one you love. I still don’t understand why there are always so many mistakes, but I have to admit that it seems to be a hidden rule in the emotional world. She said that she was a stubborn girl. She didn’t think that a grudge girl was actually good in dealing with people and affairs. She was also popular, even if she was not a very familiar friend, the gentle character was also nodded by everyone. However, in the emotion we know, she really saw the stubbornness described by herself. Even the boy in those years had already basked in new happiness, she still couldn’t change those habits. A secret QQ number, without any information, is just used to add him as a friend and watch his mood, photos and logs every day. Happy with his happiness, and worried with his sorrow. Totally without the original personality and indifference, without the calm spirit of doing things. Others all feel helpless. What is worth thinking about? Since others have not set you within the scope of their eyes any more, there is nothing to be stubborn. But she said, stubbornness is a kind of disease. She clearly knew it was time to see a doctor and take medicine, but she was obsessed with the state of not being sober enough. It really makes people helpless, but they don’t have the heart to reprimand, but that kind of love pain is obviously breeding. Walking behind her, looking at the grudge girl in the past, she seemed to be silent a lot recently, and suddenly remembered the words of Zhang Xiaoxian: let down dignity, personality and stubbornness, it’s just because I can’t let that person go. It turns out that putting down is not a thing that can be completely decided by reason. In the emotional world, emotional factors are always controlling the rational elements. Maybe you know you shouldn’t do this, but you can’t put it down. That stubbornness, most of the time, is just, I can’t change the corner in my heart. Maybe one day, without so many regretful eyes and dissuading words, at a corner, you can suddenly realize at a certain moment. It turns out that it is just a turn. Putting down is never an easy thing. What’s more, it is to put down a period of inner thoughts and the beauty of the past. Because we can’t let that person go, we can only put down dignity, personality and stubbornness. All of them can be put down, but the only one can’t be put down. In one chat, she said that if one day she suddenly realized, she would run to a wide deserted seaside and shouted to herself: Hey, the naive self, goodbye. In a word, I laughed at several friends who felt sorry for her, and it seemed that I saw that happy girl again. Maybe, there is only such a turning point. After turning, everything will be suddenly changed. Perhaps, everyone needs to experience such a period of ignorance but helplessness. We attribute it to growth. Putting down learning is just like learning and growing up. It is not an overnight thing. What is needed is the wisdom accumulated by time. When one day the sun rises, maybe it is the moment when you stand in front of the window and see everything growing, you will suddenly realize. By then, putting down was no longer such a stubborn thing. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

I only write one story all my life.

I only write one story all my life.

Who did you meet in the most beautiful time? The sunshine is warm, the years are quiet, and we grow old together. You and I are well. What else do I want? I just want to accompany you and laugh foolishly. —– Text: The fence is falling down and sparse. In July, Guangzhou, the heat wave is scorching. We walked in the quiet and comfortable exhibition hall. You suddenly said, kiss me. I hesitated for a moment, not embarrassed. You just smiled, took my hand and crossed the corridor. Five years later, I like this sentence: a strange fact is why what we can firmly remember about every love is always just the beginning and the end. Or, if all you can remember about this person is the beginning and the end, then you have never really fallen in love. The whole world sees me proud, but I just want to lower my head for you. When a person really puts himself down and falls in love with someone, all the things in the world should and shouldn’t be just between two people, however, it doesn’t matter whether outsiders are not worthy or not. We all have stories in our hearts, stories we don’t want to tell. We are all people with stories. Those stories about innocence, beauty and persistence deserve a lifetime of aftertaste. I can sit there for an afternoon, thinking about all the things related to you. Although you are no longer around, the feeling is still fresh, as if you have just left. I am recalling these scenes now because we have been together in the end.. God arranged that you met a person at the wrong time, and made a wrong arrangement, so he changed and let him leave you at the right moment. It’s that simple. You ask me, how can I let alone completely? I know it is really not easy to teach you to let go now. It is said that it is better to forget each other than to help each other. However, Chuang Tzu who said so has been such a person throughout the ages. But if I tell you that you don’t have to do anything, you will naturally give up. Believe it or not? Forgetting is human nature. One day, you will no longer remember him. Think about it, our bodies are emptied day by day, and we believe that memory cannot escape either. If the sky is clear, the dust in the past will become a dream bubble. No matter how many mountains and peaks it is, it cannot stop the undercurrent from the origin of life. If you don’t really want to leave someone, then you ‘d better not say goodbye to him casually. When you regret breaking up and want to save it, he may not let you go back. When we say we break up, sometimes it is because of a sudden mood. I don’t want to break up at all, but the other party has heard you say that you have broken up for so many times, and this time it is finally enough. It is often said that breaking up will destroy feelings, but you never care about it. Do you think only you will say goodbye? Never threaten men with breaking up. If he also wants to break up, he will be in the middle of it. Some stories are not perfect, and you spend your whole life writing. Some people are not born with love. When I met someone, I became a lover. Some of them were waiting for nothing, but they became the most determined legend. I will meet who? What kind of story will I write? I bet my whole life resolutely. I will stick with who? But I would rather give up the golden clothes. I will start a story for whom. From then on, the whole life is long. What kind of courage and courage do you need. But I believe that when I meet you. I just need to follow my heart. I don’t need to struggle any more. My strong appearance took off my disguise at that moment. The waiting of my whole life became meaningful at that moment. My tears were full of sweetness at that moment. I have been missing, whether walking in the crowd or standing alone in front of the window. Only one name for a lifetime, only one story for a lifetime. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…