Yan Yan Yu Fei

Writing down these words, I really felt something intertwined and could not be distinguished one by one. When my wife and I migrated back and forth between the old family and the city, it was nothing like a swallow who came back and forth in a hurry. This kind of taste was ups and downs in my parents’ hearts, but after such a long time, I got used to it. Now my daughter goes to school thousands of miles away, and she is also a swallow flying alone. What we didn’t care about or even ignored at the beginning surged into the thoughts and emotions in our parents’ hearts. Now, in our hearts, the same ups and downs make people feel a lot of emotions that are hard to explain. When I was in Wuyi, my daughter and a group of classmates went to Qingdao to see the sea. For the children who grew up in the mountains, probably, the sea had unparalleled charm in their hearts; I don’t know the realization, she didn’t tell us that she didn’t know about their trip to Qingdao until she left a message on QQ and found out the unspeakable grievance when her wife went online; at that time, I was very angry in my heart, with many words of blame; I was still on the phone with me on May 1st, why didn’t I say a word, this child! Although I have entered the university, it seems to be a little big, in fact, I have no social experience at all. How can I do what I want in a short vacation? There are a lot of people and cars during the holiday, so there are many hidden dangers. It is impossible to say that it is not worrying. Ask for advice in advance to let you know how good it is; But this is the case, what can we do? After all, thousands of miles away, beyond our reach, unable to contact, we can only wait. Fortunately, their trip to Qingdao was not long. They went there the day before and returned the next day. My daughter who came back to school talked to me about Q and reported that she had a safe life. I said, I was really angry this time, it was not because of going out to play, but because of some expenses; My daughter knew what I was talking about and said she would never dare to do it again; After I said a few words, I didn’t answer any more. Later, my wife said that my daughter was very upset. Normally speaking, when the child is older, she should have her own space and freedom under her control; In my opinion, this is only one aspect; Enjoy life properly and broaden my horizon, not bad, but you must let your family know their whereabouts, otherwise, there will be a lot of tangled things. I am not the kind of parents who hold their children in their hands and dare not let them go. I hope they have more self-reliance ability, but after all, they are young and lack experience and experience to do everything, let us know that it is not a good thing to provide appropriate staff. As long as it is right and valuable, even if there are risks and challenges, it will only be beneficial to try; On the contrary, some things can be taken into consideration by telling her what to notice and the ability to design, otherwise, it is better to give up or not; In this way, at least you can avoid many detours, and you don’t know to wake up suddenly until you hit the south wall; Probably, this is also the indirect experience mentioned in books; The complexity of life, the changes in the world, far from what a young man can see through at a glance, more advice or more reference opinions will only bring benefits; Therefore, I have repeatedly warned that when you have your own opinions to behave and do things, integrating others’ suggestions appropriately will only be of great benefit, which is much better than one’s pondering and speculation. On Mother’s Day, my daughter sent two couriers from Shandong, one of which was a massage machine and the other was some small gifts bought for us when traveling in Qingdao, including the second volume of the series of “Caigen Tan” for her sister; Her daughter said on the phone that several classmates bought massage machines and sent them home. She remembered that her mother often felt numb a while ago, I always sit in front of the computer, with my shoulder and neck always calling uncomfortable, which is just for use; She didn’t say anything else, probably, with good intentions, because she wanted us to be thousands of miles away, feel the softness and thoughtful of a girl’s heart. I told my wife that it seemed that the girl was really big; After this sigh, I felt more mixed with each other, the smell of time mixed in my parents’ heart many years ago. As I said, I am not the kind of parent who wants to tie my children around me and reluctant to let them travel around the world. I am just a family affection flowing in my heart, which makes me unable to put down many concerns. Such a mood, naturally, probably, every parent who is already middle-aged and has a growing child is the same. There is a word called Flying Dreams; Since it is flying, it is possible to leave ten thousand or eight thousand miles, and it is possible to miss deeply and care about continuously, but this is only in the process of flying, the indispensable inner heaving, such deposition and watch, is for a higher and bluer sky; Yan Yan Yu Fei, probably, this is also a lifelong chase, a pair of wings, A long road, full of feelings, will always be the story of this life without silence. Like (prose editor: prose online) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. 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Scorpio, scream, a little bit

