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I will continue to stay with this city in another way I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Life most beautiful is indifferent

Life most beautiful is indifferent

I like the leisure time of one person, a cup of tea and an afternoon best. I like reading books, and then I put myself into the story with unrestrained imagination. Or joy, or sadness, or happiness, or indifference. Sometimes I would make it public, but only for a moment. I always like to pursue the feeling of flash in the pan, and I like the dazzling beauty and perfection like opium poppy. However, until I read the words of White fallen plum, I read a woman who was proud of the Frost and picked up all the plum branches, with a plain pen, you can write all kinds of scenery and life. There is no fashion, only the years are quiet and good. At that moment, I suddenly felt that the most beautiful life is knowing each other, and the most beautiful life is indifferent. Most of the time, life passes through in this kind of light, suddenly looking back, leaving a little warmth in the falling memory. The casual acquaintance, the exciting encounter, the blooming of life and the knowing of each other all create unforgettable warmth in this indifference. Light Greetings, all missing clear; Light smile, all sadness drift away. Quiet Thoughts, at this moment, enjoy the ease of knowing each other. Deep in memory, nostalgia is a kind of feeling. Time flows away, and a kind of helplessness disappears. Just look at the ups and downs of life with a detached attitude, and look at the Bloom and fall of life. I understand that when I walk to the water, I sit and watch the indifference of the cloud. At this time, there was a different style and touch in my heart. Sighing that no matter how passionate and romantic life is, it cannot match the indifference of life. No matter how beautiful and enchanting life is, it cannot describe the excellence after indifference. It is a kind of detached serenity, a flower blooming in Zen. I like the light feeling in this mood, soft and long. Indifference is a state, a mentality, a kind of conservation, and a philosophy of life. Indifference is the indifference after crossing thousands of mountains and rivers. Indifference is the steady steps wandering in the world. Indifference is the Tao ran feelings after experiencing the trials of life. It was because of indifference that we got to know Tao Yuanming’s East fence of picking Chrysanthemum and the ease and ease of Nanshan Mountain; Because of indifference, we could realize Liu Yuxi’s feeling of living in the shabby house but being happy. We can control some desires, compromise some disputes, alienate some people, abandon some things, force us to give up some accusations, and disdain others, it should be poetic dwelling and tasteful life. Integrate plain life into indifferent mind, but never associate with mediocrity. The most beautiful life is the poetic and quiet indifferent to the chest! The happiest life is to stick to the ordinary life! The most calm life is the indifference of laughing when I suddenly look back! The most beautiful life is indifferent, and the most beautiful life is knowing each other! Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Things that will never be forgotten

When chatting, I told my friends that I had been looking forward to a complete wedding since I was a child. Not necessarily gorgeous, but at least I am wear a white wedding dress. If not, I must take a beautiful wedding photo. My friend said that he couldn’t understand why women always imagined these flashy things. He said that he once promised his wife to hold a wedding and take wedding photos together. But with children, there will be no banquet. I made an appointment to take wedding photos after giving birth to the baby. It took several years, but now it is saved. He was complacent when he said it. Maybe because of economic reasons, it was delayed. Maybe it is forgotten because of the trifles of life. Maybe because I love him, I don’t want him to see her disappointed. But she was disappointed. Maybe he thought his wife had forgotten. Or she never mentioned it again. A man’s self-righteous intelligence is a woman’s lifelong regret. She had such a dream, from childhood to adulthood, but it was broken abruptly. Maybe, she would forget to have a headache, forget to eat and forget where to put her bank card. But she will never forget it. A man once promised to realize a simple dream with her. However, he broke the appointment. She will never forget it in her life. Because this dream is what she has been looking forward to for a long time. However, this man was the only one who could accompany her to realize it, but he pushed it off. Will never forget. It is not to hate this man who has not fulfilled his promise, but to cherish his beautiful dream. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Rural Chronicle (III) record of market experience

