Duckweed

Once, I always felt that I owed something to others, which confused me for a long time. In the cold and lonely rainy night of Jinhua middle school, I stayed up for a long night and thought hard. The conclusion I got was: long before that, I had never finished a promise to myself. Moreover, this wish continues to grow and expand with the growth of knowledge and the broadening of Horizon. Therefore, on one hand, it was the desire of expanding day by day, on the other hand, I didn’t see any ability and result of growth. A pair of contradictory struggles made me uneasy. People who are unpromising will always find reasons to release themselves easily. I confessed myself with no talent and no diligence, and finally ended that wish hastily. But people always have to have some wishes to live. I came up with a new wish from my daily work, that is, to be a good teacher. With this wish, immediate results have been achieved frequently. Starting from getting the recognition of colleagues, students and parents, the excellent head teacher who has won the recognition of advanced individuals in the county education system and the county Party committee government, the forms of excellent teachers from poor areas jointly recognized by Ningxia and Fujian Education Commission pushed my pursuit and confidence of this wish to the extreme. Following this road, my wish to be a good teacher may come true. Because I saw my increasingly tall figure from the childish and sincere eyes of the students, and I saw praise and expectation from the eyes of those poor peasants who were only honest. I blame all the changes later and a series of serious consequences caused by them for writing a material for the school. In fact, this is not the root cause. The most fundamental reason is that I lack the patience to be a teacher and the persistence to my own wishes until now, I realized that, boring and long-term obscurity are such a big test for people. I have not withstood this kind of test. I want to be eye-catching, and I want to jump out of many people of the same kind who seem a little wretched and sloppy. This is the reason why I took the handwritten material and tried my best to write it enough to make people look at me with new eyes. The next road, I knew it was a road that I could never reach the end. If I walked along that road, I would even find who I was, but on the one hand, I was under intense threat, on the one hand, in order to gain a firm foothold in a new unit and gain my own living status in front of a group of new leaders and colleagues, I also have vulgar ideas showing my skills. Now think about it, this is a way to cater to people’s own bad habits, because it seems extremely smooth at the beginning. In that small school, because the headmaster made comments in front of all the teachers and students in his cadence and forceful tone, he explained a series of thoughts and views about education in a simple way, at the same time of being fully implemented by teachers and students, I became famous for a while. The headmaster became a complete theoretical viewpoint of managing the school because his own opinions were fully elaborated, played and rendered. He seemed very satisfied and appreciated me a lot. However, my colleagues’ private discussions and the Half-mixed approval when facing me once made me feel flattered. Vanity is common to everyone, but for me, it is a gentle trap. In the applause, I walked into this trap step by step and it is difficult for me to get out of it forever. I told others again and again that I was weak in fame and wealth. Maybe I really didn’t do anything for the benefit of flying head, but there is no doubt that I have been working hard for that false name for several years. Finally, I was tired of all this, because what was written into my official documents word by word was not my ideal, my thought or my opinion. It seems to be so grandiose words, even if I have a joke with my classmates in class, I have never met anyone who regards writing materials as his lifelong career. So, is this my career? I thought of turning back and returning to my starting point of being a teacher who can guide students correctly and be respected by them, or relying on my own ability of keeping writing diaries for more than ten years, the starting point of being a third-rate writer is too late. No leader is willing to let such a familiar writer of materials become a teacher; too much material thinking destroyed a few artistic cells. Since then, my language has only been analyzed by dry route, policy and policy without emotional and poetic soul exposure. The wish was crushed and stepped into the dirty soil. The false glory was a flash in the pan without any bright colors. What should my life support? The life like Walking Dead will be very simple, that is to go with the flow, that is, people follow the clouds. I will do what others do, and I will do what others say. I left the platform dejectedly, the land which had lived for 40 years and struggled for 20 years. I have nothing here. In other people’s eyes, it is a dull potato just dug out from the