Scream, a sports drink. When it comes to sports, it should be the patent of men. Someone must say that I have taken a partial view. One day, I had a scream and realized what I had learned. I gradually realized that Scorpio and scream actually had an indissoluble bond, because there were a large group of Scorpio friends around me, from then on, they also went to the native place and drank screams …… in fact, screams, similar to Scorpio’s friends, also have their delicate, docile and graceful side. First of all, she was not as dazzling and colorful as ordinary juice drinks. The pure color in the transparency made people feel relaxed when they saw it. It looks like the ordinary of Scorpio, but reveals the inherent charm. Secondly, the lovely nozzle design is a bright spot, which is sucked into the lips bit by bit, refreshing the heart and refreshing the heart, with a little coolness and aftertaste. Perhaps such a hard-won official will make it more sweet and refreshing. At the beginning, getting along with Scorpio was so hard-won, bit by bit, refreshing. Once Scorpio was recognized, it would be the fountain of water dropping through stones. = in the end, she didn’t have the thick CO2 of carbonated drinks such as cola and Sprite, so she looked less impulsive, so she could achieve great things: in the hot summer, she gave up the dazzling Halo, the beautiful coat saved thousands of people in the hot sun. This is like the delicacy and wisdom of Scorpio, but Scorpio has more or less impulse, so this should be complementary to Scorpio. When screaming enters the lips and moistens the heart, this complementation makes the hero finally have a place to use. In the end, she did not lack the nutrients in other beverages, and at the same time, she was even stronger than any other kinds of functions such as supplementing physical strength. She seems to be ordinary, ordinary, ordinary appearance, ordinary entrance, but a little sweet in the light. Only this trace of sweetness moistens the loneliness of the second and third desolation in a foreign land. She was just like a little sparkle of stars in the dark. Only this little sparkle lit up the hearts of countless creatures. She is like a dew in thousands of mountains and rivers. Only this Dew can save lives and spread the world. Although it is just a little bit, just because of this little bit, it has converged into the vast boundless forest of friendship between you and me. A little bitter, a little mellow sweet, a little bit like sweet but not sweet; A little infatuated, a little gloomy, a little joy goes with fate; A little miss, a little nostalgia, a little glance for thousands of years. At this point, the dust in the sky fell into the mortal world, and it became a trace of sweetness in the mortal world. Because little by little, you and I met each other in this life, and we compose a poem which is full of soul and soul. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Miss not scale

Miss not scale

The world is flashy, the clouds are smoky, the sea of people is boundless, where is the true feeling. The lover in my heart, the lover in my dream, the unmeasurable missing —– inscription rain is another weekend, or isolate myself from the stuffy summer, enjoying the sweetness of missing alone, listening to the affectionate songs and voices repeatedly, the sentimental and lyrical words always bring me into the infinite intoxication of imagination and infinite intoxication. In this way, in the boundless river of happiness, the wings of love are springing up, traveling in your warm embrace is only to find a kind of spiritual sustenance, an uncontrollable emotion, a kind of true love from the heart, and an unmeasurable miss. Yes, dear, I miss you. I don’t know what reason makes me so romantic, what power makes me think so much, and how to comfort my increasingly anxious mood caused by missing. The time is long, the road is long, Dear Lover! You intruded into my life gracefully, rendering the rosy fragrance for my vast and gray emotional world, making me stay for you at the corner of my life without hesitation. It is you who evoke my youthful cardamom passion again, making me feel the sweetness, bitterness and pain of love again in the past years of confusion, and the enrichment of love in life. Today, I just want to say to you, dear, thank you, you make me happy and proud, because I know there is a person who cares and loves me all the time in some corner of the world, though, I can’t touch your gentle charm, but I strongly feel your fervent love flow, which is incubating the lovely emotion in our hearts with its fervent emotions. Although love is silent, but this kind of passion seems to be unstoppable, as if thousands