To graduation season

The weather in Changsha suddenly became hot until today. The intermittent rainy days in the past and the mixed bright and sunny days formed the main color of the whole graduation season. Speaking of graduation season, in fact, I didn’t really feel the approach of graduation until yesterday when the college held a graduation ceremony, students competed to take graduation photos and had dinner and drink in the class at night. Then, it is really about to graduate, just like a girl who finally agrees to fall in love with you and feels that she is really in love. After getting the degree certificate and diploma, the four years of youth really passed away, and then they could only sink in the Sea of Memories and slowly stir up little spray. Suddenly I also thought of Haizi’s poem: facing the big river, I am infinitely ashamed. I wasted my time and felt tired all my life. Of course, such a state of mind is not like parting, but as unpredictable as the boundless Whirlpool of the future. A kind of reluctant attachment and reluctant farewell, a kind of confusion and ambition, is probably like this. After graduating from high school, I suddenly realized that I just woke up. That kind of awakening is a little bit of darkness brought by the means of thinking about the three years of studying in high school and the college entrance examination. After waking up, he integrated into the vast world of the university. The passion and possibility of freedom led him to rise. But at this moment, after graduating from university, we will face a bigger world, a world with numerous mountains and rivers, which is complicated and strange. And I don’t think like when I was young: I can control the whole world. Instead, I think I should strive to survive, develop myself, and let the halo of life expand gradually in the years. The University raised me in this city: Changsha. The mountains and waters of the city, modern buildings and entertainment facilities, cold and warm weather and ordinary life constitute its edification to me. I want to describe it, but the words are the only ones, not like Paris written by Hemingway or Mao mu, nor Dublin written by Joyce. I just feel that in this city, I left my agitated and confused youth. This kind of time includes destruction and creation, beauty and violence, passion, sweat, acne, games, spirits and so on. The perfection of life lies in that when you recall it, you don’t feel regret. But this feeling is almost impossible, just like the regret that when you find a beautiful woman, you will always feel that her eyes are a little small or her legs are not round enough. If life is full of beauty, we will certainly be satisfied, but sometimes, it is really a mess and naked vulgar. During the four years in college, many outstanding problems still failed to be solved perfectly, many deeply thought questions still had no answers to comfort themselves for a long time, and many things still failed to be realized according to the ideal, this is the side of regret, which is helpless and self-sad. Therefore, I often dilute it with the beautiful side, such as those quiet reading days in college, the love between you and me, the time when I played basketball with my classmates all afternoon, and the continuous running away and traveling. Therefore, when recalling, the past is like a gorgeous butterfly dancing and dancing, and constantly teach yourself the truth of life. 18 to 22 years old is the golden age of my life. At that time, I believed that I could live vigorously, I believed in the justice and conscience of the world, and I believed in the existence of all good things such as tolerance, sincerity and pleasure. At the same time, I also felt that in the face of fate, I should really do something to obtain my persistent existence. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

I am not a casual flower

Time always goes too fast. Most of the time we are like this, and we can’t count the beat of walking. Time passes by you like this, and some people are drifting away from you like this. You have ever been confused. As for the future, the road of stability and wandering always becomes wandering in front of you. Have you ever thought about what you want to become in the end? When you are stable, you want to wander; When you are wandering, you even think that it is not as good as before. Many people always miss the former stability after experiencing the gap between reality and ideal. Because it is twenty-three and I have passed the DREAM age, I am now accepting all the training of reality. I love you so much that I can’t see me who is living hard now. I will tell you more about the beauty, because I am afraid that you will love you so much. I just want to say, please let me learn to grow up, I should grow up and become stronger. Now I am very good, at least I have determined my direction, and my thinking is right, but I still need time to make up for the shortcomings, so I need to strive for self-improvement, and I need to improve myself. You once had depression. In such a large and prosperous city, you even didn’t have the courage to see everyone’s eyes and faces clearly. The city you faced still didn’t make you feel safe, you will be full of vigilance to the people around you, and your steps will become very hurried, even hoping to reach your destination in one second. You are here now just because it is closer to your dream, so you are here, so now you are slowly adapting to the pace of this city. You used to be lonely. There are only a few people in this city that you know well. Sometimes you can’t even find a person who can speak, sometimes you can’t help leaving tears alone. You can’t change your sentimental little emotions. But sometimes you will still appreciate yourself like this. After time, you can still live purely and even believe in fairy tales, in many people’s eyes, the 23-year-old person who is still single will feel ridiculous and even unreasonable. But you don’t care much about others’ eyes. Happiness is only related to yourself and the person who will live with you in the future. Happiness is always something to meet but not to seek, so I am always not in a hurry. Those who know how to love you will always appear, and those who know how to love you will always appear at the right time, fill in the previous blank. So Mom, please forgive my selfishness. You used to care about other people’s love for the new and dislike the old. In many people’s eyes, the fresh blood is full of infinite temptation and desire, so they will like someone in a flash, so I spent all my energy to get to know each other. It is a pity that you are old-fashioned. You are silent about what you want to do and what you think you should do. Sometimes you are not tired, but you will stop paying when enough is enough and quit to the corner. You appreciate many encounters, but it takes me a long time to give my heart to each other, because not everyone is suitable to walk into your heart. Of course, I am not talking about love all the time. You once had a lot of confusion, but you never thought of giving up. No one’s life is always smooth, and no one’s road is always smooth. We should step firmly in our dreams and move forward bravely. When you solve all the problems, you are getting closer and closer to realizing your dream. You have ever been unconfident, and you will become particularly silent in front of some people. Silence is not because you don’t want to say it, but because you don’t want to say it, and you are not arrogant, just because you think the silent posture will be the best posture at this time. In many people’s eyes, you are always confident and cheerful in Leo, but sometimes you will encounter some problems. Girls in Leo are always strong. They like challenges and transcendence, because they want to see themselves conquering difficulties, the sense of joy belongs to her alone, and giving and getting rewards is the best thing in the world, she is much more likely to be rewarded than her emotional contribution. It should be a good thing to struggle for herself when she is so young. I am not a casual flower. The song Xixi recommended to me, she said this song is very suitable for me. So I liked it as soon as I heard it. Everyone is not perfect, so am I, but we are all special. I am not a casual flower, I will bravely open, let the light of hope illuminate the path of dreams. Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. 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