Embarrassing life

In fact, before I chose to enter this school, I was well prepared to bear the heavy work pressure, he made up his mind to prepare lessons and correct homework day and night, and even decided to spend all his time and energy to be a successful teacher. But what happened afterwards was totally beyond my expectation. At first, I received the task of drafting the relevant materials of the school fragmentary, perhaps to show my absolute obedience to the work arrangement, or to gain a firm foothold in this new working environment with a skill, maybe there was something to show off, so it seemed to be extremely hard, with a sharp head and exhausted mind. It turned and turned in the leader’s mind, searching for the dead intestines and trying to write the article reasonably, people read comfortable. The result of such efforts is that the task of receiving materials becomes more and more frequent, and sometimes I have to stop my own work including preparing lessons and correcting homework in class, and the instinctive work of eating, sleeping and going to the toilet, specially write those disposable words. It was already very late when I felt that it was difficult for me to take care of several aspects of work and to get away from the simple starting point where I was a good teacher. Tough rejection or any prevarication was no longer as simple as disobeying the work arrangement. Later, I ran around to find the printing department to spray countless promotional display boards, pictures and words on the display boards, graphic Design naturally became the stage for me to show my talent again. Of course, these efforts also gained some praise, praise and admiration. Once upon a time, they became an expert figure, because sometimes even a painting hanging on the wall of the toilet, I need to design and make a few words by myself. Every day I was so busy that I walked home like a group of soft dishes. It was hard to avoid complaining. At this time, my wife had a very classic saying: A slave is a talent! I don’t know whether it is mocking or comforting. In short, my heart is not feeling. After several years of tossing, sometimes thinking carefully, the idea of being a successful teacher is still so strong, especially every time when facing his mediocre teaching results, besides that kind of desire, there is also deep guilt for students and themselves. Because being a good teacher is, after all, the conscience that I have always adhered to for more than 20 years since I was admitted into a normal university! Once upon a time, whenever the principals and directors gave me tasks such as writing materials, a nameless fire rose in my heart. Sometimes I couldn’t help venting: I am not working! Why should I write those materials? Indeed, I don’t even have the rank of office secretary or officer till now. My official identity is a science teacher of two classes in grade two of senior high school, it undertakes the same teaching tasks as other teachers. But after the fire came out, what should I do and what should I do? The materials were not written less at one time. However, it was a bad reputation that only when I was determined did I let go. The teasing of the leaders after meeting revealed their dissatisfaction with me, and also showed their greatest tolerance of adults regardless of scumbags. Now, I am so busy, and it seems that I am becoming numb day by day. Unexpectedly, I just want to finish the work at hand as soon as possible, one after another, and don’t let these trivial things bother me. During the day, I prepared lessons and corrected my homework. I had a little spare time between classes, smoking, drinking tea, talking to others about NBA, Saddam and so on. Coming home from work is the hardest time for me. My body stooped into a lobster and buried myself in front of the computer, from my exhausted mind, I dug out the words for leaders or units to consume one time one by one until late at night; Sometimes my head seemed to be filled with mud, so I had to endure hard until dawn. If a thief wants to attack my home at night, he may need to be more patient than me, because in the community where I live, the whole building, even the whole community, only the lights in my window often stay out all night. There was a man, a teacher, who blushed his eyes and was doing a job unrelated to teaching without sleep and food. That was his hard work in his embarrassing life. Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. 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Turning around for 120,000 times, I only saw you alone — promise for a lifetime

When I met you, I firmly believed that if one day you left, I would definitely look for you like crazy. Once upon a time, this was what you said to me, and I always took it to heart. You always say that after getting along with me for a long time, I find that I am not as quiet and indifferent as I seem to be. Thinking about the first time you talked to me, you always like to sarcasm my blushed face! However, you were stupid enough that time! On a hot day, standing under the camphora tree with two cups of melted ice cream, I waited for more than twenty minutes! I took over the ice cream which had already become water. I really don’t know what to say. Sometimes, it should be said that you are naive and lovely! You said you didn’t like to send text messages but preferred to write letters, and you didn’t know when to start. It has become a habit to wait to see the letters you gave me every day. You know? There are 100 letters, but I have all of them! As for you, you are not like those free and easy boys who would be angry when talking about love, but I still remember those gentle words! You said, when I can’t walk, you will carry me to see the scenery you have traveled all the way! But I said, with my fat body now, you may not be able to bear it. Hearing this, you were very anxious at that time. You were busy saying that you would be a little fat. You could carry me with you! At that moment, I really thought you were stupid. If you were really fat, I wouldn’t want you. You know I like quiet, so you are always willing to take a quiet walk with me. Every time you stay together, you always stubbornly let me walk on the right, because you said that the left side is the closest place to the heart, and you hope that my left side is always you, it is you! You always treat me as a child and strictly forbid me to turn off my cell phone when I go out. No matter how late I come back, I have to tell you that you don’t want to have no news about me. So, sometimes at one or two o’clock, when you hear the phone that connects quickly, you will know that you haven’t slept yet! How thoughtful and considerate you should be. After every weekend, I always can’t get up in the morning, because our dormitory is still late for several times. Since then, you have called me to get up every day. Most of the time, you are still asleep! You said that if I was angry or sad, you would accompany me quietly, just quietly. You said that I had to learn to face myself and think clearly quietly. So, every time I take you to have a meal, I will forget it. You have already planned it. There is still a long time in the future. You said that you were afraid that I would not wait any more, but you were worried that I would miss my time. How many times you saw it, it was a little heartbreaking. It seems that we have been arguing for several days, and you are going to have an internship soon, which means that the distance between us is longer and your worries are more. I lost my temper with you again yesterday, but I heard you crying clearly on the phone… I said, it was you who thought too much! In this life, I turned around for 120,000 times, only I met you alone. When I met you, I won’t miss it any more! Why is there sadness when I fall in love? Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…