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I will continue to stay with this city in another way I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

The pain left in the station

How many times, wandering in the station, can’t find the way to come, the next stop, is it eternal? It has been almost one year since I came to Beijing. I still remember that last year I came to Beijing specially to relax when I was in the College Entrance Examination. I felt a different breath and the heartbeat of the metropolis, the rhythm is full of contemporary time and years without any gaps. There was no intersection between my life and this modern big city at first. What reason could I ask to let me come to Beijing? Maybe because my father stayed in Beijing for nearly ten years, what could he do in ten years? Familiar with a city? Enough, so I came! But in the end, I didn’t expect that I could come to Beijing and had an incomprehensible fate with Beijing. It turned out that I came to Beijing not only for relaxation, but also for a fate that was hard to forget, I will finally go back to Beijing. No matter whether I like it or not, that road will continue and move forward. However, in the end, I don’t know whether I fell in love with Beijing or Beijing pestered me? If we say that the biggest impression of Beijing is just the bit by bit in the memory, then the indelible mark is still branded in the end. Maybe life sometimes needs to use marks to show what has happened, until the end, it is so profound… On the first day, I went out of the platform of Beijing West Railway Station, carrying two tourist bags, and left the railway station with my father seven or eight turns. Under the scorching sun, I leaned against the bus license plate several feet square, the fatigue of the journey was in a daze in front of my eyes. When I closed my eyes, I seemed to go back to the senior three time when I fought day and night, which was indelible in my whole life… There are dense small characters on the bus sign, and large characters written in red on the top, which are particularly conspicuous and prominent. The lonely license plate Post is covered with small advertisements, which are tightly wrapped! Later, a tall yellow bus took us back. The bus master dressed up very fashionable. Maybe this is the new human beings! A pair of black sunglasses makes me look cool! The way he drove was also very exaggerated. It seemed that he was going to turn himself out when he turned a corner. Anyway, how much inertia he turned in the end, how powerful he was, from time to time, I also looked back at the passengers in the car, showing white teeth, showing enthusiasm and vivacity! In the hot summer, I was still very helpless. The smell of gasoline and human sweat in the car made me feel sick… However, I didn’t make a joke because of my persistence and swallowing the saliva over and over again. After all, in a big city, how shameful it would be to be seen as Carsick by others, for the sake of face, I had to hold back, even if I swallowed all the saliva. Later, it really proved that what I thought was right! Face was saved after all, but the taste of suffering seemed to disappear forever in memory… Bus seems to be my weakness. In the hot summer, I have endured enough! Almost every day, I had to walk a long way, at least when I first came to Beijing, I was always confused by those stations! At first, because I didn’t know how to take the bus in the city and my Mandarin was not so fluent, I was always afraid that if I accidentally took the wrong bus or took the wrong bus number, he got off the wrong station by himself, a stranger who was unfamiliar with his life, then what should he do? Every time I take a bus, it seems that I have to make up my mind, especially careful, without any carelessness! On the second day I came to Beijing, my father took me to the bus card recharge point and set up a bus card for me in Beijing with the words “one card” written on it. I even didn’t understand why it was called one card, is it possible to take a bus casually with only one card? At that time, there was no concept of transportation. I only knew that I had to buy a ticket immediately after taking the bus, and then someone would remind me to get off when I arrived at the station, it’s that simple! Besides knowing little about cards, there is another thing I am know that bus cards are much cheaper than buying tickets. My father once told me that a ticket is 60 cents more expensive than a bus card. As a person in the countryside, he is used to calculating carefully in order to survive better! I was just wondering why there was such a regulation. At that time, apart from being strange, I didn’t have much energy to probe into its deep-seated reasons. Maybe it is because I have been afraid of big cities since I was young! In Beijing, I always like to run around alone, because in my opinion at the beginning, the distance between that station was too close! But later I found that I was stupid… That distance is not coming out at all… From not being able to take a car to taking a car by myself, what I have experienced on Earth is mostly forgotten. What is fresh in my memory is those tortured images, enduring the pain caused by carsickness. Every time, after taking the bus for several stops, the disgusting feeling that came to my heart seemed to be unable to figure out the time when the car broke out. I always suffered a few stops before I finished the journey… The journey, maybe sometimes, is just that I have been persevering and enduring all the time. I have used all the perseverance I need. Every time, they all hope to end the suffering of riding