On the way (selected writers)

A vast world is arrogant. The steep rocks are reserved. When I stood at the foot of the mountain and raised my head, I suddenly felt a tragic shock. The barren mountains are solemn and bleak. The ingenious workmanship of nature made the mountain and the water into a royal house across the river, and it was lonely all the way. It is the scenery that I am longing for to share green mountains and green waters. Living in the city, everything is blocked by the cement wall coldly, and there is little natural feeling. A tree, a grass and a piece of green are all poured with wisps of natural love. The mountain is still that mountain, and the water is still that water, but I always feel less and feel close. Wandering in the hazy world, the folk houses on the hillside are like a bright pearl inlay, which decorate the quiet mountain to be extremely enchanting. Work mountaineers here life work and rest, who put the fireworks brought to this desolate mountain. No one knows, and maybe they don’t want to know. But there is such a group of people who live here very comfortably and leisurely. Few people in the outside world know this paradise. The combination of mountains, forests, families and cooking smoke forms a unique scenery. I like to stroll along the path in the forest, with the fragrance of flowers invading and wandering, the bees and butterflies fluttering, and the ethereal mountain breeze blowing through the trace of coolness. I like to smell the smell of flowers and plants, and wash my mind inadvertently. Holding a bow of mountain spring, the sweet taste stretches. Hearing the sound of birds, you can see through the clouds. A few wisps of mountain flowers are swaying in the wind, which makes you slightly graceful. One person, one flower, one world. The mountains and rivers reflect on the blue sky, birds and flowers are fragrant and misty. The long call, the days ahead have a long way to go. I always want to leave some thoughts, but it feels like a flash in the pan, with a kind of sadness and sadness of frustration. Embrace each other in the blooming season of spring flowers, and say goodbye to the days when autumn leaves drift. Life is a little clear, cherish what you have today. The second stranger is flourishing, a little tangled. It is really difficult to achieve the same goal because of the same aspiration. I am used to the unrestrained idleness and don’t like to be bound by too much restraint, so I always get hurt inexplicably. Following the rules of the game is bound to be bound, but there are rules to follow when playing, which is very contradictory. Registering a blog in Sohu was originally intended to amuse time and record the ups and downs of mood, but always facing the reality. So I broke into a strange territory in an accidental time. I have been rejected for many times because of my strangeness. So there was a kind of lost desolation, solemn and stirring free and easy, no longer playing. Leisurely reading, leisurely tasting tea. Sometimes I write my mood to myself, which is actually very pleasant. Many things are extremely counterproductive, and no one is an exception. Playing is a kind of catharsis of the soul, but also a kind of temper of the mind. The habit is always hard to change, so the thought of restoration suddenly appears, returning to nature. Hidden between mountains and rivers, passing the dust far away from the noise, but it is really hard to avoid customs. A wisp of sunset remains under the twilight. It indicates the brilliance of life. There is no way to escape from the continuous road, and the right and wrong of life is changed. It is true that there is a sense of desolation, but there is no fear. Vaguely in the market, you have to see through. Learn to reflect, make public, and be patient! The sharp contrast is a kind of continuous publicity and domineering, but also a kind of intriguing free and easy. Mountains and Seas embrace each other, and Heaven and Earth are connected. Perfect scenery transplant. The extended road leads to the stranger Ze country, which is very far away and very confused. Still Life wants to know the world, bleak and leisurely. Leave a little sigh of emotion in the mess. Right is a kind of pouring out! The third is indifferent and carefree. The dim back vanishes, and the heart is confused from now on. The days going forward were bleak, and suddenly I woke up, with the feeling of looking forward to dawn in the dark night, I dared to take a nap. Therefore, there was the so-called cool back of memory inscription and confused frustration, which combined into a kind of mental growth. Lost the impulse of the past, nostalgia in trifles. The distant wild goose has a kind of desolation, but it is still a difficult journey to survive. The silent ethereal wandered in my heart and wanted to make it public once, but the time wasted could not tolerate any falsity. I don’t like the love between the flowers and the moon. I prefer the sunny days, which are casual and plain, with few but tedious worldly wisdom. They are often intolerant by modest gentlemen because they are not confined to etiquette and customs. Once the sea was difficult to be water, no one could see the residual flowers, which hurt me secretly. There was a desire to be alone in ignorance, so I got used to closing myself into a narrow space, reading, relaxing, going on an outing …. I was happy with myself. Suddenly one day I found myself really lonely, and many of my friends hadn’t contacted me for a long time. So I opened the dusty memory to search for my former friends. Seeing the long-lost phone, I suddenly had an inexplicable impulse. The number you dialed is not in the service area. A kind of loss filled my heart instantly. The everlasting thought was sent off by this tender voice. Looking up at the sky alone, a group of wild geese flew by, thinking of him who once promised. The past days were sent away ruthlessly by the years. I felt a little relieved, and sighed with a long sigh that I still had to live. I am used to the graceful music, and I like the music of the moonlight night. So I recorded some moods in the hazy world. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Really miss you

