I am a rhododendron children

I am a Red azalea. I bloom in the sunny spring. I have many good sisters who are eager to bloom beautiful flowers like me, looking forward to bees and butterflies dancing around us, making our life not monotonous! Inscription I am azaleas. Although I am beautiful, I am not enchanting. Although I am expensive to save flowers, I am not lonely. I know my beauty well, but I am not arrogant or impatient. In my heart, I am just an ordinary azalea! In people’s eyes, I am just a splendid flower bone, which symbolizes the coming of spring and the beauty of spring! I like spring, because I was born in spring and beautiful in spring. When the rain and dew in spring moisten my body and the bright sunshine shines on me, I can release my beauty. When we open in spring, the mountains are bright, like rosy clouds circling the forest. We Bloom with five petals, and there are some red spots in the middle of the petals that are slightly redder than the petals, just like our eyes and hearts, transparent red, bright and cute! I like red, because I am a Red Azalea, also known as Yingshan red, which will be a piece of red when Blooming. If you are here, it will be like being in the sea of flowers. I will definitely burn you with the fiery red ocean, and let you also feel the beauty and the release of this mood! I grew up in a big family, where my sisters and sisters mingled with bright red, pink, white and purple, forming a colorful sea of flowers. We are surrounded, blooming our youth and releasing our beauty. The pink one with red edge is my sister. She sings happily every day. Although her petals are the first to fade every evening, she is still very happy. The dark purple one was my aunt. Although she was already old, the wrinkles could not climb up her clear face, which still made people very fond of her. The pure pink one is my lovely little sister. She always blinked her beautiful eyes mischievously, and sparkly attracted people to love. The reason why we are loved is not only our pure beauty and rich petals. Because we represent the joy of love. It is said that people who like this flower are innocent. The motto of Azalea is that when you see the Azalea blooming all over the mountain, the god of love comes. We have beautiful flower language: Joy of Love, abstinence, abstinence of desire will always belong to you. Flower pattern meaning: joy of love, joy of being loved. Young people in love love us and love holding us to express the passion of love. In front of love, we witness the youth and sweetness of this love. Many elegant women like us, because although we can’t compete with the fervor of roses and the purity of lilies, we still have unique purity and beauty! When the shy man holds us and sends us to his lover, we will surely release our beauty in our hands to our heart’s content, and this deep feeling will be covered with deep enthusiasm! When spring came, I was ecstatic. I opened my sleepy eyes, yawned, and left the bed unwillingly. I looked up at the sky. The warm sunshine opened my shy body. My beauty attracted sister butterfly and Little Bee. I hummed happily and stuck to sister butterfly’s ears, speaking of silent words: sister butterfly, please help me wake up my sisters! Sister butterfly, with my mission, danced joyfully in the colorful azaleas still in bud, arousing people’s warm and beautiful feelings for life, it also symbolizes the prosperity of the country and the happy life of the people. I think this is the true meaning that people really love us! In spring, we bloom so brightly. Although it is a very common flower, it can awaken people’s memory and shine beauty into people’s heart. The soft petals and slight fragrance make people happy and comfortable! Sister butterfly and Little Bee, sleeping quietly in our flower stamens, with a smile at the corner of their eyes, must have a sweet dream in the center of this quiet flower! I am a very ordinary azalea. Although my beauty cannot last forever and my life is a flash in the pan, I love life, all the beautiful things in life, and I bloom brightly, in my youth and beautiful time, I live a wonderful life without regret! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Notes on illness: life and survival

Notes of illness: life and survival every year I would lie on the bed for several hours, so that the doctors and nurses in the hospital became familiar and kind to me. They used the fastest and most skilled movements, which made me lie peacefully on the bed covered with blue and white checks. I felt the cold infusion slowly flowing into my blood from the rubber tube in a daze, I don’t know how long it took to flow into my life. A doctor came to my bed and asked: Are you better? I opened my eyes slowly and said with a smile: much better. Thank you. If not, I will change the dressing for you. But then you will always have to go to the toilet. He said slowly. I am so familiar with this voice and tone. Don’t. So well. I knew that he was always thinking of me and would never take medicine easily. He would never use higher-level medicine to treat me whatever ordinary medicine could do. He said: The virus also keeps upgrading with the level of drugs. The simpler the better stayed for a while. He walked slowly. I was the only one left in the ward. At this moment, I couldn’t tell whether I was lonely or numb, I feel like a body without soul. Several flow charts are posted on the wall opposite the bed, from vague to clear: flow chart of recovery first aid, flow chart of shock first aid, flow chart of heart, brain and lung first aid, circulation System first aid flow chart, respiratory system first aid flow chart and so on, maybe these first aid flow charts awakened my mind, I began to hear my heartbeat, and the sound of breath and breath at this moment, my mind started a soothing journey, touching every annual ring of life. Many ups and downs of the prosperous world, like a long scroll, unfold from far to near. Plain-looking and pure-looking, without any whitewash, clearly outline the original appearance of each event, and only in this way can thoughts truly understand the essence of life. I don’t know, why can I always peep at things deep in my soul in the hospital bed? Completely peel yourself off? And at the moment of pain, you will understand what you stick to in your heart? I even don’t understand why I always learn to give up something that I once couldn’t give up in the hospital bed? Why do you always know how to cherish something you didn’t care about when your life was ups and downs? Maybe the sickbed gives me a space for thinking, or maybe the steps of life have been tired, but let me temporarily stop in a certain Harbor and see clearly the direction of moving forward? Yes, only in bed can we think about life, because we spend almost all our time thinking about survival. Survival makes us too busy to take care of the feelings of life, so that many people sigh when the building of life collapsed at all costs for survival, life is so fragile and hurried I have a female classmate who has no skills after being laid off and can only be a cook in a certain market. She had stomachache and didn’t want to ask for leave. She insisted on taking medicine. Two months later, she couldn’t bear the stomachache and went to the hospital for examination. The result was advanced gastric cancer. Just for the salary of 800 yuan and for her son to have a house, she ignored the alarm of life. When we went to visit her, she, lying on the hospital bed, smiled and said to us: this time I got well, I won’t go to work. From now on, if you have any discomfort, go to the hospital quickly to avoid serious illness. She had no idea that her life was coming to an end. A few months later, her life finally came to an end. I remembered one thing my daughter told me: A person died suddenly near their school, probably because of too much work pressure. In fact, this phenomenon of early death is no longer news. The fast-paced and high-load competition makes people who are tired of work work work hard, just like a perpetual motion machine, even if their bodies are abnormal, she was also sick because she was afraid of deducting money and losing her position and insisted on working. Fortunately, her daughter met the teacher in the most critical period of her life. When her daughter was eager to finish the work at all costs in the shortest time, this teacher gave the most sincere advice: about time, two months or three months, it is originally an estimate. Personally, I think it will take 3 months. Of course, if you can finish it in advance, you can also go back to Shenzhen in advance. But I hope you don’t set a short deadline for yourself, so that you will be tired and the learning effect will be reduced. Work is a life-long thing. You should keep flowing. You can’t do it immediately and hurt yourself. The saddest thing for a man is that he is dead, and the money has not been spent yet. This is the game between life and survival! Fortunately, at the same time, I planted a sense of gratitude in my heart, life and survival, which are two completely different things in essence, but also two completely interdependent things. Life is very simple: one breath and one breath is life. However, it is very difficult to survive: competition, struggle, pain and all of them lack their mind and energy, which support the prosperity of the building of life. In other words, the way of survival determines the color of life! Is it the magnificence of the mountain? Or the flexibility of water? Or the lush pine? Flowers and charming? Grass of simple? Thinking over and over, I am just a grass, a grass growing quietly in the desert. Since it is grass, it is like grass to survive. I think, after the dust is washed away, what remains must be simple and quiet simplicity 2012-5-16 Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Autumn Rain essays