barren soil of Lund, he was looking at this extremely wonderful and rich world with his timid eyes. In my own eyes, the whole body is a vast and bottomless water area surging by turbid current. I don’t know where I am, where my roots are rooted and where my seedlings are heading. I once looked down upon those people who were busy for money all day long, and thought their pursuits were too vulgar. Now, I suddenly feel that I am even inferior to these people. After all, their busyness has a purpose, and my busyness even has no such vulgar purpose. In history, in books and in reality, some people are depressed because of their failure; Some people are willing to be mediocre because of their unambitious ambition; Some people are depressed and depressed because of their unwillable ambitions and go to the opposite side of their past, and they are willing to fall, life is not only a mass of flesh and blood that can eat, sleep, joy, anger, sorrow, life, old age, illness and death, but also a wish of constant, seeking tears and bleeding for it. This wish is called ideal. Without this wish, I would be as mediocre as I am, looking around at a loss, having no fixed point in my heart and wandering like duckweed. With this wish, a brand new sun will rise every day. Every breath will bring fragrance to the world, struggling until Flowers Bloom, that is a brilliant spring! Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Husband, my relatives

Holding hands and growing old with them is our vow when we get married. Husband, I am write our love full of affection. In 24 years of ups and downs, you have already become my family member and the beloved person in my life. The little things I walked through hand in hand have turned into blood, flowing quietly in my heart. Looking back on my life experience, I am excited and sigh with emotion. I am happy and happy. Husband, thank you! Thank you for your indulgence and coddling to me, for your care and affection, and for your contribution and favor. We were all born in poor families in rural areas. We have many sisters, weak foundation and heavy burden. We are honest and honest peasant parents who have endured hardships for us to work, live, build houses, raise children, honor parents. Although we don’t have vigorous love, what you give me in the most ordinary and ordinary life is the most sincere and precious thing in my life. It was not easy to go to school and walked out of the mountain. My parents wanted me to find a family with better family conditions, but you were as poor as a wash, even the conditions of our family were inferior. But when you were in love, you once said that you four brothers, you are several years older than me, and you will treat me like a sister in the future. That is the ordinary and true words deeply touched me, making me firmly believe that you are the person I can rely on all my life. After marriage, you kept your promise day by day, never forced me to do anything I didn’t want to do, never blamed me for doing something wrong, but always with a generous mind, I am extremely tolerant of everything. Even if I am really wrong, you will not blame me, but find some reasons to comfort me. Because of you, the sky of my life has always been so bright and blue; The space of my soul has always been so peaceful and broad. Plain life, plain past, plain words, but let me remember, unforgettable! Before marriage, your mother was ill, so you took her to your place and lived in the duty room by yourself. You treated her, decocted medicine and cooked meals, and you lived for half a month. My mother was moved to say that although your family was poor and kind, she agreed with our marriage. Only from marrying you, I become more and more like a child who is not big. I depend on you and stick to you all the time. When we just got married, we lived in a public house in the county Party committee yard. The bed was connected to the pot, and the pot was connected to the bed. At that time, I couldn’t cook. I often cooked a mess. You always ate the bad ones by yourself and left the good ones to me. I can’t even cut the leaves of dumplings, so I ‘d better have the cook cut them for me. When you hear their joke, you smile and say that you will make dumplings in the future. When cooking with coal, I won’t use coal. As long as I fed coal the night before yesterday, the coal stove must be destroyed the next day. I am too stupid, and you said that as long as you are at home, you wouldn’t let me intervene. Even if you eat outside, you will always go home after dinner to feed coal. As long as you are not at home, let me cook with liquefied gas or eat on the street. In 1989, you often went on business trips because of work needs. Every time, you always live frugally outside, but when you come back, you sell me clothes, gifts for my family and toys for my son. When my son was born, you said that you would try your best to make my son and me happy and happy. The honest and kind mother-in-law came to help us take care of the children, washing clothes, cooking, holding the children and working hard; When you came back from