Catch souls situation

Some momentary feelings in life need to be preserved faithfully with the pen in hand. It does not need to pile up gorgeous words or deliberately carve, only a sincere heart that can reflect the present is enough. In recent days, the right lower abdomen is always in faint pain, and an invisible giant stone presses on the chest unscrupulously. I know that it is more terrible than pain, what makes me sleepless —- worry that time goes on day by day, and it becomes a shadow that I can’t get rid of, but I am unable to prove or overthrow my suspicion. I always thought that I was as strong as a core. In life, I regarded myself as a strong person; At work, I had a tiger in my heart; But in front of the disease, I collapsed and turned into a pile of soft mud. It turned out that I am could not stand the wind and waves so fragile as a little ant in front of a giant. The scene lying on the operating table a few years ago was as clear as yesterday. I was ignorant of the world and was unprepared to face the sudden ovarian cyst. I resolutely and blindly chose the operation. Although the result is judged to be benign, no one can predict whether it will relapse again, because the origin of this pain is the location of the operation that year. My heart began to tremble inexplicably when I rummagically found out the previous case diagnosis at home. The sky is clear and cloudless. How can I understand my sadness? The haze has already occupied my sky. Sitting in front of the computer, I had lost the leisure and elegance of the past. I started to open Baidu and searched desperately. I did not let go of any information related to it, but finally I only knew a little about it, I couldn’t match my symptoms completely, huddling up in this imaginary abyss, and I couldn’t hear any echo of comfort. I really didn’t have the courage to go to the hospital. I was thrilled when I mentioned these two words, and my body was tight. Rather than being frightened by these two words, I would rather say that I was frightened by myself first. People, the saddest thing is always myself. Considering that the atmosphere there is full of tension and solemnity, every step of rushing gives feedback on the heaviness like stone, and every tight face is as dignified as iron, ask those queuing medical treatment of rubbing shoulders elbow crowd, and which one are willingly here? Finally, I plucked up my courage and walked into the hospital. Instead of begging for doubts, I might as well cut the knot and face life directly. I was mentally prepared for both good and bad. When I walked out of the hospital easily with a long breath, smiling and holding the result, I suddenly felt that I had always thought how beautiful the plain life was! It’s just that I don’t know how to be blessed all the time. Finally, I can have a solid sleep! The secular world is surging, and we want to flow like tide. When we are healthy, will we really cherish or look up to this kind of happiness? When we suffer from hunger and hardship for life, when we work and play in front of the screen for a long time, when we overeat and feel spicy stimulation and have a big appetite,,,,,, the body will give us such and such hints or warnings. Between heaven and earth, cause and effect depend on each other. Even if your body is alone, you will only treat it well, it will treat you well. People live in the world, what is the most precious, life, peace and health! Don’t wait for the disaster and disease to find ourselves, then we wake up and truly understand. It turns out that all kinds of material and scenery are nothing but the wind passing through the bamboo and the Wild Goose crossing the cold pool, superficial, worldly possessions! Friends, don’t forget all the time, take good care of yourself! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Hazy, heart scenery

Most of the time, people think that beauty is in the clear sky. Those colorful flowers blooming in spring, those flourishing willows swaying in the wind, those white clouds floating in the blue sky, and The Seagull soaring in the blue sea. There are several desolate green grasses, several lotus ponds in Wanli pond, and several red dragonflies in the branches of reeds and plants. I have been grateful all the time. It was the eyes that made us appreciate all the good things in the world until we met the hazy morning. Walking on the asphalt road in the morning dew, I unconsciously came to the suburb. It is rare to have the opportunity to enjoy the misty morning. The vehicles coming and going on the road were driving rapidly. The busy construction workers wore an oily coat with a full face of stubble, because they were too busy to fix themselves, passing by in front of me, my back was hazy in the fog, lamenting the most ordinary scenery in life, leaving early and returning late. I don’t know whether they will complain about the hardships of life or meet some happiness in the busy life. At the high intersection in the suburb, a fresh wind blew through the cool and comfortable, and watched the surrounding scenery leisurely. Unexpectedly, I was instantly fascinated by the scenery in the fog. A rising sun blushed all over his face, smearing golden glow to the Earth through the mist. The distant mountains are hazy and the white mist is lingering around, as if lifting the mountain arch in the air. Looking from a distance, it adds a trace of depth and illusion to the mountain. It was still the familiar village, and smoke rose from the kitchen. With three or two poplar trees beside the road, there was a different scenery in the hazy time and space. The fog covered the hazy scenery with more reverie. The scenery seen by the eyes has been drawn long ago, and the color is limited, while the things touched by the heart are the corners that the eyes can’t see, hazy, with flaws hidden in the scenery that can’t be seen clearly. The eyes know your appearance, and the heart senses your inner temperament. Some sceneries have different feelings due to different distances, and some sceneries are gorgeous in a flash, such as fireworks under the night sky, leaving a little hazy and fixing the beauty in the heart. I like the hazy, a kind of tranquil and warm feeling, and it smells fragrant. Hazy, only beautiful leaves add cloud flower clothes. My mind stretches the brush of my heart faintly. Through thousands of years, you are dressed in red and dressed in Cambodia. The cavalry is singing on the ancient Tea-Horse Road, riding a horse and whipping the North to leave the grassland. Draw a Wupeng boat, the boat will sound, accompany you to clean up the wind and cable on both sides of Wujiang River. Listening to the sound of flowers outside the window, on the plane tree under the moon, the Nightingale’s melodious singing voice stayed overnight. You can vaguely distinguish the sound of your flute in the euphratica forest. All these are just hazy scenery in your heart! Like (prose editor: prose online) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Feelings of “Children’s Day”

