I am just an ordinary person

I am an ordinary person, I just want to have a full meal, get dressed, and make my family safe and happy. But this is often not the case. They think that I have much ability to offend many people. I have no choice but to be frank in my heart. I am a straight person who can not turn around when speaking. Two years ago, my uncle asked me to guarantee to buy a car. I was on the bus at that time. I thought there should be no problem, so I agreed vaguely. But when I got home, I told my husband about it, he firmly opposed it and said: It would be fine if he had money to lend it to him, but now he has to take legal responsibility for mortgage with working capital. I firmly disagreed. At that time, I was in a dilemma. On one hand, I was my dad’s cousin, on the other hand, my husband was angry. How could I choose or not? I went to consult teacher Luo. She told me the process of her debt collection. At that time, she was a classmate of teacher Luo’s younger brother and asked her to guarantee. Two years later, the bank asked for money to find teacher Luo. As a result, the man disappeared and teacher Luo came to me all over the street and wavered, I refused without hesitation when my uncle was calling. This incident was very unpleasant. Even my father was sick at night and asked my uncle to take him to see a doctor, which was caused by me, but made my father take the blame and I felt guilty to death, he ignored me when I went home. I think my ability is too small. I have to care about myself before I can care about others. I have no choice but to think about it every time, my heart is like a poisonous snake biting. Although I am open-minded, I still can do nothing. My cousin’s son went to cram school. I think there must be no problem, but he was stuck again. Some things can’t be done if you don’t want to, or if you don’t want to, alas! Sometimes I am envious of everything, how good it would be if I could. I am helpless. I am just an ordinary person, and my ability is also very limited. As a proverb goes, people die better than people, and goods are still better than goods. There is a song that sings well, and the plain is the truth. Like (prose editor: Dielianhua) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Also said indifferent to fame and wealth

If we think about it carefully, comparing with where they go and the grandiose career they have done for people, it is just the best excuse for some people to comfort themselves. In fact, no one has the desire to advance in the world. Since ancient times, people have been studying for the purpose of becoming an official. From a realistic point of view, it is to seek a relaxing job. Once they have this job, he wondered whether he could be more relaxed or not. It was better to get a position and let himself command others to do it. He only gained benefits and did much less things. Its essence and Root was the so-called toiler to govern others, people who work hard are governed by others. People who read more and understand more are eating with strategy and wisdom, while people who do not read or who read less can only eat with physical strength. Some people are knowledgeable and talented. They want to be an official, but they are afraid of asking for help. They also have backbone. Therefore, they secretly hope that one day his talent can be appreciated by thousands of miles of horses and give them a position that can display their ambitions, but from the youth to the middle age, from the middle age to the old age, there was no big responsibility to himself, so his heart was filled with grief and anger of rare talent, and he was not good at appearance, I had to make an extremely gorgeous language to heal my wounds and comfort my frustration. People who are really indifferent to fame and wealth are rare in the world, because people all have GREED. Greed is human nature. No one is an exception. Some are greedy, some are playful, and some are sleepy, some people are greedy for money, while others are greedy for color …… as long as they are a little talented, why not be greedy for fame and wealth? If he is not greedy for fame, he will be greedy for profits, if he is not greedy for fame, if he always hopes that many people will read his articles, it is impossible to write for a lifetime, and he will strive for a lifetime without being known and be complacent, saying that I am, indifferent to Wise. If the teaching always hopes that the children they teach can achieve success in their studies and make achievements in the future, it is impossible to teach some mediocre students to say happily that peace is to reach a far distance and indifference is to wisdom. If the position is always expected to be higher and higher in officialdom, it is impossible to be reduced from a governor to a mayor for several years, a mayor to a director for several years, a director to a section chief for several years, and no position is lost for a section chief for several, still say calmly in my heart that peace is far away? Everyone has the aspiration to advance without exception. The so-called people go high and the water flows to the bottom. Who has the realm of indifferent fame and wealth? People who dare not admit that they are greedy for fame and wealth are hypocritical. The word indifferent to fame and wealth must be created in order to make most people willing not to make progress, and to make a few people climb up without obstacles and competitive pressure. Either it is an excuse for those frustrated intellectuals who never met with talent. Maybe people who created words didn’t think so much at all, but later people carried forward its meaning generation after generation, and used it more and more widely. Anyone can use it, but educated people use it more. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…