Catch souls situation

Some momentary feelings in life need to be preserved faithfully with the pen in hand. It does not need to pile up gorgeous words or deliberately carve, only a sincere heart that can reflect the present is enough. In recent days, the right lower abdomen is always in faint pain, and an invisible giant stone presses on the chest unscrupulously. I know that it is more terrible than pain, what makes me sleepless —- worry that time goes on day by day, and it becomes a shadow that I can’t get rid of, but I am unable to prove or overthrow my suspicion. I always thought that I was as strong as a core. In life, I regarded myself as a strong person; At work, I had a tiger in my heart; But in front of the disease, I collapsed and turned into a pile of soft mud. It turned out that I am could not stand the wind and waves so fragile as a little ant in front of a giant. The scene lying on the operating table a few years ago was as clear as yesterday. I was ignorant of the world and was unprepared to face the sudden ovarian cyst. I resolutely and blindly chose the operation. Although the result is judged to be benign, no one can predict whether it will relapse again, because the origin of this pain is the location of the operation that year. My heart began to tremble inexplicably when I rummagically found out the previous case diagnosis at home. The sky is clear and cloudless. How can I understand my sadness? The haze has already occupied my sky. Sitting in front of the computer, I had lost the leisure and elegance of the past. I started to open Baidu and searched desperately. I did not let go of any information related to it, but finally I only knew a little about it, I couldn’t match my symptoms completely, huddling up in this imaginary abyss, and I couldn’t hear any echo of comfort. I really didn’t have the courage to go to the hospital. I was thrilled when I mentioned these two words, and my body was tight. Rather than being frightened by these two words, I would rather say that I was frightened by myself first. People, the saddest thing is always myself. Considering that the atmosphere there is full of tension and solemnity, every step of rushing gives feedback on the heaviness like stone, and every tight face is as dignified as iron, ask those queuing medical treatment of rubbing shoulders elbow crowd, and which one are willingly here? Finally, I plucked up my courage and walked into the hospital. Instead of begging for doubts, I might as well cut the knot and face life directly. I was mentally prepared for both good and bad. When I walked out of the hospital easily with a long breath, smiling and holding the result, I suddenly felt that I had always thought how beautiful the plain life was! It’s just that I don’t know how to be blessed all the time. Finally, I can have a solid sleep! The secular world is surging, and we want to flow like tide. When we are healthy, will we really cherish or look up to this kind of happiness? When we suffer from hunger and hardship for life, when we work and play in front of the screen for a long time, when we overeat and feel spicy stimulation and have a big appetite,,,,,, the body will give us such and such hints or warnings. Between heaven and earth, cause and effect depend on each other. Even if your body is alone, you will only treat it well, it will treat you well. People live in the world, what is the most precious, life, peace and health! Don’t wait for the disaster and disease to find ourselves, then we wake up and truly understand. It turns out that all kinds of material and scenery are nothing but the wind passing through the bamboo and the Wild Goose crossing the cold pool, superficial, worldly possessions! Friends, don’t forget all the time, take good care of yourself! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Dream of yu yi

The rain was gentle and quiet, and the dry mountain streams and ravines were singing again. The pale pine needles and willow leaves were made up of bright green. The spring is full, and the spring rain is timely, just like a string of music and music. In the ever-changing rain, the feeling and scene seem to reveal a trace of love, moistening my heart. Spring rain is soft, Summer Rain is crazy, autumn rain is bleak, winter rain is bleak. Although the rain varies in four seasons, the color of the rain is the same, and the sound of the rain is the same. However, in my heart, I still prefer more soft spring rain, which is hazy, covered with mountain gauze, with rain flowers drifting and fragrant cheeks. Kiss lightly with tears, wet your clothes, honey wine with rain, drunk and dreamy soul. Fantastic rain, fantastic rain, direct teaching people daydream. When it was raining in the deep alley, I leaned against the window and counted the flower umbrellas, thinking about whether Dai Wangshu, the beauty under the umbrella in the Rain Alley, had passed through the space-time tunnel at this moment, and left a moment to look back before the window again. The girl who looks like peach blossom under the umbrella and smiles like a crescent moon must have been here. The wind is soft and the rain is soaked in pear flowers, and the fallen flowers come into my arms in a colorful way. In the winding mountain with fragrant wind, the thick plum flowers, the Ding flowers and the wild pear flowers leap into my eyes, and the graceful Phantom, the charming and affectionate flower soul, the charming beauty, the intoxicating love, and the confusion, like a fairy falling in front of my eyes, the curtain of drizzle, the end of the British brocade, dream of this time. Drizzle, breeze, hazy night, beads falling down, silver plate disturbing the dream. In The Rain Lane with the fragrance of pear flowers, the silky breeze sneaked into the lintel and whispered softly to the ears. The sound of spring rain, the rain lingering, through the window lattice, little raindrops fell tears, is it not the long-separated lovesickness tears, come back to the cottage again? Or in my heart, I didn’t forget the feeling of sheltering from the rain and pear flowers? Unconsciously, the rain knocked on my heart. I couldn’t help recalling the past and met again in May. I remembered that during the rainy season that year, my friend and I sat in the pavilion on the lake. I was surprised that no one even lured South Holland to move north to come to Crescent Lake in my hometown. Yu mu lotus bathing Mei, Handan Phantom play visitors. At that moment, I was obsessed with each other. The rainy scenery in my hometown was as beautiful as that in Jiangnan. It was also from then on that I made an appointment with Yueya Lake during the rainy season every year, and I would take a bath with my soul. I remember that year was also in May, and I also traveled around the mountains, with clear water and blue sky lined with pear flowers. The rain fell quietly, and there was no clouds in the clear sky of thousands of miles. The Fairy thought of fan and shed tears. The astronomical phenomena without signs of rain quietly rained without authorization. This funny rain really made people happy. At that time, I lived with you to hide from the rain and pear flowers. The rain was the medium, and the flowers were the evidence. The rain is flickering, gently kissing the shy face; The rain knocks on the pear flower, which is fragrant and crisp. The ethereal is clear through the rain, which is different from the taste. The soft rain of pear flowers makes people wish for it. People in sihuaiyi often don’t sleep, and a drop of rain is like a whisper of two swallows. There is a lot of rainfall in spring in the mountainous area of xiaoxing’an mountains. There was once a time when Nancha and Nancha were ten days and nine times, and they would be more than one day. In the small Khingan Mountains at that time, in the heyday of beating roe deer with sticks and scooping fish, pheasants flew into the soup pot, however, there is an inexhaustible wealth. The older generation went through northeast China, developed forest areas, and benefited my hometown without complaint or regret. That dreamy story was faintly circling around my ears. However, in the 1970 s, excessive logging of trees led to the shortage of forests and the imbalance of rainwater in a few years. Especially in the small town where I lived, the disaster brought by man-made destruction gradually emerged. The dust covered the sky and the water dried up. A decadent scene emerged in front of the world. At the beginning of this century, Xiaoxinganling forest region adopted a series of natural forest protection policies, made great efforts and achieved initial results. It rains frequently this spring, with beautiful mountains and rivers, green leaves and clear water. After the rain of the town, a new look, buds makeup, stream water song. The charming hometown River attracts the feelings of all rivers to your heart; The simple town enjoys the blessed welfare happily. I think a new story will be added soon. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Drunk city at night

