On the way to the public examination

(1) at 05:40, in the second sound of the alarm, I had to get up, although it was already Dawn. I have to go to the exam today, because I have to take a 40-minute drive to get to the examination room, so I have to have enough time to prepare. I got up a little late this time. I hurried to take the steamed buns. No matter how hot they were, I had breakfast. After three or two times, I went out. I haven’t missed anything this time, so I have made progress. However, the first bus in the morning still didn’t catch up. It was already 07:10 when the second bus arrived at the destination (the exam started at 8:00), and it was raining again. It was not big and annoying, there is not much water in the road area, which is also inconvenient. There is still a 15-minute distance from the examination room, which is not short for walking. In order to get to the examination room as soon as possible, I had to pay for a taxi and finally arrived safely without accident. I still had more than half an hour to relax. It seemed that it was my fifth time to take the civil service exam. Like many people who sign up for the public examination, I hope to pass the examination and have a good job. Although I am doing a job now, it always gives me a feeling of instability. I can’t predict the day when this job is gone, I don’t know what to do, and my heart is always uneasy, have a anxiety. (Ii) during a period of time after I graduated from college, I experienced the hardship of finding a job, and deeply felt the unspeakable difficulty of finding a good job. I have submitted a lot of resumes online, learned about various methods and skills of finding a job, and consulted my classmates and friends who have already worked. At the same time, my relatives are also trying their best to help me, asking which enterprise units are important, ask acquaintances for information. The mobile phone is turned on 24 hours a day for fear of missing any unit phone that may be your future job. There was a call from the interview, and I waited for a long time to feel peaceful. Before the interview, I will carefully understand the basic situation and job description of the unit, thinking about the questions that may need to be asked. Pay attention to grooming, arrive at the interview site in advance, answer the interviewer’s questions carefully, and then wait for the results. I am afraid that it is the long waiting for a reply, or I know that I have no hope on the spot. In this way, I will sink into the suffering of continuous search and waiting. Submit resumes, wait for news, prepare for interviews, and wait for continuous circulation of notifications. No one is always very patient. Anxiety keeps coming, sleep is not good, tea and food are not good, even the best people around you will be infected and become impatient, giving you unpleasant words, it stimulates your unhappy heart, and sparks can’t be avoided. In addition to physical and mental fatigue, and fatigue of travel. Companies and enterprises that go to the interview need to transfer by bus. They are not familiar with the journey and have to spend a lot of trouble. Once, it took me more than two hours to walk several times, take several buses, ask the passers-by, make phone calls, and keep asking to get to the interview company, the bad result is still coming unfathomable. A sentence often heard in my mind in school that graduation meant unemployment. At that time, I just listened to it as a joke and didn’t expect that I would have such a day. I was really sad and cold, it seems that the ancients had the mood of rare talent. During my college years, I was not the best, but I studied hard, especially the skills I thought useful. I followed the teacher to do things, like the left and right hands of the teacher, trying my best to complete the work assigned by the teacher, thus gaining the trust of the teachers step by step, feeling very satisfied and useful in learning. There is no clear plan, but there is a goal, which is to really learn useful things and make a difference when entering the society. Maybe I thought it was too naive and beautiful, and I didn’t know that the society was not what I imagined. Only when you jump into this melting pot can you find that everything follows the rules of the arena and feel the meaning of the sentence that people are in the arena and cannot help themselves. I really didn’t expect that it would be so difficult to find a suitable job (3) racking my brains and using all the tricks without any news. I really don’t know what to do. After sighing, I won’t pick and choose any more, he gave up the plan of finding a satisfactory job and lowered his job-seeking requirements as a college graduate. First find a job to do, and then make plans. Put down the arrogant heart and enter a food processing factory under the introduction of acquaintances. I thought I could copy, type and sigh the air conditioner in the office. No, I am, like those ordinary workers, went down the assembly line and stayed in a damp and dark environment. Those three days can leave an indelible mark and a deep mark in my life. One day, I had been standing beside the machine since 7 o’clock in the morning, with my hands moving constantly, like a machine, and there was no place to sit except for the half hour lunch time, I can’t go home until 7:30 pm. On the first day, I persisted. On the second day, I started to stand it. My feet were slightly swollen. On the third day, my feet became more and more swollen. When I came home from work, I almost went home with the handle of a bicycle on one leg. When I got home, I felt weak all over my body and felt uncomfortable. I rushed out and felt confused instantly. I have not done such a job since I have grown up. It is the taste of hell. What on earth did I do for studying hard in a university? Is it just for such a job. I am really unwilling to let go of the job search before my feet recover. The experience of three days gave me a deep thought. If I studied hard in a university and did a job that could not be used for learning after graduation, then I shouldn’t have spent so much energy studying at that time. After graduating from junior high school, I should go out to work and share it with my family earlier. By this age, my children will be addicted to it. If not, going to college is not only for study, but also for a bright future. To be more popular is to have a good job. To enlarge it is to realize the value of life and serve the society. If you really want to gain a foothold in the society, you can’t stand it without suffering. Not all college graduates come out and sit in the office. Not everyone is the second generation of officials and the second generation of rich. There are also many people who have to work hard to have their own careers. Without efforts, everything is empty talk. (4) everyone’s life is different. When encountering major setbacks, don’t give up, and there will always be a time when the flowers are bright. A certain unit issued a recruitment announcement. It was said that the salary was good and I held a hope. I signed up immediately, then prepared for the written examination, passed the written examination, followed by the interview, and then went smoothly, of course, he was employed successfully. At the moment of knowing the result, all the depression and discomfort accumulated in the days of finding a job since graduation can finally be released. Finally, I had a relatively formal job. I didn’t have to worry about my parents any more. Of course, I was happy. When I was looking for a job, I stayed in the factory for three days. Till now, my work has been basically implemented, just like the difference between heaven and earth, as if I had gone through a hard journey and finally landed. Up