Boring

I just want to write something suddenly! It seems that there is nothing to write in depth, but do you feel that you should write something at this time? It is also bad or not bad, but stuffy, so stuffy, not painful, nothing happened? Is it because nothing happened that I feel uncomfortable? Or is it because the sixth sense feels what will happen, a dramatic turning point? Good? Bad? It just makes people feel a little nervous, a little scared! This is not good. Apart from the disadvantages that affect other jobs and do harm to health, it is not suitable to match the warm sunny days outside. But it was so stuffy that I had to imagine myself sitting on the high wall shaking my legs back and forth and shouting: out of tune, out of tune, unreliable, unreliable. I rented the movie “Step by step” and saw half of it. I turned off the computer and went to the book City inexplicably. I was thinking that I had set the wrong tune on that string again. With absent from the first floor swinging on the 5 floor, and from the fifth floor down to the first floor, and then on the third floor, I’m afraid really lost her marbles, even if not crazy, it is estimated that it is not much worse than crazy. I thought that I couldn’t be crazy here. There were all scholars here. It was not good to disturb them. Maybe it was known that there was a pillar of the future country among them? I am those who have read books can also be regarded as scholars. If I say that I am crazy, does it mean that all scholars in the world are crazy!!! I am afraid that if I say this out, I can’t even leave a little bit of bones. Is it really going to be ruined? I think I can’t stand this sin. Continue to stroll around Seriously. There are a lot of books, which are layered, framed, and all kinds of arrangement methods. I feel a little uncomfortable, if you pile all these books on me, how many books will you bury me? Hundreds? Tens of thousands? Or tens of millions? What’s more, I couldn’t stand the weight of the book, even if the big black letters and scarlet letters were smashed into my head in the book. Even if the King of Hell and the Jade Emperor couldn’t bear to watch it! I don’t know which one will call me first? Tao is a bit tiring in the world. I wonder if it would be easier to be a small servant in front of the two princes? Later, I thought about it and mocked myself: I am an educated modern man, no matter I believe in science or believe in feudalism. Let alone whether they exist or not is an unknown number, that is, existence. As a cloth, I have always been ordinary, and I don’t have much desire to fight for it. How can I be a loser in front of the imperial court? They were reluctant to see each other, but it was not likely that I could get along well with this job. Stop, wandering too far. It is serious to find a few books to read. After a few rounds of shopping, the classification of books is not only thousands but also tens of thousands. As for how many books are, I don’t know, and it can’t be counted. So I stopped in the gallery of “what is modern famous”, which actually I am mixed design, As for the reason why I use the word “mixed”, I dare not even use it because I have not made any tricks in the design line. Since the word “mixed” is designed, I should have read books such as design. I just visited the places of that kind of books, such a large area: architecture, residence, interior, etc. There are numerous and numerous, I also took it and turned over a few books. Oh, no feeling! This also makes me very scared, I am afraid that I will stay in this business for a long time.! Maybe all parties have their own disadvantages now. Don’t force yourself to see them, so as not to get the opposite result, do more harm than gain, and regret too late. If you give up your books and go to the gallery like painting again, or can you adjust your temperament? Who could have foretold? Am I in such a bad mood today? Traditional Chinese painting, oil painting, gouache painting, watercolor painting, landscape painting, foreign painting, domestic painting, well-known painting and no-famous painting can not be seen. The more I feel it stimulates the nerves. The more I feel my head bloated, the more I feel a little headache! Alas! Ah! It is also cold to read other books leisurely, and I don’t feel much in my eyes. Then he turned back to the book gallery of “what is modern famous. It is better to find some understandings and feelings in Lu Xun, Lao She, Liang Qiushi, Xu Zhimo, Xi Murong and so on. Holding the book “Four generations together” written by Ben Lao She, there is a book “Camel Xiangzi” under it, and then “morning flowers and evening flowers”, “Scream”, “hesitation”, standing and watching it, my feet hurt and my neck was sore, then I looked at the open space and sat down. There was indeed a little sense of comfort. There were some advantages here, which made time fly away. I didn’t feel when it was now? Secondly, there is a reason to perfunctory and comfort in my heart, and at least it reduces the wasted time. Since I plunge into