Party for what? (Prose)

The Communist Party of China has nearly 80 million Party members and is a huge team. If this team is vigorous, our career will surely prosper. Chinese people used to like party organizations, thinking that Party organizations are representatives of the advanced masses, models for the people, and mass organizations that people can trust. Before liberation, the underground party organization was established, which mobilized workers, peasants and intellectuals to make a revolution, fought bloody battles, overthrew a decadent semi-feudal and semi-colonial society, and established a new China supported by the people. At that time, the youth thought that devoting themselves to revolution was the best choice and the most worthy pursuit. After liberation, party branches were established at all levels. Only excellent workers could join the Communist Party of China. Because the party is the core of leadership leading the Chinese revolution and production, if you are not a party member, it means that your thoughts are not very advanced and you cannot take the leadership position. Therefore, the leadership at all levels is in the hands of party members. At that time, party members wholeheartedly considered everyone’s interests, the rise and fall of the unit, and set an example everywhere, which had great prestige. After entering the reform and opening up, the charm of party members gradually weakened, the charm of money gradually enhanced, and the fighting capacity of the Party branch seemed to disappear, which was not as good as the personal power of the head. Therefore, a good party organization is no longer as attractive as before in people’s consciousness. Party for what? Some people say it is for being an official, some say it is for listening, and some say it is for making progress. There are different opinions, but the statement combined with reality can convince people. To be precise, you are not a party member, and you cannot be promoted and valued by leading cadres at all levels. You are not a party member, not a citizen seeking progress and dedication. When I graduated from school, I consciously wrote my first application for joining the party. At that time, I wrote that the Communist Party of China was an advanced organization of proletariat and leading the Chinese revolution, it is a revolution melting pot for ordinary people. I want to be a screw that will never rust, always follow the party, and be a builder that is beneficial to the society and the people. However, due to my youth, I wrote countless applications, which didn’t come true until I was 29 years old. I have 11 years’ steadfast pursuit. After joining the party, the school counselor promoted me to be the teaching director. In 1985, the teaching director only had many officers and did not engage in specialization. I am happy to live like this, and I am willing to be a revolutionary fool. After being transferred to junior high school, he became a branch member. Starting from the head teacher, there exists the hidden rules of capital queuing. 3 years later can endure hardship, in everything he lead, junior high school principal named me to a vice. In the summer of 1994, the superior decided not to set up a vice principal in junior high school. I arranged to be a junior high school teaching director in a foreign school. At this time, I was unhappy because I left my alma mater and worked in a remote school. Several children in my family couldn’t be looked after, and my responsibility field couldn’t be looked after. I felt uncomfortable. Luckily, after working for a year, I resigned and quit. I just wanted to go back to my hometown to be a teacher and take care of my family and children. I find that people think more about their own interests in middle age. If they I am not think about these private affairs before the age of 30. However, after returning to the original unit, the principal here thought that I was still a person who was willing to do practical things and had some special skills, so he mentioned that I was in charge of the moral education work of the school. 8 years later, I was discouraged and felt that it was meaningless to always be a powerless director. I applied to retreat to the second line. As expected, the superior leader approved my request and assumed the post of deputy secretary of the Party branch. Taking this position in school is equal to an ordinary teacher. Flash and 10 years, I reflected deeper, party? At first, the masses praised us for being able to endure hardship, be selfless and walk ahead of everyone. Now I am disappointed, why? Some powerful cadres around always plan for themselves and think for money, which destroys the image of the party organization. In the past two years, none of the teachers in my branch submitted the application form for joining the party, which made me confused. Not that there are no young teachers in the school, there are 23 teachers under 35! What is the reason why people like to join the party and they are not willing to join the party? Firstly, the concept of employing people has changed, and people outside the party can also serve as deputy cadres; Secondly, when joining the party, they need to spend a sum of entertainment expenses; Thirdly, they must be strict with themselves everywhere after joining the party; Fourthly, they have to pay a sum, the fifth is to participate in the learning activities of the party organization on time. In the real age, people are no longer as rare as before to join the party organization. It was true that the reality of party members could not attract the masses outside the party. Officers should take the lead, and the popularity depended on strength. Officials relied on the backstage. It didn’t matter whether they joined the party or not. Li Hongzhi’s Falun Gong organization urged us to retreat from the party, and made nine comments on the Communist Party’s demagoguding. At present, party members who are not liked by the principal sigh, and teachers who are not party members can say sarcasm at any time. How can the Communist Party of China with a history of 91 years become unattractive? In my opinion, it is the social situation caused by the supremacy of money and the consequence caused by the lack of integrity within the party. It seems that a party member can only contribute to the party organization, not freedom of speech or behavior. But the people in power are not so leading! The motivation and purpose of joining the party as well as the quality of Party members restrict the fighting capacity of the party organization. Only seeking quantity but not quality can not improve the prestige of the party in people’s mind. There are many problems in the construction of grass-roots Party organizations. If every party member can talk about ideas freely, have a regular organizational life and make decisions on major events in his own unit, he is also very proud of being a party member. It would be meaningless if only party membership fees were paid. I admire the spirit of party members in the war years, and I am eager for the party organization to give every Party member spiritual care. I don’t want to see that the party organization in the school has no successor, party members and cadres violate the law and discipline, are selfish, and don’t want to see that the party organization has no vitality and is criticized by the common people. Soon I was going to retire. 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