I really miss you so much. Why did the vast sea of Internet let me know you by accident? It is so difficult to forget you. Every time in the dead of night, I miss you silently. How about missing you now? What do you think of your health? Are you happy? Miss you all; Miss you all; Miss you all sad; A burst of pain, I miss you so much; Do you miss me too, I really want to know if your heart cares about me, do you put me in your heart, in your sweet dream; Do you feel that I am waiting for you in your dream? I really miss you. When I miss you, I like to hide in a quiet corner, miss you quietly, miss you every word you say to me; Miss your every action; Miss your eyes looking at me, everything about you always falls in front of my eyes, and you are all in front of my eyes. I don’t know why I miss you like this? I don’t know if you feel that you think of a person like this? I am willing to wait for you quietly. I really miss you, I miss you, the pain in my heart, the feeling of missing people, it is really uncomfortable, I have not tried it in person, I will not understand, and I will not experience this kind of pain, I don’t know the pain of missing. I know I miss you like this. In this quiet night, my mind can’t reach far away, but I believe that no matter how far it is, you will certainly hear my heart, I will also feel a burst of inexplicable heartache. I really miss you. I’m crazy about what you think. I hate why I can’t grow a pair of wings, spread my wings and fly in the blue sky, fly over thousands of rivers and mountains, cross difficulties and obstacles, and fly to your side, I can feel your warmth and do something for you silently. In your space, I will not disturb your quietness. I just want to miss you quietly in a quiet corner with my sincere heart. I like to miss you like this. It may be wrong to miss you, or it may be waiting to realize my dream. In the days without you, I will be strong and will not shed tears when I miss you. I really want to hold your hand, approach the harbor of love in your heart and leave me in your heart, it can make me feel the warmth of love, heal the pain I miss you, really want to see your eyes, deeply see you in my heart, and firmly engrave you in my heart. But I know, my expectation, my waiting, can’t wait for this agreement, I can only miss you quietly, miss you Like (prose editor: Dielianhua) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Fleeting notebook

Tunzi is at the foot of the Back Mountain of yinsha Mountain. According to legend, ancestors migrated from the big locust tree to this point. Slowly blossoming and scattering branches here, it has become a village with about 200 households now. I don’t know much about the elder. From the chatting of adults, I vaguely drew the outline of Grandpa zu. Grandpa zu was an honest and conscientious man, and he was best at serving his fields. His family raised several cattle and more than twenty mu of fields. When farming is busy, one person is too busy, and often hire short-time workers to help. Grandpa zu could be regarded as a master of farming at that time, and his biggest hobby was land acquisition. His land was slowly bought after harvest. The only pity was that Grandpa Zu’s family was not prosperous, but Grandpa zu had only one sister. My grandfather is the only child under my knee. Grandma zu is a mother-in-law who can give birth to a child. Eight or nine children were pregnant, but only my grandfather survived. It is said that this is also proud of its exquisite name. Only when the tether is fastened with a door bolt can it survive healthily. Grandpa’s childhood was spoiled. Grandpa zu is concentrating on his field. The control to Grandpa is the grandmother who runs the housework. Grandma zu is a pet of Grandpa. Private school love not, fight truancy are common. The most powerful material evidence is a vat of uncle’s old house. My little uncle often talked about grandpa in front of us after drinking. That jar has its origin. Grandpa passed it to grandpa, Grandpa passed it to uncle again. The most wonderful thing about this jar is that there is a hole with uneven edge about 20 centimeters away from the jar. The new grain in our countryside was beaten down, dried in the sun, and put into a few big tile jars, then tie up the jars filled with grain to prevent insects and moisture. Grandma zu was responsive to Grandpa’s request. After all, she said that the money they could control was just a small digital. As time went by, it would be bottoming out. In order to meet Grandpa’s requirements, Grandma zu secretly punched a hole in the bottom of the VAT for food and poured out the food in the VAT. The answer to the riddle was uncovered when the food jar was opened one day. Grandpa was beaten badly. But Grandpa