work, you were even more busy. At that time, there were as many as 100 students in the class, and I had to go to morning self-study. I was busy preparing lessons and attending classes all day long, and I was buried in the pile of homework after class. My son wiped the shit, peed and washed, I almost never did it. You and your mother-in-law often joked that if I hadn’t breastfed my son, I would have been a guest officer. In order to make me energetic in class the next day, you get up from time to time to take care of your son in the evening, and don’t forget to tuck me in. Help me carry my bag when shopping; Never let me carry things; Don’t have to look at the car number when getting on the bus; When walking, I always hold my hand when I say that my eyes are not good; Eat the best food for me; as long as I am not allowed to do housework at home; Help me take a bath, rub my back and wash clothes; On weekends, I ride a bicycle, carrying me around the city like a donkey, tired and covered in sweat, you said you could do everything except giving birth to a baby. You loved me like a baby. My father suffered a lot in his life. Gastric resection, cataract surgery, right hand injury, lumbar vertebra injury, right thigh root fracture every time, you are carefully taken care of before and after running. In the autumn of 1997, my father lived in my house after he was discharged from hospital after gastric resection. He cooked five meals a day, each of which had only a small tea bowl. However, I always fail to do well. Most of them are fed to my father well. In the spring of 2006, my father lived in my house with a fracture at the root of his right thigh. It was you who took the shit and urinated for my father. My father felt very sorry and kept saying that it was a drag on us, and you always say that serving the elderly is the duty and responsibility of children, and everyone has the day of getting old. People say that I treat my mother-in-law like a mother-in-law, and it is your love that touches me. Take care of my son, do housework and support my parents! Care like you, thoughtful like you, excellent like you, kind like you, spoil me like you. You are silent and inarticulate. You will not be artificial or sweet. What you have is silent actions and silent efforts. There is tenderness in silence, and Love in Silence. There are so many ordinary and warm feelings, but I seldom taste them carefully. I even felt tired of ordinary life, disappointed with the poor economy and wavered in the future; I have never thought that what you have given me is the plain, stable, warm and happy flowing water. I have never cherished the deep love and care you have brought me. When you are at work or outside, when you encounter something unsatisfactory, I will never nag you when you go home, or show my face and temper in front of you. I always scoff at your Earnest Persuasion. Although you are full of talent, your career has not been smooth for decades, and you have broken your heart for this family! No matter how hard you are or how tired you are, you will always face it optimistically and bear it by yourself. In 2006, when the outside account of the house was cleared, we drank and wished. You raised your glass and said, “wife, let you suffer with me! Looking back at the hardships I had gone through, looking at the wrinkles around my eyes, I felt sad, sad, excited and emotional. After taking the glass, I cried in a mess. Husband, I don’t want you to be a big official, I don’t want you to earn too much money. As long as you are safe and healthy, it is my greatest wish. As long as the family is harmonious, it is my greatest happiness! I know that I am Frank, aloof, stubborn, willful, and I like to lose my temper. Just after graduation, my mother was seriously ill. Before she passed away, my mother cried and worried about my irritable personality and the life after I got married, which made me learn temper and be more tolerant so as not to make my husband and wife angry. Mother’s worry is right and unnecessary, because your tolerance, generosity, stability and maturity protect me from blame, and I always tell my son that your mother is always reasonable at any time. I often don’t understand your busyness. I blame you for not being the main figure in your work. Why be so punctual? Go early and return late every day. For this reason, playing tricks repeatedly makes you in a dilemma. How many times have I been angry for no reason, making troubles unreasonably like a peasant woman, beating and scolding, throwing, throwing things and burning your clothes while you never dispute with me. Husband, do you know how many times you will never admit your mistake when you have done something wrong? How many times you scold you, you feel very uncomfortable. Every time I get angry with you, I can’t bear it in my heart. Every time I scold myself for being immoral, vicious and ignorant in my heart. I know very well that in today’s society, there are too few men like you who are dedicated to and responsible for their families! I am not good at socializing. I go to work. Every day, I go to