Past love mush

I have never mentioned my pen since I knew about the beautiful articles on mobile phones. I am used to reading articles when I suffer from insomnia every day, and I also fall in love with the happiness of writing articles with one finger. When reading, I suddenly felt that I was not lonely in this world, because there were too many people of the same kind. Today, I wrote this article to a boy named Zijun. Unfortunately, it can only be regarded as a memorial. Strictly speaking, I don’t know this boy, and even I am not qualified to write any eulogies, because I don’t know him at all, and I have never read his words, but this child named Zijun committed suicide for love, which can be seen from several articles that others mourned him. Therefore, I didn’t say anything and wrote to you. I know that you are not the first one to commit suicide for love, let alone the last one. In This dancing world, the root connection of love is nothing more than several endings: holding hands with happiness, unfortunately, my heart was broken, and the Middle became the most familiar stranger. Love is what gods and Buddhists don’t want and is given to human beings as punishment. However, we enjoy it and regard it as treasure. When we lose it, those who are mild are in a trance, those who are serious are in vain, and those who are serious, they avoid, into air. And Zijun, you are the heaviest one, adding a touch of blood color to this world. After you left absolutely, the people behind you were crying, but could you hear it? Have you ever regretted hearing this? There is only one life, but the soul is wandering forever, until the next time the wheel starts, you will rest. Young you, do you know that suicide is a sin in a sense, or it is a kind of debt, and the owner of this debt is the relatives and friends who are desolate for you in this life. Say so? Love is the most horrible adventure, because other adventures, the biggest is death, and love will make life worse than death. The pain like pulling out muscles and drawing bones cannot be made public, you can only endure it alone. If you lose the maze of exit, you will be the easiest savior to fall into the eternal darkness at this time. Unfortunately, you have not found it. Therefore, you are trapped in the mire and will never come out again! It’s just a pity that in your youth, you are brilliant. You can be known in the eulogies of your friends that you were once recognized as one of the four great scholars. Because of your leaving, they were extremely sad. It’s just a pity that your love has changed because of your life. I don’t know how dim the rest of the life of the woman who bears your life will be. It is a pity that your relatives, friends and strangers like me have the same heaviness because of your leaving. There are too many fragile children in this world, and you can’t escape Zi Jun after all. Your life is so withered because of love. If you think more about yourself at the last moment, you will be selfish and find the way back, but you are not selfish. You entrust your life to a person who is far away. For her, you gave up the whole world! I don’t want to say that you are very cruel. It can be known that only five hundred years of prayer before Buddha can bring a glance back to this life, the woman who has prayed for tens of millions of light years and should join hands with you in this life has not had time to rest, and you will go to another world. She can’t find you even if she is in poverty, and you didn’t understand the happiness of this life. You just fell in love with a wrong person, but met the right person for life. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Stroll under the plane-tree

When the smoke from the kitchen rises steadily around the mountain; When the lovers sit shyly in the green shade and say sweet words; When the athletes are excited and passionate under the heart-wrenching cry; when scholars pondered over and over again in the research room; While I still walked quietly under the plane trees alone. It was a clear morning, and I wandered under the plane trees on both sides of the avenue alone. Walking here, I can always smell the fragrance of nature. Whenever I listen quietly and taste carefully, I am always fascinated and intoxicated in the Paradise which is not noisy and noisy, so I listened greedily, took a long breath, sucked deeply, and let the thoughts drift, fly and be happy. The yellowish leaves fell lightly on the ground of the avenue. There was no need to panic or hesitate. I still walked gently under the plane tree. The fallen leaves are like carefully paved yellow carpets, and the tall and broad plane trees on both sides set the color here as a solemn Palace. It is just that there is no natural atmosphere, no quiet harmony, no light trees, leaves and incense here. When the Phoenix slided gently, occasionally there would be a few yellowish leaves floating down along the wind, slowly walking around the clothes and quietly sticking to the ground; from time to time, I could still hear a few cheerful birds shouting in the branches, as if the romantic lovers were quarreling in hip hop; On the left side of the avenue was a small pond, very clear, it is very clear that you can clearly see the phoenix tree with reflection inside. When the yellow leaves fall down on the water again in a wrong direction, it is like adding a yellow petal to the green clothes. At this moment, even the fish will be excited, and they will greet this close guest with bubbles rising out of the water, and then they will constantly call around the leaves, just like playing hide and seek with a big yellow umbrella; on the opposite side of the pond is the continuous flowing spring stream, which keeps running between the cracks, savoring carefully as if the blood flowing through the atrium is also moving, which is not colorful! Really comfortable! When yellow leaves covered the whole Avenue again, I still stepped on it gently, feeling every happy floating here and listening to every happy sound. So I closed my eyes and sucked every trace of fragrance here carefully. I took a long breath and breathed the faint fragrance, which seemed to permeate into every skin and shine! Enchanted! Sublimation! At this moment, it seems to fly freely without bondage, like fish playing hide and hide happily and dancing happily; Like falling leaves floating in the air with the wind; And like the naughty flowing of spring water, it also made a sound of purring! I was immersed in it, no more calls from the secular world, no more complicated fetters, no more annoyance. I felt so comfortable and natural, it seems that I am him, he is me, for a long time! ………………. Long! Another quiet morning, I walked quietly on this long road as always. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Because young

