Memorial

Today, two months ago, we met each other. Tell me, sunshine. Declare that the sunshine in life is everywhere. You said, maybe because there are people who care around, they always remind you of the happiness in life. I am afraid of the sudden silence of the air, so I have every day, always looking forward to appearing in your vision, or an expression with no words, just like breathing every day, it is essential. I don’t know when it was. Gradually, it became a habit. Today, we are not together. Without too many tears, the days I had spent became a kind of memory. Although it was light, it was beautiful. It was this kind of beauty that gave us fearless sadness and became a commemorative album. During the Tomb-Sweeping Day, when we were walking in HKUST, we all wore red plaid clothes and walked on the path of Xiwan yard, where the path was filled with small stones and very quiet. The grass beside the path is very natural green. Our red shirt looks dazzling against the surrounding several meters of osmanthus trees, a situation that depicts how happy we are! It’s just a pity that those moments also became a memorial. At dusk, we went to the library before leaving. When we just stepped in, we consciously stopped saying one more word. The air there was suffocated so much that there was no tiny slit left. We walked in the corridor around the inner wall, with a low-lying platform in the middle and dozens of wooden tables, which were basically full of students. Some are eager to focus on books, some are concentrating on homework, there is no noise, only quiet air is flowing slowly, you say, that was a moment full of thought and struggle. Unconsciously, you turned off your mobile phone. He said, we should not disturb these beautiful environments. You are an ordinary girl. Walk on the street, take a fancy to a piece of clothes, the price is a little expensive, you will be silent. I will tell you back, let’s go. I know how much you like it. I said I would buy it, but you dragged me out of the store. You said, I have never let myself buy such expensive clothes. The way to dress is not how noble the clothes are. I just like natural clothes. After a short rest in the underground street, you said that only when my father was there would I like something so calmly and willfully. Things that are too complicated always make me uncomfortable. You will make me get used to it in the future. I can understand every word you say, because I am also that kind of person. Therefore, I always accommodate to you and follow you. At that moment, it seemed to be a permanent memory. There is no regret. In every step we have gone through, every word we have said has become a kind of slight sadness. I once told you that when we are together, you must always be rational. You said fool, if you always keep rational, you will have influence on my attraction and will grow old slowly. I know what I said and what you thought. I always hope that you will continue to be so rational and excellent, so that in the future, one day, you will not regret what happened. I am learned people who often don’t regret. Not long after we met, you asked me twice about whether I regretted being with you. I still answered so firmly. Maybe there are always some unyielding beliefs in people’s inner choices, which are the beautiful things existing in our hearts. Even if we are gone, we are still so loyal to the first thoughts in our hearts that we cannot forget. Today, we are not together. So many good things have become a memorial. I hope you are as rational as always, so excellent to live, less tears and more happiness. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

That year of love letter

The love letter of that year, the Green handwriting and the ignorant emotion, which I read unintentionally after many years, all of which were shining on the yellow letter paper. I like this description. The melody of Jiang Meiqi’s love letter of that year rings in my ears, just like, when youth is about to end, let us again, returning to the best period of ignorant youth, I just want to miss it. There is nothing else to think about. At the age of fifteen or sixteen, I was always full of expectations for the future. In this expectation, I was more or less confused. I couldn’t see the outside world, and I yearned for it, but I didn’t know that step, how much courage do you need. At that time, I always thought that the future was far away, the outside world was wonderful, and there were too many things we wanted to touch. I thought that as long as I went out, those beautiful neon lights and scenery would be in myself. So I always think that the time is faster and the pace of growth can be faster, so that I can reach out to touch the future faster. When time was swaying, leading our steps forward, trenches and valleys, stepping on a winding growth footprint, suddenly turning back, I found that, we have stepped out of the greenest time, the ivory tower and the complicated society. We are no longer the little children of those years. In those simple days, we have classes, do test papers, simply laugh or cry. The children who played crazily together in those years were already missing around us. When we missed each other occasionally, we found that we had watched two different sunny days in two different cities. We seldom write with a pen. Our fingers touch the keyboard more. In a knock, we knock down some words that are easy to forget after that. We seldom read books, even if it appears occasionally, it is just a general omission. When we have passed the age of writing love letters, we will listen to this melody again and listen to the lyrics singing: We have no intention of rereading the love letters of that year, and the time is long and the youth is getting older. The period of knowing each other and wishing each other for beauty that could not be returned all shone on the yellow letter paper. That is youth, verses mark, don’t blame reading Heart will jump. Do you still remember that beautiful paragraph? Maybe the letter to you should have been thrown away. Only in this way can you get what you once lost elsewhere. I always feel infinite feelings about the years, the past, and the people and things I have experienced. This kind of song is always suitable for listening when you are alone. If you are interested, if you still keep it, you can open the box for memory and open the yellow letter paper inside, those immature words float in front of us, carrying the shadow of those years. How many people still keep the love letter of that year, and when I think of it occasionally, I will read it out and read it? How many people still remember those ignorant and young little emotions? When I think of it occasionally, will I blush and heartbeat? How many people still remember those small agreements? About the future and dreams, there are always many common aspirations, thinking that the distant future will surely go forward with each other. Where did the little boy or girl go that year? Have you become a passerby or just a good friend? When there are few years left that can be called Youth on your hands, how much can you miss in your heart? The love letter of that year may no longer have emotions. That he or she has got the future you never gave from other places, and this yearning is only for commemoration, and there is no other thought. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Fishing alone