school and 2.1 the line with my home. On weekends, I watch TV, play computer and knock on words at home. After dinner, I walk on the street with my husband. Many acquaintances always envy me: clean up in the morning and evening, so relaxed and comfortable. Indeed, during these years of marriage, my parents-in-law helped me in my life, and my husband was considerate. The daily necessities of rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea were all arranged by my husband. I just gave my working capital to my husband, and seldom worried about. Nowadays, people in their forties are still like a child who is not big. Your deep love is like a mountain and a sea. In silence, there is deep concern, deep true feelings and thick love. When I first found my husband’s gray hair on his temples, my heart was faintly painful, and tears filled my eyes. The white hair, the wisps of emotion and the silent words are the best support for my career. At this moment, I think I am the happiest woman in the world. When my mother-in-law was alive, she always joked that you stuck me around her neck. Relatives said that you spoiled me to the sky, and friends said that you were a henpecked husband and a model husband. Over the past 24 years, our hearts have been connected and we have been influenced by each other. Our love has blended into our feelings, enthusiasm, deep feelings, Friendship, Love, love and family affection. Because of you, I know how to spoil and be loved. Thank you, my husband, for your silent support and encouragement. I have tortured myself in my heart for countless times. God has given you to me. Although you are not rich and expensive, my heart is warm! Yishengheqiu? Life without beg, life pursuit! Those contradictions in life are just an episode in our life. Bathing in your love and tolerance, I became a real little woman. Sometimes I am willful, sometimes I play coquetry, sometimes I am irritable, but you regard me as the most perfect in this world. You hold me in your palm and put it on your chest. Your love makes me feel happy, no longer lonely, no longer lonely, no longer helpless. In life, I have become accustomed to your care, care and tolerance. I know my temper hurt you, husband, please forgive my superficial strength and inner confession. We will understand everything with one eye, one gesture and one smile. What flows away are ruthless years, leaving precious true feelings. Your meticulous nagging is full of care, and your constant work is full of care. Husband, when I knocked these words, I was already tearful and wet the keyboard. These were tears of happiness, tears of confession and tears of loving you. I am already 50 years old, and I am willing to go through every spring, summer, autumn and winter with you, until the white hair, until the end of the world! I hope my husband can tolerate me with this tolerant heart all the time, and I will strive to be a good wife! Dear husband, I can still be as pure as before for so many years, because of you. With your warm arms and strong arms, you can block the worldly troubles for me, make my life full of sunshine and happiness, and make me a happy woman and a confident woman, A woman full of yearning for life. Now, our family is safe, and our life is beautiful. Our son has successfully read the book and went to the graduate school! Husband, it’s good to have you! It is enough to join hands with you in this life! Address: Liu Lijuan, Central School of Chengguan town, Neixiang County Tel: 13733139635 Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. 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Listen to music at midnight: Love the Internet, love you

The pattering rain outside the window knocked on the window and my sleepless. I sat quietly in front of the screen holding a cup of fragrant tea in my hand, looking at the lonely sky cloud and hazy rain outside the window. I am an old man with little ink in his belly. Although he is middle-aged, he is born to be a lively and cheerful young man. He also likes to keep pace with the times. In today’s high-tech era and fast-paced life, the network has built a bridge for us to communicate with each other. The network has become a platform for people to exchange ideas, and the network is also a place for people to release their hearts. The internet gives people vast and infinite space, making modern people live a wonderful, splendid, charming and gorgeous life. Surfing the Internet has become an indispensable life for people, and I also entered the Internet world early. At first, I just wandered everywhere on the Internet, but later I really went to sea! As a student of the Cultural Revolution brand, although I didn’t learn pinyin and couldn’t type letters during my study at school, I used a handwriting board to draw characters. With a tenacity, I soon learned to chat online, and can post on the Internet. I fell in love with the Internet and couldn’t help surfing the Internet every day, which became my favorite. I am a person who pretends to be lofty and never takes the initiative to click on others. Most of them passively accept