Rewind

Rewind

I am sitting in this crowded classroom. Neon lights are flashing in the dark night outside the window. Rainy Night in city. I remember you said he had a blurred beauty! Is it rainy or sunny? Is it pouring rain, or is it sunny? Is it rewinding or reality? I always repeat these annoying questions over and over again, and never tire of them. It was even like those withered flowers that would thank you, recalling all kinds of beauty in the world, so that they began to miss the past. The sun full of branches in spring and the fragrant cracks. I raised my head, and the fog in the night accidentally covered my eyes. Can’t I open my eyes, or have I never thought of opening my eyes? Just because my eyes are full of you, or only you? I know this is just my wrong feeling, and it is the vague state of the moment in the gap between my present and past. I can’t remember if you smell of tobacco? I can’t remember whether you have ever had that tearful face? Can’t I remember or not?! Summer nights always seem extremely cold. They always invade my pores out of control and instantly penetrate into my bones, making me cry inexplicably. Somehow I think of you, the sky blue umbrella which is raining heavily. It always stays there so quietly, as if the relationship between me and you is placed in the gap of time, never reincarnated, never died, and never reborn. In the rain and fog, the sky blue rusty umbrella was full of my own breath. He said he was very lonely. But only I know. I am not qualified to talk about loneliness with him. I am only lonely. In the boundless wilderness of time, in the silent and vicissitudes of night fog, I am just lonely for my feelings! This feeling is like a gorgeous and magnificent flood. The waves pounced on the rocks, but one day they would die in such a vigorous way and be surrounded by cracks. I can’t touch the old breath any more. He once came here vigorously and left peacefully. I’m just not used to the blank left by his retreat. Just like myself many years ago, I was just not used to the helplessness when I just entered a strange environment. Time is a savior. He will let this helpless blank disappear from my life one day. In turn, it becomes other gorgeous symbols. I can’t know how long this blank can last? It is not clear when the gorgeous symbols can replace their existence? And I only know that in this blank paragraph, I suddenly remember you in this cold summer night, and remember those beautiful things once or things that are no longer beautiful now. I only so!! This is not a rewind of time, it is just a rewind in the blank of my love. A confused, helpless, sad, helpless and untouching Rewind! But now, he can only be saved by time in a popular way, never reborn in the dark, that’s all! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Morning Light

It was an early morning after rain, and I still walked to that place and sat down quietly. It seemed that there was only me, AO, and the crisp sound and color. The natural color was very eye-catching, the heart also became active, waiting for the rising Day, immersed in the whole thoughts in this morning, chasing the light clouds, green grass, blue sky, and so much green, I really immersed myself in everything. At this moment, the crisp and numb nerve was suddenly warm by the half face shining in the sky when I didn’t know when, staring at the thousands of lights, bunches and threads, I jumped into all kinds of colors, and layers of sacred light curtains rose around me. I completely fell into them, which made me accept this sacred light Bath forever like sculpture, let my thoughts go to the vast space out of freedom from now on, until it remembers that there is still a dull me immersed in the world! Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

The hardship of life inspired me

In life, if someone hurts you, don’t hold grudge. Be grateful to him for training your will. The person who stumbles you should also be grateful to him. He strengthens your legs, and the person who deceived you should also be grateful to him. It makes you grow wisdom, and the person who despises and abandons you should be more grateful to him, awakening self-esteem and independence. In the path of life, the worst state is not poverty and misfortune, but the state of ignorance and tiredness in spirit. People need to find another landscape and compromise to reality when facing psychological underestimation, give up your own ideals and pursuits, do not lower your head and admit defeat, constantly review your own life, analyze your own right and wrong, and be brave to face them, so as to get out of the predicament and continue to pursue your dreams. You can’t control your own experiences, you can control your mentality, you can’t change others, but you can change yourself, you can’t change the facts, but you can change your mentality. As long as you have determination, there is no obstacle. Although the road of life is not smooth, you will encounter prosperity and adversity. If you want to succeed, you must know how to torture others to yourself, it can be transformed into a kind of training to help oneself overcome setbacks and lay a foundation for future success. The excellence of life is tempered by setbacks. Setbacks are refined stones, and setbacks are often a good start. As long as I have perseverance and ambition, I will not be far from success. I will cheer for myself and strive to the highest point of life step by step. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Heart of tidal surges

