Night, I fell in love with it

The night came quietly. On a night like spring, the night was hazy, the moonlight was soft, and the sky decorated with stars was shining with a little afterglow. The night in the city is not quiet, and it is still noisy. For the city night people who like the night owl life, it is a good time. Night, coming, I am not afraid of the night, in fact, only night, no black. The light was transparent, the community was boisterous and boiling, the dim street lamp lowered his head and stared at this wonderful and romantic world with his eyes wide open until early morning, when the sun yawned and my heart peaked out, I put away my tired eyes and fell asleep! Although the night came, the whole world was not silent because of the coming of the night. I stayed at home quietly, watching men and women immersed themselves in their own entertainment world and never bored with it, the big man was delighted in talking about the game, forgetting his wife who was stunned in the sofa in the living room. The little man followed the computer to learn English, ABC followed the rainbow cat and blue rabbit to learn dancing, watching the joyful fight to win the Big Wolf, clapping hands and dancing, pushing the poor mother out of the room, dominating the team! The night finally calmed down, but my heart was hard to calm down. I thought the world was sleeping, and my heart was calm, but I didn’t know that it was when the night really came, the heart was released, and the most primitive Real Night was released. When it was deep, men, big or small, had snored evenly. I got out of their arms and quietly came to the computer alone. I was very sad to find that I didn’t belong to myself. I belonged to work during the day, and the endless busyness swept me ruthlessly; At night, I belonged to my family, and men, big and small, were dominant, I couldn’t bear the gap of needle piercing; I looked through the books turned yellow by me silently, but I couldn’t read a single word. The night was quiet, and there was still Silver outside the window. The Moonlight was soft and quiet with me. Wearing headphones, I still chose songs from the 70s. I was not from that era, but I love old songs. Only these songs can arouse my resonance and stabilize my heart! At night, it was finally quiet. Although there were occasional whistles of cars and occasionally tiny footsteps of pedestrians, I could not hear any noise. Because my habit of listening to music is to turn my voice to the maximum, lingering in my ears repeatedly, driving away all tiredness and tension! At night, I fell in love inexplicably. At this time, I didn’t imprison my mind because of my busy work or distort my fantasy because of my tense life. At this time, I am free and relaxed. I can release my mind and capture my mood and words! Night brings me into my memory, thinking of the surging shadow in my life, is it still deep in my heart? The tall boy who followed me in middle school; The boy who wrote a love letter for the first time; The boy who gave me a black alarm clock on his birthday; The flower season at the age of 18, the man I have a bitter crush on may be at a certain age who likes nostalgia. He likes to remember himself who was once young and the unrestrained youth. These traces linger in his mind, little by little hovering in my mind, inadvertently, with the mood pouring out! It is always beautiful to have memories and good to have records. Several years later, when I faced these diaries which recorded my life again, looking at these memories of youth, budding emotions and ignorant impulses, whether I will tears? Night releases my emotions and comforts my restless heart. I am used to presenting my happy and positive side to everyone every day. I am used to writing diaries at night, leaving fragments for my own life. I share happiness with others. Sadness is stored in my deep heart. Write it in the diary, let them be relieved in the words, let them be softened by the words, and finally turn into ashes and vanish! Night became the object of my talk. I poured out all the troubles and frustrations in my life and work, and poured my head into the night. The real thoughts and thoughts in one’s heart cannot be understood and experienced by others. Everyone is busy and tired in life. Who has time and energy to listen to your nagging? To listen to your bitter water? I would rather hide them in the diary and hide them in the words! I would rather bury them deep in the dark night! At night, I was crazy about it. I was free and free. My heart was flying without restraint, worry, struggle, complexity, helplessness and frustration. Only music, only words, only peace of mind! Happiness, sadness, happiness and loneliness are the only thing that can really penetrate the heart; Only you can know whether it is good, bad, happy or hurt; You have to experience a lot of things every day, happy, unhappy, all settle down in my heart. You live your life by yourself, your emotions are controlled by yourself, and your emotions are controlled by yourself! If you want to laugh, choose to be happy; If you want to cry, choose to be sad. Laughing and crying are all in your mind! I want to laugh today, so I choose to be happy! I want to laugh every day. I wonder if I can choose happiness every day? In such a realistic society, I hope that I can keep my purity and kindness as always, still as innocent as azaleas! Night, I fell in love with it Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Plain stay with me for a

