Party for what? (Prose)

The Communist Party of China has nearly 80 million Party members and is a huge team. If this team is vigorous, our career will surely prosper. Chinese people used to like party organizations, thinking that Party organizations are representatives of the advanced masses, models for the people, and mass organizations that people can trust. Before liberation, the underground party organization was established, which mobilized workers, peasants and intellectuals to make a revolution, fought bloody battles, overthrew a decadent semi-feudal and semi-colonial society, and established a new China supported by the people. At that time, the youth thought that devoting themselves to revolution was the best choice and the most worthy pursuit. After liberation, party branches were established at all levels. Only excellent workers could join the Communist Party of China. Because the party is the core of leadership leading the Chinese revolution and production, if you are not a party member, it means that your thoughts are not very advanced and you cannot take the leadership position. Therefore, the leadership at all levels is in the hands of party members. At that time, party members wholeheartedly considered everyone’s interests, the rise and fall of the unit, and set an example everywhere, which had great prestige. After entering the reform and opening up, the charm of party members gradually weakened, the charm of money gradually enhanced, and the fighting capacity of the Party branch seemed to disappear, which was not as good as the personal power of the head. Therefore, a good party organization is no longer as attractive as before in people’s consciousness. Party for what? Some people say it is for being an official, some say it is for listening, and some say it is for making progress. There are different opinions, but the statement combined with reality can convince people. To be precise, you are not a party member, and you cannot be promoted and valued by leading cadres at all levels. You are not a party member, not a citizen seeking progress and dedication. When I graduated from school, I consciously wrote my first application for joining the party. At that time, I wrote that the Communist Party of China was an advanced organization of proletariat and leading the Chinese revolution, it is a revolution melting pot for ordinary people. I want to be a screw that will never rust, always follow the party, and be a builder that is beneficial to the society and the people. However, due to my youth, I wrote countless applications, which didn’t come true until I was 29 years old. I have 11 years’ steadfast pursuit. After joining the party, the school counselor promoted me to be the teaching director. In 1985, the teaching director only had many officers and did not engage in specialization. I am happy to live like this, and I am willing to be a revolutionary fool. After being transferred to junior high school, he became a branch member. Starting from the head teacher, there exists the hidden rules of capital queuing. 3 years later can endure hardship, in everything he lead, junior high school principal named me to a vice. In the summer of 1994, the superior decided not to set up a vice principal in junior high school. I arranged to be a junior high school teaching director in a foreign school. At this time, I was unhappy because I left my alma mater and worked in a remote school. Several children in my family couldn’t be looked after, and my responsibility field couldn’t be looked after. I felt uncomfortable. Luckily, after working for a year, I resigned and quit. I just wanted to go back to my hometown to be a teacher and take care of my family and children. I find that people think more about their own interests in middle age. If they I am not think about these private affairs before the age of 30. However, after returning to the original unit, the principal here thought that I was still a person who was willing to do practical things and had some special skills, so he mentioned that I was in charge of the moral education work of the school. 8 years later, I was discouraged and felt that it was meaningless to always be a powerless director. I applied to retreat to the second line. As expected, the superior leader approved my request and assumed the post of deputy secretary of the Party branch. Taking this position in school is equal to an ordinary teacher. Flash and 10 years, I reflected deeper, party? At first, the masses praised us for being able to endure hardship, be selfless and walk ahead of everyone. Now I am disappointed, why? Some powerful cadres around always plan for themselves and think for money, which destroys the image of the party organization. In the past two years, none of the teachers in my branch submitted the application form for joining the party, which made me confused. Not that there are no young teachers in the school, there are 23 teachers under 35! What is the reason why people like to join the party and they are not willing to join the party? Firstly, the concept of employing people has changed, and people outside the party can also serve as deputy cadres; Secondly, when joining the party, they need to spend a sum of entertainment expenses; Thirdly, they must be strict with themselves everywhere after joining the party; Fourthly, they have to pay a sum, the fifth is to participate in the learning activities of the party organization on time. In the real age, people are no longer as rare as before to join the party organization. It was true that the reality of party members could not attract the masses outside the party. Officers should take the lead, and the popularity depended on strength. Officials relied on the backstage. It didn’t matter whether they joined the party or not. Li Hongzhi’s Falun Gong organization