others’ additional chatting. Many netizens add my friends after reading my published articles on Baidu. Whenever I accept a person in QQ, no matter who? I will first look at the personal information of the other party. I can neither investigate nor Certify. No matter it is true or false, I believe it. I believe that although the internet is a virtual world, the people sitting in front of the computer must be real with flesh and blood and feelings. Fortunately, many netizens sent me beautiful photos of their lives, and some even gave me their mobile phone numbers. In the vast sea of people, fate is determined by heaven. In the rolling world of mortals, fate is human. The Sky of fate makes us meet each other in this life. You and I have never met each other, waiting for each other under the screen. On the Internet, we tap the health plate with our fingers, open our hearts to talk about what we want, and we pour out joys and sorrows between each other, we felt bitter, sweet, sour and spicy among each other. The Internet narrows the distance between you and me. You and I are so congenial in the unreal and ethereal online world. You are like a bunch of roses blooming brightly on my body, leaving a fragrance. Emotion transcends time and space, making you and me, who are separated from thousands of mountains and rivers, from unfamiliar to familiar, from meeting, acquainting, knowing each other to falling in love. Two hearts can spark, and two hearts can play a silent chord. The Internet is really amazing, which concentrates two strange and impossible hearts to communicate with each other on one side of the screen. We can say something we can’t say here. We can love someone we can’t love here. Online love is beautiful! The emotion on the Internet refers to tenderness, one person is lonely and two Sorrows, a wisp of lovesickness and two idle sorrows. I haven’t seen you on the Internet, but through the exchange of thoughts, I gradually fell in love with you and even fell in love with you. Because of you, my life has more thoughts and concerns. There is an unreachable dream in life, which is that I really want to meet my lovely lover. I don’t know whether I am fall in love with the Internet or you? In fact, the communication between people is the communication between heart and heart. Once two lovers love each other, they will walk into each other’s world. Don’t expect to last forever, as long as you have it. Love the Internet, love you, love on the Internet, more often than not fall in love with a person who can’t hold hands for a lifetime. There is no promise to live together for a lifetime, no love to live and die, but the constant concern to give up forever. There is no tomorrow or future for love that cannot be kept together. For lovers who love each other on the Internet, they can only search for each other’s trace in memories for many nights, and they can only feel each other’s existence in chat records for many times. Love and hate each other in the world of mortals, hurt and hurt each other in the secular world. If the love on the Internet is a flower, then when you fall in love with someone you shouldn’t love, love becomes a poppies, which is gorgeous, aggressive but extremely poisonous. Who can understand the sour and painful heart behind having love on the Internet? I think only those who once loved it will understand. Everything may be just an empty dream of the Internet. When this dream wakes up, everything will disappear and everything will return to real life. Falling in love with the Internet and falling in love with you, the final result of the internet love often ends without any disease on the Internet, which makes you have a very beautiful memory forever. Or continue to develop offline and become a lover in reality. Online romance is sometimes gentle and lingering, online romance is sometimes sad and touching, and online romance is sometimes thrilling. It is said that the Internet is virtual, but I still believe that people’s feelings are real. Because emotion is the eternal demand of people, and emotion is pure and beautiful, which makes people happy and relaxed. The Internet is really a good thing the vast sea of Internet let me meet you QQ plus you how fresh and interesting to see you in the video the Internet is really a big miracle the biggest miracle let me fall in love with you receive your happiness ah, send my heart, all my concerns are in my expression, I fell in love with the Internet, I fell in love with you the Internet connects you with me, not afraid of the long journey, thousands of miles apart, I can find you with a mouse, I fell in love with the Internet pass my love to you no matter whether tomorrow is the future or not, you will always be my only midnight listening song, xiao Yi sang a low and graceful song “fall in love with the Internet and fall in love with you”. The Melody of Love was leisurely and relaxed like flowing clouds and flowing water, tapping the heartstrings gently, and the heart was intoxicated with it! I drunk dream looked at this World Red numerous, several storms several sorrow Like (prose editor: Rain dancing alone) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Walking on the edge, memory is deep and dotted (1)