Going out from the east of the village, there is a bridge. There is running water under the bridge. You can see that the water and grass under the running water are like stone patterns and grass marks. Three miles across the bridge, it is a crossroads. The road connecting the north and the south goes to two well-known cities. It is the location of the town government, marble doorposts, several red signs with white background, people’s government, town committee, township Enterprise Management Center, family planning counseling station… It symbolizes the office location of the first-class government, showing a ferocious strength without anger and self-prestige. There is a well-equipped farmer’s market in the town, which is located in the southeast of the town and has a large scale. It becomes a market every day. People in the nearby ten li and eight villages can count the day to go to the market (go to the market), the transaction is simple, either buy or sell, free. At the beginning, I always got up very early to catch up with the morning market. But it turned out that I took it for granted. People here were very lazy. They went early and saw few people waiting, I still took off the burden, spread out the stalls, and prepared slowly. I felt very sorry to see that they were busy arranging for you what they wanted to buy. Ask them, isn’t it a market today? Everyone answered you with a smile. It’s still early. It’s not until eight or nine o’clock! After strolling around, I saw the big peddler. The big three-wheeled motorcycle came into the market directly. The piles of fresh dishes were full of beautiful things, and the loud voice was shouting and busy. It took a long time, knowing that these dishes are cheap, most of them focus on the quantity, but according to experts, the dishes they sell are all sold from other places, which are much worse in quality and nutrition. What kind of small vegetable customers who are most fond of carrying the burden come leisurely in twos and threes, which may be a pick of tomatoes or cucumbers, or water spinach eggplant beans, Pepper loofah, celery mushrooms, they are all planted and produced by themselves. The appearance may be smaller and the color is lighter, but the flavor produced is absolutely fresh, delicious and heavy. The market is relatively standardized, which is divided into several large areas, such as vegetable and fruit area, meat area, chicken, duck and fish area, dry goods area, free trade area and so on. In fact, there is also a site for selling clothes at the most corner. There is no specific planning area, but it is self-contained. Two wooden pillars are tied up, rows of iron wires are locked, and all kinds of clothes in season are hung up one by one, there is also a float in the front, with a chaotic single piece of clothes scattered, one or several paper signs, which are bloody: jumping off a building for sale!! Sell it with money!! Tearful clearance!! All in all, there are fat or thin men and women in front of the booth greet the passers-by with a smile: what kind of clothes do you want to buy? Have a look. Try not to buy it. Come here and have a look! There are also several large baskets with slippers and sandals, and the above-mentioned thick words: 10 yuan a pair. Buy two pairs and eight yuan. The area that let me stay most is the chicken, duck and fish area. Every time I come, I will visit it. There are few kinds of fish, and small places are silver carp, carp, crucian, and at most some grass carp and black fish, others are rare. I usually only buy silver carp and crucian carp. The silver carp is made into hot pot, which is tender, smooth and delicate, and the method is not complicated. Crucian carp is my mother’s favorite dish, spicy crucian carp, pickled, fried, pi County fried Douban, onion ginger star anise, a little soy sauce stew, if possible, put some dried vegetables, put them into the plate, the color and fragrance come to the nose, greatly increase appetite, often let me drink half a glass of wine, eat half a bowl of rice. Most of the time, I feel that there is no difference between myself and the local people. I dress up casually and have a simple and honest face. I believe that my eyes are full of sincerity, but I just show my horse when I open my mouth, my Mandarin became the prototype, which made me feel shy about my alternative. I tried to communicate with others in local language, and the other person immediately smiled, but the reply was the smell of Mandarin, the scene was extremely funny. In the end, I gave up my efforts and said whatever I wanted to say. Naturally, it seemed that I didn’t suffer much discrimination. However, after a long time, many stalls I visited, those bosses, when I was far away, I smiled and greeted me, which made it hard for me to refuse. It is not as strict as that in the city. All kinds of plastic bags are still smooth. Depending on how much food you buy, the bags are also big and small. Their eyes are generally accurate, make sure that you can hold the things you bought, and you will also look at the shape and weight of the dishes. Put an extra bag for you as appropriate, so as not to be broken or scattered on the road. When the weather is good, you can slowly walk through the market and streets, feel the amorous feelings among them, and appreciate all kinds of streets in the town, like ordinary passers-, step by step in the most ordinary life. With two fish in your left hand and some vegetables in your right hand, the sun is very good and the business is booming. You are just like a man who is good at living, walking calmly, browsing the stores and selling the dishes while combing the dishes, with a peaceful look and clear eyes, it is clearly the most common local people…. I can’t help liking this state. Like (prose editor: prose online) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Butterfly made of paper loves rain