of throats are shouting, I love you, dear, you are the place where I go through thousands of mountains and rivers. You are my unmeasured miss. Although we are thousands of miles away from each other, although our love has too much helplessness, although we hate each other late, although we cannot predict the way to return love. However, dear, even though the world is old, I will still be in place with my favorite, magnanimous and sincere heart to love you, wait for you, bless you and bless the people you love. I will miss you forever, embrace the dream, go back and forth, and the gods travel. Dear, maybe, occasionally I will express my love to the sea, because I know that the fish in the sea will listen to my heart and move here. The fish will jump into the air, holding me the most gentle, send the most sweet love words to your ears, and take my infinite caress to kiss your hair corners and cheeks. Dear, maybe, occasionally I will express my feelings to the moon and revel in the gentle moonlight, because it is just like the greenhouse where we meet, floating and floating, the murmured flower language is like thousands of scattered fragrant roses. The soul is around us. Those dotted stars blink their eyes and dance happily to cheer up. Those leisurely summer insects! They also played the love Symphony affectionately for us, and there were also naughty playing insects who would always send charming blessings with slender claws. Dear, I don’t know whether this kind of missing is long or short, near or far, but I know very well that you have never left my heart or the harbor of our love for a moment. Although, I don’t know when and when I can truly feel your breath and the love flow that is too deep to the bottom of the sea, but I know that every rhythm of your heartbeat is surging Our Love Boat, comforting my surging heart, making me wander comfortably, enjoying the sweetness of lovesickness alone, enjoy take in ai zhi mi. Friends, maybe you will say that my missing is too far away and too rich, maybe you will say that my love is too ethereal to ponder, maybe you will say that my love is like the wind and cannot stay or hold. But friends, do you know that in fact, I am just an ordinary and elegant person with rich feelings at the same time. I am thousands of miles away from the world, thousands of miles away from the sea of clouds, just to find a true love, looking for a missing beauty. Maybe God will give me a gift, at the next detour, at the next corner, dear, you will hold the Purple Rose full of fragrance, stand at the intersection, with my familiar smile, welcome my wandering around the world with the broad and magnificent embrace, and from then on, give me a warm greenhouse and a destination full of love, sweetness and sincerity. Maybe, at that time, I will give the measure of missing to your heart and the boundless rose love. Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. 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Stay the lights dim

Fifteen yuan night, stars like rain, Phoenix Xiao move, Jade pot turn. At the dim light, the profile of the woman in Yuanxi looked like a surprise; Many years later, Su Lizhen in “In the Mood for Love” smiled lightly like a dragonfly in the dim yellow and ambiguous light at the corner, we are on the other side of a city. The distance between time and space creates an enduring hazy beauty. If we take a step closer or the light is brighter, that amorous feeling may have been greatly reduced, the beauty is still the same, but the heart changes with the environment. The mystery in the early days is much less. Why not leave a distance to appreciate each other, appreciate the lingering charm outside the poem, the lingering feeling outside the string, and the lingering interest outside the object. Chinese poetry is good at creating artistic conception, or romantic and uninhibited, or sentimental literati and mockers. In their world, mountains can be shy, water can be emotional, flowers can be frivolous, leaves can be sad for autumn, they deliberately keep a certain distance between the body and nature, and use their souls to feel and describe the pulse and breath of all things. What they pursue is not only the truth, but also the aspiration, it is the truth that is most loyal to beauty. The limitation of career gives more freedom to the spirit. Even if there is only a faint flower and shadow swaying in front of me, the White Lotus Flower can still be folded, the Willow Moon on the shore is like Frost, and the dust in the eyes is narrow, the bed is wide with nothing to worry about. The distance makes the poem get rid of the bondage of the rules and regulations, leaving an endless spring scenery. The distance between poetry and reality is brewing for immortality. Can the emotional distance only be equated with estrangement and pain? Hedgehog wanted to get close to each other to keep warm but was hurt by each other’s thorns. The same was true for emotion. Facing each other day and night, he could not realize that once the emotion was everywhere, it was like fermented liquor, becoming stronger and