I have been appreciating and admiring the man who makes people fight to the end of the world, walking on the edge of the society, with endless passion, no fear of wind, Frost, rain and snow, walking all over the world with one heart and one mind, and the reputation of Justice is famous, I always stick to the clear sky in my heart, and smile with all kinds of blows. In my heart, I have an inexplicable appreciation of him, a kind of voice I want to follow. Either because of his talent, or because he evoke an ideal call hidden in my heart. Finally, I set up my ideal and became a justice journalist, writing the real life in my own language and marching towards my life without regrets. Yesterday and Today are both very lucky days for me, not because I won the lottery, not because I found a treasure, but because I learned from my teacher that I had the opportunity to practice in Chuzhou Yangzi Evening News branch. This is a rare opportunity. This is a step forward for me to really walk into the road of journalists. I came here early, strange, strange, but so happy, feeling that blue sky and white clouds are smiling here, I feel the breeze is cheering for me! Although this place is not as spacious and bright as I imagined, I will communicate with the teachers of every newspaper office next. When I know each other’s names and contact information, I feel that they are so kind, and they also smile kindly to show others. I lost a lot of concerns immediately, fearing that some people would not be close to each other and it was unnecessary now. However, it is true that there are few opportunities to interview here. Today, I am mainly reading newspapers to know a little about the style of Yangzi Evening News. In fact, there is knowledge everywhere in life, and the infinite power in life is explored and recognized by oneself. If you have a heart, you will have good knowledge. Re-examine the time and space where we exist. Through the flowing days, the impressions and experiences we encounter and face are deeply engraved in our minds. Even if the dots are like ink, they are still treasured throughout our life. Too many dreams are always pursued, not easily realized. Difficulties are the absolute principle, otherwise everything will lose the most real taste. Trying to imagine a bright future, trying to imagine the moment when I officially became a journalist. If everything became true, it would be the most beautiful gift for me. But I know that this kind of gift comes from my own efforts. At noon, I sat alone in the office, tapping the keyboard, pouring down the words I wanted to express one by one. I like this feeling, and the quietness made me feel the excitement of blood rolling. I once wrote a sentence myself: go to the world, and the world will go to you. I am still moved by this sentence and clearly know how my every step is coming. A little autistic, later a little outgoing, now it is my initiative to move towards this challenging society. This step-by-step footprint really touched me. These are the marks of my own growth, which all give me unexpected beauty. Little memories keep me warm all the time. Even if it is a setback, it is also a precious experience to walk on the edge of the world. With the initial dream, I will not lose my direction, nor because of all kinds of temptations, if you are not born for material desire and pursue a happy and free life without regret, then every bit is precious like nectar. Isn’t that what we need? Like (prose editor: Rain dancing alone) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Go to the water, sit and watch the clouds rise

Go to the water, sit and watch the clouds rise

I am Brook/from the mountain/gurgling flow/gloomy green onion/spit to the sea/fish and birds together/morning light reminder/wisps of the sky/floating clouds/floating north and south west/No one knows/my whereabouts/Gently turning into/misty rain/Falling in/your heart. This is a poem “The words of water” written by Professor Liang Wenfu, a gifted scholar in Singapore. Every time I hear this song, I will remember that life is an endless cycle. Everything in the world is always rotating constantly, starting from scratch. When we thought the stream was gone, but we didn’t know that it might have blended into the sea, or turned into wisps of smoke, rose up in the sky, condensed in the sky and turned into clouds that make people imagine, prepare to baptize the Earth. Inscription May is both romantic and ruthless for me. There are both joy and sadness. The change of climate came as scheduled. The sultry atmosphere was suffocating. As if thinking, he stared at the sky silently, watching the flowing cloud like cotton floc slowly floating in the air, half covering the blue sky. The gradually falling sunset, through the cracks of clouds, extends the residual brilliance, like the arms of lovers, surrounding me. The floating clouds gradually gathered presented a gloomy gray color, which seemed to suppress the depression in