has gradually developed his own nature in the spoiled ancestor milk. At the age of marriage, the Rich family and the tall and sturdy appearance made Grandpa marry the beautiful and quiet grandma in the neighboring village. But this happiness seems too short. Grandpa’s unruly behavior and grandmother’s calf protection made the grandmother of xiaojiabiyu not taste too much sweetness of life. In addition, she was weak after giving birth and couldn’t afford to get sick. When my father was three years old, grandma, who was married and longing for a good life, gave up her life. Soon grandpa married his later grandmother and gave birth to two daughters and two sons. My father lived with Grandpa, grandpa and grandma after he got married. Maybe it was the figurines of fate, maybe it was annoying that Grandpa gambled and sold land, grandfather and grandmother, who loved father, passed away one after another when father was eight or nine years old. Father so went to neighboring village only 4 daughters No son of his grandpa grandmother home. Although there was no mother’s love, father got heavy love from his grandparents. When my father’s grandparents passed away, my father returned to the home which had been tossed by my grandfather. Later grandma his 4 PCs children are too busy to, the father also without excessive psychological management. Grandpa cares most about his drinking, and other things are trivial. Therefore, my father lived an unrestrained life at this stage. Later, the neighbors and elders who worked in the city showed sympathy to his father and found something for him to do in the city. Gradually, my father became a man with a formal job. My father didn’t read a few days of books because of my grandfather’s tossing, and the later two uncles also tasted all the ups and downs of their reading life. My second uncle just couldn’t stand his grandpa’s beating and scolding after drinking and abandoned his studies to join the army. Uncle has the best talent. He was admitted to high school but almost abandoned school because he couldn’t afford the tuition. Now, let the two uncles say it as a joke;: if there were no grandfather’s toss, when I was liberated, my family would be classified as a rich farmer at the lowest level, and my second uncle would be promoted, and my younger uncle would go to college, will be life involving. This may be due to the misfortune of losing a horse, how can it be a blessing. My father met my simple and capable mother in the factory. Food was a big problem at that time. The married mother decided to go back to her father’s hometown to farm rashly. This may be the most wrong decision in her life. My father was used to the unrestrained life, and because he was far away from hometown, he preferred to spend his spare time with friends after marriage. I paid my salary, bought some snacks and drinks, and drank a little wine in the dormitory with some of them. On weekends, I invited a large group of young workers to the cinema. The salary bag soon collapsed, so the home supplement that mother was waiting for at home became a bubble. His father’s extravagance may come from his childhood grandparents’ grandfather’s love for him, or it may be caused by the single life that one can eat enough after he just joined the work. When I was three years old, I witnessed my father’s happy life. My mom said I looked quite adorable when I was a child. (now look at the picture of three years old, people who don’t know the details will not say that it is my little portrait even if they are killed.) So my father received the apartment and stayed for a few days. During this period, the stupidest thing I did was blowing the light. I thought the light was like the oil lamp on the kang of my house, which was blown out. However, the pain of blowing cheek didn’t disappear, which made my aunt, who was entrusted by my father to take care of me, laugh and hurt my stomach. The most shocking thing was that I went to the cinema to watch a movie. Although I couldn’t name it, the surprise brought to me was still very clear when I recalled that movie. The most pity was that my father bought braised pork from the kitchen for me. Because I was young and ate slowly, maybe my father was not willing to eat, and finally half a bowl of braised pork was left, but my father may have never eaten the leftover of the child, so he will throw it away. I vaguely remembered that I was crying to stop my father pouring braised pork at that time. I wanted to take it home for my brother to eat, and I wanted to take it home for him to eat. This was a naive child. It was impossible to bring braised pork at a distance of more than 100, I had to watch my father fall down, and I felt distressed for many days. I talked about this matter with my mother as soon as I got home, because in the countryside, braised pork is a delicious food that can only be eaten for a few mouthfuls during the Spring Festival. After his brother graduated from junior high school, his father took his brother to the factory, because the factory had indicators to take care of the old workers, and the factory had one working indicator. Therefore, the day when father and son met Maimang with needles began. My father thought that my children should be blamed by me. When my brother grew up for more than a decade, he didn’t get along well with my father and was unfamiliar to my father. The simplicity and rudeness of educating children with his father made him very rebellious. My brother