Perception 23

For many years, I have been walking like this, always thinking that life is just like this: 23 years ago today, I was lucky to come to this world, naked, without any flaws, just like jade. At that time, I started shouting, but I didn’t know what I wanted in tears. 22 years ago today, I was also lucky to stay in this world, ignorant, without any doubt, just like a cartoon. At that time, I began to learn to walk happily in my parents’ sight. But I don’t know that it will hurt if I fall down. Today, 21 years ago, I was lucky to spend 730 days and nights. Happy, without any consideration, just like a prince. At that time, I began to learn to play coquetry on my father’s shoulder and mother’s arms. But I don’t know, my sister’s jealous eyes. Today, 20 years ago, I was lucky to have the first playmate in my memory. Next door, with braid, was like a brother. At that time, we began to play and play in the most Virgin manner. Play House. Knowing it. After all, she and I are different from each other. Today, 19 years ago. I got my first schoolbag happily. Yellow. Single with shoulder bag. Old-fashioned general. At that time, I used it to load my toys full of hopes and hopes. Knowing it. What’s the use of sticks and soil 18 years ago today. I walked into the iron gate on my mother’s back. Cold. There is no temperature at all, the prison is just so so. At that time, I began to learn 1234578910. Knowing it. How much is left behind? 17 years ago today, I know she is my first grade head teacher, beautiful. White dress. Mother General. Then. Under her attention, I learned the pronunciation and writing of Chinese characters. But I don’t know, she will restrain me for 3 years. Today, 16 years ago, I was severely punished by my mother for the first time and regretted it. Full of tears, begging. At that time, I began to know that I shouldn’t play in others’ wheat fields, but I didn’t know that plants originally had life and emotion. Today, 15 years ago. For the first time, I stood on the podium, proud and full of hope, just like victory. At that time, I started to help the classmates around me, but I didn’t know that there were so many differences among the classmates in the same classroom. Today, 14 years ago. The head teacher was replaced by a fat man with serious and sparse hair, just like a wicked person. At that time, I was afraid of his father’s majesty, but I didn’t know that he was the father of my classmate and the lover of the former head teacher. Today, 13 years ago. It was my first time to sit at the same table with a girl. I was shy and drew a border on the desk. I was ignorant. At that time, I knew that all my playmates were bathing naked by the river. But I don’t know that the river has been muddy by us. Today, 12 years ago. My mother took me to the downtown for sightseeing for the first time. I was excited. Lingering and intoxicating. At that time, I knew that cities were more fun than rural areas, but I didn’t know that there was also peace that cities couldn’t match in our rural areas. 11 years ago today. I stepped into the gate of middle school. Timid, fearful head and feet, just like hometown bar. At that time, I knew that senior senior students in middle school were fond of trouble, but I didn’t know that they once had the same experience. Today, 10 years ago. I started my first wet dream in my life. I was confused, nervous, and seriously ill. At that time, I knew that hair had emerged from my lower body, but I didn’t know how the physiology class would talk about this. Today, 9 years ago, I received an anonymous love letter, confused, at a loss, sleepwalking. At that time, I knew there was a festival called April Fool’s Day, but I didn’t know whether that LY was really fooling me? 8 years ago today, I can swim across the 50-meter River independently. I am proud of my blood boiling and twitching. At that time, I knew I was better than ordinary boys, but I didn’t know what was the world record of the Olympic Games? Today, 7 years ago, I began to learn the art of smoking. Anaesthesia, smoke and mist, just like taking drugs. At that time, I thought. Smoking is nothing more than fun, but I don’t know. Nicotine can also be addictive. Today, 6 years ago. I started my first love in my life. I was happy, strolling beyond the field and being so charming. At that time, I found that love really made people forget about sleeping and eating, but I didn’t know that it also made people unable to extricate themselves. Today, 5 years ago. The bad news of the college entrance examination completely extinguished the hope of parents. Cold, staring at my eyes, biting. At that time, I knew. The college entrance examination is a hell, but I don’t know where the road under my feet leads? Today, 4 years ago. The back of the break-up was pulled down in the dim light. It was lonely, opposite to the south, just like the cold wind. At that time, I smelt the moon and the wind was high, but I couldn’t smell it. That would be the last time we met. Today, 3 years ago. The dialect of my college classmates opened my eyes. Crappy, everywhere. Singing General. At that time, I learned many dialects, but I didn’t know that it was so difficult to learn high mathematics in college. Today, 2 years ago. I and 3 a fellow with catch up drink. The past events were vivid in my mind, and the diary was just so-so. At that time, I knew that love was not a metaphysics, but I didn’t know whether this form was the same need for me. Today, 1 year ago. I started to write my graduation thesis, which was unfamiliar, unconstrained and ordinary. At that time, I knew that the pressure of employment was great. But I don’t know whether this society can have my place. Just today, I spent 23-year-old birthday. Busy work takes up most of my rest time. Simply celebrate for myself. A piece of cake. A candle, a can of beer and a pack of cigarettes. It was also a person who echoed Jiang Tao’s sad “birthday gift” in the enlarged room and looked back on the past. So clear, and so vague and distant. Perhaps, in others’ view: I am indifferent passers-by, wandering in the city of colored glaze, building their own fortress in the unreal network; Perhaps, in others’ view: I am proud loser, wandering in the ups and downs of the world, escaping in the world of red wine; Perhaps, in other people’s eyes: I am beggar of love, begging in the romantic melon fields, picking up petals in the bright sea of roses; Maybe, however, I am still a sober wanderer. In the bustling city, I can still find myself and remember the past bit by bit;, I am still my own God, the smooth interpersonal relationship and indifferent world can not destroy my principles of life and attitude towards life; However, I am still an emotional rich man, hypocritical and friendly, the catering of interests always let me know that the truth is so precious; Therefore, I still spend this special day quietly, and the refreshing fragrance of gardenia floated on the windowsill, the whole room was quiet and intoxicating, with a cool look. Occasionally there are several stars shining in the clouds in the night sky. There is no moonlight, no birds singing, and no trickle streams. But in this city which is completely made of steel and concrete-Chengdu said, can’t I be satisfied with such an environment? 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