my chest. I couldn’t vomit, but I didn’t feel unhappy. Seeing a storm was about to invade the Earth, I thought, is a palingenesis. When the night falls down, this cloud and mist will bloom with red light, which will dye the whole sky red. Flowing clouds are just a phenomenon, an object composed of water vapor, but I have never really thought about the source of clouds or where they go, and it symbolizes the enlightenment of the journey of life, until that day Mei Er recorded the second audio for me and sent me a sentence, which wet my eyes again. Listening to her sincere care and sincere words, I felt guilty from the bottom of my heart. I always felt that I had betrayed all my sisters’ wishes. At the end of the audio, she left me a saying with deep Zen meaning: when walking to the water and watching the clouds rising, I was asked to understand the meaning carefully. In addition to being moved, I was like Zhang erjingang, confused and didn’t know what Mei Er was talking about. Therefore, from that day on, I always stared at the sky in a silly daze when I was bored. I will silently watch the clouds gather and disperse, gray and white, observe the clouds of different shapes and colors, and think of Mei Er’s words in my heart, I thought that when life came to the end of the mountain and water, maybe it was just shown in this colorful years in different ways. On that day, at the customer service desk, I accidentally saw a pleasant scenery, which shocked me. The Sky of that day was full of gloomy clouds without gaps. Looking down from the tall building, out of the glass window, under the eyes, there is a green grass and the seemingly calm bay, with faint ripples, pushing slowly, like the flowing river of life, always unwilling to calm down. Around the Bay, surrounded by the towering “stone forest”, waiting for the coming of the night in all the noise. Although I only stood in front of the window for a moment, my thoughts were just like the swirling rain in rainy days, and I couldn’t find any rules. Even though I can’t see the scenery connected with water and sky, I also feel relaxed and happy. All of a sudden, I really want to leave all the trivial things behind, so I quietly walk into the grassland like fairyland, listen to the whispers of the sea breeze, and enjoy a moment of peace alone. Messy thoughts, suddenly East, suddenly West, suddenly joy, sometimes sadness, a heart, calm and chaotic, cut constantly, reason is still chaotic. Looking around this colorful world, there are colorful scenery everywhere. The intricate interpersonal relationship, just like the thinking of human brain, is intertwined into an invisible net, wrapping everyone living in this world. People who cannot be isolated will always be involved in the ruthless Whirlpool by people and things around without any precaution. The seemingly peaceful life is full of waves. Floating clouds may be bright white or even crystal clear. Only when all the clouds are accumulated together and layers of dust are accumulated in the clouds can the gray of different levels be displayed. Clouds exposed by sunlight will also be covered with colorful clothes. People’s hearts are like clouds. If too many trivial matters are accumulated, they will gather into a mist, making themselves lost in indifferent persistence and bound themselves. Therefore, people had to cry to vent all their sadness. He always pulled himself away from the noisy city. He didn’t want to associate with this dirty world, but couldn’t get rid of the dirty society. Once upon a time, I kept pursuing and exploring the troubled and busy common things, but never gave birth to any final conclusion. I always let my memory freeze in that illusory past, and feel that life has come to an end. When I heard the song “The words of water” again, I casually associated it with the sentence Mei Er gave me, and I couldn’t help thinking of my life, the dust of more than twenty years was disturbed without reason. Looking back at my life experience, thinking about the years I have gone through, looking at the silver silk coming at the tip of my hair as scheduled. Although it is not rough, it can be said that I have experienced many peaks emotionally, winding paths of shan tu. Those sad days, those tears on my face, once made me feel like a desperate situation. At this moment, I recalled that I suddenly found that every hopeless situation would wear through the mist inadvertently and find a new journey. If you want to live in a desperate situation, you don’t have to have miracles or comprehend something. Sometimes, you only need to sit around and listen to all directions, and then you will understand the so-called end of the road, it’s just that my confused heart blinded my eyes. If you close your eyes and think deeply, you may feel that the flowers, plants, trees and trees around can change your fate. Finally, I realized that the original mentality was the biggest stumbling block in my life journey. I still remember that every time I took a plane, when the huge fuselage began to descend, I always looked out of the window, looked down at the Earth and