urged us to retreat from the party, and made nine comments on the Communist Party’s demagoguding. At present, party members who are not liked by the principal sigh, and teachers who are not party members can say sarcasm at any time. How can the Communist Party of China with a history of 91 years become unattractive? In my opinion, it is the social situation caused by the supremacy of money and the consequence caused by the lack of integrity within the party. It seems that a party member can only contribute to the party organization, not freedom of speech or behavior. But the people in power are not so leading! The motivation and purpose of joining the party as well as the quality of Party members restrict the fighting capacity of the party organization. Only seeking quantity but not quality can not improve the prestige of the party in people’s mind. There are many problems in the construction of grass-roots Party organizations. If every party member can talk about ideas freely, have a regular organizational life and make decisions on major events in his own unit, he is also very proud of being a party member. It would be meaningless if only party membership fees were paid. I admire the spirit of party members in the war years, and I am eager for the party organization to give every Party member spiritual care. I don’t want to see that the party organization in the school has no successor, party members and cadres violate the law and discipline, are selfish, and don’t want to see that the party organization has no vitality and is criticized by the common people. Soon I was going to retire. I said something to my heart about why I joined the party and hoped that our party would serve the people wholeheartedly and be full of the vitality that the new era should have. 2012,06,28 morning book. Like (prose editor: Rain dancing alone) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. 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Let love pervade, and keep watch from the heart forever

Let love pervade, and keep watch from the heart forever

August, the branches are enchanting. Maybe it was because of the looking of autumn, the fingertips were always inadvertently growing a little bit cool. The cicadas in July had gradually faded away, and the autumn insects in August began to use all their energy to sing every night. Eight-month osmanthus flowers bloom everywhere, looking at the osmanthus flowers full of trees, the fragrance of flowers comes with the sound of the piano, intoxicated in it. In August, early autumn, the rain began to come one after another. Without the craze at the end of July and the fickleness from inside to outside, such weather suddenly made people feel a little flattered. In this pleasant light autumn, the season is dark. Heat is an emotion, and cool is also a charm. As long as you pass by, there will be Fragrant harvest. Through the ups and downs, the feeling of August is very beautiful! In this dreamy and gorgeous August, it is also the month for numerous students to go to school. I spent a quiet summer vacation on the campus, which was full of vitality because of the arrival of new students. Every new student and accompanying parents were curious and curious about the new school. The guiding students with red ribbons hanging on the campus and armbands played the role of guiding these strangers. There were a group of people in all kinds of clothes around the gate of the school, including parents and classmates. They all looked at the bulletin board of the school, looking for their names and classes, is really busy! Despite the hot weather, they guided their classmates to work in the sun, but they still finished the task excellently. With the help of the guide students, the freshmen soon found their classrooms happily, and the parents’ vehicles were placed in an orderly manner under the guidance of the guide students. Guide the students to work warmly and thoughtfully, let the parents of new students show a satisfied expression, and give them warm appreciation! However, parents who bring their children to the new school to report for duty have their own expectations for their children. Naturally, the leading role was a freshman. The schoolmates and girls came to school excitedly early in the morning. All of them were so lively and lovely. Freshmen have different moods, including happiness, tension and longing. But everyone said: I have confidence in myself and hope I can enjoy my future study. As a new force of the school, I hope they can be happy, happy and learn more knowledge to enrich themselves in the new school and new semester! At this time, I also deeply felt the mood of looking forward to as a parent. Like many parents, I was tired of traveling for several days, I dragged my tired body and took my daughter to the school to report for admission. Looking at her happy mood, I would also rise and fall with her mood. After finishing the payment and all the entrance formalities, I also came to the campus with my parents and classmates. I saw my daughter talking happily with some of the best classmates who had been separated for a semester hand in hand, it tells where to go for a visit during the parting period. Looking at my daughter’s happy look, I feel tired! After the freshmen register, the military training life is about to begin. Every corner of the campus is burnt by the poisonous and spicy sunshine. Every new student is bathed in this hot and dry season. The new student who takes a vacation is about to accept the severe test of military training. My daughter also took part in this training team, but I was afraid that my daughter would be worried about heatstroke due to the high temperature. Therefore, I, who couldn’t stand the wind and rain, also accepted such a cruel test for me. I just stayed with me for a day and