Spring elimination snow Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

All hail

All hail

I like this city, watching the lights of thousands of houses among the buildings, enjoying the lonely appearance of sparse people in the breath of night, the snow on the rocks by the sea in winter, and the relatives I like to think of are all close to me, I like some things stored in my memory here, beautiful, unforgettable, sad, happy and painful. — Wen: it is an ordinary small city with no extreme prosperity, and perhaps there will be less extreme confusion. If I want to find something from such a small city that can move my heart instantly, I think I will be disappointed. What I want to find is just a sense of familiarity. This kind of familiarity will bring me the comfort I need, and this kind of searching will sometimes make me feel a little disappointed. However, I like this kind of feeling, the ubiquitous familiar feeling. But after years, I was relieved and didn’t know whether it was safe or not. I found this song of early spring. He sang a warm smile and liberated himself. The beauty of a moment was so beautiful that I expected that once it came, my depression was uncertain and your shyness was silent, the frantic soberness of youth. Close your eyes, breathe lightly, and meet some old songs. I can’t tell why some music is fixed in my heart, and the picture in front of me is also messy. Some expectations are more like a picture embedded on the wall, which makes people feel weak, maybe more and more true understanding will make people sink. Therefore, I once began to forgive myself for some stubbornness rather than willfulness. Now, I don’t know whether the entanglement once indulged in the old voice is safe or not. The breath was well-proportioned at night, the water in the Cup became cold, and my eyebrows and eyes became tired, accompanying those two silent blue trees peacefully, in the past two days, it has opened several yellow flowers one after another, with the curtain smelling light fragrance, and moved to the computer this morning. Reliving the silence of a person again, this is the dependence that has been lost. The music put away the last note at midnight, and the yellowish moon tilted, shadowy and so cool. Today and tomorrow, my heart is as soft as it has not gone far, and I don’t know whether it is safe or not. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