One person, one Pole, one hat, one chair, a gentle and rainy day, fishing alone by the river. Fishing alone is a pleasure. After experiencing the hustle and bustle, it is another kind of life to calm down and fish alone. Or the sky is high and the clouds are light, or the rain and the wind are drizzle, forget the troubles, let go of everything, blend in the nature, love fishing and accompany with the mountains and rivers. I am free and unfettered. People who have never experienced it don’t know. Fishing alone is a kind of waiting. Waiting for bitter. I don’t smoke, but I can’t help lighting a cigarette when I am alone Fishing. I watch the cigarette burn slowly in the curl of smoke, thinking about the problems that it is difficult to calm down and consider at ordinary times, thoughts can take you far away. In fact, life is not a single fishing. More often, it is waiting silently. However, as long as there is a fish in your heart, the longest waiting is nothing! Fishing alone is a kind of persistence. The fisherman is not for fish, but for fishing. Many people found nothing after waiting for a long time and chose to give up. But there are also some people who choose to stick to it silently. Even if it is still in vain, there is still no complaint or regret, because only real fishermen can understand the process of fishing, just like Waiting for Happiness in plain, it is the most rare spiritual wealth in life. Fishing alone is a kind of artistic conception. At the moment of striving for fame and wealth and striving for wealth, it is not only a kind of feeling, but also a kind of artistic conception to have leisure and leisure to fish alone beside the river. The wind is singing softly, the rain is lingering, sitting alone by the river, detached from the secular world, leaving no intention to leave, and overseeing the clouds outside the sky, it is no different from practicing in the world of mortals. Fishing alone is a kind of character. Many people are afraid of loneliness, and even more afraid of tasting loneliness. It seems lonely to fish alone beside the river, but the solo fisherman is not alone, but tasting loneliness. Only by enduring loneliness, enduring loneliness, being cautious and cautious can we not lose ourselves in the red wine. Instead of going with the flow in confusion, you might as well learn from a real fisherman. If you fish alone by the river, you will realize many different things. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Wood Log Keeper