was 20 years old, and the situation of my family was not bad at that time, and there were endless calls to propose relatives. Maybe the long-standing separation between the two places made both parents decide to find a partner for their brother in the factory. But when my brother came home for the new year, he fell in love with the beautiful, lively and generous sister-in-law who visited relatives in my village. Matchmaker to your home. My parents don’t want my son to live apart from each other in the future, but my brother is determined not to marry this daughter. Everything went wrong, and finally my brother won. It should be said that his elder brother’s decision to marry his sister-in-law was the wisest decision in his life. My sister-in-law is beautiful and has a good economic mind. She treats people well and decently. If you marry such a wife, you will make your brother feel like a fairy. In the first year of marriage, my brother went home every weekend to wash clothes and cook for his sister-in-law. Later, the sister-in-law who was unwilling to stay in the countryside for a lifetime decided to enter the city to go to his brother’s side. First he entered the factory, then he simply opened a shop by himself, which was also a good job. My brother’s favorite thing every day is to take his sister-in-law to work. The beautiful sister-in-law made him envious. But although my brother’s factory was a famous state-owned factory in the province, it was inevitable to turn into a private one. My brother was laid off, and his father, who had retired less than ten years before, also died. The sister-in-law Store managed well. Need headcount. My brother became an employee of his sister-in-law. My brother still contracted all the housework, and he still liked to go to work with his beautiful sister-in-law. However, the shadow of being laid off made him lose more than his straight waist, more is the dignity of man’s self-improvement… time flies like water, maybe there are some blanks that draw you back.. Like (prose editor: Dielianhua) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Have you visited the space today?

I woke up early today but didn’t want to get up, so I just lay down and took Harry Potter borrowed from the library, and let go of the wings of thought before the movie was filmed, follow Rowling’s thoughts to enter the magical world one by one. It is exciting because of the unknown. After watching the movie, although there was visual shock, it was not as delicate as the Book. Now I will review it again and compare the images in my mind with the pictures in the movie. I always feel something is missing! Don’t want to get out of bed, you can’t control yourself to turn on the computer after getting out of bed. Get out of bed at 9 o’clock, buy breakfast, after eating, come back to turn on the computer. English is about to be tested, so I downloaded a software to learn English. But I haven’t forgotten to log on to QQ, open Weibo! When I remembered what I was going to do, it was already half an hour later! This is how time goes by. What’s the use of sighing that it is in a hurry? You just watched it dance from your hands and leave lightly. The figure became smaller and smaller until it disappeared, but you didn’t open your footsteps to catchupwithit. Now I want to ask: when you turn on the computer, you usually turn on the software? I think these are not rare. If you have registered members in QQ software, Weibo, Kugou, Renren, Kaixin or any website, you will definitely open that website. Have you visited the space today? Look at your friends’ inner activities and see what is happy or sad, especially the one or several you want to pay attention to most. Look at what is worth reading written by others, and what feelings do you have that you hope to be recognized by others. Calling: share. Looking at my space popularity index, how many people came to see my space today, how many people followed me, and how many people commented on me? Ask yourself, are these the purposes of our space shopping? Today I asked my roommate: how many days have you not been to your space? As a result, I got a supercilious look: Isn’t this nonsense you asked? Every day go! What should I say? When narrating such a current situation, I seemed to be addicted to it, just like this moment: I seemed to be worrying about the new words too! Clearly know this is a wrong direction, but still go on, paranoid, there is no generalization! Sometimes we feel that we are suppressing some thoughts that are not the deepest part of our hearts. Is it to accord with the public or to increase the so-called popularity of space? If there are more people coming, what do you have? If there are fewer people coming, what do you lose? With computers, we have a lot of convenience, and at the same time we have lost a lot! What have you lost? We often think about it! But there is a voice in our subconscious mind that prevents us from thinking deeply. Just watch the movie, don’t follow it! I went to visit an ancient town by bike with three classmates earlier. Because I didn’t like the smell and waste of cars, I decided to go by bike, not only enjoying the scenery on the road, and you can experience the fun of bicycle racing. It took four hours to go and four hours to come back. It was a physical work. Although the slope of Nanling was not high, it was a lot of work. It was certain that I was tired. When I went there, there were only three people left when the four girls