Release heart

If you have to use a word to describe your mood at this moment, I hope it is quiet. Although, I clearly understand that now I am completely mottled. I don’t know what I am doing or what I will do. My mind was full of white sticky pasty gas. Suddenly I felt very tired and tired. I was extremely eager to curl up like a baby sleeping peacefully with the little thumb of the left hand, and the innocent face was full of warmth. The dry summer wind gently rolled up the pure white gauze curtain on the baby bed, brushed through the bright baby face, and slipped into the peaceful and pure world in the Little Baby’s dream. Hide-and-seek? Mom said I wouldn’t do it now. Gently humming and exclaiming, the fresh and lovely first smile appeared faintly on the immature face. Baby. Frozen pan Yellow Page record. Memory is a very painful happiness. It feels like smoking opium poppy. With extreme happiness, anesthesia endless pain. I can’t recall it. It’s good to grow up. When I was young, I always naively constructed the future. In the carefree era when I loved to play home wine and eagle caught chickens, the only thing I said and said in my heart was that I could grow up quickly with a lollipop. In the age of innocence, there were no other worries except this. Now, it is really grown up. But, what can I do? 03. I am no longer me; You are no longer you; We are not the original child. It’s not fun to grow up, and I don’t know until now. But it is too late. Grown Up. Those things related to family affection, friendship, love and trifles were entangled one after another, and even a grain of dust in the world could also set off a bloody storm. It’s complicated and cumbersome, and I’m stuffed into one head and two big ones. Therefore, finally I dare not think about it any more. Just, pray for quietness. Like a baby, make a baby dream. Suck the left thumb, quietly, quietly, sleep soundly. Mom, I am sleeping very well. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Light a bright light in your heart

On the cold morning of lunar December, The Sun did not come out, and people and things on the street were immersed in the gray fog. After sending my mother home, I walked home slowly step by step with my head drooped. On that road, I found that a shop selling lamp accessories was closed. The small sofa and exquisite lamp accessories previously placed were gone, and the wide glass window was empty. Looking up, even the signboard was removed. Maybe it was because of the low mood recently, and a sense of disappointment suddenly rose in my heart, as if the store was closed down because of my poor management. I like those shops selling lamp accessories very much. Although the decoration styles are different, each shop gives me a kind of warmth, and those beautiful lighting attracts my attention, the light they emit gives me a warm and sweet feeling. Every time I passed this shop, I would slow down my steps and change the poem of Haizi into a house, facing the river and full of lights. The blazing white light illuminates the darkness and brings light, the tender orange light comforts my heart, and the jumping colorful light makes me feel the beauty of life. I like them, love their beauty, and feel more delighted and moved by them. This empty shop used to put a set of small fabric sofa in front of the glass window. On the sofa, there was a crystal lamp which was not very large but exquisite. There are many pearl-like soft balls growing under a half-open flower, some of which are large and some are small. The whole is like a small crystal curtain, and also like a gorgeous tassel hanging down on the water, always emitting charming pale yellow light. Every time I pass by, I will stand and enjoy it for a while. Friend said, you strange man and love with all simple and elegant of the things, why those electricity workwear up complained bitterly of crystal lamp special liking? I said I don’t know either. Maybe I just like the luxury and the warmth brought by the gorgeous lights. They are not only a lamp, not only an ornament, but also not only for lighting in the dark. They have life, movement and even emotion because of luxury. Not all people can understand it. Maybe only those who have been hurt, those who are fragile inside, and those who love and pursue life very much can understand its connotation of external beauty. Up to now, because I have no place for myself and no place to hold such a beautiful warm crystal lamp, I can only browse outside the store. I love them more when I see them more. A voice said: I like you and love your beauty. They heard it and lived in my heart one by one. The crystal lights lit up made me feel extremely warm, and I found the source of happiness in life again. Perhaps, in life, we all need to light a lamp in our hearts to illuminate others and ourselves. Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Waiting in persistence, waiting in waiting

Ten years of waiting, ten years of persistence, when there is only one step away from success, there is a trace of melancholy in my heart. Decade very long. There are not many ten years in life, let alone the most precious and youthful ten years. Waiting for bitter. Life is not afraid of failure, but waiting. The endless waiting is just like sailing in the vast sea. The lighthouse is always in the boundless distance, but there is endless sea water all the time around. Waiting is a kind of suffering, not for the body, but for thoughts, souls and wills. Adhere to hard. Ten years is too long, many times I want to give up, completely give up, give the soul a vacation, to find a relief, a new life. I also thought about a different way of living, and don’t let myself live so dull, so tired, so depressed, and so annoyed. But I chose to stick to it unwillingly. Wait in persistence, and persist in waiting. The days just passed by and never come back. Growing up in the silent waiting, mature in the gritting of teeth, and dazzling, I have changed from a high-spirited youth to a middle-aged man who is slightly pale. In the next decade of my life, I will still wait and stick to it? Like (prose editor: Rain dancing alone) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…