the pile of books, I am bound to be drawn by the plots in this book, sometimes I was indignant, sometimes I was filled with emotions and luckily held back to prevent people around me from watching jokes, and I was extremely afraid of being laughed. Suddenly, the desire to read ancient poems and words came out from the silent heart, so he gave up these books and held several books, Tang Poems, song lyrics and yuan songs. As soon as I sat down, I felt like a monkey in the book. I abandoned watermelon, broke off corn, and finally saw rabbits, so I even didn’t want corn, in the end, even the hares were not caught, which was rated as empty. Fortunately, I still like this ancient poem. My thoughts went through thousands of years ago along with the verses. The words in some important ancient verses at the bottom of the verses were studied, read carefully and interpreted! Chewing by oneself also smells a bit bad, just like ordinary people eating the duck’s neck, they become more addicted and chew their heads unconsciously. It was also a bit ashamed to say that some words might recognize me, but I didn’t recognize it, which embarrassed me. So I had to put down the book, went to the fifth floor and held a dictionary down. Speaking, things in the city are just different! The same appearance and dressing are almost one to two times more expensive than outside. Shh! This could not be said loudly. The staff would invite me out. If they saw me strolling outside the door in the future, they might send a group of guards to block me from entering the door. This will make me very sad, I don’t want it. Gossip, gossip! Find the previous seat and sit down, continue to pick up the spiritual food, leisurely! Seeing that the staff came to tell me that it was going to be closed, seeing the book under my hand, he added again: pay the bill quickly. I feel a little embarrassed, can’t afford it, can’t afford it, just a hundred? I am a genuine poor. I can’t stand much trouble. After getting out of the city gate, he fell back to this reality again. It was still neon and heavy traffic. Home! After all, people who go back and forth are tired, sleepy and hungry. In the secular world, there must be common customs. Even if I am at leisure, there are few trivial things. I think my head is too big and painful. 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Youth, some pain

The silent night was filled with the unique flavor of the soul, and the overflowing thoughts were like being summoned and surging. At this time, there was no difference between opening eyes and closing eyes, and the jumping heart had already passed through by thought. Ignorant and happy childhood, sunny and sour youth, like a movie, constantly flash in my mind, scene by scene, lighting the smoke of emotion instantly. After a messy experience, I cut it constantly and got hurt. The passing time did not allow the Wanderer to be gentle again, but walked in front of him hurriedly. I thought that I had already wasted the journey of studying in a mess, and submerged in the ocean of books with the so-called upward pace every day. They didn’t ask about the outside Affairs of the window, but only went to the public expectations. However, it may be doomed that the heart of youth remains. I don’t know when to start dreaming. The Dream related to youth is very ignorant and ethereal. It is said that the young heart is very soft, even better than the spring water, because sometimes the young heart only needs one eye expression, even if it is casual, the ripples will not stop rippling. How can we understand the cause or effect of the social world without experiencing it. In the year when I was dancing like a young man, I was imprisoned in the book room, and lied to myself that I didn’t care who I looked like. One day, two days, one year and two years, the unfolded city wall finally collapsed in the long-term self-deception. However, everything today is no longer the past. From then on, the red dust faded and the Sea of Flowers lost. Without the earthshaking wail, the shuttle years continued to move forward. After going to college, I fell in love with the dark night, or looked far from the fence or leaned lightly against the bed head. No matter what the purpose was, it was so peaceful. Put down everything in the daytime, lurking in the night, quietly confronting yourself, confronting yourself in this fancy age. Thinking, it is hard for young people to quit fickleness and temptation is so ostentatious that they may be careful not to confuse beauty. But even if I did it, I stood under the roof of the University alone, watching the days withered like petals in my hands, and the dreams I once had broken one by one. Could it be that the reason why the cold window lasted for decades was to witness this ridiculous thing! Sometimes, things that are too precious can also make people think about insomnia, tossing and turning because they are unwilling to let the water flow in the mood of love. Like (prose editor: prose online) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…