The heart window is opened here

When I was young, I wanted to pursue my ideal, and then I went to look for sustenance. I ran tirelessly in the vast world and unconsciously lost my ideal in the rough life. When I look back when I am old and weak, it is full of loneliness and bitterness. It seemed that I had a long lost dream. After a hasty and hurried life, I felt disappointed and chatted endlessly, as if I had been standing on the boundless Gobi wasteland. Sometimes I compare myself to a reef in the river. Seeing the vast river flowing by me constantly, I can see that their world is so broad and grand, and show their natural and unrestrained and happy. When I was in trouble, I also thought that everyone had a different self from others, and he had to use his whole body and mind to perceive this wonderful world, so he got various answers. However, what makes me clumsy is that I don’t understand this situation. I once held the belief that since I would give you all my life, I would not expect the society to give you a reward. The reward will only bring troubles and disappointment to myself. Everyone says that hope is always proportional to disappointment. Who doesn’t understand this truth. However, success and wealth are still the halo hanging on the top of today’s secular people. This era full of utility is still unclear. Until I saw a paragraph on the Internet, the general idea is: no one is not lonely, no one can really enter your heart, only oneself can truly know and comfort the soul, others are just an external cause, I can’t take responsibility for you, and I can’t completely dissolve your fundamental loneliness. Love in life is just a kind of feeling and energy, but to eliminate the loneliness in your heart, you still need yourself. This sentence could not be associated at first glance, but it seemed to show something to me with a careful elaboration, which seemed to have some kind of inspiration. Then I reflected on the road I had traveled, both happiness and sadness. At that time, I put my life into the endless journey without any regrets, and every step was trudging as hard as I could. Although I was hurt and tired after falling, I thought of it, it was not a spiritual wealth. After all, my nature is foolish, and I am a little obsessed and silly. When I was young, I felt that there were flowers everywhere in the sunny sky for the belief in my heart; I laughed at those gangsters, mediocre short-sighted people, and sometimes even worried about their future, preach to them like a saint. After middle age, I was confused by desire again. The desire was abrupt one after another in front of me like a mountain peak, and I made unremitting efforts to climb. Even if I was hurt and tired, I would not hesitate, almost no turning back! I didn’t realize that I had white hair until my tired heart could no longer reach others. Time is moving forward, and the great changes of the times explain everything. I feel old, but I always ponder in the gone history; I can’t face the loneliness in front of me. I feel it because of one sentence today, although I understand it later, but I can also sort out the chaotic thoughts of my life. Reflect on your life’s right and wrong, and be a person who can distinguish between good and evil and beauty. Why didn’t you realize the positive result in the lost way. The opportunity to analyze our thinking here is to thank the modern network and the garden that expresses our feelings. We can walk through the journey of life without regret and solve the obstacles in our hearts, to express the progress of the society, you can read the words of wise people here, touch the pulse of the present era and cannot be detached. You also need to learn the generosity of wise people and pursue the selfless and fearless attitude to enjoy life, capture the signal of optimism to experience the colorful world. I want to open my heart window here. Some people say: Loneliness is the furnace of spirit. Tranquility and wisdom come from the deepest loneliness of spirit, and confidence and strength also come from the deepest loneliness. When you enjoy loneliness peacefully, when an independent spiritual individual stands up, he is no longer a vassal of others. These are all what Jingfu is thinking about now. Like (prose editor: Dielianhua) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. 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