At midnight, messy mood pervades the whole space

I will continue to stay with this city in another way I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Listen to music at midnight: find a reason to get drunk

In the dead of night, I was suffocated by silence, and scared by deep silence. The days without you, every day and night, can’t restrain the missing for you, and all that comes to mind is your shadow. My mood was inexplicably depressed, and loneliness filled the whole room. I shook my glass and drank my daughter’s red Shaoxing old wine. The bitterness of the wine twined on my tongue and slipped into my heart. One cup of bitter wine poured into my stomach, which lasted late at night, I also suffered myself, and I was intoxicated in the twilight. You said our feelings can’t stay/want your freedom/Finally it’s time to leave/Love is also long/you said our feelings have come to an end/I don’t have your heart any more/Falling Flowers beat my wound/my tears keep flowing/find a reason to get drunk/All the wounds left in my heart/wait for you once and again/Finally still can’t stay/find one to get drunk the reason/always thought that drinking can relieve sorrow/wake up in the night and worry about not leaving/My love will not stay for you any more/The Sound single played the faint sad music “find a reason to get drunk”, liu Dongsheng’s voice was so mellow, vigorous and magnetic. His singing was sometimes high-profile, sometimes low-key, sometimes passionate and sometimes tactful, full of deep love and deep-moving. With the trembling waves and ups and downs of the music melody, I felt emotional when listening and listening. There was a bitter feeling in my heart, and tears came out of my eyes again and again, flowing on my cheek, dripping in keyboard. I poured another glass of wine for myself. The yellow wine under the light was shining brightly. I raised my glass and looked up to drink it out. Who can not have his own love story in the world of mortals? You and I, who loved each other, once held hands with each other, facing each other in the morning and evening, had sweetness and happiness, but that beautiful moment was too short like a meteor passing by the sky. Since you turned around and left me, you have gone further and further. You took away my hope and everything, leaving a pair of confused eyes, a tired heart and a string of sighs left in the wind! How many fireworks, how many wind and rain, how many dust dreams turn with the water. After all, my efforts could not compete with the fate of that strange Jie. My heart was broken! I want to forget you, but I still think of you again and again. What I love is the days when you and I were together. I can’t forget that beautiful love and that happy memory. You have given me so much love, I am moved by your sincerity, I am melted by your gentleness, I once longed to be with you forever, slowly grow old in the waste of time. I want to forget all of these. I want to forget all the love and hate sorrows in the past. I thought time could dilute all sorrows. But the first thought of tenrou had planted love in my heart. It was not easy to say that I would give up and forget! Every day and night in the future, I touched the wound and used alcohol to anesthetize myself constantly, finding a reason to get drunk and sinking in the beautiful dream. I dropped my tears into the wine, which was so bitter and astringent. I drank my bitter. But I would rather be intoxicated in a dream than face the shallow sorrow and loss after waking up. I always thought that borrowing wine could relieve my worries, and I thought that I could forget you when I fell asleep. I thought that if I was drunk, I would not feel painful. When I wake up, I hope everything in the past can be gone. But I often wake up drunk and fail to do it. I was tortured by pain again and again, and my body was covered with bruises. Because you no longer belong to me, my heart is full of scars. Listening to the music at midnight, listening to the melancholy melody and sad melody, I stretched out my hand and filled the glass again. The wine melted into my mellow feelings, and the wine also infused my missing, I raised my hand and poured out the wine in the glass. When I am drunk, I will watch the flickering light in the Cup, count my past in this life, find a reason to get drunk, and have a good drunk, so that my heart will not feel painful any more. Wine is drunk, dreams are flying, and love is lingering in my heart just like the rich wine which contains the old girl’s red wine in. I use a plain pen to tell my true feelings quietly on a piece of writing paper. The words are translated into every bit of my life, and the tears flowing down fade into thick marks. Some netizens have asked me many times: why are your words always so sad? I can’t answer the question but only smile bitterly. Find a reason to get drunk/All the wounds left by my heart/waiting for you once and again/Finally I still can’t stay/the repeated Music buries the past time, continue my ups and downs life Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…