The monologue in the heart is all in the pen, and it appears on the paper. At this moment, my disconsolate mood was relieved. At this time, I had a lot of thoughts, as if I had returned to that happy and carefree childhood. Thinking of your kindly smile, I came up with the cropped braid that you made carefully for me and passed through the clothes that you scrubbed with your hands. You always say earnestly: women should read more books. Later, you left. The way to go is still the way to come, empty, except for body and soul. However, you have left us your last wishes, your experience, your model as a human being, and our family, which are filled with my already crowded living space. You look forward to our family and care for it. Even if there are thousands of lashes on you, your blood will flow, and you will also defend this family. I understand that in your beautiful heart garden, there stands the temple, which worships nobility, dignity, kindness, ideals and pursuits, as well as our home, which is inviolable. You always say that where there is love, there is home. Now I am at home everywhere, because there is love in my heart. The little girl in the past is now a mother, and the load on her back is getting heavier and heavier. Over the past few years, my beloved relatives have left, my family has moved, my motherland has been reforming and opening up, and Hong Kong has returned to China ,, and I have experienced many things. I have faced them calmly. Only one day, when he was forced to go south to rush for gold with the University notice, he burst into tears. Because, I want to read more books. I am not a scholar, but a scholar. The quiet appearance, stubborn personality, and kind heart performed a vigorous love. A casual emotion was finally put to sleep by a strong sense of enterprise, leaving a trace of regret to life. I still don’t understand whether I fell in love when I shouldn’t fall in love or when I shouldn’t read. I only know that my life has returned to the starting point from the starting point, it’s still a mess. I didn’t know how strong and kind you were at the beginning. In order to have a happy family, my inner tears also wiped quietly. You have paid a lifetime price for your marriage, and your personality has been sublimated since then. Your sacrifice explains your own greatness. My pen runs on the paper with my thoughts, and my heart essay is jumping. I often think that if you were my client, your life might not be so unfortunate, because I can help you, fight for your rights and obligations, and defend your dignity. If you and my patients, I wouldn’t let you leave so early. However, everything can only be if,,,,,. When you were dying, I will never forget the unjust eyes. I can see your helplessness and reluctance. You help the poor, and you point out the lost because of your noble moral character. Buddha Sakyamuni said that the body form is not important, and the environment is created by the heart. One thought can be a flower, a world and a dust. We are all lucky to see that flower and dust. But you left, went far away, in that beautiful paradise. On the night of langxingmi this month, I threw a pen to burn more dirty notes for grandma. Then, let me cover my deep yearning for you on this small piece of paper. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Husband, my relatives