In Guigang, wooden fields can be seen in places with roads. Wooden yard is our general term for some wood processing plants, which includes planing plant, pressure plate plant, wood core plant, handle sweeping plant and so on. Due to the low investment and simple production process of the wooden yard, it is often to rent a few acres of land and build several cement brick houses on the ground. The houses are equipped with machines, and there are three or four workers for one machine, then set up some drying racks on the open space, and the production can begin. The scale is random, but more or less. I am people outside the industry can also imagine that they have made quite a lot of profits, because these workshops have sprung up like mushrooms in Guigang over the past few years, with the potential of leading the industry! Wooden fields need to occupy land and have convenient transportation, so they are all distributed in open and flat places near roads in the suburbs. Most of the land is cultivated land, which is rented from farmers at the cost of more than 1,000 yuan per mu per year by the owner of the Wood Farm, because such rent is more cost-effective than hard planting, farmers can not only get rid of Labor and collect money from the ground, but also devote themselves to working in wooden fields and get their wages monthly! Why not kill two birds with one stone? For those who open the wooden yard, this should be an immediate, feasible and effective way to get rich. Otherwise, how can the bosses of those wooden yard drive their cars and buy suites in the city, keep Tibetan mastiff? Otherwise, why has the wooden yard opened all over Guigang? Most of the farmland in our village has also been rented out. There are some surplus in places where transportation is really not good, but because people are keen on working and have no time to cultivate, they are barren a lot, so people simply plant fast-growing eucalyptus in the field, and eucalyptus grows very fast, generally, it can be harvested in three or four years and sold to wooden fields. Pieces of eucalyptus forest grew crazily like this, not only on the land cultivated by generations, but also on the ravines and ravines that had never grown grass, and the steep slopes and cliffs were full of fast-growing eucalyptus! In Guigang, or on the road outside Guigang, there are traces of fast-growing eucalyptus growing everywhere! It can be seen that the wooden yard is not only growing wildly in Guigang! Such momentum seemed to disturb the local government. Just last year, the government began to take some inhibiting measures, such as stopping issuing certificates; Forcibly removing some wooden fields to serve as an example, the reason is that some local governments have already planned to build some practical things, such as stations, airports, industrial zones, etc.; Some places in neighboring villages have been demolished, there were seven wooden yards in total. At that time, the move seemed to have touched the interests of the villagers. Unexpectedly, they were instigated by the boss of the wooden yard and went to the government of Gangnan district to demonstrate against it, which lasted for two days, it seemed to be quite effective when I came back. After a few days of silence, the rumbling forklift came to flatten the wooden yard one night. When people came out at dawn, the boss of the wooden yard had been escorted to censor, the scene was set up by the majestic armed men. No one dared to make an order on Earth, so things passed like this. However, at the risk of being demolished like this, there were still people building unlicensed wooden fields secretly! It can be seen that the wooden field can bring them rich profits! There are many wooden fields, and naturally there are many logs needed. Every day from dusk to the morning of the next day, timber was continuously transported from all over the country. There were many vehicles transporting timber, which gathered on both sides of National Highway 324 at the entrance of South Ring Road, there were several hundred meters long car array, and the wood on the car was generally much wider than that on the car, which made the road so small that some places were only open to the car. They just waited for the bosses of the Wood Farm to come and see each other, so they bought and weighed the fancy ones. It’s just that those cars coming and going on the road are always rushing and bumping, which is dangerous to cause accidents; What’s more hateful is that those who look at Wood are like shopping in the market, the mounts are still placed everywhere, which makes the traffic chaotic! There were several times when I went home from midnight to dawn at the intersection, and there was another time when the wood hung up a rearview mirror! In view of the limelight of the government’s policy, villagers dare not rent paddy fields at will. Because of low-lying, which must be filled, the filled paddy fields will not be restored to their original state, and they are afraid of being investigated by the government. In fact, all the rented farmland was paved with stones, and some were made into cement floors. Unless it costs a lot of money, it will be land that can no longer be cultivated. As for the wooden farm here, I am love and hate. First, it has indeed improved the lives of local farmers. Farming here is very hard, because the land is not plain, not very spacious, they are all divided into small pieces by many geographical conditions, can not adapt to mechanical farming, must be manual work! Except for some poets, everyone would be afraid of being a farmer. Those wind blows and rain blows, those who are wearing stars and moon, those who are sweating like a pig, and those who are trying their best to plow and rake, who would like to live a life where they only have enough? Instead, it is a relief! But because they did break the law of destroying farmland, and the incidental consequences were getting more and more serious, which caused the public opinion to be calm. The most important thing was, they also seriously disrupted the transportation order! Can don’t hate? Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Those overwhelmed time

In this period of time when I was at a loss, I was in a daze of anxiety and faint fear. It seems that everything in this world has nothing to do with me, and it seems that everything is related to me, such contradiction, entanglement and vulnerability. Quiet almost lost the signs of life, no breath, no body temperature, like a pool of stagnant water, silent, the original desire for quiet has become today’s confusion, the enthusiasm for struggle at this age disappeared without a trace. No one could evoke the extinguished heat, instead of day after day’s procrastination and all kinds of helpless escapes. Those who have said don’t care have already rolled like snowballs in their hearts. I don’t know if I have enough ability to stop snowballs. Maybe I should really learn to be smart, although I can’t explain it clearly, but we should also see through it. The world is full of too many intrigues. Even if you don’t fight with the world, you should keep yourself having food, clothes and houses to live in. In the ideal utopia, we are all children. However, in the society, what we see are all kinds of prey who don’t know how to overcome. There is only a little food. As long as they are fierce and smart enough, they will certainly get more. (To be continued) Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…