through the transfer of memory! Thinking about the happy scenes before, sometimes I would laugh secretly. However, those methods were just like viruses, and antibodies came into being for a long time! A method may have its timeliness! But can’t I really change anything? I don’t know… I still remember that at that time, because I was afraid of taking a bus, I would not go to the bus easily even if I was tired and sweating alone… This is the necessary price to reduce hardship! Even if you are tired, you won’t stop, because the next stop is ahead! It’s gone after biting my teeth… In order to get rid of carsickness, I almost exhausted all the methods, many of which were ineffective. I was tired after trying, and then I simply resigned. Since some things have become a foregone conclusion, also resign yourself! Tomorrow is still sunny… Therefore, I secretly put a bag in my schoolbag before every ride in the future. Now, I can’t hide it from the world. What if others see it, just smile, if you can’t stand this ridicule, then how can you walk out of the house and face the world? My husband is aiming at all directions, and I can’t die because of a little setback… However, what makes me strange is that even if I take out the bag, it will not attract much attention. It seems that everyone has their own business and it is too late to take care of others’ business, this result really surprised me. However, I also understood that I was not someone. In this metropolis, everyone had his own heartbeat and breath, all have their own days… It was not until then that I realized how naive I was… It turns out that I have been living in my own world… Endless, dream woven by myself… I always think that living in my own world, living in my heart, is it happiness or my life stranger? Since that incident, I am not afraid of being laughed at by others as always, perhaps because I am in a different place! Who would care about those things that were once on buses in rural areas? Or you have already been used to crawling and rolling in the countryside… I also have a certain understanding of those passers-by in the city. Maybe there is no harmony in the countryside. People are too tired, and everyone is very tired, so those so-called ravines have unconsciously divided everyone… Maybe, in the end, I will be the same as them! The same is like a stranger, and the sacrifice needed to integrate into this city is helpless… Every time, put it in front of the car window, looking at this colorful city, the neon lights are jumping a little prosperous! Life is a reincarnation. After one stop after another, only the corners of the city are left behind. For those high-rise buildings that have passed away, the rain and rain will finally float and sink, leaving no trace… I have also thought about myself whether I am used to being natural and unrestrained in the countryside. In the life of big cities, I seem to have some hands at a loss? The station is still continuing. At that moment, it is reincarnation! A person’s world, facing the reality, a world inside the car, a world outside the car, when the announcer said that the next stop had arrived, what was I doing? I am still thinking about those trivial things in the past, and the loneliness with time… Later, I learned to get into the subway alone. In the underground world, there is no brilliance in the city, leaving only the endless night. Maybe the night is the most beautiful in this lonely metropolis! At least, there are no high-rise buildings in the subway, and the prosperity of life! Sometimes, I will think whether life is just traffic one after another. When the red light is used, I will stop, when the crossroad is used, I will think, when I surpass it, I will accelerate, and I can’t do without the constraints of one stop after another, even if you are willing to bury it… Also can’t escape the reincarnation between stations! In fact, for me, Beijing may be the traffic that will never end. In the traffic, we are thinking about our own worries, and we are locked by each other. Every time, when I go home from school, I will observe the people around me, different people, different levels of riding, when giving up my seat becomes a custom, when respecting the old and loving the young evolves into the everlasting truth… I will smile happily. Even if I am not sitting here, I still have some feelings in my heart. This city really makes people too tired… However, there will always be a blooming spring in the corner of society. When Loving People scatter great and selfless love… That corner is the pure land of the world! Usually, if I go out, I will take the bus at that station with my father, looking at the outside world, the traffic in Beijing, everything in Beijing, and those high-rise buildings outside… For the sake of common things… When the subway passes by, the cold loneliness will also reveal unconsciously… How far is one stop? At least even if I was sweating, I wouldn’t catch up with the missed stop. Next stop, would I forget the pain on those cars? I spent most of my time waiting for the bus that should come, watching the corners of the city falling down. It turned out that I had never left… That stop… The pain of reincarnation continues, Beijing, the forgotten corner! Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Pain