Holding hands and growing old with them is our vow when we get married. Husband, I am write our love full of affection. In 24 years of ups and downs, you have already become my family member and the beloved person in my life. The little things I walked through hand in hand have turned into blood, flowing quietly in my heart. Looking back on my life experience, I am excited and sigh with emotion. I am happy and happy. Husband, thank you! Thank you for your indulgence and coddling to me, for your care and affection, and for your contribution and favor. We were all born in poor families in rural areas. We have many sisters, weak foundation and heavy burden. We are honest and honest peasant parents who have endured hardships for us to work, live, build houses, raise children, honor parents. Although we don’t have vigorous love, what you give me in the most ordinary and ordinary life is the most sincere and precious thing in my life. It was not easy to go to school and walked out of the mountain. My parents wanted me to find a family with better family conditions, but you were as poor as a wash, even the conditions of our family were inferior. But when you were in love, you once said that you four brothers, you are several years older than me, and you will treat me like a sister in the future. That is the ordinary and true words deeply touched me, making me firmly believe that you are the person I can rely on all my life. After marriage, you kept your promise day by day, never forced me to do anything I didn’t want to do, never blamed me for doing something wrong, but always with a generous mind, I am extremely tolerant of everything. Even if I am really wrong, you will not blame me, but find some reasons to comfort me. Because of you, the sky of my life has always been so bright and blue; The space of my soul has always been so peaceful and broad. Plain life, plain past, plain words, but let me remember, unforgettable! Before marriage, your mother was ill, so you took her to your place and lived in the duty room by yourself. You treated her, decocted medicine and cooked meals, and you lived for half a month. My mother was moved to say that although your family was poor and kind, she agreed with our marriage. Only from marrying you, I become more and more like a child who is not big. I depend on you and stick to you all the time. When we just got married, we lived in a public house in the county Party committee yard. The bed was connected to the pot, and the pot was connected to the bed. At that time, I couldn’t cook. I often cooked a mess. You always ate the bad ones by yourself and left the good ones to me. I can’t even cut the leaves of dumplings, so I ‘d better have the cook cut them for me. When you hear their joke, you smile and say that you will make dumplings in the future. When cooking with coal, I won’t use coal. As long as I fed coal the night before yesterday, the coal stove must be destroyed the next day. I am too stupid, and you said that as long as you are at home, you wouldn’t let me intervene. Even if you eat outside, you will always go home after dinner to feed coal. As long as you are not at home, let me cook with liquefied gas or eat on the street. In 1989, you often went on business trips because of work needs. Every time, you always live frugally outside, but when you come back, you sell me clothes, gifts for my family and toys for my son. When my son was born, you said that you would try your best to make my son and me happy and happy. The honest and kind mother-in-law came to help us take care of the children, washing clothes, cooking, holding the children and working hard; When you came back from work, you were even more busy. At that time, there were as many as 100 students in the class, and I had to go to morning self-study. I was busy preparing lessons and attending classes all day long, and I was buried in the pile of homework after class. My son wiped the shit, peed and washed, I almost never did it. You and your mother-in-law often joked that if I hadn’t breastfed my son, I would have been a guest officer. In order to make me energetic in class the next day, you get up from time to time to take care of your son in the evening, and don’t forget to tuck me in. Help me carry my bag when shopping; Never let me carry things; Don’t have to look at the car number when getting on the bus; When walking, I always hold my hand when I say that my eyes are not good; Eat the best food for me; as long as I am not allowed to do housework at home; Help me take a bath, rub my back and wash clothes; On weekends, I ride a bicycle, carrying me around the city like a donkey, tired and covered in sweat, you said you could do everything except giving birth to a baby. You loved me like a baby. My father suffered a lot in his life. Gastric resection, cataract surgery, right hand injury, lumbar vertebra injury, right thigh root fracture every time, you are carefully taken care of before and after running. In the autumn of 1997, my father lived in my house after he was discharged from hospital after gastric resection. He cooked five meals a day, each of which had only a small tea bowl. However, I always fail to do well. Most of them are fed to my father well. In the spring of 2006, my father lived in my house with a fracture at the root of his right thigh. It was you who took the shit and urinated for my father. My father felt very sorry and kept saying that it was a drag on us, and you always say that serving the elderly is the duty and responsibility of children, and everyone has the day of getting old. People say that I treat my mother-in-law like a mother-in-law, and it is your love that touches me. Take care of my son, do housework and support my parents! Care like you, thoughtful like you, excellent like you, kind like you, spoil me like you. You are silent and inarticulate. You will not be artificial or sweet. What you have is silent actions and silent efforts. There is tenderness in silence, and Love in Silence. There are so many ordinary and warm feelings, but I seldom taste them carefully. I even felt tired of ordinary life, disappointed with the poor economy and wavered