Su Shi Jinnian, also used to die for you, etc.

I used to prefer myself to be a pear flower, just because I could cling to it. Now. Through that era of floating and wild horses, things are different. Original own but a windfalls residual flap, no branch can be. I bit. My spare time is used to recall. What I often recall are all fragmentary and clear memories you gave me. After the flourishing flowers blossoming and losing, my arrogant smile was fixed in that flowery and losing center. Like a candle burning to the end, I was finally blown out by the wind. Disappear in this world. Sinking in a yellowish memory, it cannot be redeemed. If you ever loved someone deeply, you would be like me. I no longer want to go back to that place alone and look at a lost love. The place under that tree has become an insurmountable forbidden zone in my heart. I like to wander alone in the complicated crowd. They watched coldly as they staged farce one after another. It’s three minutes hot for everything. Only you, I almost tried my whole life to interpret your appearance. Until you leave. Until again entanglement. Now. I don’t have much emotion to pour. I can only bet my whole life. Lose or win. I have learned not to expect too much. Be it. I told you that I would live with a smile. If one day we meet, when you see me smiling at everyone like flowers. Please believe that I am really happy. Please believe that my life will still be bright. I am not a woman who will force myself to smile. You should know. My teenager. When can I expel her from your heart. When will you spoil me. Then gently call my name. A pool of clear water, a bamboo forest. I only wish to accompany you. The flowers are attached to the old past, and the orchid boat is swaying. This world Unknown Pleasures. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Goodbye and never see

All feelings are like a book. If you read too fast, you will easily miss it. If you read too carefully, you will cry. To say goodbye gently means that I didn’t go to the university where he was. I couldn’t find him because I was afraid or timid in my heart. In short, I didn’t see him. On the way back, I cried. My tears fell down unconsciously and collapsed again. I think I am a child who doesn’t like crying, but once I think of something related to him, all my grievances turn into tears and fall down. There is no reason, only tears. I can’t help walking like this, and I don’t dare to expect proudly any more. Because I love you, I don’t see you. I let you go. At the same time, I let myself lose in your city. Sitting in the car, I watched the flickering street view, like paintings of backward ink and wash, dodge. I think there are too many uncertainties about the way we are going to take. Most of the time, a word of advice from others, perhaps a flash of our own, occasional gains and losses, we are changing the direction of our destiny all the time. The world is unpredictable. After that, let me know that there is no need to be too stubborn when things happen. For those feelings that don’t matter how to start, it is like meeting a casual passers-by, just missing is just a passer-by. No one can take away anything, and why should they be entangled in a certain person, a certain moment, a certain thing. Only when you have understood and figured it out can you follow the fate, the nature and the heart. Don’t be anxious, don’t be impatient, don’t be sad, don’t be salty, don’t be light. Maybe life is just like a cup of plain boiled water. Before love begins, you can never imagine that you will love someone like that. Before love is over, you can never imagine that kind of love will disappear. At the end of love, you will find that love can be so humble. Forget the past, you can never imagine that unforgettable love will only leave a faint trace. Before love starts again, you can never imagine that you can find that kind of love again. When I was polished by my life, I was no longer as vigorous as before. In fact, some people never had a chance to see each other until they had the chance to meet each other, But I hesitated again. There are some things that I have never had a chance to do. When there is a chance, I don’t want to do it again. Some words were buried in my heart for a long time. I didn’t have a chance to say them. When I had a chance to say them, I couldn’t say them. Some love has never had a chance to love. When there is a chance, I will no longer love it. There are many chances to say something, but I think I will talk about it later. When I want to say something, I have no chance. We have drawn a outline and a texture of our feelings in our hearts. He should be clean, beautiful, gentle and chivalrous. He would love me a lot. He gave up his army to be my Armor. He overthrew the whole world just for me to smile. He would tuck the quilt and pour a cup of warm tea for me when the Japanese wind was sharpened and the autumn cold was covered. But he only exists in fairy tales. After all, life is just rice, oil, salt, soy sauce and vinegar tea. Those people who have appeared in dreams for countless times often just comfort themselves, but they are so persistent in love, thinking and reading that they can’t find such people in life, so I no longer believe in love. If he loves me because I love him, then this kind of love will be a disguised punishment for me, and it is already a myth in our imagination that we have come here, often the biggest characteristic of myth is unbelievable. After thinking for a long time, I think I am waiting for someone who can draw a pause on my lonely story; One who can accompany me to listen to all the sad love songs, but it won’t make me want to cry; A person who I can find one hundred shortcomings in her, but still insists on loving her; A person who will tell me that we have a pit to jump together, there are people who taste hardships together and live together for a lifetime! In fact, I have been waiting for you, don’t you really know? You are always so determined to believe that we are impossible. You always think that this kind of love can not last long. But you have never given a chance to start, how can you be together? Our love was strangled by you before it began. Don’t force or expect. Touch lack of pity. I often think of someone who used to be by accident. It’s not that I can’t forget it, but that I can’t let it go. Those concerns that were unwilling to mention to anyone were growing in the dark corner. I always meet people who shouldn’t give up when I don’t understand love, but after I understand love, I just plant unintentional harm. Later I realized that only when I met someone could I truly understand the meaning of love; Only when I missed someone could I truly feel the feeling of heartache. I thought you would understand what I did. However, I was wrong about the place where love was originally left. I have been hurt by leaving for countless times, but there is only one sentence in love: who doesn’t know how to leave without love, but those who love always don’t have the heart to hurt each other, although everyone believes that they can break up, the one who is always the favorite always expects the other side to still love. If it is love, if everything is still there, even if you look back with hurt, but I will say that I have never left goodbye, which means I will never see again. All the beauty and sadness have already been fixed on each other’s life track. They looked at each other, and finally they just forgot each other. No longer see: and. No longer fell in love. No longer connected. Goodbye, I will never see you again. If you can’t love it, please forget it. Whose time is in whose story is getting old, like pictures that cannot be told. Forget who’s face, who’s heart is old, the similar place and time, we met but pretended to never see again, the secrets we had exchanged were gradually buried into dreams. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. 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Turning around for 120,000 times, I only saw you alone — promise for a lifetime