came back, another one came back by bus because of lack of physical strength. Laziness is human nature, and no one wants to spend more time on advice. The knowledge of books is less, and there are more people playing mobile phones and taking naps in class. Why? Because I always stay up late at midnight. There is another sentence: people who say good night and go to sleep often show off half an hour later. This is the current situation of most Chinese youth. To put it bluntly, it is nonsense to rely on our generation to revitalize China and lead it to the front end of the world? The night is not a good time to think, but the beginning of mixed thoughts! It is also the formation of bad habits, and now I should have been in sleep, but I am here talking nonsense. I want to say: how many people are like me? Today, have you visited the space? Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Autumn night emotion

Sleepless Tonight, bury yourself in the whispers and disappearance of time. I couldn’t help jumping out of my consciousness and murmured in my ear. The fear and sorrow caused by it were like the helplessness when yellow leaves fell from the branches. I couldn’t help leaving without hesitation, leaving is the inevitable destination. Is such a departure the invitation of the wind or the tree’s failure to retain? I can’t remember how many nights like this wander between waking up and sleeping. Thinking stagnant, lazy even want to stop breathing, just interpret yourself, you, you in the retention. Stop thinking about me, leave some time for me to grow old! I haven’t heard a song for a long time. Even if I hear it in my ears, those melodies seem to have lost their vitality. They are just simply shallow and sad, inexplicably sad and involve the most sensitive nerves, inexplicable sadness annihilates little joy! Like a moth with no clue, he rushed to wherever there was light, and threw himself into the hot light again and again, making it tinkling, as if it was not his own pain. When you are in a good mood, this space and that space can’t read the thoughts in other people’s words, but simply follow those words or happiness or worry. It seems that everything has nothing to do with yourself. It seems that, my heart is out of the world of mortals. However, is the heart really outside the world of mortals? If you can really be out of the world of mortals, why will you be sleepless, lazy and stagnant? I think of the conversation with my friends: I want to become a monk! I had no choice but to knock out these words with a bitter smile on the corners of my mouth, which touched the most vulnerable and gentle part of my heart. My eyes were foggy, but I pretended to be strong! At that end, there was a terrible silence. For a long time, friends typed a few words: I think so too! In a flash, the disguised smile at the corners of the mouth disappeared. Tears surged out. Pain came over endlessly, like the surging waves, one after another, flooding all the sense and reserve. Crying, sobbing, only I understand the salty degree of tears! The moon was as bright as water outside the window, the autumn insects murmured, and the midnight was deeper. Even the floating dust slept peacefully in silence, but my heart was clear and clear. I borrowed a glass of wine and went to sleep! I have said that I want to borrow your shoulder, crying so red that my soul will disappear, the autumn wind is silent, the sky is dark, the dark clouds are pressing the city, and the vegetation is withered! It is the kind of wailing, not sad, not wronged, not sad, just crying because you want to cry! In these days, seeing others’ parting, sadness and joy too much, I was also infected and wanted to get drunk. Feel the attachment of others’ parting, but you can take it lightly, and summarize the classic philosophy in those hugs and instructions: Parting is for the gathering in the future! Seems Su Dongpo “Prelude” in long life, miles of the Moon free and easy also but Ear ear! I am a heartless person? How can we treat others’ sadness as a waste of smell? Is it true that even the heart is lost? This is a crime that cannot be forgiven. Although it is not intentional, this attitude is always harmful to the parties! However, who didn’t treat me like this? I had to complain about who was right and who was wrong for me. After all, I couldn’t find the end of responsibility! Let’s be indifferent like this. Only for yourself, friends, or extremely warm sincerity and blessings, for me, is the place where warmth comes! I don’t compare hardship and hardship with others. I always care for extra hardship when I live in life. Xu, it is the God who will give me a great responsibility. In recent years, there have always been more or less unsatisfactory tests of my will. I am a person who is not strong enough, he always looks for such a confused time, looking for a corner where he can put himself, curling up his body, closing his heart tightly, rejecting the light, and setting his self-esteem and hope in the darkness, slowly wake up the sleeping will, grope for the unexpected embrace, rest in your touch and low call, like a frightened child, dragging the corner of the clothes tightly, hiding behind the adult, only a pair of terrified eyes are exposed. Try to find the source of panic, put your hands in another stable palm, and deliver trust and support! For me, is it luxury? I shouldn’t complain. No matter how tired my heart is, the days will continue. Your cherish is the good