I began to understand, putting down is the most beautiful!

Standing at the port at the end of the year, looking at the years I have gone through, walking all the way, losing all the way! The past and the past are gone forever. The present and the future are still going on. Life is long. I have gone through 30 years. The stories that happened in these 30 years are still treasured in my memory. Wounds and pains in love, happiness and sadness in life, happiness and hesitation in marriage, happiness and confusion in work emerged in front of my eyes one by one, which made me begin to understand, down is most beautiful! Inscription [hurt and pain in love] the 18-year-old flower season was defeated by the bitter secret love. The 19-year-old flower season was still cloudy with bitter feelings. My flower season was no longer bright, and I recalled my heart hurt again! The pen is still the same, the paper is still the same, and the environment is as before. Love is not the same, people are not the same, writing, time flooded the footprints of the past, the wind blew away yesterday’s tears, the future road, who can walk with me? Life is also like an illusion, in a daze at a loss. Although I hang myself on a tree that does not stand for me, although I can’t blossom or bear fruits, however, so what? I was in bitter love with this man who didn’t belong to me, and rejected all the boys who loved me ruthlessly. I was crazy only for this man and refused all the roses held by admirers. Even though I was dejected and scarred, I was still so addicted and couldn’t hold myself! Is he my disaster or the I am of boys? I am stupid for this man, and the boy is crazy for me! How helpless life is. The people I love so much dare not say love to me. Those who insist on waiting for me will hurt me constantly! Love is a kind of self-emotion from the bottom of the heart, an unreserved self-dedication, and a natural true feeling. People who know love will make his love, whether successful or defeated, become moving poems. People who don’t understand love don’t know how to cherish it when they own it, but don’t know how to end it when they lose it. They live up to God’s gift to him! This sentence is collected by me in SJ sayings of love, which always makes my eyes full of tears. Do I belong to the second category? For the real love around you, you don’t know how to cherish it, and keep your stubborn heart on the red rope of the unreal and non-existent love! For countless nights, I was speechless with myself, shed tears to the stars, and shouted to the sky: I will give up my bitter love eventually! After struggling, I picked it up again. Bitter Love, want to give up, but can’t give up! Juaner’s life is really a little sad! In a winter when rape flowers bloom brightly, I finally made up my mind to let go. The oncoming good, holding the Red Azalea in my hand, opened my heart and washed away the pain in my secret love, it wiped away the wounds in my heart and set foot on juan’er’s road without regrets! I began to understand that bitter love only has endless sadness for me, and putting down is the most beautiful! [Happiness and sadness in life] there are always inexplicable unhappiness and annoyance in life, although I follow the rules and live a regular life every day. After work, I went home and went out in the office, which seemed to be the 2.1 line. It seemed that the days were calm and normal. However, people’s heart is always insufficient. Every time I see myself living a plain life in a hurry, my heart begins to rise and fall, a little stirring, a little self-pity and a little sigh! Some hope! I always feel that my life is too ordinary, and I always feel that my life should be more brilliant. Therefore, inexplicable troubles are full of my heart, and sadness begins to appear on the face that once loved to laugh. There is no intriguing struggle in work, no complexity of daily necessities in life, and no hard-won gap in money. In fact, shouldn’t I be happy? The inexplicable sadness, isn’t it because you are looking for troubles? Life is long, walking in the transparent and simple life, I began to understand, good health, harmonious family, smooth work, happy baby grow up, how can juaner still be sad? [Happiness and hesitation in marriage] Jia is a very careful husband, who only devotes himself to paying for the family, obtaining needs and wealth for me and my baby, and never fails to go home because of social engagement, I will not stay outside for no reason. Always appear in the sight of me and my baby before I go home. I will always be busy in the kitchen silently and watch happily. My baby and I will sweep away the delicious food on the table, then I was very satisfied to clean up the bowl and chopsticks. However, Jia likes silence. I am a little woman who loves laughing, singing, dancing and talking, she always leaves hearty laughter and cheerful singing around her. However, every time I went home, I always answered with silence in the face of my enthusiastic inquiries and laughter. Therefore, I was annoyed. Under the edification of the silent world, I gradually fell in love with silence and beauty in the silent world! I was once very confused, thinking that we had no love, I was once very confused, thinking that we had no yearning, but the marriage changes of friends around me were involved with the third party, and the appearance of red and pink men, it scares me a little. Go home and face the good things that have been paid silently in the past 11 years. I feel warm in my heart. In this messy emotional world, in this prosperous society, I began to understand that love is not words, marriage is not love, and marriage only has family affection, only day after day, silently giving year after year, is juaner happy? [Happiness and confusion at work] the year I left home was 99, and I chose Meng Jie. A little girl who just entered the society set foot on the journey of realizing her dream with dreams and hopes. I devoted 9 years of time and energy there. In 9 years, I have laughed, cried, hesitated, and tasted the ups and downs of life. Finally, I chose to leave, because I didn’t get what I wanted and didn’t realize my original dream. Although I was very careful and hardworking, I was very depressed, I spent the best 9 years in my life, but finally I still got nothing. Without getting what I desired, I left suddenly! The first time I saw this company, I stopped. The reason was very simple. Because my husband’s name was good, I walked into this company for the first time and saw the red signboard and the red layout. My eyes lit up for a while, the reason is very simple, because I love red, so I chose this company! Although I am is geographically blind, I work in the logistics industry and deal with cities and regions all day long. Although I am a math blind, I work in finance and deal with numbers all day long. Once I was also very confused. I liked words, but I could only stick in the piles of numbers every day, letting countless Arabic numbers jump in front of my eyes and emerging moving chapters, I have no taste at all! Many times, I always stopped the calculator in my hand and ran into the pile of words to seek happiness, which inevitably caused damage to my work. Gradually, life and reality are distinguished in my mind, and I have figured out the real books in my mind. I have learned that words can only be my spiritual accomplishment, numbers are the way for me to obtain wealth and the foundation for my survival in real life! The new year is approaching, juaner looks back on the past again. The wounds and pains in love, happiness and sadness in life, happiness and hesitation in marriage, happiness and confusion in work emerge in front of my eyes one by one, it makes me understand, putting down is the most beautiful! Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Parting is cherry blossom