in the future; I have never thought that what you have given me is the plain, stable, warm and happy flowing water. I have never cherished the deep love and care you have brought me. When you are at work or outside, when you encounter something unsatisfactory, I will never nag you when you go home, or show my face and temper in front of you. I always scoff at your Earnest Persuasion. Although you are full of talent, your career has not been smooth for decades, and you have broken your heart for this family! No matter how hard you are or how tired you are, you will always face it optimistically and bear it by yourself. In 2006, when the outside account of the house was cleared, we drank and wished. You raised your glass and said, “wife, let you suffer with me! Looking back at the hardships I had gone through, looking at the wrinkles around my eyes, I felt sad, sad, excited and emotional. After taking the glass, I cried in a mess. Husband, I don’t want you to be a big official, I don’t want you to earn too much money. As long as you are safe and healthy, it is my greatest wish. As long as the family is harmonious, it is my greatest happiness! I know that I am Frank, aloof, stubborn, willful, and I like to lose my temper. Just after graduation, my mother was seriously ill. Before she passed away, my mother cried and worried about my irritable personality and the life after I got married, which made me learn temper and be more tolerant so as not to make my husband and wife angry. Mother’s worry is right and unnecessary, because your tolerance, generosity, stability and maturity protect me from blame, and I always tell my son that your mother is always reasonable at any time. I often don’t understand your busyness. I blame you for not being the main figure in your work. Why be so punctual? Go early and return late every day. For this reason, playing tricks repeatedly makes you in a dilemma. How many times have I been angry for no reason, making troubles unreasonably like a peasant woman, beating and scolding, throwing, throwing things and burning your clothes while you never dispute with me. Husband, do you know how many times you will never admit your mistake when you have done something wrong? How many times you scold you, you feel very uncomfortable. Every time I get angry with you, I can’t bear it in my heart. Every time I scold myself for being immoral, vicious and ignorant in my heart. I know very well that in today’s society, there are too few men like you who are dedicated to and responsible for their families! I am not good at socializing. I go to work. Every day, I go to school and 2.1 the line with my home. On weekends, I watch TV, play computer and knock on words at home. After dinner, I walk on the street with my husband. Many acquaintances always envy me: clean up in the morning and evening, so relaxed and comfortable. Indeed, during these years of marriage, my parents-in-law helped me in my life, and my husband was considerate. The daily necessities of rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea were all arranged by my husband. I just gave my working capital to my husband, and seldom worried about. Nowadays, people in their forties are still like a child who is not big. Your deep love is like a mountain and a sea. In silence, there is deep concern, deep true feelings and thick love. When I first found my husband’s gray hair on his temples, my heart was faintly painful, and tears filled my eyes. The white hair, the wisps of emotion and the silent words are the best support for my career. At this moment, I think I am the happiest woman in the world. When my mother-in-law was alive, she always joked that you stuck me around her neck. Relatives said that you spoiled me to the sky, and friends said that you were a henpecked husband and a model husband. Over the past 24 years, our hearts have been connected and we have been influenced by each other. Our love has blended into our feelings, enthusiasm, deep feelings, Friendship, Love, love and family affection. Because of you, I know how to spoil and be loved. Thank you, my husband, for your silent support and encouragement. I have tortured myself in my heart for countless times. God has given you to me. Although you are not rich and expensive, my heart is warm! Yishengheqiu? Life without beg, life pursuit! Those contradictions in life are just an episode in our life. Bathing in your love and tolerance, I became a real little woman. Sometimes I am willful, sometimes I play coquetry, sometimes I am irritable, but you regard me as the most perfect in this world. You hold me in your palm and put it on your chest. Your love makes me feel happy, no longer lonely, no longer lonely, no longer helpless. In life, I have become accustomed to your care, care and tolerance. I know my temper hurt you, husband, please forgive my superficial strength and inner confession. We will understand everything with one eye, one gesture and one smile. What flows away are ruthless years, leaving precious true feelings. Your meticulous nagging is full of care, and your constant work is full of care. Husband, when I knocked these words, I was already tearful and wet the keyboard. These were tears of happiness, tears of confession and tears of loving you. I am already 50 years old, and I am willing to go through every spring, summer, autumn and winter with you, until the white hair, until the end of the world! I hope my husband can tolerate me with this tolerant heart all the time, and I will strive to be a good wife! Dear husband, I can still be as pure as before for so many years, because of you. With your warm arms and strong arms, you can block the worldly troubles for me, make my life full of sunshine and happiness, and make me a happy woman and a confident woman, A woman full of yearning for life. Now, our family is safe, and our life is beautiful. Our son has successfully read the book and went to the graduate school! Husband, it’s good to have you! It is enough to join hands with you in this life! Address: Liu Lijuan, Central School of Chengguan town, Neixiang County Tel: 13733139635 Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…