to now, I still feel that it seems to be the blessing of luck, coupled with my own efforts, to get the job now. I don’t have to stand in the humid and stuffy factory every day, or get up early and feel dark in a hurry. There are weekends and holidays. I play my role in typing, writing documents and sorting materials in my current position, all kinds of summaries, reports, requests and notifications work for customers, and sometimes go to relevant departments to get documents and hand in documents, etc., which are not too hard to handle, and there will be no work to show muscle strength, there are only a few times in the hardest year, and occasionally I work overtime, which is also a painless and itching copy. The pressure of work is not big. People like me are more than enough to cope with, and the time can be controlled. Although the salary is not high, I always hope that the salary can increase, and the development prospect is not very clear. If there is no change in the contract signed for several years, it may be done until the contract expires. It will be in the early 30 s, and it will be more difficult to change careers. If you want to start a new job, you can only find a similar one. At that time, it may be another turning point in my life. (5) There is nothing wrong with making long-term plans now. Opportunities are always left to those who are prepared. I think I can’t do coolies, and I don’t have any real skills. I can only copy and write, and how much guarantee is there for a bachelor’s degree when typing computers. I also want to have holidays and spare time, it is also a stable job. Teachers, employees (career establishment) and civil servants can be considered. There are only three. As a teacher, before graduating from university, I had the opportunity to pass the teacher qualification certificate to enter the teacher industry, but I never thought about being a teacher, and now I want to be a teacher is also good, with stable income and holidays, especially the two long holidays of cold and summer, I feel that if I want more income, I can earn extra money outside school. However, the difficulty of research is increasing, which can only be used as a possible backup choice. The staff of the unit should be almost the same as the civil servants. If it is really compared, it is better for the civil servants. Public institutions have not yet taken a unified examination, and there are only one or two recruitment in one unit every year, which is not very transparent and is suspected of making people exploit loopholes. Nowadays, the competition of civil servant examination is extremely fierce, which is known as the first examination in China. In the past, thousands of people crossed a single-plank bridge, but now thousands of people are walking a steel wire. There are only a few positions, but there are astronomical eyes staring at them. It is great to win the bid among thousands of troops. I am not very interested in this honor. What I am interested in is the treatment of this position. Aren’t many people yearning for it? Stability, welfare and paid vacation are exactly what attract civil servants. In an enterprise, you have to work very hard. If you are not in the management, then your salary will not be very high, your vacation is not much, sometimes you have no wages for working overtime, and maybe some positions are not from nine to five, it may be more than ten hours of working time, and you don’t have much time to master. The prospect of development is uncertain. It is very difficult to go from the grass-roots level to the middle level and the senior level. There are several positions chosen from many people, and the competition is fierce. When the Enterprise is in recession, you may have the risk of being cut and wandering. Self-employment is a nice name. Everyone wants to be a boss. After all, it is not easy. What is the real foothold in the market and gain profits? How much is the risk. There was only one Jack Ma and only one Shi Yuzhu. The people who laughed to the end all won many opponents in the competition, just like the battlefield. The winners were always a few, while others were stepping stones and green leaves to foil flowers. Let alone those scientists, professors and others are ordinary migrant workers. To be more popular, finding a job is to live a life. Only when you have enough food and clothing can you pursue what you like, like a dream. (Six) In order to have a better job, to be honest, I chose to take the exam for a better life. A little helpless, I also want to start a business, but where does the capital come from? I know my current strength. I want to go to state-owned units,-look at those recruitment conditions, what 211 university graduation, 865 university graduation, and this card that syndrome, outstanding student cadres early will I get in the door, there is even no chance to knock at the door. When doing sales, I am so introverted that how to promote products to customers. They said that only those who didn’t do anything would take the civil service examination, and so many people would take the examination one after another every year. If so, our education seemed to have failed. Many people are criticizing how bad the college entrance examination is, but before finding an ideal alternative to the college entrance examination, perhaps the examination is the fairest way. Without the college entrance examination, those peasant children might not have the chance to jump over the Dragon Gate. They might struggle in the land for their whole life like their parents, or roll over the society as early as possible. The public examination is the same as the examination, and it is possible to pass the examination through hard work. If you pass the examination, you are not sure that it will change the life path of many people, but at least it will improve their lives. These are the expectations of many Chinese parents, which is a kind of learning and official affairs inherited from culture. No one wants to be a cripple. I never give up the day when I stand out. That kind of bitter, that kind of tired, only through personal experience, can you know what is unreconciled. The public examination was a way out that I had never thought about before I graduated from university. Because I was young and didn’t think too much, I paid a price for it. Young and arrogant heart, or full of confidence, I feel that I can enter a good enterprise and do something. There is no ambition, but also the heart of not losing others. The arrogant head always hangs down in front of the reality. Parents think that if they don’t learn a skill to make a living, they can only live by writing pen. Taking part in the civil service examination may have a first-line turn under the background that there is nothing to rely on. If you have a decent job, you won’t be looked down upon by others. My parents used to say such things. I always thought that their secular prejudice and short knowledge made me realize that what they said was reasonable. I am too arrogant and lofty. In the end, I still have to face the reality and compromise to the reality. I hated exams and didn’t like the standard of measuring people by exams, so I didn’t think about taking exams for civil servants at that time. Now, in order to get a good job, I started to bite the information again. If life goes well, I will not go this way and do what I like. I didn’t reach the level of being human, because I was just an ordinary person. I don’t know when I can pass the exam. I have passed the exam several times. My scores are high or low. I have never been interviewed, but I have the determination to fail repeatedly and fight repeatedly. When can I become a Fan Jin, be crazy then. 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