stronger. Only travellers can understand homesickness and have a real sense of home. Some people try hard to stay in a foreign land all their lives, and travel all their lives. At the crossroads, the choice is always the path to a foreign land. On the surface, they lost their family affection and family, which is far from the case. Distance will induce thoughts about oneself, the starting point and destination of life from the opposite side, so it evokes continuous missing. These are really a group of emotional ascals, sacrifice youth to pursue the deep-rooted yearning for home, and go far away regardless of all the falsity. There is no home, and home is everywhere. The most beautiful scenery will always live on the other side, and what you can play carefully will become all mountains and rivers. This distance is a tacit understanding and a commitment. By abiding by the agreement, you can enjoy the scenery on the other side for a long time, go beyond the established distance and step on that land. You may find that the fairyland in your memory is just a desolate and dilapidated island. In fact, why do you insist? Hard to be confused, hard to be confused. With a little distance, we can still Pet the dead branches into spring and Crane hair into children’s face. In today’s day-to-day improvement of the moon landing plan, we are still willing to love the moon far away, her henge, her lair, and the never-tired guiser, even if we know that the surface of the moon is bumpy, full slag taste. Because of the flowing tiles of the Moon, countless happy and sad dreams have been decorated. Between tens of thousands of light years, the moon is still the moon, and I am still me. Hedgehog knows how to keep a proper distance to warm each other. Why do we insist on destroying the distance with good things? Sometimes, between imperfect reality and perfect imagination, choosing the latter is not negative self-Anesthesia. The angle of beauty is free. Only when you are free can you strive to live a better life. Li Yishan once had the wonderful words of leaving residual Lotus to listen to the sound of rain. He never took residual Lotus as the medium, and talked with rain through a layer of beautiful Association, which made people fascinated. Then, it would be better to stay in the dim light, and see that the Yi people are always there. Like (prose editor: prose online) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. 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Cruel, cannot bear

One or go to Sangke prairie to gallop thousands of miles like a wild horse, dreaming of the sky. Or go to Qinghai Lake to see the cleanest heart of the Earth. Butter Flowers, murals and embroideries in the Ta’er Temple are what I yearn. I yearned to perform in the cruel April without moving or become extravagant hope. How long is the distance between extravagant hope and hopeless, and how to stride over, have not yet found the answer. Friends also have the same yearning, sorry, I broke my promise. I promised to visit Qinghai Lake with him on a weekend. Numb nerves scatter the full heart into a messy net. Hot and cold, weak, dull, silent, self-mockery. My arm hit the wall severely, and what rebounded was not pain, but numbness that had not disappeared. This numbness is like the time of Twilight, indifferent to ask for the pride of elegance. That’s it, bear it seriously. The old dream left in time is bitter medicine. Forget the bitter taste of good medicine, drink it off, and there is no lesson to fight. Destiny gives life a doomed ending. If you can’t send your life, you can only let your life work. Zhi Xiao and Qi min Finally said nothing to me. In the last two days of getting along with each other, my bad habits were all exposed, selfish, cruel, stubborn and unreasonable. Qi Min said to Zhi Xiao, don’t tell her. Besides infuriating. I agree with it. Stop talking about it. Besides, I will give up scolding. I bought a grain cake and threw it to Zhi Xiao after eating two bites. You can have some more. Can’t eat, don’t eat. If you two don’t eat, throw it away. You don’t eat, take medicine or hurt yourself. You never know heartache, and you never care that people who love you will feel heartache because of you. Qi Min finally got angry with me. I pretended to be nothing and looked at their helplessness. I didn’t know what I was thinking. I haven’t had a good meal for almost three days. Too picky, don’t eat, refuse. I talked about how poor their sense of direction was. Qi Min was really fat. I don’t know how I can be so noisy. Maybe I am really a disgusting big head ghost. Zhi Xiao once again told me to eat and take medicine on time. I said, no more mother-in-law. Hang up the phone in a hurry. Look up and see a big cloud, calm down, think about her good. In fact, you just don’t know that you don’t need me at all. What do you need me to do. I live a good life alone. No matter what you do, I have no clue. You don’t need me, but I’m sure I need you. Qi Min’s face was disconsolate and sad, and my stiff and cold words were like acupuncture at her. You have a spiritual cleanliness, right. Perhaps. I