Boundless memories

I always like to sit on the balcony and watch the sunset falling down bit by bit and fall into deep reverie. I don’t know I am I am remembering the warmth of the past or imagining the glory of tomorrow’s fortune? Quote the agreement that my family moved from the countryside to the urban area to settle down when I was in the third grade of primary school. Naturally, I moved to the city to continue my studies. I was transferred to a strange class, and because I came from the countryside, I was careful in everything I said and did, for fear that I would not be able to make friends if I said something wrong. Juan appeared in front of me and changed me from then on. At that time, none of the people in the class took the initiative to get close to me except her, this happy spirit. She was the first one who actively talked to me, the one who actively greeted me, the one who took the initiative to go to school with me …… at that time, I was shy, shy, self-abased and silent, without exaggeration, she enlightened me. She was optimistic and lively, and the ghost spirit was confident. She enlightened me step by step. I changed from a person who didn’t even dare to see the teacher’s eyes in class to a person who spoke enthusiastically in class; I changed from a person who didn’t dare to say hello to my classmates to making friends widely; I became full of jokes from a person who dared not even speak loudly. She taught me too much. At that time, we were naive and naive. We thought we would stay together all the time. We even imagined to work in the same city, live in the same house and be bridesmaids of each other, as godmothers of each other’s children, we once swore to be good sisters for the rest of our lives. However, the fate made people. Now the I am a positive, independent and confident sophomore student, and she was already a single mother of two years old children. Juan, you changed me, but why don’t you stick to the dream we said? I remember one time when I heard a friend saying that she seemed to be back when she ran away from home. I rushed out of the house and ran to your house immediately after hearing this. When I finally adjusted my mood and knocked on your door, what appeared was a strange face. That person told me that your family had already moved away from here. Finally, years of missing broke out, and I cried in front of a stranger. I even lost the only way to find you. If fate favors me, I will see you again. I will hold your hand and shout to God. I have not forgotten our agreement. We are still good sisters all our lives, no matter what role we are now, that agreement has always existed. The shabby repeater came home to clean up the house during the summer vacation and sorted out a lot of old things. Suddenly, a shabby and gray repeater among the piles of things caught my attention. What a strange thing. I asked my mother where this product came from. My mother said that this machine was the repeater I bought for me to learn English at the beginning, because it had changed from white to gray for a long time. This really surprised me. This is my first electronic product. I remember that in order to learn my favorite English at that time, I pestered my mother to buy this repeater for me. I was very excited when I bought it. I got up early every morning to read English with tapes. I was so unhappy. However, I relied on enthusiasm to do things, and it didn’t last long before I abandoned it. Later, there were mp3, mobile phones and other products. Who would use this backward thing. Touching this repeater repeatedly, I can’t help sighing the flying of time. How simple and contented our childhood was. A small repeater could satisfy our young people. Happiness was very simple when we were young, and simplicity was happiness when we grew up. I don’t know whether we become too fast or the society develops too fast. Nowadays, people will never be satisfied when they pursue all kinds of material enjoyment. One generation will follow Apple and four generations will follow. On the other hand, they will recall all kinds of things in those years and complain about the cruelty of today’s society. However, fashion will become nostalgia, but now even nostalgia has become popular. People often comfort the behavior of succumbing to reality again and again in the daytime in the nostalgia of the night. In fact, it is simple and simple. The ambition of life is satisfaction. As the old saying goes, contentment is always happiness. Outside the pavilion outside the pavilion outside the pavilion, beside the ancient road, the grass is green every time I hear this song, I will think of the high school era that I can’t go back. Teachers all say that high school is the purest era and the most difficult era to forget, let’s cherish it. At that time, I just devoted myself to studying and had never tasted the beautiful years carefully when dealing with the college entrance examination. Now I really understand this sentence when I am in college. In high school, we were very simple, only knowing the philosophy of being young and not working hard, and being old and sad, so we buried ourselves in books all day long, looking for our Yan Ruyu and Golden House. However, we were tragic in college. We were empty and bored all day long. We wasted time in the game network and could not find the sense of fulfillment of high school. How many college students sighed: time, I am willing to shape up, go back! Once again, listening to “outside the pavilion” not only gives me the pain of leaving in the graduation season, but also a spiritual relay and the continuation of perseverance. For me, what continues is the tireless pursuit of knowledge, the unremitting pursuit of enriching the spiritual world, and the temperament of friendship even if I leave. There are many things in this world, and you think you can continue tomorrow; There are many people, and you think you can meet again tomorrow. However, there was one time when you let go and turned around, something changed completely. I always warn myself that recalling the past is just to cherish the present better. Postscript Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Gradually