We spend more time in bed every day, and then we explain: because we are young. We think about how to play well every day, and then we explain: because we are young. We didn’t listen carefully in class every day, and then explained: because we are young. Recently, the word “young” keeps filling my ears, leaving deep memories and traces. I am constantly thinking about the meaning of this word? In this era, we show too much personality and charm. I don’t know if I can explain: this is because we are young. Youth should be a belief. I don’t know how to explain this, but this is the answer in my heart. Belief is an ideology and an indispensable part of happiness. We are young, because we stick to this belief, and start from happiness. Youth should be a pursuit. The most indispensable thing in one’s life is pursuit. Only those who keep working towards their own direction will have the possibility of success, and it happens that youth belongs to the direction of progress. We should constantly pursue such a healthy state so that we can make better progress. Youth should be a struggle. In my opinion, people should know how to put consciousness into action, so that there will be no regrets. Struggle is a high-spirited state and a positive expression. Just because of this, youth should be a struggle. We are young, we are more passionate, and we don’t want to leave regrets. However, now we seem to have distorted the meaning of youth and didn’t really understand it. On the contrary, we use it as an excuse for our corruption. Every day is the same day, repeating yesterday’s life. To be honest, it seems that I haven’t experienced happiness for a long time. Sometimes I think: has it disappeared? Sometimes I was jealous of the carefree children in my childhood and thought they were very happy, but I said: I am no longer young. Are we really old at this age? Don’t want to admit defeat, nor can you admit defeat. After thinking quietly for a long time, I found that I was not getting old, but losing the belief of youth. How can people without faith live a good life, and how can they hear the sound of happiness knocking at the midnight? When I was young, I recalled carefully how many dreams I wanted to realize and how many things I wanted to do. Look at yourself now, this young self. Those former dreams have disappeared, and they really just become dreams. I don’t know whether my pursuit has been obliterated by the real society or I have forgotten it in my comfortable life. Anyway, there is no trace. When I was young, I still felt that I had done something wrong. It is sad to forget one’s dream. Not everyone dares to stick to one’s dream all the time. Although it is not great, it may always be a dream, but we must stick to this pursuit. Two years of college time passed away quickly without any precaution or forecast. It is just over, there is no ringtone, quietly silent. When I was alone, I had to think carefully about what I had done in the past two years? Got what? Maybe this question mark is just an endless blank, because no answer can be found to fill in. It doesn’t mean that I haven’t done anything, but the harvest is really rare. It is a learning time, a learning journey, whether it is knowledge, a person or something else. Without understanding, how can we take youth as the reason for laziness? It should be the motivation and pillar of our study. Because we are young, we need to learn and stick to this struggle. When the summer sun shines on the open earth, we stand in the sun, raise our heads against the Sun, close our eyes to feel the feeling it shines on our bodies, and smell its warm smell. Because we are the same as it and young. Toward the direction of sunflower flowers, keep going up without lowering your head. Like (prose editor: Rain dancing alone) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…