Speak for itself yourself

Every time I check the results, it looks like I just bought a lottery ticket in my hand, which is a little nervous, a little hopeful and a little exciting; After the connection is opened, when I input the admission ticket, my mood began to jump, and my hands were trembling. After all input, there were several failures in the interface of entering the score. I didn’t dare to look at the screen at the beginning. I wanted to know the score, but I was afraid that I couldn’t pass it. After jumping out of the performance interface, I didn’t look at the scores. I only paid attention to the subjects that passed, and I passed all the six subjects that I applied for. At this time, my heart beat even harder, I should be happy. Then I looked to the right. Obviously, I didn’t work very hard. My grades were not very satisfactory. My colleague’s 98 points in English completely hurt me, now I can’t control so much, and my mood still stops at the excitement point. Forgive me for being so satisfied. People who know me all think I am introverted and quiet. Only those roommates who get along with me day and night can know that I am not quiet at all, and sometimes I am thick-skinned; people who know me all think that I am independent and strong. In fact, only a few people know that I am a little woman who is extremely reluctant and has no ambition. She will hesitate to make a small choice. No matter how big the opportunity is, it is in front of me, no one encourages me to give up timidly. The book says: how to go in the future, choose by yourself! I was going to put an end to my twenties in a month. I thought there would be new changes in my life: going to work, making money, reading books, watching performances, maybe making a boyfriend or traveling. This is the day I planned for myself. I have never gone as planned. Over the past year, I have been thinking about whether I can stick to it. Only I know that I am not a hard-working person, and I also envy others’ happiness, feel my loneliness; I also care about others’ eyes, afraid of the disappointment that I can’t meet others’ expectations; I also tell myself what’s wrong with you, so you have to be higher than this platform, what do you have to do, or it will be a failure; I have also thought about whether it will be better if there is someone who has a figure and a character. Until one day, a friend said: While you envy others, others also envy you. It turns out that we are all the same. As for my dream, I just talk about it, think about it, and have no action at all. At this time, I often doubt whether I really like what I said about love, and it is just like what others say. Maybe I don’t have dreams, but I just don’t have the motivation to make dreams come true. Dream, promise me to look at you. I always look at you in my dream every night, but I still don’t wake up after reading. Sometimes I was really afraid that I had only one person left, and I was even more afraid that I would be so worldly-wise easily, and then I would not quarrel, show off, toss, and be quiet as death. I always like a passage in Gu Chengwen: I am a wayward child, and I want to wipe away all misfortunes. I want to paint windows all over the Earth. Let all eyes used to darkness get used to light. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…