medicine I am the wound. Pack mood. After sorting out the past, both gains and losses are abandoned. Tell yourself: Now everything is zero, and now we are going to start from the beginning! There are always beautiful scenery that belongs to me! Open the window that God has been reluctant to open for me. The hot maple leaves are swaying outside the drooping curtains. The gorgeous red is the brilliance after finishing a life precipitation, it is also the breeding ground of the next life! On the night of early autumn, it was still very hot and dry, wandering in front of the computer, drinking lightly in the words, singing softly in the tea fragrance, lingering in the thoughts, waking up from the pain, chewing the taste of life, and still eating balsam pear, though bitter and fragrant, I will fall in love with this kind of bitterness! Who said: you can’t change yourself if you can’t change the environment. I won’t change. Sadness flows backwards into rivers, indifference or enthusiasm, dancing in my own world, without complaining about the past of life, without regretting the coming and going of life, still make the mufurong smiling against the frost as always! Like (prose editor: prose online) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Night

It rained as much as possible. At night, the rain stopped! Turn off the light and lie on the bed quietly, listening to the whispers of the night. The dark air outside the window told the loneliness of the night, without the accompany of stars, without the comfort of the moon, only the unspeakable loneliness, only the endless sadness! Occasionally, a drop of rain fell on the eaves, and it fell on the concrete floor dully, knocking on the trembling sound of heart injury in the night! A gust of wind lifted the curtain corner, and the night inside and outside the house hugged and cried! The same heart injury, the same loneliness, without any bright light embellishment, without a warm feeling. In this way, a heart is surrounded in the night, unconsciously surrounded by this night and its mood! My eyes stared at the night quietly, and my ears listened to the beating sound of my heart carefully. I imagined what kind of thoughts did my brain have at the moment when it came to an abrupt end? Fear, nostalgia, indifferent, calm, reluctant? Or all kinds of thoughts interact with each other? Or maybe it is a kind of relief and relaxation of all kinds of troubles leaving life! Life is really changeable, and we cannot predict the direction of action in the next second of life. What we can do is to improve the quality of life in every minute now, and don’t let meaningless unhappiness and meaningless sadness fill our hearts! All kinds of unpleasantness interact today, and also make all kinds of unpleasantness turn into a part of the night at this moment and remain in the past of history forever. Everything is just because you don’t have a heart that believes in yourself, a heart that can easily let go, but a heart that asks you to die! But I know that after so many years, I know how to live and how to release the temporary unjustified anxiety and restlessness! Life is like this. You inject a little passion into it, and it returns you a little enthusiasm. What kind of mood do you treat it with, and what kind of mood is life! Therefore, despite some unhappiness, it is just the flavoring in my life! I always have great enthusiasm and confidence in life newspaper, and I naturally believe that it will not bear me! I don’t require everyone in life to understand myself, just someone! I will do my best and feel at ease! It is too dark in the society, but the grown-up self is still a simple and silly self. It is too tired and meaningless! This is your fool! How many people understand and stick to it! Night according on! But I turned on the light gently and surrounded myself with soft light. In the quiet night, I opened the diary which had accompanied me for many years! Pick up the pen and talk with yourself quietly, which is the only way to vent yourself. After writing, my heart came out from the cocoon just now, completing a small transformation! Close the diary, put down the pen, and smiled calmly today! After today’s night, no matter cloudy or rainy day, the sun will always rise in the East! Silly you, lie into today’s night to welcome tomorrow’s rising sun! Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Soft Time

That night, I suddenly woke up and saw the moonlight shining over half of the room. A thin curtain of light was floating in front of the bed quietly like gauze. Looking out of the window, a round moon was hanging on the horizon. Its circle, its brightness surprised people inexplicably. Later I remembered that it was fifteen. In fact, there are fifteen every month, not only the Mid-Autumn Festival, but I gradually forgot that I thought that only the Mid-Autumn Festival can see such a round and bright moon here, which has been chaotic for so long, in fact, I forgot life, and life naturally forgot me. Counting the days, it didn’t take long to come here. The cherry in the garden blossomed, fruited and matured. It seemed that it was still yesterday. I have only been here for five months, and I don’t know much about it, there are not many places to go, and it seems to be in a hurry every day. Everything in the past seems to be gradually getting far away. Occasionally, I will think of the places where I used to work, people and things there. Thinking about it, everything became clear