Live and understand yourself.

Last year, I met a miss sitting in a karaoke bar by chance. On that day, after dinner with friends, one of them proposed to sing K. When they arrived at KTV, their manager asked their friend if he wanted to order songs. He said yes. Next, the foreman brought in a group of women with heavy makeup and exposed clothes. They were the miss sitting on the stage as people often said. We four men and two women, and we asked for three people. From the dim light, I noticed a woman standing at an inconspicuous place near her. She had long hair and didn’t wear such disgusting heavy makeup. At least I could see what she looked like, what is her true face. A pair of big eyes with a hint of delicate temperament flowing from the brow, about 168 tall, and the temperament emitted from the whole body is completely different from others. I pointed at her and said you would stay. She came over and sat down, smiled at me, then turned around to talk to her friend. The other two women were like birds that had been found to eat, and they chatted happily. She just sat there quietly, watching others playing. She was totally incompatible with this box full of ambiguity and passion. I drank a glass of wine with her and motioned her to come over to my side. We started chatting. I said that you look different from them. Do you feel particularly hard to do this job? She said yes, she felt very tired, but she had to do it. Every day, you have to think about how to please the present guest and earn more tips. I said why do you have to do this? There are a lot of jobs that can be done. Although you earn more money than this, at least you won’t feel tired. You don’t have to look at other people’s faces. She smiled. I used to be innocent before. At that time, I was a little girl who just left home and worked as a waiter in a restaurant. I could always see bald old men with big bellies carrying young and beautiful girls one by one. They are also always accompanying smiling faces. They have famous brand bags, famous brand clothes and cosmetics. Once I accidentally spilled vegetables on a female guest, and she asked me to compensate her clothes. The fur she wears is more than 20,000. How could I afford it? Finally, the boss came forward and paid her seven thousand yuan, but I would use my salary to offset it. The boss wrote an IOU, which was very clear, and then I signed it. Since then, I have been disappointed with this society. Without money, you really think you are nothing. I began to degenerate and contacted with entertainment places. But my character can’t blend in there all the time. Speaking of this, I can understand her very much. I used to work in a bar, and I know the noise and mess there. It can really change one’s mind easily. If you haven’t changed, you can only say that you are not suitable there. I that is the way. Maybe I have watched too many TV plays. I always feel that every lady has a special experience. Or miserable childhood, or family burdens. In fact, it is wrong. These are just imaginary in people’s hearts, which give them a mysterious and melancholy color subconsciously. It was all money that hurt these people. They couldn’t find a direction or a future. I just can’t help myself immersed in the colorful life. There is another kind of woman who is actually admirable. Under the temptation of colorful colors, she firmly adheres to her own principles. Sometimes she is confused when facing loneliness. They even began to doubt their own principles. So I wanted to indulge myself, but finally failed. They want to find a way to kill loneliness. They usually make themselves exhausted and then fall asleep. Gradually, they become vicissitudes and haggard. Loneliness is as addictive as opium poppy. It can’t be quit or dumped. Therefore, I became numb and corrupted. Night show is actually the epitome of society. All ugliness and impetuousness can be seen there. It is the place where the truth, goodness and beauty are truly reflected. Every person who has a bright appearance in the daytime, at night, when he is alone, who knows what kind of person he is? Who knows how many masks he wears? People always wear colored glasses to see those people in the entertainment circle and call them miss. Sometimes, they are really much better than us. Look down on others’ cynicism, be proud, beautiful, walk your own way with smile, and let others say it. Go your own way and let others say that you can do this. You are not easy. I respect every profession and never despise anyone. Because I know I have no qualification or power! In the seductive moment, especially girls, don’t sell yourself for money. To learn to look down on fame and money, everyone has a gap. Some people are destined to be a rich second generation when they are born, and they are destined to inherit family business or heritage. Some people are doomed to be miserable and poor all their lives when they are born. God has given us unequal identities, but people should live their own pride and personality alive. No matter how good yours is, I don’t envy you. No matter how bad mine is, it has nothing to do with you. That’s it. You really don’t have to envy anyone. You don’t need to explain your proud life. Just be yourself. On the road of life, if you want to take a shortcut, then you must be ready to change the route. After all, the road is too easy to take you anywhere. There is still a long way to go in the future. I don’t want to leave any regrets and bad memories for myself. Therefore, my choice is still plain. Be an intellectual and beautiful person from the inside out. To live, you really don’t have to be too serious about who is better than who. If you understand yourself, your life will be more than half successful. 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