After the Sunset Glow ended, the bustling street seemed to be brighter than in the daytime. I am like a fallen leaf in autumn; Wandering in the noisy street all the way. A wide variety of advertising boards, dense; Hanging above my head, are shining with brilliant light and colorful brilliance. The prosperous streets and lights all night are bright. This is a rich city, a rich city with horizontal gutter oil. From time to time, laughter came from the banquet building. Laughter is the embellishment of life. Everyone has Laughter. Whether you are a winner or a loser, whether you are a thief or a prostitute, you live with different laughter to satisfy and lose, the only thing I was jealous was that there was no laughter, not that I didn’t want to laugh, but that I couldn’t laugh from my pale face, just like me. From the exquisite window, it is obvious that you can see all kinds of ethereal and exquisite accessories, as well as exquisite and flawless clothes, which are displayed so arrogant. When I was idling in front of the window of a bar, a strong fragrance came, as if the smell of vineyard came from the field. At this time, a pair of very modern men and women climbed out of the car without a cover like a turtle shell and walked into the bar tightly. Looking at people holding beautiful shining glasses in their hands, enjoying the wine excitedly and happily, they were delighted as if they were drinking ecstasy soup, and the red liquid was like human blood. From the endless stream of people, we can find that on the night with thick autumn, some young girls are still wearing thin skirts in summer, with bare half snow-white crisp breasts and shaking high, it seems to show people the fullness of their youth. In the age of poverty, women’s skirts were all on the calf. On the contrary, now that women are rich, their skirts are broken instead, which are almost as short as the root of their thighs. However, the skirt still tied the butt tightly. I was worried that whether the plump and round butt would raise the skirt… I felt puzzled and didn’t know what a strange phenomenon it was, I even doubted whether I had a prejudice; I also looked at everything in front of me with a little jealous eyes. Having nothing to do, I had to light a cigarette and smoke it all the way forward, as if I am redundant people in this city. I swaggered and smoked a cigarette, which didn’t attract the attention of pedestrians. Looking at the lights in the huge buildings, they seemed as bright and colorful as the stars in the sky. In this colorful city, in fact, it is as ugly as a mountain. Entertainment places and night clubs are crowded with men in suits and leather shoes and strong bodies. People come and go. The man who entered was full of passion and greedy expression, the man who came out from the magnificent gate, hugged the young lady with the smile of the winner, which made me feel sick. The man’s restless hands were moving on the girl’s body, driving a luxury car and roared off. Amazing, charming, prosperous and flowery cities, no matter in spring, summer, autumn and winter, will always find out from this vulgar society that bribery and bribery, corruption and corruption, male pirates and female prostitutes, cheating, arrogance and humbleness, greedy people in heart and greedy people in eyes are everywhere. The high speed of the times has led to the degradation of people’s spiritual civilization. When people are crazily busy for various purposes, I am openly idling, wasting time, consuming physical strength and tobacco leaves. I suddenly found that I was also one of the evil people in this city. When I was crossing the zebra crossing of the safety Island, I was frightened by cars passing by, and I didn’t know whether to step forward or backward. There was a rage in my heart that I didn’t know who to ask for release, so I muttered angrily: Do you want to send me to the end, or are you in a hurry to go to the rich master’s house for reincarnation? Cars all over the street are flying back and forth like flies embedded with jewel. I feel that this city is a mess. What’s worse is that there is only a lack of friendliness, sincerity and reason in the gorgeous prosperity. This everywhere shows a thriving and colorful city, and it is a drunken and dreamlike city, a city full of ‘demagogic people. I always want to get rid of the complexity and noise around me, find a place to make people quiet, purify people’s mind, and make people more healthy…. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…