I looked at you in the mirror

When I looked at you in the mirror and saw a strange face, I found that you had changed a lot. Time has left indelible marks on your face; The tempering of life and the tossing of emotions have faded away your former vitality. Inscription a surprise, a roar, breaking the silence of the night, woke me up from my sleep. A gust of strong wind blew the curtains falling to the ground, making them dance in disorder. A dense air permeated the air, and the smell of rain gradually haunted the whole space. In the starless night sky, there is a faint red glow, and the loneliness on the face is written. Overlooking the boundless silence outside the window, I was speechless for a moment. I had no choice but to walk into the bathroom and wanted to wash it, but I saw you unintentionally. When I looked at you in the mirror, Zou ran saw your past. I saw the track that emotion ran over on my forehead, and the deep locked eyebrows locked the feelings that could not be put down. The past has gone far, but it seems to leave an indelible memory on your face. Standing in front of the mirror for a long time, I just want to see through you and see how many worries you have hidden. How many past events have carved obvious tracks on your face as time goes. Helplessly smiled at you calmly, but saw that the corners of your mouth were still so far-fetched, as if laughing at the ups and downs of life. I made a cup of coffee, turned on the radio, let the soft music float in the dark living room, stay alone for a while, let my thoughts fly with the wind, and walk into the tunnel of time again. Thinking that you have been wandering on the edge of dreams for a long time, you have never seen the emotional burden behind you invisibly. On that day, when the company stepped into the elevator, there were mirrors on all sides. I also saw you. I was shocked and could not recognize the unslim you in front of me. The messy hair like grass and the beard-covered cheeks seemed to become another person overnight. I want to say something to you, but I have found the loneliness in your eyes. Suddenly, a burst of sigh came to my heart. The bright eyes and sharp eyes once couldn’t compete with the moonlight any more. They were in a dim State and lost and empty, revealing their sorrow. At the same time, I also saw your slightly drooped shoulders and your stooped back, which seemed to bear heavy burdens, making you suffocated. With my eyebrows locked, I can see your desire, expectation and longing from your eyes. Once, the scene of four eyes contrasting and affectionate in this elevator was vivid in my mind, but now there are only the eyes without God, which imply tears. Therefore, I had to keep silent. How many mornings, how many nights, when I look at you in the mirror, there will be a little pity. Once you turn around, I seem to see a slight silver light shining in your messy hair and growing gradually. A face also lost the glory of the past. I still remember that many years ago, I often looked at you in the mirror like this. Once upon a time, your face was shining with the brilliance of an alien, engraved with an indomitable look. Those young dreams, those time of talking about life, those anxious years, the mountains can’t stumble your steps, and the ocean has never indulged in your iron pulp. You are so free and easy that you always despise the public’s eyes. You, who are full of confidence, are so enthusiastic about everything and show it clearly in front of the public. Your disdainful vision always makes you seem to be superior to the peers, arrogant and superior, because you know that you work harder, diligent and stronger than anyone else. However, as many dreams as there are stories; As many desires as there are disappointments. Fate is a joke for you, but you can’t afford the Dream carried by this bitter and short life. You should know that there is no tree in Bodhi, and the mirror is not a platform. There is nothing in the past, where can it cause dust; If there is no original joy, how can it come to today’s sadness; If there is no desire for selfish desires, how come the laughter and sorrow of gain and loss. Flowers bloom and fall, dead leaves return to their roots, natural rules, sometimes it is not your turn to freeze. However, the passing time, the arrow-like time and the short romance have worn away your once ambitious heroic spirit and your previous determination, becoming the weakness and pedantic today. From then on, you are depressed, letting the years pass by from your fingertips, and letting the time waste in the morning bell and evening drum. Under the starry sky, you are always so helpless, counting the sadness of your life with a string of heart words. You leave your loneliness to the night, place your sadness in the rain, entrust your blessings to the breeze, but shrink yourself in a corner, not letting people approach you. Every time I walk into the bathroom, I will see your tired body, lazy eyes and silent looking at me. Once you were young and frivolous, now you are much depressed. Do you still remember? Many years ago, under the starry sky under the eyes of the public, you ignored the eyes of the public and sang a song. You were not afraid of being annoyed by your hoarse voice, nor did you pay attention to whether it disturbed the quietness of others. Do you still remember waiting for a meteor shower on the beach? With full expectations, you sit under the starry sky with a group of people who are unfamiliar but have common dreams, and wait for a rare moment like you are infatuated. At that time, you were full of hope in the world and longing for life. However, the meteor shower did not arrive as scheduled. Disappointment filled your face, my face, but never changed your mood. In recent days, sometimes when I look at you in the mirror, I can see the endless expectation in your eyes, revealing endless concerns. There is always a melancholy hanging in the slightly drooping corner of eyes, which makes people feel pity and colic. Silence takes the place of your eloquence; Indifference takes the place of your hot heart. The tranquil starry sky is your bitter blackboard, and the gentle evening wind is your accompaniment of singing sadness. Therefore, you will turn your grief and indignation into a little bit of heart and spread it all over the floor. You want to pick it up, but you have no way to start. Occasionally in the carriage, when I look at your eyes in the mirror, I always feel a silent emptiness. Your silence replaced all the sounds; The gentle music could not break the loneliness in the carriage. Although you never spoke, I could see your story and your mood from the tears at the corner of your eye. Missing, like chaos flying, will only evoke the charming scenery and slight feelings, deep missing, shallow memories, deep miss, in a flash, hit your heart, kill your once sincere heart into a cynical mentality. You and I have been in the world of mortals for dozens of years. Since I was a child, I never gave up lightly. I always follow behind you. No matter how many waves I have experienced, it will always be the same. You and I have crossed many obstacles, crossed many waves and seas, and till today, we can be regarded as inseparable. Now, when I look at you in the mirror again, I see a strange face slowly changing. If you want to wake you up, you have turned around and said goodbye to me with a drop of tears. Since then, you are no longer the one I know, but I am still me. There is an obvious difference between soul and body. I still follow the pace of time and keep walking, but you stay in the tunnel of time. The inner struggle, the reality and the unreal Mao Dun twined you and me. As a result, both body and mind were exhausted. What did you do? Facing You in the mirror, I hope you can turn around and look at the scenery around you. Maybe you will see that the green grass is still green, the wild flowers are still blooming, the sunshine is still bright, and the Moonlight is still soft. The difference is that your eyes and charm have already been submerged by the past. You once told me not to cry any more, but why did you wet my eyes. Seeing the tears shining at the corner of your eyes, I wanted to stretch out my hand to dry it for you, but I found that my mottled Palm was unable to lift. We have gone through countless years, but you ignore me for her, and even ignore the people around you who love you. You ignore the gorgeous dusk in the sky, the first dawn in the morning, and even more the lively flowers and trees around you, relatives and friends, block yourself in a ruins isolated from the desert. You always like to isolate yourself, hoping to get rid of common things. However, you forget how you can integrate with them, which even the nature can’t understand. In the middle of the night, you tried hard to shake off the loneliness of a book with stiff hands. You bare your heart, crush it into pieces, and sprinkle it on the virtual net sea. However, that is just an escape. You used thousands of squares to knock your heart full of weeds. You wanted to make people understand it, but you still couldn’t understand yourself. Therefore, you lost yourself in the deserted desert, burned by the scorching sun during the day and invaded by the cold wind at night. The cold wind never blows away your endless thoughts, and the scorching sun never dries your tears of bitterness. But do you know whether the gorgeous words and sharp words are just cold words. Even if you write down your bitterness and express your helplessness; Although you write down all the time and all the changes, the Earth is still rotating and the sun and moon are still changing. No matter how shouting, it is still useless. Moment of Romance day also old. Heaven has never pitied the world, letting tragedies happen continuously, while natural and man-made disasters always emerge one after another. The new moon like a hook will always evoke your flying thoughts, making you walk alone in the empty city without people, the deserted ruins, leaving your slight footprints. The echo in the empty valley cannot cover your torn heart no matter how loud it is. But the moonlight like water has lit up your future and your heart. The rain drops on the green leaves and soaks on the treetops. Have you ever washed away all your sadness? Today, when I look at you in the mirror again, I can still see some tears flashing. You want to hide it, but forget to hide the sadness in your heart. Therefore, I want to tell you: since you can’t change the world and control the arrangement of fate, why not follow the water and see everything calmly. Forgetting the past is a happy 2012.05.26 Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…