felt that I couldn’t hold on, my legs hurt so much when I stood there. In order to take good care of Yu’er, my mother still persisted as always! Yuer, mom knows that military training is a training of will for you and a good opportunity in your life. Mom also knows such a rare opportunity, it is also a test of your strong willpower in your future life. However, mom is still making mistakes and mistakes. Mom is always worried about you, afraid of you like this, afraid of you like that, you will always be a child who is not big in mother’s heart. Yu Er, but in this military training, you in mom’s eyes really grew up! For me who lacked exercise, my mother couldn’t hold on after only two days of military training with you. I just wanted to ask for leave from the instructor. My mother worried that you couldn’t hold on, seeing that your tender and white skin was peeling off by the hot sunshine, mom felt a little distressed, so she told you the idea of asking for leave, but you didn’t agree, he also said that this kind of exercise can not be accepted, then Mom, can I do something else in the future? Don’t worry, Mom. Don’t worry. You can’t accompany me. You have a good rest. I can do it myself. After listening to what Yu’er said to me, I stared at my daughter for a long time without saying anything. At this time, I knew that her daughter really grew up. Mom really wants to let you go properly! Yuer, seeing your class situation and your mood these days, mom is really pleased. But seeing that you are not accustomed to the early and dark study life in high school these days, my mother still loves you very much every time I see your tired body when you go home from night lessons, seeing that you often tell your mother that you should study harder in the high school stage, seeing that you are not accustomed to it these days, and you are nervous when you come to this key school and key class, mom will always be sad and happy with your mood! Look at your mother and say that you are under pressure in your class. You say that you can’t help admiring so many rural children because of their high learning spirit, seeing that all the grades are so excellent, you are also encouraged to learn. Yuer, you should know that all children from rural areas can enter this school, and all of them are outstanding. Otherwise, they will not be selected and employed here. Seeing that in order not to be left behind by your classmates, while studying very hard, my mother can’t say anything in her heart. The world is so cruel and the competitiveness is so fierce! A few days later, Yu Er, seeing you get used to the strong learning atmosphere of school gradually, her mother felt a little relieved. Hearing that your room turned off the lights and then went to sleep, mom dared to write. Mom knows that you are very tired, but she has never heard of it these days. You complain about the tiredness and boredom of studying in high school, but only hear the interesting news from the class and the teacher’s care for you, looking at your high-spirited face, my mother is so pleased. This is also the reason why mother compares you to grass instead of flowers. The delicate flowers can’t stand the wind and rain, but the grass is brimming with a green smile. Yuer, mom wants to tell you a simple truth today: the grass grows green in spring! Yu Er, today you are already a high school student, and you are no longer a little girl who always cries her nose. In your life, your high school study career is the happiest cradle and the starting point of your dream. Those closely involved cannot see clearly, outsider. When you are in the period of youth rebellion, your mother also avoids nagging. Mom just wants to tell you that you are learning for yourself, fighting for your future, and whether you will live happily in the future, what matters is only yourself, and what matters more is your own benefits. What’s more, the society is cruel. Today’s society is changing rapidly and the competition is fierce. Opportunities always belong to those who are fully prepared! Yu Er, you must understand that a lazy person who has nothing to do will be eliminated by the society, and a happy life is created by hard work. Only bitter before sweet can you enjoy the sweetness of life. The more your mother loves you, the more she must let you accept the experience. Although you have great ideals, it is easy for a person who has never suffered from hardship to be ambitious. It is impossible for your mother to keep out the wind and rain for the whole life, but mom will train you to be a leader who knows how to face all the difficulties and obstacles of life with strength! Yu Er, body is the capital of life. At the same time of good grades, you should also have a healthy body and maintain good mental health. Don’t let negative, negative and low-level information enter your brain, those bad things will pollute your mind and lower your mental health level! You should not only have good academic performance, healthy and vigorous body, but also have good psychological quality. The employment pressure will be bigger and bigger in the future. You should develop a lively and cheerful, more frustrated and more excited, the more frustrated and braver the character is! Learn to take good care of yourself and others in life. We should cultivate our own good ideological morality, distinguish right from wrong, identify good and evil, and learn to be tolerant and kind to others! Yuer, mom hopes you have a happy learning atmosphere. Mom doesn’t ask you for much return. I hope you will pay attention to your family affection. On the road of growth, you have learned a lot about being a human being. When my mother saw you were happy, friendly, filial to your elders, thrifty, full of love and considerate to others, she believed that my daughter had become more