When I boarded QQ in the evening, I saw a piece of news from the group: Four people died in Chunjiang hotel. At first, I was wondering where the Chunjiang Hotel was? My colleague said that there was also this news on the Internet, and he also opened the web page to show me that many people were watching the scene. My colleague told me that the hotel was seen on the way to work every day, but I didn’t notice it. The news of QQ group was pulled down, and I also saw one looking for Li Zichao, the third grade child, saying that he had been missing for two days. I didn’t think much at that time, and I didn’t connect with the dead at all, because it was said on the Internet that one of the four dead people was a six-year-old child. On the way home, I deliberately watched the Street View on the roadside. Passing by in a hurry every day, I am used to turning a blind eye to the familiar road scene. Isn’t it just like that? There is no change, and what is beautiful? So I ignored some changes and didn’t know what to do when asked. Today, I took a special look. Oh, Chunjiang hotel is just on the street. I often walk across the street but never pay attention to it, because I don’t want to stay in the hotel, of course I don’t pay attention to it. People may be like this. Things that are not related to their own vital interests may really pay little attention. Although it was none of my own interests today, it happened in front of me. I felt sorry and painful when I thought that the four lives were gone in a flash. When I just got home, the phone rang, showing my colleague’s number. Hey, Li Zichao is gone, but it’s a pity that it arrived.? No! It is true that he hasn’t been to school for two days. In the afternoon, there is a police car coming to school to ask about the situation. Seeing that the group was talking about finding this child, I didn’t expect to be connected with the incident in that hotel. One phone call confirmed the news, and the next day it was confirmed that it was not fake in others’ discussions. People talked about that the hotel used gas water heater one after another. The four children and his mother, one was an old man, and the other was a young man in another room, died of gas leakage poisoning. Pain, I feel very painful, this is a lesson from blood, four fresh lives! In this unexpected gas leak, the fragrance disappeared. Perhaps this incident reminded those who opened private hotels: the old water heater needs to be replaced, and all potential dangers that may occur should be eliminated. When I look back, I think about the child, who is always close to the child around me. His big eyes are very vivid and clever. How can he say that if he is gone, he will be gone? His lively figure always lingered in front of him. I remembered that his mother entrusted him to me to take care of him when she went back to hometown last year. She went out and came back together every day. Ten years old just like the rising sun in the morning, it withered forever in this unexpected event. It was painful and could not be expressed regret in my heart. Like (prose editor: yuiran) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Looking back lost youth

I didn’t expect to spend the best time in my life in this deserted and tranquil Gobi; I didn’t even think about living and working in the place I intended to give up for the whole life. But the arrangement of fate made me settle down here. Maybe the reason why I stayed here for a long time made me feel very kind to the grass, trees, mountains and waters here, even bit by bit. This kind feeling is very like mother counting the family affairs like a few treasures, and also like mother caressing and whispering to children. It makes people have all kinds of feelings that are not clear. In spite of this, there was still a burst of emotion and emotion that was hard to tell in my heart, which instantly permeated the deep and shallow footprints I had traveled on this land. In my spare time, I strolled quietly on the winding path of the park. Sometimes involuntarily down Park stone steps to top, look lv cheng around, lv cheng everything, glance. There is a feeling of eight faces facing the wind. In the West, the vast Gobi Desert, in the east, the rolling Niushou Mountain. In the south, there are many factories, and the pipe network is intertwined with the production area. I stood on the top of the mountain and watched carefully. It seems to be the first time to look at the place where you work and live every day and consume your emotions and youth in such a careful and novel way. All kinds of strange ideas inevitably come into being in your heart. As if reading an article that I have already read, although I am familiar with it, it still resonates with people. The eyes looking around were like reading word by word in front of a book. The factory which had sweat recorded the youth was also like the chapter that touched me in the article. I know that most people love the glittering silver aluminum products and the more beautiful aluminum packaging materials, but who knows the complicated and tedious aluminum smelting process, who can experience the special environment and hard work. Being in that long and narrow factory, people’s first reaction is muggy and smoky. Hundreds of electrolytic cells filled with anode rods are neatly arranged on the north and south sides of the factory like black warships. From time to time, aluminum crane and shell-beating machine rumble in the factory. The sound was like a train leaving the station, as well as an aeroplane taking off, which made people feel palpitation and panic. The snow-white alumina powder on the surface of electrolytic cell shell melts the medium of electrolytic solution. Under the action of strong electric current, it moves ceaselessly in the cell chamber through huge carbon blocks and electrochemical reactions, boiling. It also gives off dazzling luster when dissolving. If you place yourself around the electrolytic cell, there will be a heat