A window of autumn rain filled my eyes with homesickness. The sky was dark and dark. I felt more worried when listening to the rain and the pavilion in the West Water was empty. Xiao Meng is full of love, people are thin in autumn, the rain is fluttering and the love is long, poems and poems are lingering around the autumn, and the past is more like smoke. The sound of a lute was desolate, disturbing the dream. The autumn rain was drizzling, but the gully was full of mud. The wind does not stop, the rain does not stop, it is more embarrassing, the heart is sad, and lonely. My heart is sad and scarred when you don’t see me. Autumn rain can’t wash my sadness. The wind and water rise, the autumn rain is like silk, the wind and cloud change suddenly, the leaves fall and fall, only deep in the memory. The journey was tired, the traveling bag was empty, the flowers were flowing, the time flew by, and the appearance was old but the ink was fragrant. Climb over the mountains, wade through the water, and search for traces. The river flows and waves layer by layer. No fish swim, only egrets dance on the shore. Who knows that there is no trace of running water, and the water overflows the shore with slanting willows, sighing the world. The rain has stopped, the wind dances alone, it is difficult to sleep at night, a cigarette can not burn nostalgia, only deep thoughts. Overlooking from the window, the night is heavy, there is no star in the sky, and the unique darkness. In the lonely place, the smoke rose again, and the fingers were not soft. A lonely lamp accompanies me, sighing that life is short, nine bitter and one sweet, be kind to yourself. Years are ruthless, my heart grows old, I am speechless between heaven and earth, my heart is sad, my tears are empty, and my words are also powerless. The blue silk adds white hair, and the forehead is full of ravines, which makes the world feel shocked. Get together in a hurry, only sigh the time is short, and tell your heart. The reality is helpless, how can love be tortured, where is the paradise of heart. The hometown will not change, the true love will last forever in my heart. Poor desire, looking forward to peace, return to nature. All gone, only the world of mortals has you, love lingering, warmth, love has a special liking, life hand in hand, grow old with you, my wish. bing xin yi jiu evening of 2012.08.10 Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Relative wordlessly

23 degrees centigrade, cloudy, quiet Xiaogang’s dusk solo, wanted to cry, but could not cry. I often fall into this dilemma and can’t help myself. Looking through all the logs in the space, we can see the sadness filled with heart and the confusion and ignorance brought by growth. In the deep night, one person, one computer, relative and silent. I don’t know how many such words I can write to record the heavy moaning without illness. I just prefer to pour out my feelings between the lines, not complaining easily, because I know that I have gradually matured. I am not very clear about when I complain less and when I become mature, A lot of things are tangled together. In this noisy world, I am too sensitive to find that I have a strong sense of oppression? I just want to encourage myself, don’t get down, be strong! F once said how good it would be if we could choose transient amnesia? If you forget something, you won’t think like this, right? We are faced with choices every day. We don’t know whether the choices are right or wrong. We can only feel regret after choosing. However, there is no regret medicine to sell in the world!!! There is such a kind of people, I call them tangled bodies, a mixture of contradictions, who are filled with fear in tangled contradictions every day, and I am exactly such a kind of people, the life they want, it is far from the current situation. I want to work hard but struggle with my own reality. Where is the promotion? In the future? In the most fearful and helpless time, choose to find the sense of security in the music, turn the music decibel to the maximum, and then throw the whole body into the fluctuating notes, no one can understand, I don’t want to talk to anyone any more. The front wings full of water chestnut will eventually be smoothed. Some things belonging to me will gradually fade away as time goes, in the end, I was just one of all living beings. A computer, a person, relatively speechless! Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…