The shadows of the past in the time gradually overlap, and we can’t see clearly the fleeting time when the green color was singing softly. Even embarrassment is in vain in the desolate and strange atmosphere. The familiar once was burnt ruthlessly by strangers. The gesture of a comfortable smile. Tell each other. Our respective is lifted up. We have the purest eyes and the purest mind when we smile. Just like falling in love, you can resist forever for a moment, far away from tomorrow. I don’t ask whether I will meet each other tomorrow or whether I will fall in love tomorrow. Smiled and thought, however, there would be no sob tomorrow. Can the flowering period not come? After being decadent, the Earth did not understand the sadness of falling flowers. There is no devout flower watcher in this world. Round circles, every day and every year, are always entangled with them and get close to each other with perseverance. No one will judge such requests but fail. Forgiveness and comfort become a kind of narration-like catharsis. Finally, I couldn’t see nothing in my hard work. Youth emotion is not suitable for display with heart. The parallel unwillingly encountered, let all the ignorant injuries twist the original, just waiting for a kind of perfunctory prevarication. The first acquaintance with you is like an old friend. Looking back, I hope this is an illusion. In the illusion, you can still be confused by the illusion of vision and hearing you created. I have such courage to write forgiveness! That familiar song sings exactly my bright sadness. The gurgling river flows to your bright direction, and no one drives a little waves with stones in the calm silence on your surface. All the way to smooth flat. The shot you stopped is not melodramatic, pretending or deliberate. It’s all up to your own liking. Who on earth is trying to get rid of the shackles of others without revealing sympathy? Each other is only a promise, and I have never said that my heaven is your ocean. Then who is trying to be tenacious and not take off the evil costumes. I thought you were dressed in a magnificent green sun. The Angel didn’t call my name in his sequence. Before he started, he was stripped off and eliminated. Whose sadness is Duino’s sadness singing? No matter how great it was, he had to surrender to the throne. The small weight could not claim who was wrong. It’s just a melody sent away. It doesn’t belong to me. The magnificent ice sculpture is the transparent brilliance of fireworks scattered in the air. A deep voice is asking whether fireworks are dotted with the night? It is still the unrelated fireworks that needs the foil of the night. But what the night wants is the plain white of Clean Moon. This is the same as the night. Can follow. Trying to lift the skirt and dance with you, I always feel deep in love, but the fate is shallow. Who was left beside the dance floor magnificently before the song ended? Extinct of dripping. The person lost in the event was plated with the most gorgeous light by the gorgeous aperture. Self-directed. I don’t care who is watching. The bustling water-like street is full of freely moving materials. Tears burst out with laughter. Like pity, like ridicule. From beginning to end, a person is stubborn. Who will have the necessary requirements to get along. Who can’t see through it simply? The night after you left, the sky fell with you. No longer willing to look up Welkin. Gradually understand that in life, no one still wants to live. When you are tired, you can finally embrace the Earth in the dark night. Look up at the long night with the most stretchable posture. There is only me in the open space. That sad song. Meadow. Sky. Gradually followed the abrupt ending melody to silence. Disappeared on the horizon, gradually disappeared. Just like the bright moon passing through the hazy sky, you gradually appear. The cleanness is the most holy White, the loneliness is the most lonely, the softest is the most gentle, the indifference is the most ice front. Just like the breeze wandering in the ethereal desert, I hid it quietly. The most free and easy one was the most free one, the most hurried one was the most persistent one. The clouds gathering around you are not willing to leave the holy light attached to you for nourishment; Admire the majestic pride and fearlessness of losing the ocean you walk a journey, I will follow you for a while. The isolated back gradually went out of my eyes full of Mirage vision and illusion you gradually disappeared I disappeared on the horizon gradually went away gradually, gradually disappeared. Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

My hometown is so far, but it feels so close!

Zhangwooden box was brought by my father from his hometown far away in his early years, but it was precious furniture at that time. It was said by my father that he came home to visit relatives and brought several pieces for his colleagues. The box was very old, but it was very strong. When I opened the lid of the box, a strong and fresh smell of fragrant Zhang came to my nose, which was definitely the first choice for storing good clothes. After so many years of moving, my parents are still reluctant to discard things at will. I can clearly feel its weight in my parents’ hearts, and it also reminds me of my hometown, I think of my hometown, which is so far away, but feels so close, it is said that one side of the water and soil support one side of the people, the hometown is rich in groundwater resources, the water quality is sweet and clear, without impurities, almost every village has a public well. The well water is warm in winter and cool in summer, so no one in hometown can boil water. It can be said that before I came to Yunnan, I had never drunk boiled water at home. Years of separation have blurred my memory of my hometown, but there was even one time when my hometown was paved with cobblestone roadways, scattered blue brick and large tile houses, the laughter of washing beside the pond and dock, the scene that I was chased home by a tall fat goose is still vivid in my mind. The hometown in my memory is surrounded by lush tall trees and occasionally mixed evergreen shrubs, even when the weather is dark in winter, you can also wander in the green world and forget to leave. And what impressed me most was nothing more than the ponds at the entrance of the village, and there was one or several ancient banyan trees beside each pond, those camphora trees, which need seven or eight or a half-large children hand in hand, can be enclosed together. Their huge spherical crowns are graceful, round and continuous, like giant natural umbrellas standing on the edge of the field, it also forms natural barriers over the Pond Wharf, which can not only protect people from wind and rain, but also provide people with a cool nap in hot summer. Now, when I left home when I was young, I recalled my return home once, but I vaguely felt like a lifetime ago. I thought of He Zhizhang’s book of returning to my hometown by accident, but I still thought in my heart that I was the child’s tears from where the smiling guest came from, which wet my eyes at that moment, I suddenly understood the deep thoughts of my parents who were far away from home. Zhangwooden box is just like the hometown around my parents! Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