watched the crisscross roads passing by in my eyes. When I think of it at this moment, it reminds me that life is like a lost city, a treasure map full of many large and small passages, or high roads, or paths, or crossroads, or a dead end. Everyone has his own way to go. Whether it is a bumpy road full of thorns or a successful success, the road still needs to continue, and life still needs to continue. The whole life of a person is like shuttling back and forth in this misty city. All roads can move forward, but there is always no way out. Only through many tortuous stories can one reach a certain destination. However, the pace has already stumbled and the heart has already been weakened. I used to wander aimlessly on the road under the condition of hesitation and helplessness, making rows of backward green trees turn into inverted video tapes, chasing the lost time. Once in a while, there was no way to go, but only to turn the car around and rush towards the way. Maybe we could see that many paths leading to the beautiful scenery were ignored in the hurry. Most of the time, I thought that I had found my life goal and kept moving forward. Even if I reached a dead end, I was still persistent and unwilling to give up. As a result, I was scarred, and then I complained to others, complain about the ups and downs of life. However, the road of life is always bumpy. When encountering many difficulties, you may think that you have reached the end of the road. At that moment, you might as well stop and watch the clouds. Even if there is no way to go, or you are unable to shake the obstacles in front of you, why not wait and see the sad clouds with calm psychology and normal mentality. Perhaps, during the period of waiting, we will meet some noble people in our lives, even passers-by, stretching out our help to remove the resistance in front of us and move forward again. Sometimes, we have to go with the flow, relax our body and mind, let everything go with the flow, and then we will find that everything is natural and we will walk out of our own new path under the least deliberate circumstances. Life is like water, and life is like clouds. When it comes to an end, it may be a new beginning, like water turning into smoke, like clouds turning into rain. Otherwise, I had to stay in one place, not reluctant or demanding, waiting for the flowing water of time to weaken the obstacles in front of me, unload the burden and put down the heavy burden. Although I could not cross the river with a reed, I could pull the sail lightly, downwind. Life is so sad and short. We will not be forced to find a new way until the end of the road. In fact, it is not that there is no way out, but that we are unwilling to accept the cruelty of reality and the scorching cold of the world, so that we firmly catch our faith and forget that it has already become a burden, dragging us down. When we feel physically and mentally exhausted, we can no longer see the scenery in front of us, and how can we distinguish which road we should take. Most of the time, we forget that there is no absolute way of life at the moment when we are in a desperate situation. Every experience is a Scenery. No matter passing or staying, the surrounding scenery will never change. When the train of life encountered obstacles, I thought I had reached a dead end, but opened up a new road for myself casually. Therefore, with a little sadness and a little touch, I walked forward to the future with my head held high again. In the past two years, I thought that I could never get out of the haze any more, but I had a muddled affair with the words, and even made friends with a group of affectionate sisters with words. Who opened a window for me when I was most helpless? Who opened the once annoying sorrow for me. When fate closed a door for me, it also opened another window for me at the same time. Although I was still trapped in the country with walls on all sides, I could see colorful flowers blooming outside the window from time to time, waiting for me to welcome me. I don’t understand Zen, nor do I have an open mind, let alone rational thinking. Therefore, it may be easy to understand the meaning of this sentence when walking to the water and watching the clouds rising, but to truly understand the artistic conception, it is as difficult as climbing to the sky. My persistence and sensibility always make me fall into the mist and lose myself. As a saying goes, people always talk about it and let people be alert to themselves and enlighten others. However, who can truly understand the meaning of every saying when falling into a heavy fog. I am an extremely ordinary person with an ordinary heart, walking alone in this rolling world of mortals, after all, he could not see through everything in the world. Today, I still cannot understand the meaning of this sentence, but I also know that everything has its common sense of existence and disappearance. Existence does not mean that it will always be there, and disappearance does not mean that it will not reappear. 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