immediately, just like I couldn’t help recalling Wuhan when I left Wuhan after graduation. Is this how people spend their whole life in memory and forgetting? When playing Weibo, I saw a lot of people sharing a sentence, saying that a person immersed in past memories will lose the direction of progress. Heart fear for a long time, self-blame for a long time, can’t help set-in-right-. However, I felt very calm again. There was no need to be a person and do things as others said. I took the opportunity of my friend getting married and went back to the grand Road, I went to Lotus Square and naturally stayed there, but I just didn’t see those people playing top in the square. Most of the time, I really don’t want to worry about what is right or wrong, Don’t want to deal with anything good or bad. Some things are hard to change, just like when I was in college, I can still play live, play some military flags, or stay online, does one have to let go of the past when he is mature? Once when I came back in the evening, I saw a group of children sliding ice around several rows of colored plastic cones at a place on Beijing Road, and several children were standing still in a row wearing roller skates, maybe I am practicing the sense of balance. Standing beside them were several fatong trees, waving green sleeves quietly in the summer night wind, looking at these happy children. There are several stars hanging in the corner of the sky ahead, flashing, maybe the one I know. The summer night in my memory should have twinkling stars, flickering fireflies, paper fans painted with mountains and rivers or figures, several cicadas, and those classic TV plays. I just don’t want to think about it, because thinking about it will remind me of all kinds of things in my childhood, which only adds a few negative emotions. The word once was too heavy. Sometimes, I want to walk alone and stay in strange places to see strangers. On that day, I got on a bus at random and was suddenly taken to the city. I got off the bus at one place and saw a small shop with the words “Jiangxi wacan soup. I couldn’t help walking in. The boss was definitely not a native, but I just didn’t know if he was from jiangxi. The small jar for soup was naturally familiar. He used to be in Wuhan and Nanchang, and such jars have been seen in other parts of the country, just like Lanzhou ramen, Xinjiang mutton skewers and Yangzhou fried rice can be seen all over the country. Looking at these familiar names and jars, like meeting old friends, I couldn’t help being happy in my heart. After drinking the soup, I walked around casually and saw a community with four huge Chinese characters written at the door. Under the plane tree, I was attracted by these four characters at once. I thought these four words were very poetic, so I couldn’t help looking inside for a few more eyes to see if there was a plane tree inside. If there was one, the residents in the community might hear the rain of the plane tree. The plane tree, the rain in San Geng is the hardest thing to leave. Of course, plane rain belongs to autumn, and only belongs to autumn. Sometimes, sounds like this can really be described by sounds of nature. Time, sometimes it will really surprise you suddenly and appear in front of you in another way. Last year, I saw Quadrangle bamboos in Wuyi Mountain, which suddenly broke the previous inherent impression of bamboos. This year, in Shaolin Temple, I saw seven-leaf trees, Buddhist treasure trees and the world’s first street tree with a history of nearly 1,000 years, amazed. In the past, when I read that streamer is easy to throw people, red cherry and green plantain, I would wonder what the cherry tree looks like when I sighed at the time, unexpectedly, there was a tree in the yard where I lived. It turns out that many things are not taken for granted and need to be understood and met slowly. Is this the fate of Buddhism? Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Fine Fleeting Footsteps

When the Milky Way River was crystal clear like a dream, the light in the gap was peaceful and harmonious, and closed his eyes in the cluttered cicadas from far and near, his mind gradually melted. 18 years old, I don’t know whether it should be said that I finally grew up or grew up so quickly. 18 years old, there is no reason to hide in the corner of the fleeting time. 18 years old, the beginning of aging. After tomorrow, we really have to face everything. We have to shoulder all our responsibilities and obligations. We are 18 years old and follow the shallow and deep footprints of the years. We have to follow the ups and downs along the way, but it still goes to today. 