Parting is cherry blossom

Peach Blossom Spring is warm first, and it is bright and beautiful. I wanted to go to Taohua village to enjoy the rosy spring of a tree at the foot of the Daqing Mountain, and to experience the taste of the face of peach flowers reflecting red. I was pulled into the car to the Quarry Park by accident, and I never thought that there would be. As soon as I entered the gate of the Quarry Park, there were trees, clusters, and a hug of new green, which was so bright that it was as bright as people’s eyes. Ironing the young leaves with admiring eyes, without wind and rain, without vicissitudes of life, so proud and natural exposure to the sun makes people think of the faces of young people who are not familiar with the world, looking around the world without fear makes people excited and delighted. Strolling along the tree-lined path, the river on the left murmuring and flowing. On the tall and straight sequoia trees, the birds cheered, and they enthusiastically returned the silent song of the winter to the spring; in the distance to the right is the verdant mountains of Caishiji, and nearby is a large green belt. The magnolia flowers full of trees can be seen everywhere, including white, red, red and white, and the breeze slowly brings flowers, the tourists were so drunk that their thoughts were flying and their steps were messy. Flowers in this world will never hide their fragrance, birds on this tree will never be stingy with their singing, how generous nature is and how directly it shows its beauty, never hide our own scenery. Compared with them, what can we do for human beings living at the top of the food chain? When I was dreaming about it, my eyes were suddenly open. The pink flowers of trees and trees broke into my eyes inexorably. The green smoke and red fog filled the foot of the mountain. The sudden warmth and romance suffocated me, moment there are clouds sense. I decided that this was cherry blossom. Although I had never seen it before, I felt the same as before. The cartoon I like most is Shinchan, this kid is too bad, too colorful! But we all like this shabby kid! Especially his voice and expression once imitated his voice to talk to his daughter, pressing his tongue back hard. His voice was thick and his mouth was skimming. It was very interesting. I remember that there was an episode when Xiaoxin’s family went to see cherry blossoms. His mother told him at home, and never make any noise when meeting acquaintances there, so that they could enjoy flowers and eat delicious food quietly. Their family got up early and finally found a place to settle down, but Xiaoxin saw his Nini and shouted excitedly. At that time, the picture of the animation was very beautiful. Under the blooming cherry blossoms, groups of people enjoying flowers sat under the trees, and the cherry blossoms fluttered down one after another. At that time, I thought, when I sat under the blooming cherry blossom tree like Xiao Xin, what a happy thing! I really didn’t expect that such a beautiful thing happened unexpectedly. I strolled around the tree in front of the flower unconsciously, and the broken sunshine squeezed in from the gap. The mottled tree shadow was cast on the grass, and occasionally there were a few petals dancing lightly, it slips leisurely, floating into the world of mortals so quietly, not waiting for someone to date, not looking back to see who, just walking into your heart, deep memory. Simply take off your leather shoes, sit in the mottled flower shadow, and listen to the light singing of a tree. Cherry blossoms bloom violently overnight, short and gorgeous. I came here when you were the most beautiful. There was no appointment, no waiting, no early arrival, no late arrival. There were some surprises and love that I met. I was convinced by her, captured by her and swallowed by her. There is a kind of beauty, which is not purely for recreation. She is not superficial in empty clothes, she is not a prettier, she is a kind of temperament and spirit revealed quietly in her bones, it is even more persistent! I will listen slowly and then listen… Looking at the time passing by quietly by my fingertips, I began to worry from the flowers one after another, worrying that you would leave without hesitation! Although I knew that you would drift in the wind with a beautiful posture and a bone erosion, I still couldn’t bear to see your separation! The wind chimes of the tower on the top of the Mountain sometimes disappear. It seems that I have heard the sound of farewell. Thinking of the first time I met you, you were also so fierce and brilliant. I almost lost myself and looked up at your character. I accidentally neglected myself and my nose was full of your smell, I was too lazy to vent my anger when I was suffocated to death… Such decadent songs are full of undercurrent in the bottom of my heart, which cannot be suppressed by myself. The song blows into the wind, the pink sweat is the rain, and finally you leave like cherry blossoms. In fact, you are passing by a scenery in my heart, and also a scenery in the heart of everyone. I imagine that everyone has the same feeling, just for appreciation, just for getting closer, just for understanding! At the moment we read the gorgeous fireworks, we also saw a clear spring in our hearts and a devout heart. It doesn’t care about the wind and the moon, but it’s about love, a song of swordsman feeling with three folds of Yangguan. Maybe it is only destined to meet, and only affectionate to leave. The grass is everywhere, and if you travel far away, you can boil the wine. If you don’t drink, your heart is mellow, and the zither music is still the same. Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