My tears are flying

If the running water can turn back, please take me away. If running water can be accepted, no longer worry. If the running water can turn back, please take me away. If running water can be accepted, no longer worry. Some people envy you, free flow. I would like to be you and swim everywhere. If running water is changed to me, tears will flow. If I am clear water, I will not fall in love with this song, it is because I can’t help crying when listening to this song. I haven’t cried for a long time. I have been a crying Ghost since I was a child. The tear gland seems to be more developed than ordinary people. It can gurgle out with slight touch. Now, I am faced with all kinds of hardships in my life. The year I left home without tears, I was only 17 years old. With the dream of youth, I stumbled and ran all the way, countless nights, I came to the edge of Xiangjiang bridge alone and wept silently against the flashing neon lights. I miss my mother, and shed tears of kinship. When I was 18 years old, I began to love my master. I deposited this love into my heart and hid it into a little secret. Just standing quietly under the magnolia tree and meditating towards the master’s dormitory in every quiet night or filled with dark night, tears flooded into disaster. For the master, for the bitter first love, for the secret love heart broken tears. Count carefully, countless tears flow past, for life, for work, for yourself, for relatives, for lovers, for friends may have merged into a small river. How many people do you meet in your life? Or one side of the edge; Or passing by; Or unforgettable; Or stop in the heart. Everyone has flesh and blood and soul, and their bodies exude different beauty. Different character cultivation can cause ripples in their hearts and more or less turbulence. Some people met and hurried past, leaving no trace and taking away all the footprints. Some people touch lightly in the vast sea of people, but they live in their hearts. They want to erase their memories, but they cannot extinguish the feelings they send out. The seemingly casual smile has already boiled in my heart! When I was young, I liked Andersen’s fairy tales, and I often longed for the happy life of the Princess and the Prince since then. The sweet intoxicating feeling was sweet! When I grew up, I was always fascinated by the beauty and romance of Qiong Yao’s novels. The man in Qiong Yao’s works was handsome, gentle and crazy, and that strong love had melted me, intoxicated by the virtual flower before the moon, the dreamy elegant man came to me slowly, tears blurred my eyes. There is no beautiful love fairy tale or romantic feelings written by Qiong Yao in life, only real life. Like-minded 2 personal, very easy to walk in a piece, because common hobby common language closer to each other heart. I think we can’t stay together. How can we have the same personality in a family? Same hobby? There is always only adaptation in the family, only habit. When men and women are speechless by all kinds of trifles in the family, a beauty and a bosom friend will appear. Men feel that their wives do not know themselves and place their hearts on the beauty. The woman felt that her husband didn’t understand herself, so she confided her heart to her blue face. I don’t like to pour out, nor do I like to nag. I don’t have friends of the opposite sex, let alone bosom friends of the blue face. I am such an arrogant and calm woman, rubbing a heart into my heart. The days accompanied by tears have gone away. After 30 years of struggle and struggle in my life, I have become extremely strong! But recently, I suddenly felt some kind of thought in my heart. A shadow always turns back and forth in my mind, which makes me lose my direction. This shadow is so vague, so blurred, thinking, reading, tears twinkling in my eyes! Tears, drop down, one, two, three when the fourth tear drops down, I shivered and broke all the legends about this shadow. Everyone has his own world, there is a sea of Hearts belonging to oneself. Some of the emotions hidden in the spiritual space can be shared with others, and some can only be stored in the heart to accompany the old! Let this shadow float in my heart, floating, hanging, floating, listening to this song in this mood, tears ran quietly along my cheek, it drops like a string of broken beads, very sad and beautiful! If the running water can turn back, please take me away. If running water can be accepted, no longer worry. If the running water can turn back, please take me away. If running water can be accepted, no longer worry. Some people envy you, free flow. I would like to be you and swim everywhere. If the flowing water is changed to me, tears will flow. If the flowing water I am clear, I will not look back. 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