When I met you, I firmly believed that if one day you left, I would definitely look for you like crazy. Once upon a time, this was what you said to me, and I always took it to heart. You always say that after getting along with me for a long time, I find that I am not as quiet and indifferent as I seem to be. Thinking about the first time you talked to me, you always like to sarcasm my blushed face! However, you were stupid enough that time! On a hot day, standing under the camphora tree with two cups of melted ice cream, I waited for more than twenty minutes! I took over the ice cream which had already become water. I really don’t know what to say. Sometimes, it should be said that you are naive and lovely! You said you didn’t like to send text messages but preferred to write letters, and you didn’t know when to start. It has become a habit to wait to see the letters you gave me every day. You know? There are 100 letters, but I have all of them! As for you, you are not like those free and easy boys who would be angry when talking about love, but I still remember those gentle words! You said, when I can’t walk, you will carry me to see the scenery you have traveled all the way! But I said, with my fat body now, you may not be able to bear it. Hearing this, you were very anxious at that time. You were busy saying that you would be a little fat. You could carry me with you! At that moment, I really thought you were stupid. If you were really fat, I wouldn’t want you. You know I like quiet, so you are always willing to take a quiet walk with me. Every time you stay together, you always stubbornly let me walk on the right, because you said that the left side is the closest place to the heart, and you hope that my left side is always you, it is you! You always treat me as a child and strictly forbid me to turn off my cell phone when I go out. No matter how late I come back, I have to tell you that you don’t want to have no news about me. So, sometimes at one or two o’clock, when you hear the phone that connects quickly, you will know that you haven’t slept yet! How thoughtful and considerate you should be. After every weekend, I always can’t get up in the morning, because our dormitory is still late for several times. Since then, you have called me to get up every day. Most of the time, you are still asleep! You said that if I was angry or sad, you would accompany me quietly, just quietly. You said that I had to learn to face myself and think clearly quietly. So, every time I take you to have a meal, I will forget it. You have already planned it. There is still a long time in the future. You said that you were afraid that I would not wait any more, but you were worried that I would miss my time. How many times you saw it, it was a little heartbreaking. It seems that we have been arguing for several days, and you are going to have an internship soon, which means that the distance between us is longer and your worries are more. I lost my temper with you again yesterday, but I heard you crying clearly on the phone… I said, it was you who thought too much! In this life, I turned around for 120,000 times, only I met you alone. When I met you, I won’t miss it any more! Why is there sadness when I fall in love? Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…