Simple can no longer be plain, plain can no longer be ordinary. Not only legends can be eulogized, not only passion can bloom. Plain gathering and ordinary staying together are also full of fragrance and refreshing. Inscription [meeting] it is neither childhood sweetheart nor love at first sight, nor accidental encounter. In the season of love, follow the guidance of the old man under the moon to meet each other in the calm country. There is no loud background, no annoying appearance, some are just obvious ordinary, some are just real plain. Simple and honest words, simple dress, everything is so real, so shallow. Why should meet had met, met why non-hate night. [Get Along] meeting is fate, and getting along is also very simple. Take off the camouflage coat, tell your own heart, remove the gorgeous decoration, only leave a light white reading. You don’t have to worry about the premeditated bright gun or the hidden arrow of the dike, and put a naked heart in front of you. You can’t tell the glorious history, and you can’t let out the dazzling light. The trace that the annual rings run over is the vicissitudes of life, and the places where the sun and the moon shine are all stories. Who says plain without words, don’t you know that plain has written the long scroll of history. [Know each other] Lu Yao shows his horsepower, and he will know his heart every day. Simple getting along fermented the bud of love, and sincere expression awakened each other’s enthusiasm. Looking back on the casual broadcast all the way, I harvested the fruits of careful management. Listening to the past steps, you will know where to go in the future. This is a tacit understanding of love and a signal of knowing each other. The long-wandering soul found its destination, and from then on, it integrated into the other’s chest and became no longer lonely. [Depend on each other] I never swear that the sea is dry and the rocks are rotten, and I have never experienced the parting of life and death. All the difficulties are tiny sand grains, and all the frictions are the accompaniment of the moment. Even if the wind is strong, even if the rainstorm is coming, the extraordinary freedom in the world is enough to deal with any danger. There are crying and laughing along the way, sadness and joy along the way. As long as we face together, everything will disappear eventually. You are with you all the way. Along the way, you are with each other. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

As the saying goes, feeding village — eating and dressing

Rural people live a simple life, especially when it comes to spending money. They always pay attention to doing what they can, and they don’t put on airs to dress up the facade. Take eating as an example. Even if you eat meat at a time, I don’t have that condition, and the flour paste still makes you drink loudly. As for dressing, the rich wear woolen cloth, and the poor wear leather. In the past, when people lived in difficulties, people who could wear a woolen coat were usually Cadres. Ordinary people would never dare to think about it unless they made a fortune or their daughters got married and received the bride’s gift. Of course, the leather that people don’t have money to wear is not the leather coat they are talking about now, but the leather jacket made of sheepskin. If the condition is better, they can make a face. If the condition is not good, the sheepskin will be sewn, although it is warm to wear on my body, it is heavy and ugly, and also gives off a strong smell of sheep. However, people who wear it can’t care about dignity and unpleasant smell for a long time. What they want is Warmth. As long as it is warm, they still feel at ease. People are better than people and have no living head; People are more angry than people, that’s why I’m too lazy to compare with others. I can’t be ashamed to suffer. The thing of making people fat and swollen was done by a spoon. People with normal minds would definitely not do it. Rural people call people who can’t grasp their own weight spoon material, because rural people pay attention to reality, everything starts from reality, and they should cut trousers according to ditch, which is called eating, dressing and measuring things, to choose food and clothing according to your own conditions, of course, it is not only food and clothing, but also things that cost money. You can’t smell other people’s meat and rice, and you have to try every means to get some meat to eat; When you see others dressed brightly and decently, you have to make a new suit to wear. Of course, if you have that condition, there is nothing wrong with others. The key point is that there is no such condition, but they still need to be stiff. They are so poor that they have to pretend to be proud and show off their energy. Naturally, they become loafers and spoons in others’ eyes. There is no copper in the waist, so don’t run wild, this is the advice for people who have no money. People are divided into rich and poor, but whether they are rich or not, they should be honest. Whether you have no money, the key is to live a life, which will be respected by others; Rich people will still be despised by others if they don’t take money as money. In the past, there was a young man in Murakami who was at the age of talking about marriage. His family condition was not good, but he ignored the family condition and thought that as long as he dressed up brightly, you will get the favor of girls. So I don’t want to make money all day long. I only know to look in the mirror, wear new clothes, put cream on my face and oil on my head. My leather shoes are as bright as my hair. Wandering around all day, speaking with airs, in order to attract the attention of girls. Of course, the girls paid much attention to him. Only when the adults in the House inquired about him did they know who made the spoon material. After knowing the root, there was no following. After a long time, when the girls saw it from a long distance, they made comments and couldn’t find anyone. Even those of his age and his family were poorer than him, because of his honesty, he was still a bachelor when he got married and had children. The Murakami also said: just the spoon material, whose girl is willing to follow up to drink northwest wind. Murakami also spread a joke that there were two brothers, the younger brother was in good condition and the elder brother was in poor condition. But whenever I went to the relatives’ home, my brother would go to the younger brother’s home to pick up clothes. Because of his kindness, my younger brother had to meet his requirements every time. However, my brother was uneasy wearing the borrowed clothes and always bragged casually. He didn’t listen to his younger brother’s advice. Once when I went to the relatives’ home for dinner, my brother became more and more outrageous, and he almost described himself as a rich man. My brother was so ashamed that he couldn’t listen any more, so he gave a few words of advice, who knows that the elder brother who is in high spirits flew into a rage, scolding his younger brother and scolding him, then he leaked the bottom. What did you say that you thought I borrowed your new clothes? You just took care of me, now I will give it back to you! Hearing this, others knew that he even borrowed his clothes and burst into laughter. Finally, he became a joke spreading everywhere. Therefore, people should be honest-oriented, such as hospitality. As long as you are sincere, it doesn’t matter if the condition is not good. Guests feel comfortable after drinking a mouthful of cold water. When someone encounters something, if you have money, if you have no money, if you really help others, money is not the only thing. If you go to someone else’s home to present a gift, if the money is more than thirty or fifty yuan, and the money is less than ten or eight yuan, you can have that friendship. If you make your face swollen and fat, what will fall down is not human feelings, but a joke or even a curse. Therefore, all the basic necessities of life should be clear about their own background, weigh their own belongings, and they should not be divorced from their own reality. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Fireworks life

