If no if

If I were not a girl, I wouldn’t have so much loneliness. If I were not so weak, I wouldn’t have such cowardice. If I hadn’t been abandoned, I shouldn’t have thought of autism. If I choose to insist, I won’t get acquainted with you in the crowd. If I keep silent, I won’t break the principle for you. If I continue to be indifferent, it won’t be because of you. If we hadn’t separated the two places, we might still be together. If we didn’t have that unreasonable misunderstanding, we would support each other. If we didn’t have that young impulse, we may still have a strong love. If we want to break up, it is also a reason to find an excuse casually. If we want to retain us, our true love can block the steps of leaving. If we want to stay together, hold each other tightly and don’t let go. If there, who will be me now? If not, will we still choose? If not, will love still stay for me? Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Beauty once missed

In the days when the wind and frost were dyed white, the chill and black eyes could not cover the sadness in the heart. Because of the yellow calendar, it shows the beauty I once missed. Recalling the childhood, walking into the wilderness of life and wandering leisurely, putting down the plough in his hand and wasting the land of childhood. In that childhood land, the seeds of love were not planted, but weeds were planted all over the land. For example: I often arrive late and leave early or skip school while going to school, go to the river with my parents and teachers to fish, catch shrimps and swim, or follow the car; During summer vacation, I often take advantage of my parents not paying attention to climbing trees and ramming nests, destroy the homes that birds have painstakingly managed, or chase squirrels in the jungle, or chase rabbits on the hillside — flee around. What beauty did I miss? It abandoned the land of childhood, failed to grasp learning, lost the process and opportunity of growth, and finally gained a place of depression and desolation. Time flies and the sea is flowing. It flows through time, mountains and fields. In the blink of an eye, I fled from my chilly childhood to the youth garden; In the garden, I became a real thief-stealing the so-called laughter and happiness, but lost the spring scenery full of green, missed the beautiful route of life again, lost at the intersection of life, at a loss. Recalling the past, looking back. Once the blood and coldness were as cold as ice, mixed with snow and rain; After the cold wind, the fragrance left in the youth garden. Passing by, I saw the dust and pink flowers dyed white in late autumn. The sea of flowers in May looks extremely cold and desolate. What beauty did I miss? It was the youth garden that was ignored and trampled by me, so painful that I sighed and groaned repeatedly. I lost my learning goal again and couldn’t find my own life direction. The age wheel continues to roll forward, and greed is somewhat restrained, but there is still a tendency of not cherishing learning. Suspiria, langyan sky. The war without smoke and the competition without smell of medicine made me happy and worried, disappointed and confident. Because, I defeated greed, I captured confidence? Mixed in the trees (math, physics and chemistry subjects), drunk eyes to see the clouds on that day (politics, history and geography), counting the five elements of the Mars-lazy, hate, worry, joy, happiness. Feeling: A lot of light, life is at a loss. Xixiang dialect, Dongfang dialect, Nanwu dialect and Beifang tune, three years of hard struggle for spring, and later all the people will be jealous. In high school, I was confused and luckily met 502 glue stuck to the dream wing of the university. What beauty did I miss? It is the true description and portrayal of the crisscross of my life, the waste of fate and the hardships and frustrations. The beauty that I once missed is that I don’t cherish it, I don’t study hard, be a person attentively, and achieve my dream; I just miss things that should and must be done one by one; it is to miss the golden point of life learning and the rare confidence and persistence. Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…