wave blowing immediately. The gas emitted in the cell contains hydrogen fluoride gas, which makes people feel extremely choking. If you don’t wear protective equipment, I feel skin and flesh hurt immediately. The blazing flame emitted from the gap of the shell surface, the flame spurted out from the shell surface one by one, either or without, and with the heavy smoke rising towards the top of the factory building, filled. Gradually enveloped the factory, blocking our sight and melting sweat and alumina powder into the red liquid. Once upon a time, an electrolytic man like me used hard-working hands to make shells, process, blanking, pull rods, lift busbars, and produce aluminum, the liquid needed by the enterprise is produced in a series of unknown special operations, and then carried out by vacuum bag, sent to casting, forged into semi-finished products, and transported to all parts of the country by train, supporting the modernization of our motherland also creates our tomorrow and future. Once, I was the same worker as me. Under the high temperature of over 50 degrees centigrade, I wore a cape hat, a protective cover on my face, a white work suit, a long felt boots on my feet, a stuffy hand on my hands and shuttling around the electrolytic cell. Therefore, the work clothes became brown and yellow, giving off rotten sour gas. Sometimes, the work clothes on that body can be screwed out of the water after work, sometimes in special circumstances, they have to work overtime, so tired that they even have no strength to take a bath after work. Many workers can’t stand the posts with high intensity, high magnetic field, high radiation and high pollution. They resigned one after another, transferred their posts and even fled their posts, of course, most of the young workers like me persisted in overcoming their health and various unfavorable factors. Repeat monotonous work from Shell beating, processing, blanking and Rod pulling, guarding the heavy equipment. Day after day, year after year, the youth and years condensed with sweat are sent away, while the rewards are new records of improving quality and reducing consumption, as well as honors gained by sweat one by one. As a former frontline electrolyzer, I am steadfast in my heart and have a clear conscience for my previous efforts. We smelt with white raw materials and sweat. We not only smelt silver glittering ordinary aluminum ingots, but also smelt high value-added round aluminum, it further refined our tough and shiny quality like aluminum ingots and strong will. Since the moment when the Iron Heart stayed here, he abandoned all selfish thoughts and devoted himself to the construction of qingaluminum, the labor of the enterprise taking off, and realized his life dream, the navigation mark at the helm of fate. Therefore, I don’t worry myself about my bad career any more, and don’t sleep and eat hard because of the bad job environment any more. I am no longer afraid of my hands and feet for I am an electrolytic worker, and I am no longer a classmate because I am an electrolytic worker. My friends can’t lift their heads. Facing the working brothers like me, my heart is open and happy. From them, I can see the unique quality of the Chinese nation, which is hard-working, persistent and fearless, and brave. This is a spirit of unity and endeavor. And these are what those young boys who walk out of school don’t have. They remind me of poplar trees in northwest plateau. Straight dry, straight branches. Towering, indomitable, against the northwest wind. In the process of getting along with them day and night, I was impressed by their spirit of being strong and striving for progress, and also admired by their strong vitality like poplar trees, which could not be tortured or oppressed. Because of their participation, there are lots of models that are willing to contribute to the enterprise, so that the enterprise can develop and grow continuously, and the enterprise can prosper day by day. In the late 1980 s and early 1990 s, the World Aluminum industry also entered a period of rapid development. The growth rate of aluminum production, consumption and trade volume will be significantly higher than that of other non-ferrous metals. Aluminum will be in transportation, people take the place of traditional industrial raw materials such as steel in industries such as packaging and construction. Aluminum has also become the most important metal material in industrial production. As a large state-owned enterprise, qingaluminum is also the same as other national aluminum enterprises. Due to the strong demand for aluminum and the rapid rise of aluminum prices, the enterprise is facing unprecedented opportunities for development. A dynamic state-owned enterprise is displayed on the land of Ningxia. At the same time, it has also become one of the eight famous aluminum enterprises nationwide. It also envied people from factories, mines and enterprises around, and made themselves complacent about the decision to stay here at first. In the 1990 s, I just left school not long ago. Energetic and carefree. The time beyond eight hours is very abundant. I don’t want to squander my life in vain and waste my golden youth in meaningless activities. Then he took up professional books and combined with his own position to make himself a person who has a strong position in the enterprise, the unit and the position. With the direction and motivation to move forward, I began to learn skills and accumulate experience from workers, making myself a qualified young worker and an excellent team leader. So beside the electrolytic cell and in front of the old master, there was