In my memory, there seem to be too many laments caused by the passing of time. The feeling that it gave me the time to walk in a hurry did not decrease slightly because of this. On the contrary, with the growth of age, the sense of urgency that time is no longer waiting for me becomes more and more obvious and intense. At the same time, I can feel the indifference of the years more clearly. No matter how much nostalgia and reluctance you show to it, it is like an unrequited person who walks away resolutely, and take away some things you value without hesitation, without looking back. In the world of mortals, it is difficult to get rid of vulgar things. In the busy years, some fragmentary fireworks and chores emerged from time to time, disturbing people’s mind. Even if you are alone, your heart will not be quiet. People only know how to help others, but they don’t know how difficult it is to help others. The joy and annoyance in it are all due to a love word. Family affection, friendship and love cannot be hurt by any one, so they have to be carefully cared. Therefore, we always spare no effort when things happen and try every means to get a happy result. However, weak people are inevitably unable to do many things in many aspects, so they often feel like a flying worm trapped in the glass cover, surrounded by light, but I can’t find the sky flying freely. When I was helpless, I yearned for that kind of life which was far away from the world and only accompanied by the breeze and bright moon. Fantasy is to find a beautiful vision for yourself in the secular world. Knowing that it is impossible, it still depicts it in your heart at will, just like eating steamed bread pickles to imagine the abundance of Manchu and Han seats. Turning back, he clearly knew that grains were the necessities to support and survive. The life of wife and children is the foundation of life. When I get up every morning, bleary-eyed and busy playing the Symphony of pots and pans, at night, under the lamp, when I hear the sound of the late family turning the door lock gently, that kind of warm and steadfast feeling warms the body and mind with the atmosphere of fireworks in the air. Ordinary life, ordinary life, is it like this?! Trivial, busy, plain, lazy. The days slipped away quietly in casual moments one by one. Fortunately, the fleeting time is like water. It not only takes the youth and beauty green silk ruthlessly, but also makes people more mature and mellow. Decades of edification of the world of mortals and fireworks have enabled the dull people to have the most basic adaptability and learn to associate and get along with different people. It is fun and learning to enjoy and talk about poems and songs with teachers and friends who share the same interests when they are idle. Occasionally, I would like to get together with several old friends who were laid off and left the job and made a living on their own. In a clean small restaurant and several delicious dishes, I could hear them go to astronomy, it took two hours to chat geographically. No one advised you to drink, and you don’t have to bother yourself, just sit aside quietly, watching them pouring beer into their big mouths one by one, and laughing and scolding each other as a sewer. What was more hilarious was that they would be confident to talk about the personnel arrangement of some political circles and the official career trends of some important political figures, among which there was no lack of plots of Zhang Guanli Dai. Through such frank, generous and slightly vulgar words and deeds, people can see another way of life. Simple and happiness. Life is lonely, but life is rich and colorful. As an ordinary person, one cannot leave the fireworks on Earth. Therefore, in the leisure time of marching in a hurry, I tried hard to make the warmth and warmth of human feelings and the oil and salt of daily necessities become a thick smell of fireworks, adding some warmth to the lonely life. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. 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A hundred years of life, but duckweed

I don’t know when I start to feel tired, from the heart to the body, maybe I am really old. A hundred years of life, but duckweed. Always do something to prove your existence. However, what can we really do? I have been shopping for a week, and the shopping mall is just after work. All kinds of brands are passing by, and all kinds of clothes are hanging there. But the discounted clothes are not good-looking. The beautiful clothes are not discounted and have no money; The beautiful clothes can’t be put on, and the clothes are not beautiful and have no figure. Ha, I will never buy the most satisfactory clothes. It seems that I am not at a wanton age and have no capital to play. Even if I talk to my friends like a three-year-old child, speaking unscrupulous words is still more tiring than when you were in school even though you don’t care a lot of things still can’t get rid of that kind of exhaustion from the heart to the body there are always something you can’t learn now there is always a kind of power that makes you lose your there is always a spirit that makes you have to go on. There is always a responsibility that requires you to work hard. It is no longer a wanton age. Although I don’t want to admit that it is always difficult to do the right thing at the right age. Let you distinguish something you don’t want to see, I don’t want to think about the fact that I don’t want to admit. Life is just like this. Life is just a hundred years. Life is just like a wisp of duckweed floating through the long river of history. There is no trace. Does it prove that you have been here? Like a dream, like a real, like a fake, Zhuang Zhou Mengdie! Like (prose editor: Ke Er) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…