18 years old is an enviable time. Maybe it’s really young and I don’t know how to worry about it. There are always many thoughts in my heart. At the age of 18, he is still a naive child. He will still jump up happily when seeing the plane take off near Nakagawa airport. He still likes fantasy. I don’t know when he is about to face a more complicated society, is the childlike innocence a fatal weakness. At the age of eighteen, the pressure has gradually come. The important task of rejuvenating the family that I involuntarily shouldered since I was a child finally struggled for it in the expectation of my relatives. When I was fourteen years old, I was a senior high school student. I stayed away from my parents without knowing anything. I had been suffering for many years, but my heart was covered with dust for too long. I was sad and happy, what you get can never be compared with what you lose. The deep pain behind your smile will never be mentioned to others. Only outside the dream can you let tears fly and then be strong again. When you are in a bad mood, you really chew the pain and swallow it, and then make them feel heartbroken. So I went to the wild to watch the moon for several hours in the middle of the night, or wrote a tireless one with a pen. Such a day was always missed like that, which really deserved Pushkin’s poem. I still like making friends so much. I don’t know why. I like drinking water alone and roaming without destination, but I just develop a water addiction. At first, I always felt that I had a muddled life, but in the end, I still couldn’t help myself. When the days of tutorial were getting far away, the casual things at that time also went with the wind. Sleeping and studying casually seemed to be casual, but the learning efficiency was extremely high, not sentimental or sensational, mentality good. That was a beautiful episode of youth. Every time I tested the random, funny, worried and sad answers, the college entrance examination brought too much. I still remember the actions I didn’t want to take when I was taking exams, we still miss the scene we discussed. How many days have we struggled for the college entrance examination? The college entrance examination is over, but we are scattered. The story has become a classic that is hard to copy. Where can we find our laughter? If we don’t, we won’t get together any more, we live a real dream season. Those memories overlap, and there are too many beauties. I still remember that I didn’t sleep all night to watch the Weihe River rise, and I still remember that I tried my best to repeat the high concentration pressure, which was gently relieved by us. How much nostalgia will be left for each end, how many past will be lost for each beginning, the school will start again, and the footprints of fleeting time will disappear again. What is waiting for 18 years old in other places? Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Turning around for 120,000 times, I only saw you alone — promise for a lifetime

When I met you, I firmly believed that if one day you left, I would definitely look for you like crazy. Once upon a time, this was what you said to me, and I always took it to heart. You always say that after getting along with me for a long time, I find that I am not as quiet and indifferent as I seem to be. Thinking about the first time you talked to me, you always like to sarcasm my blushed face! However, you were stupid enough that time! On a hot day, standing under the camphora tree with two cups of melted ice cream, I waited for more than twenty minutes! I took over the ice cream which had already become water. I really don’t know what to say. Sometimes, it should be said that you are naive and lovely! You said you didn’t like to send text messages but preferred to write letters, and you didn’t know when to start. It has become a habit to wait to see the letters you gave me every day. You know? There are 100 letters, but I have all of them! As for you, you are not like those free and easy boys who would be angry when talking about love, but I still remember those gentle words! You said, when I can’t walk, you will carry me to see the scenery you have traveled all the way! But I said, with my fat body now, you may not be able to bear it. Hearing this, you were very anxious at that time. You were busy saying that you would be a little fat. You could carry me with you! At that moment, I really thought you were stupid. If you were really fat, I wouldn’t want you. You know I like quiet, so you are always willing to take a quiet walk with me. Every time you stay together, you always stubbornly let me walk on the right, because you said that the left side is the closest place to the heart, and you hope that my left side is always you, it is you! You always treat me as a child and strictly forbid me to turn off my cell phone when I go out. No matter how late I come back, I have to tell you that you don’t want to have no news about me. So, sometimes at one or two o’clock, when you hear the phone that connects quickly, you will know that you haven’t slept yet! How thoughtful and considerate you should be. After every weekend, I always can’t get up in the morning, because our dormitory is still late for several times. Since then, you have called me to get up every day. Most of the time, you are still asleep! You said that if I was angry or sad, you would accompany me quietly, just quietly. You said that I had to learn to face myself and think clearly quietly. So, every time I take you to have a meal, I will forget it. You have already planned it. There is still a long time in the future. You said that you were afraid that I would not wait any more, but you were worried that I would miss my time. How many times you saw it, it was a little heartbreaking. It seems that we have been arguing for several days, and you are going to have an internship soon, which means that the distance between us is longer and your worries are more. I lost my temper with you again yesterday, but I heard you crying clearly on the phone… I said, it was you who thought too much! In this life, I turned around for 120,000 times, only I met you alone. When I met you, I won’t miss it any more! Why is there sadness when I fall in love? Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…