A quarter flowers open, half sentimental

The cry-like tune flows gently in the air, a kind of sadness, care, a thousand kinds of amorous feelings, and all kinds of helplessness, all of which suddenly come in the low and sad music, a small city in Jiangnan, the young man in black also rose up in his heart and came with a dance. In the corner of the bookcase, your letter paper was carefully bound into a book by me. Although I have been wandering for several times, I have always been with you. Looking through your words again, I feel that I am back to that beautiful youth like a song, rereading your heart, and having a feeling different from the past ten years later! After leaving, I don’t know whether you are far or near, and I can’t explore the vast sea of people. Although time dimmed The Green Years of that year, your shadow has been hidden in the softest corner of my heart, stubbornly unwilling to leave. I won’t forget or remember that your handsome smiling face will suddenly show my eyes, looking at me, laughing without saying a word. Time has taken away all the time of you and me. Fortunately, we still have our own handwriting. Your heroic and flying handwriting is as good as ever. Every horizontal and vertical is dyed with the residual temperature of your hands, and every left is the path of your mind. Those paper covered with ink words became precious because of you, and the Ink Rhyme and fragrance were as good as before. I like to make a cup of coffee, lay a paper of plain paper and write poems to you on the night of the Wind, Clear and Bright Moon. The swan goose is in the cloud and the fish is in the water. This feeling is already melancholy and hard to send! I had a whimsical thought that our letters could be bound together, but my young heart could not bear too much pressure. Therefore, I was left here to read you hard. After struggling for many years, the name that I tried hard to forget came to my heart easily and leisurely. After so long, I still couldn’t learn to forget it. Every time I miss you, I always feel lonely like a epiphyllum, blooming faintly in the Silent Night and withering silently. Your handwriting is as tall and straight as your figure. The beautiful past of that year has become the memory of heartache now. In fact, all the nobility and lowliness cannot be unified into the same scenery. In my world, you are truly made public as the only voice. Love is so short, but forgotten is so long! Hold the letter in hand and feel the gentleness of your fingertips again. Love can’t love, only love into the dust, smile to let go. When you are young, who can make it forever! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…