Time flies like an arrow, and time is like a song. With the loss of time, I have experienced dozens of spring, summer, autumn and winter unconsciously; Decades of life; Decades of wind and rain; decades of years; Decades of dreams make life step forward gradually. The time is always 1 minute 1 second past and the loss of 01:15. Time is holding our hands and sailing to the ocean of the sunset without turning back. We cannot retain; We cannot guard; We cannot stop; We cannot refuse. Only obey the orders of angels and follow them. Even with heavy footsteps, heavy burdens, wind and rain, and the weather-stricken life, we should continue to move forward without turning back. When you look back and look up, what you leave is only wrinkles on your face, as well as the past years deeply engraved in your heart. The days passed once a year like this, and the loss of time was so heartless that we spent another year of children’s day. This festival sounds so naive, so happy, so naive and so cute, but unfortunately it doesn’t belong to my festival for a long time. Although I still crossed the bridge of this time and spent this lovely day, those innocent and lively campus life will never have my shadow in this life; there will be no more footprints for me in this life in the childish children’s group; There will be no more gestures for me in this life in the childish singing and dancing performance; There will be no more names for me in this life in the program performance columns. When Children’s Day is approaching, whenever I hear a burst of loud rehearsals in the playground of the Community Kindergarten upstairs, the entertainment of singing and laughing, and the catching of fans, I am thinking: children are going to celebrate Children’s Day again. How happy and happy they are! It would be great if God could allow me to bring back my childhood and sing, dance, hide-and-seek, perform their own programs and display their own heroic abilities on campus! On that day, it happened to meet me to have a rest. The weather was cool, foggy and the breeze was winding around. Due to the excessive rain in May, the inspiration of early summer was diluted, but it seemed to return to the breath of spring. After breakfast, I bought something from the supermarket and walked to the Boulevard next to the kindergarten. It happened that the children in the kindergarten were organized by the teacher and accompanied by the parents. They were lively and optimistic, they performed their various programs with relish, and their parents were also participating in their programs, tasting the happiness of their children’s day, which was extremely lively. Children’s wonderful paintings are still hanging on the green branches along the road, and the playground is also full of bustling audiences. At this time, my curiosity also welled up on my forehead, stopped my steps immediately, walked into the edge of the crowd and raised my head to watch their wonderful performances. A fashionable parent is playing fans with a teacher. The children are encouraging them, and the audience are also cheering for them. What an eye-catching role. With the progress of the times and the development of the trend, the original parents are also participating in the performance programs on Children’s Day, which brings incomparable happiness and happiness to children. I stood there quietly, looking at their demonstration with intense eyes. The waves in my heart did roll and I felt happy, as if my soul jumped into their column and really went back to my childhood, I am participating in the activity at this time. When I came back to my mind, I realized that I was just a passing bystander. But their performance brought out a lot of childhood memories hidden in my heart. Although my birth condition was far worse than those of these children, in our remote mountain village at that time, of course, I did not enter the kindergarten training, and directly stepped into the gate of primary school. Then the primary school only 5-year education, although we is village, but our teachers are from town out of high quality teachers, teaching quality can also, except Chinese, math two main subjects, there are also additional courses such as sports, music, art and labor. What impressed me most was that it was almost the children’s day of June 1. Teachers had to draw some good classmates to perform singing and dancing programs in class, and I was no exception at that time. Under the teacher’s organization, we folded up with red, yellow and green paper, tied it with lines, and cut out various flower shapes with petals with scissors, every afternoon after school, the teacher left us in school to practice dancing for two hours. Of course, there were also table tennis matches, solo singing between male and female, etc. On the day of children’s day, we will take our fully prepared programs to perform on the stage of the commune and win prizes with great joy. At that time, although I was standing on a stage that didn’t smell well, in my little naive heart and in the garden where I lived, I would also feel that I was one of those audiences’ attention, I feel so proud, happy, lively and lovely. I was also a good child in my parents’ heart; A good child in the teachers’ heart; A good example in my neighbor’s heart, but at that time I had never been accompanied by my parents because of the differences in conditions, but deep in my heart, it is also my most contented children’s day, and the childhood era that deserves my recalling most. Childhood is my dream; It is my song; It is a piece of music of my spirit. Every year on children’s day, when there are songs coming from the campus; When I dance over and over again, these wonderful memories will emerge spontaneously in my mind. Because it imprints an insurmountable gap in my heart and feelings that cannot be abandoned. Childhood is the most brilliant, precious and hot start of every life; The most eye-catching Foundation; The most adorable flower. Everyone’s future of life is built on the beautiful dream scene of childhood. Children: you must cherish your childhood, listen to your teacher obediently, be good children of parents and teachers, lay a good foundation for your life and create a bright future, in the future, we will become the pillars of our motherland one by one, constantly improve the society, and make the children in the future live more splendid, lively, optimistic and eye-catching in their festivals, leave a wonderful memory for your life. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. 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