Dawn hug yourself

How long has it been since I was so lazy? I have to thank myself who is physically and mentally weak. When I woke up from my sleep, I heard the sound of cars and birds faintly coming out of the window. I just wanted to lie quietly and listen to such a wonderful harmony of nature. My mind and heart were full of records of the past, it is like a tidal wave. The curtains falling in the house seem a little dim. I like the curtains falling in all the houses, the light and cold darkness, the loneliness of being alone, the hiding of myself and the random overflowing of thoughts; I am afraid of the darkness in my heart and the complexity of the world of mortals. When I got out of bed, I gently pulled away the heavy curtain. The sunshine in the morning had already covered the light mist, and a little cool wind was like the whisper of spring breeze, which lingered my ears and touched the hair tip, the face and the infiltration, impetuous and restless mood; A ray of warm sunshine shone through the window edge slanting in, suddenly, a little flashing eyes; Warm, but overflowing the atrium. I read the plain palm, but I still want to keep a piece of sunshine and stay in my heart forever. Every time when I am lonely, I still want to borrow the warmth of the warm sunshine to warm and cold confusion. Quietly, the time in the room is just for me to stay. Everything was as quiet as the shadow of Xi lying quietly on the ground. No life, no breath, no smile, no words. However, I enjoy the quietness of being alone at this moment so comfortably. Alone, enjoy a peaceful time, no matter how blooming the flowers on the balcony of the House are. I don’t care how noisy the outside world is. I just hold myself, comfort myself, care for myself and cherish myself. A faint song slightly floated over the room, lingering in my ears. When I was lonely, I could still hold myself. When I am lonely, I can still hold myself. Just hold yourself in this way, never give up for the whole life… time is in a hurry, and the fingers are leaking away. When the second hand round and have rotation, life the silk string has 1.1 drop off. The flying tears could not stop the time flowing like water. Is it possible to regain the eternal affection that has passed away forever by leaving a warm embrace of a close relative? Is it possible to leave a memory in my mind to commemorate the youth years crushed by time? Is it possible to miss the whole life without regret by leaving a shadow in the bottom of my heart? Immerse in memories, render sad sadness, deep and shallow loneliness, and innocent get involved in the feeling of being alone. The past experiences and the thoughts of memory make people want to escape quickly, escape to the crowded wilderness, breathe deeply, take deep breaths… take back the messy thoughts, back to the reality… take a small step, slowly walk across the dark living room, stand against the door, and have nothing to worry about, accidentally peep into a famous flower planted in the flowerpot at the corner of the balcony, the buds were hanging from the sky, with light purple flowers, bathed in warm sunshine, blooming calmly and calmly, which was better than other green flowers and plants on the whole balcony. I gently held them with my fingers, gather a touch of fragrance of flowers into the nose, and the light fragrance goes into the heart. I gently chuckled and smiled, like self-mockery. The famous flower was still so charming and enchanting in the sun not because I grew in the corner. How could I live in the darkness willfully? Can’t defeat the courage of a flower? Live in the heart of sunshine? How long has it been? I haven’t heard any lyric music? How long has it been? Have you ever written happy words? How long has it been, without a brilliant laugh? In fact, many voices gave me back: Your smile is very beautiful! But why did I let my frowned deep lock all day and all night? Why should I indulge in self-pity all the time? Why should I sink into sorrow every minute? Everything that has passed, let it go with the wind, go with the sand, no longer think about it, no longer remember, the sail of life, whether it is lightly loaded, or hesitating to move forward with heavy steps, no one can replace you. You can only rely on yourself to set sail and Steer your way forward. When thirsty, take a cup of purified water and take a sip of it. It is clear, light, cold, colorless and tasteless, but it can completely solve the dry thirst. Now I am in need of gentle moisture like a clear spring, light, as long as it is light, ice, cold is better, immerse into the heart, let the sweet spring gurgling through the blood, cool, let the heart calm like Lotus, integrate with my life. Just like, the hidden happiness elements infused into my life are filtered into my life. The song changed, from sadness to hesitation, from hesitation to melodious, no matter lonely or sad, no matter quiet or going, the sun is still, the moon and the stars are still, the universe is still, everything is still… Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. 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Nightmare, why

Nightmares and drowning. I was awakened by the story in my dream every other hour last night. There is no reason for bloody parting. I struggled for a whole night. In fact, I am a person who is good at hiding. But now I am a little clear about why I like the night and fear the night. Why did you choose a strange bus and get off at an unknown place. Why are there so many anxiety and entanglement hanging around me at night. Why do you always hide yourself well and be disturbed by nightmares. Why does a relationship involve yourself so much. Why did you fly the kite with the missing string. Why do I get used to taking care of her instead of her before. Why can’t time exile a dreamless person. Why can’t I love it as much as before. Why are you so reluctant to stay and leave. Why are we always perfunctory and worried about each other. Why do I cry when I dream about you. Why do I hate you sometimes. Why sometimes that kind of missing can drive me crazy. Why do I care about her as her. Why did the previous memories always drown me. Why can’t we use courage to break that distance. Why am I at a loss at night. Why do I think of her when I touch her hair. Why is there a place called heart filled with her. Why did I leave her instead of her when I was 05:15? I was also at a loss in my sleep. Why the hug in my dream makes me suffocated. Why do I still cry when I leave in my dream. Why not call her but her after the nightmare. A person huddled in a corner of the wall, thinking of her words. Without a sense of security, just hold my left hand. I hid in the corner of the wall when I was away. Know not?! One person’s corner cannot warm the world of two people. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…