20, the years that have slipped through your fingertips

20, the years that have slipped through your fingertips

With the coming of the new year, I grew up one year younger, and it turned 20 in a flash. When I was young, I always wanted to grow up quickly. I could be like my father, without going to school every day or being restrained by my parents. But when I really grew up, I found how naive my childhood thoughts were. Time flies like a shuttle, as if it was just a blink of an eye, 20 years passed away in a hurry, even though I hadn’t had time to taste its sweetness. Time opened the warm bed of childhood and pushed me ruthlessly to the cold flood. 20 not too big, but have to learn to bear, 20 not too big, but have to consider the future. 20 is like a starting line. Everyone is ready to wait for the referee’s shot. But God played a joke on me. Tuberculosis was just like my 20 years, but I had to stop for a year with all my strength.? I have been at home for more than 2 months. This disease comes without warning. There are always many unexpected things in life, and I will accept them unconditionally. However, every time I think of the idle youth, there will always be a little panic. At the age of 20, I can remember clearly for only a few years. Maybe for some people, 1 years is the twinkling of an eye things. But, for young for me, 1 years it equivalent to my memory of a fraction of a, it in my eyes is so long, however this disease but so I do not not standing still Year. At the age of 20, I should have talked with my classmate Gao on campus. However, I, who left the campus in advance, did have been in the Society for 3 or 4 years. Once upon a time, when I left the book, I dreamed of countless possibilities. At that time, the heroic spirit was dry. Walking on the Broad Street, I felt that my eyes were wide, as if I had put down a stone pressing on my body. But at that time, I was ignorant and didn’t know what I would face when I entered the Society in advance. With full of enthusiasm, I gave this big family a deep hug. However, when I really embraced the society, I found that I was too immature to stand the strong arms of the society. He responded to my embrace with enthusiasm and full of strength, and couldn’t kick me down, it seemed that a person who could not know water was suddenly pushed to the bottom of the lake. At that moment, I struggled desperately, hesitating and helpless harassing me, and there was darkness in front of me. I tried my best to tear off the gauze in front of my eyes so that I could see the road in front of me clearly. However, everything seemed to be in vain. So I began to recall the beauty of the past and indulged in it. People are like this. They don’t know how to be blessed when they are in Blessings. What they have is never what they want. Next year 21, and so far nothing done, really don’t know what should I do with future. Maybe I will be another mediocre person, or maybe the future I expect is just a beautiful fantasy. I always think how extraordinary I am, but in fact it is so ordinary. I always feel that I am different from others. In fact, we are all the same. I always look at others from a superior perspective. In fact, I think carefully that I am even inferior to others. When I was young, I would always be self-righteous, and there would always be no one in my eyes. I would always shut out all the persuasion and teaching. It is because of this kind that makes me useless, but I can’t change it. I tried to change it, but it always ended hastily. Gradually began to become numb, and began to let it develop. Walking Dead, a vicious word, is so appropriate on me. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Now

As soon as you reach out, you can hold me and see me in your eyes, just like you are drinking water in my eyes. The subtle sound flows through the sheet and I can easily capture you. Yes, it is flowing from the future to today, and now I stretch out my hand and hold the sheet. I know that from then on, you will not go further in my future. Now, it can be described as so real and appropriate. With such gentle words, a concept which is as imaginary as air is fixed there just like grasping a beam of light. This should be the charm of words. Use its strokes to draw a picture that only words can have its powerful aura. Expressing Emotions has always been a sacred thing. Let people feel the joy and worry of those who wrote these words with its breath. There are also some times when you want to be like this intellectual woman, and use some ways to retain some thoughts, such as feelings, such as discovery. It’s just that at many moments, those thoughts passing by are easy to appear pale and feeble in the torrent of time. Perhaps, it was too late to record, and it had already drifted away, just like a floating cloud that could not be caught. With the light of the sky, it became more and more empty. Until the end, all disappeared, and no root trace could be found. So how lucky it is to see a sentence or even just a word between every word when you encounter a book, which makes your mind drift away and takes away some complexity, it also brings some feelings. Perhaps, this is the best scenery left by readers after wandering in the world of words. From the initial obsession to today’s close reading, I find that I am still so obsessed with the feeling of walking in this world with Shu Yu’s words, which is very gentle and soft. It was like following her eyes to see the red, orange, yellow, green, blue and purple she had ever seen, and following her thinking to see the joys, sorrows, sorrows, sorrows, sour and sweet in every state of time. If we say that the appearance of these words is a thing that Shu Yu has no time to think about. A state of ignorance has created so many words intertwined with life steps, what an interesting and meaningful thing is this? In fact, thinking is often too late. For example, now, for example, at this moment, it will go away if it is too late to think. If you don’t need to write it down in a little way and leave a piece of evidence of time, then, when it really flows from the future to the present, it goes to the past. If we can’t turn the unreal time into the real white of the incandescent lamp or the sheets that can be touched and gripped by hands, how can we hold them tightly? In fact, we have tried hard to narrate the present, to freeze the present and to do more things now. However, it is so short now that it becomes the past accidentally. In the warm and flowery world of words, it becomes so figurative that it can be grasped tightly and solidified. When one day, so many past and present become the past, and these past are enough to weave a colorful string of beads, look back, if there is some evidence, it should be a good thing. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…