a silly boy who learned lessons, which was my epitome. In the intense and busy work, day after day, the hard-working quality and honest and simple style of the worker master deeply influenced me, infected and nurtured me. Youth is colorful, youth is gorgeous. Youth is also a process from childish to mature. Yes, only when we taste and feel it attentively can we know its taste. Looking back on my youth and the place where I spent the most precious youth in my life, at this moment, I am deeply touched, and from time to time I can feel the ups and downs of my heart like waves aroused by the high wind! Entering the new century, with the supply and demand of aluminum market becoming more and more balanced and the central emphasis on eliminating self-cultivation tanks, a revolution of technological transformation and expansion of electrolytic aluminum enterprises is inevitable. In addition, most of the enterprise equipments are self-cultivation tanks forced to be eliminated by the central government. This makes the enterprise fall into an unprecedented dilemma. Seeing that the aluminum base, which has experienced 40 years of ups and downs and has been poured with the sweat of several generations of young aluminum people, is gradually on the verge of desperation. At the critical moment, the factory leadership actively financed with a far-sighted spirit, the implementation of technological transformation and expansion and reconstruction made the enterprise Aluminum reborn immediately. During this period, I gradually faded away my childishness and youth. I no longer look forward to the impulse of going out of school, but prefer the maturity and generosity shown by my colleagues. At this moment, I will not forget the touching scenes of the production of the 200 Qianan pre-cultivation electrolysis series, which are still fresh in my memory and deeply fixed in my mind. At that time, facing the dilemma of the enterprise, most young people of my age, without any reference to the experience and technology of pre-training slot, fully developed that the youth aluminum people are particularly able to endure hardship, the spirit of fighting hard is particularly good. Under the unfavorable condition that all technologies are in the exploratory stage, relying on the continuous encouragement of factory leaders and the full support of brother units, finally, the 200 Qian’an pre-cultivation electrolytic cell was successfully put into production, which changed the history of qingaluminum without pre-cultivation electrolytic cell. For the subsequent transformation of the old series, 350 Qian’an, as well as the 400 Qian’an electrolytic cell put into production in Ningdong, providing technical basis and talent reserve. At this moment, I won’t forget some production backbones like me. In order to put the early series into production smoothly, I waited beside the electrolytic cell day and night, and the factory became a temporary home. I had some lunch box when I was hungry, thirsty, drink some tap water, sleepy, take a nap in front of the table in the monitoring room, and then exchange other workers. In this way, under our careful management and maintenance, electrolytic cells started smoothly one after another. When bags of aluminum liquid were pulled out and sent to cast and processed into silver-white aluminum ingots, everyone burst into bright smiles on their tired faces, all the difficulties and efforts are worthwhile. During the production of 200 Qian’an, we gave up the small family. In order to devote myself to putting into production, I didn’t care about picking up my son who was still in kindergarten. Some workmate’s parents couldn’t care about visiting because of illness, so I had to entrust other relatives to help me, and even a workmate’s wife was in labor, he needed to take care of him, but he thought it was for the overall situation and for the sake of qingaluminum, so he had to devote himself to work with deep guilt and hand over the important task of taking care of his wife in labor to his friend’s wife. As for these, I don’t know. The employees have the same idea as me. Since they are engaged in this career, they should give full play to their own light and heat. Writing here, I couldn’t help thinking of the words that Paul, the protagonist of how steel was made, said to inspire countless people: life is the most precious thing for human beings. Life is only once for everyone, and one’s life should be spent like this: when he looks back on the past, he will not regret for wasting his time, nor will he be ashamed for doing nothing; On his deathbed, he can say: my whole life and energy are dedicated to the most magnificent cause in the world to fight for the Liberation of mankind. Indeed, human life is short. We should exert infinite value in limited life, do what we want to do, and realize our dreams step by step. In this way, in the winter of life, you can have no guilt and regret, do not regret your wasted time, regret everything you missed, because you have played your infinite value, and you have no regrets. With the production of the 200 Qian’an electrolysis series, the 350 Qian’an electrolysis series also started construction. The first and second phase of the series also began to gradually eliminate the outdated upper slots and transform them into advanced technologies, pre-cultivation tank with high productivity and good efficiency. Have 200 ka series, plus and began production of 350 Ka series, and old series technical transformation, make Qinghai aluminum electrolytic aluminum production capacity increased to 580,000 tons, it made qingaluminum climb to the peak of large State-owned