and more mature and sensible. There are also a series of happy footprints on the road you have traveled. You also get a lot of flowers and applause. Along the way, you have been going to school smoothly and have good opportunities. In others’ eyes, you are an enviable sunshine girl. Here, mom is really proud of you, proud of you. Yu Er, you are the fate of your mother’s previous life and the best treasure God has given to your mother; But your mother doesn’t want to restrict you as a parent, but she wants to be your friend, be your closest, best friend, a lifelong friend. Yuer, there is still a long way to go and it will be harder. Mom hopes you can face it with strength! Yuer, you have grown up day by day and have your own opinions on things and people. It is worthy of happiness, but not necessarily your judgment is right. You need to communicate with your family, teachers and classmates, don’t be self-righteous. It’s wrong to do whatever you want. Now you are learning knowledge, gradually growing up, and also a period of psychological rebellion, which needs to be taken seriously. Fortunately, you have always been very strict with yourself, and you don’t need your mother to worry too much. Yuer, mom knows that you have spent a lot of efforts to enter this key school, and your hard work pays off. Now you have achieved your wish. When you are delighted, your mother will also urge you that your achievements only represent your past. Now you are in order to achieve your outstanding achievements tomorrow and realize your dream of a key university, you still have to continue to work hard. Mom hopes you will pay more in the three years of high school. Mom wishes your dream come true! Yuer, there is no shortcut to success, but there is a secret, that is diligence. God rewards diligence, and the success of those great figures is all exchanged with sweat. Identify the target and use diligence as seeds, and you will certainly reap fruitful results in the future. Be a brave person who is good at seizing opportunities. Yu Er, how short the road of life is, there are too many thorns and temptations on the way. Mom doesn’t want you to be successful. Mom just wants you, no matter which road you are on, don’t forget Mom’s expectation for you: to be a kind and honest person, A person with good taste, a brave and confident person. There are many difficulties and hardships on the road of life. However, no matter how big the wind and waves are, they will eventually pass. You must face everything with a smile! Yuer, high school career seems to be the bud in bud, the sunshine in life and the bright spot in darkness. Today. Mom just wanted to leave something beautiful for you, but she said nothing. It is also the wish of all parents in the world to express the aspiration of an ordinary mother through clumsy writing. A bitter medicine, resented conducive line! Yuer, it’s better to act! The time of youth, wisdom and health. Cherish the sunshine, cherish the years, do not fight for excellence! Yu Er, you will succeed, mom and dad wait for that day! At that time, the college entrance examination will become a luxurious ceremony for you to turn cocoons into butterflies, and will become a gift that life can never give you! Let the true love of mom and dad pervade you forever, and let the everlasting heart of mom and dad always watch you out of the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. 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The season of fire in July

In July of another year, the sky was like a fire. Recently, thunderstorms were frequent and still couldn’t drive away the muggy weather. This was the fifth summer in Beijing. The whole four years of time were exchanged for the diploma in Yue Er’s hand, and also for my moving house and big changes in my work. If it was in the past, I might have to go through a turbulent and painful choice or a sleepless night, etc. This time I faced more tedious and miscellaneous things than before, but I could deal with them in an orderly manner, indifferent and quiet! Maybe when the cultivation of life reaches a certain stage or reaches a certain age, the floating heart will gradually return to simplicity. You can’t change the status quo too much, and you can’t live the life you want as you wish. Then accepting the reality and making efforts to live a good life every day will become a very important mission! There are countless ups and downs and choices in life. There are too many helplessness and speechlessness in life. More lives are passed through the ordinary days day after day, no matter it is sunny or cloudy, no matter it is spring, summer, autumn and winter. The cycle of life and the change of years will lead to the end of everyone in one direction. The illusion and beauty of heaven are always in imagination. Therefore, I suddenly feel that material desire and money are no longer so exciting. If rich people live a rich life, they can do whatever they want. Those who are short of money will be careful in budget, and daily necessities are also three meals a day. To live is to seek the quality of life, which is sometimes given by the play of destiny and God. Life is not for perfection, not for fairness! Now I just want myself and my family to have a good health, live a healthy life and enjoy the sunshine! Most of the time I want to do something quietly and write something, but sometimes it is difficult to accept my thoughts when I sit down, and I don’t want my words to disturb my friends, I just want everyone to share happiness with me and have a peaceful sky. For those friends who care about me, I am willing to continue to practice and let my heart belong to the clear stream and the sea. I have the vast yearning for nature! Like (prose editor: Rain dancing alone) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…