Christmas has nothing to do with festivals

I can’t remember when I started to have an impression of Christmas. That year, when the beautiful fireworks were blooming over the Christian church in the nearby village, the classmates living in that village said: Today’s Christmas Eve, Tomorrow is Christmas. That was the first time I heard the words Christmas Eve and Christmas, and the first time I saw a more decent Christian Church. Its outline was decorated with beautiful small colored lights, a big cross and three roofs with different parallel heights. At that time, I knew nothing about Christmas Eve and Christmas. Later, I knew from English books that it was a western festival, and then I just regarded it as a festival for foreigners, which had nothing to do with me. However, when the young English teacher who was particularly able to chat talked about Christmas in class, I suddenly yearned for it, in the early morning of Christmas, I can also receive the gift that Santa Claus secretly put into my socks hanging on the bedside on Christmas Eve, hoping to decorate a small Christmas tree at home with beautiful small colored lights, put a little star, then wait for the arrival of two days, run to the tree, find the box that belongs to you with exquisite packaging, no matter the things inside are expensive or cheap, it will be a special surprise, for me. This is a beautiful dream. I asked my mother: Do you know Jesus? Mother answered: Yes, it was the Christian lord who was burnt to death on the cross later. I asked again: do you know Christmas? Do you know what people do at Christmas? My mother shook her head and said, “I only know that every Sunday, those people who believe in Christianity in the village will rush to the Church of the nearby village to worship. What I knew in English class told my mother: in fact, Christmas, like Chinese Spring Festival, is a major festival in the West. We live in a small village, and our only understanding of Christianity is that every weekend, those who believe in Jesus will carry or step on a small cloth bag and go to the nearby village to worship, I only know that it is also a church that teaches people to be kind. There is a Virgin Mary and Jesus, and only these. At midnight mass, halyuya has nothing to do with us. After going to high school, I realized that Apple could be sold for more than two yuan. Those well-packaged apples were sold for two yuan and four yuan the day before Christmas. That night, when we were studying by ourselves, our hearts had already been led by the fireworks blooming outside. During the break, we shouted excitedly and rushed to the heavy sky. Then, the next day, everything was as usual. Last year, I left my hometown and came to this beautiful ancient city to start college. Finally, I know that Christmas has been celebrated as a festival in China for a long time. On Christmas night, I walked through the noisy aisle, left the teaching building filled with all kinds of excitement, and came to the quiet playground. Sitting on the cold steps, besides thinking of Li Xiaoyi who held my hand and said that he wanted to drop out of school next year on Christmas Eve in the third year of junior high school, he looked at Xi’an, a Sky without fireworks, thinking about hometown and those simple villagers. Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Lonely Rose

I lived in a tall building facing the sea, surrounded by layers of undulating deep dark mountains. In the summer night, I sat alone on the balcony and closed my eyes, listening to my breath carefully, my heart beat, I could hear the swish sound of the sea breeze scouring the sea water in the distance, the sound of tsunami waves at high tide, and the rhythmic sound of the sea water pounding the reef. I listened, poetic habitat in the sounds of nature. Lonely, my heart is always rich. Life is a beautiful legend, and I cherish a poetic feeling in my heart. When I am alone, I Bloom freely and have reverie thoughts, but the reality is too trivial, too many things are pursued and too many desires are lost. That wonderful imagination may have vanished. The so-called lonely dwelling lies in keeping the truth of nature and kindness of human feelings in the heart, the beauty of life, I like to experience the idea of thinking alone, from the drizzle, listening to the sound of falling flowers, from the breeze, the sound of sea waves, from the night, enjoying the twinkling Lone Star. Only when the soul experiences painful choices can it understand the color of life; Only when it feels lonely and shudders can it have different thoughts. Human beings are faced with different mental and physical limitations and dilemmas. Life is a process of constantly searching for goals and ideals and constantly overcoming limitations and dilemmas, and a process of constantly searching and transcending, in the process of full birth and awakening, the emergence of wise thoughts cannot be separated from understanding loneliness and experiencing loneliness. Sometimes people stick to loneliness and have to pursue loneliness deliberately. They are free, leisurely, ambitious and sublimated in loneliness. People are alive, and lonely feelings are lingering all around. In the journey of my life, I walked forward alone without flowers in the front, applause in the back, no companionship around, no applause around. I walked through spring, autumn, winter and summer, and muddy swamps, walking through the cold wind and ice, walking through the 40-year-old life of wind and rain, walking in a hurry and obsessed footsteps, walking towards the bright Dreamland, just for the pursuit of the gorgeous rainbow in the sky. Experience the artistic conception of emotion and soul sublimation in the lonely shadow, admire yourself in the lonely shadow and feel sorry for yourself, but never belittle yourself and blame others, and sigh yourself with sorrow. The dignified energy of loneliness increases the weight of life value. Loneliness makes my life elegant, profound emotions, solemn practices and elegant soul. Loneliness is always accompanied by suffering and pain. It can withstand loneliness, stay away from noise and forget fame and wealth. Only sad roses can be lonely and enthusiastic in full bloom, bringing beauty and fragrance to your life. In my 40-year-old life, I experienced the warmth and coldness of human feelings, the heat and coldness of the world, the instant changes of fate, and the hardships of life, which left a mark on my heart, then I realized the true meaning of life, after the long lonely life pursuit and spiritual trudging, I got a glimpse of the truth of the world, understood life and recognized the direction, thus experiencing the vicissitudes of life calmly and calmly. In the summer night, the small building is lonely, and the roses are lonely, but the roses in the small building are still fragrant. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…