enterprises, becoming a famous large enterprise of single electrolytic aluminum nationwide, changing the original passive situation, and the enterprises also began to recover. On December 26, it was a day worth remembering for qingaluminum people. Because on this day, a new company appeared in front of qingaluminum people: Ningxia Qingtongxia energy Aluminum Group Co., Ltd. of China Power Investment Corporation was formally established, it is an enterprise after the strategic reorganization of qingaluminum and China Power Investment Group Co., Ltd. It is a newly emerging super-large energy enterprise with coal, electricity and aluminum products as the leading factor following the trend of reform, keeping pace with the times and connecting with the world. After the reorganization of the enterprise, focus on market, strengthen marketing, lay a solid foundation management, go all out control losses reduced losses, reducing efficiency, achieve profitability, company total assets by reorganization of 12.9 billion yuan to 16.8 billion yuan, electrolytic aluminum production capacity by 430,000 to 850,000 tons, become group company important aluminum development platform, important to talent conveying platform and aluminum plate main enterprise. After the year of establishment and entering the year of no confusion, I will share the fate with my enterprise. As always, we stick to poverty, be willing to be lonely, and spare no effort to make our own meager contribution to the development of the enterprise. In return for everything the company once gave me. Having spent the most precious youth time in the enterprise, I have no regrets. I can also proudly say that my youth is without regrets. 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Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Thirty-year-old woman, what are you busy

Unconsciously, people have reached middle age, and they really have new feelings about life. They don’t eat for the sake of being slim, and they don’t cry for a big thing. Think about the road we have traveled in these years is really a beautiful and tortuous path. There were colorful butterflies looking for flowers and numerous beautiful fruits on the roadside, but how much leisure time do we have to stay and watch in order to survive, or take off the fruit and chew it carefully to taste its sweetness. We are only eager to find a more beautiful and suddenly enlightened Avenue in our imagination. However, on the way forward, the tree shadow was gradually bleak, the butterfly disappeared, and the fruit disappeared. Finally, I finally found that the wonderful scenery was gone, and unexpectedly I reached a desert without consciousness. It is not as beautiful and rich as imagined. More bitter memories. In fact, everyone is like this. When he was young, there were flowers and applause in his life. At the beginning, he also had ideals and goals. However, as time went by, this expectation became slim. I feel that I don’t have too much extravagance and expectation for the dream-like ideal and flower-like life from one to thirty years old. What’s more important is the happiness of the family and the concept of happiness, it also gradually becomes clear and specific. As long as the elderly are healthy, the family is stable, and the children’s academic performance is good, this is happiness. But in my spare time, I still feel that there are some deficiencies in my life that need to be made up, and I feel that there is always a trace of emotion deep in my soul. There is always a voice in a corner of your heart. What should you do? You should have your own career to fight. This feeling is becoming more and more obvious and stronger. Maybe this is what people say that the soul will change one’s life. If your soul is baptized, your inner heart will be naturally clean and more things will be allowed. The ultimate value of life lies in the ability of awakening and thinking, not only in survival. Now that we have been able to survive, why can’t we let our brains think about more things? We should not just live, learn to live, and relight the ideal lamp, believe that even if you are raising chickens and making beans, it is also your own career. Don’t find more reasons for yourself because of your age and family. Everything depends not on whether you can succeed or not, but on whether you can do or not. If you don’t do it, you can’t fail. But you don’t even have a 0.1 chance to succeed. If you try, you will have the hope of success, and I am also responsible for my own life, without wasting time or wasting time. In fact, the mentality is the master of what a person does. As long as the mentality is straightened, even if the road ahead is bumpy, you will still feel that the scenery along the way is beautiful, making people reluctant to leave! Don’t think how terrible a woman is when she is one to thirty years old. In fact, as long as she truly understands the meaning of happiness, truly understands the value of life, and finds the right direction to move forward, then thirty years old is the golden age for you, because you have experienced the trifles of life, the washing of Life wind and rain, you will become a woman like jade, and it is a beautiful jade that has been deposited for many years. Don’t immerse yourself in the past, let alone wandering in the past all the time. Only today’s sunshine really belongs to us, because it comes to reality and can give us light and warmth. Give yourself some strength, don’t let your age catch your pace of progress, give yourself confidence and bravely move forward to the established goal! Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…