am related to A, B is related to A, and I will never be related to A. I only care about the only one. You should know. Once you didn’t give me your mobile phone, and now you don’t give me your computer. I can play qq, OK? No. I ignored her tears and continued to watch Shangri-La documentaries. After I found my boyfriend, I won’t bother you any more. I glanced at her and said indifferently, this is the best. She stopped talking and went to bed to read magazines. I was sleepy and fell asleep. No dream, only pain. I was unwell that day, and Zhi Xiao gave up her plan to continue playing. On the way to send me back, I said, when I said that you don’t have to send me back, I still hope you will come back in my heart. Zhi Xiao said, I really can’t worry about you. Zhi Xiao, you said to Qi Min, you are very sad to see my living condition this time. However, when you come, I remember that you are like a flower and I smile. My heart is happy. Zhi Xiao, hurry up and down, I am cruel. I couldn’t bear it, so I kept silent. When she said that our ten-year friendship, there were ripples in my heart, thinking for ten years, so far,. She has been very kind to me. Qi Min, you said that you know me better than yourself. Your tolerance, understanding, love dearly, love becomes arbitrary and cruel. Cruel, I don’t know how to resist or refuse. I know that at any moment, I am not fighting alone. Lifetime, cruel bear, wish. It is very good if you are happy. Second, when I was young, I always exiled myself too far away. I didn’t know how to cherish it and treated my love with cruelty. I remembered that I was unwell at that time, shouting at my father like a crazy lion. After all, those irritable moments were diluted by the wandering time. It is also good to grow up. I began to know to look at the unreasonable things at that time, which made me confused. Because of growing up, luckily, I can better experience the love I no longer get in this world. When I saw the familiar scene, I didn’t know why I hurt the close people unscrupulously, but was gentle and polite to strangers. Sometimes, I think if we are the most familiar strangers in the next life, I will give you the warmest and reassuring care. I won’t say harsh words to you, ignore your pain and make you sad for me any more. When I grow up, I will not throw away the bitter medicine any more, nor refuse to finish the cold liquid because of the pain. I really won’t have the attitude of breaking the jar any more. I will love life. It is enough to have your trust. Some pains of life have to be endured by oneself, which is irresistible. I’m seriously accepting it, you know. When I asked you to beat my arm, I joked whether I would get muscular atrophy. You said, no. I don’t think so. I want to accept all kinds of things in life with a peaceful attitude. The way to come or the way to go, you know I will bear these chaotic things after all. You are my eternal heaven, and you will never fall on sunny days. I have never talked about my feelings for her to you, but in fact, I have always loved her. Since I had that dream, I dare not mention the idea of death easily. Her pale face and tearful words put me in life. Life is not mine, but given by her. Allow me to say it once. I owe her and struggled to live for it. Whenever I think of her, my heart seems to be hollowed out, falling constantly in the dark. The feelings for her are also complicated and profound. Someone once said that her leaving was a relief. My dialogue is, but do you know how important she is to us? Why didn’t she take you away when she left? Such mean gradually faded away. Because I owe her, I can only live. She has the obligation to give me the belief of living, from endless nightmares to the whole life of missing. However, I am love her, but I don’t know. In those absurd years, I believed in something and tried to refuse something all the time. Dream tears, wake up can’t sleep. The mottled light and shadow whitewashed all the years, and the frightened dream no longer came. No longer dream, whether to say that she is doing well, then no longer care about me. I knew in my heart that I am eager for her to get close. Sticking to her warmth, it is also sweet to tell my happiness and sadness. Later, I learned to be philosophical, using the so-called philosophical to comfort the sad people. Later, I found out that I made myself a prison and tied it permanently. Perhaps, I have never stepped out, just carried out a feat of concealing my ears. The sorrow buried in the snow finally ushered in her spring. Spring is coming, and I am far away. For a long time, I lack the courage to face. Cowards are worthy of facing up to their cowards. Cruel, remember, it is best not to forget, it is the essence of life, maybe just the appearance of my life. I can’t bear it, forget it, it’s best not to remember. I don’t want to be vulnerable in front of you. If there is an afterlife, let us be the most familiar strangers. Cruelty and intolerance have nothing to do with you, please allow me to treat and love my dear strangers. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…